Introduction
A Room With a View opens with Lucy Honeychurch and her chaperone Miss Bartlett arriving at their pension in Florence, where their promised rooms with a picturesque view are disappointingly absent. The environment feels more like London than Italy, highlighting the clash between English tourists and the Italian setting.
Social Tensions at Pension Bertolini
- Lucy and Miss Bartlett experience culture shock at the ill-managed pension.
- Conflict arises with the Emersons, an unconventional father and son, who offer room exchanges highlighting class disparities.
- Mr BB, the English chaplain, intervenes diplomatically, providing insights into the Emerson family's complex nature.
Lucy’s Introduction to Florence
- Accompanied by Miss Lavish, an intellectually spirited companion, Lucy begins exploring Florence.
- She encounters cultural contrasts, local politics, and the vibrancy of Italian life beyond typical tourist experiences.
- A sudden violent incident in the piazza deeply unsettles her, introducing darker social realities.
Developing Relationships
- Lucy navigates interactions with George Emerson, a young man embodying youthful melancholy and idealism, and his father.
- Conflicts between traditional social norms and personal desires become evident, especially considering Lucy's engagement to Cecil Vyse, a man representing Edwardian society’s rigid expectations.
Lucy’s Emotional Turmoil
- The narrative delves deeply into Lucy’s internal conflict, torn between the security of her engagement and the passionate, unpredictable bond with George Emerson.
- She wrestles with societal pressures, personal freedom, and the complexities of love.
Society and Class
- The story examines the English upper-middle-class lifestyle through the Honeychurch family and their acquaintances.
- Issues of social mobility, the role of women, and the constraints imposed by class attitudes are thoroughly explored.
The Breakdown of Engagement
- Lucy ultimately breaks off her engagement to Cecil, realizing the incompatibility of their worlds and her true feelings.
- Conversations with various characters reveal differing perspectives on love, freedom, and social expectations.
Resolution and Reflection
- Lucy and George find moments of understanding, symbolizing hope for authentic connection beyond societal norms.
- The Emersons depart, while Lucy prepares to embrace change, symbolized by her decision to travel to Greece with the Miss Allens.
Conclusion
A Room With a View: Navigating Social Complexities in Italy and England intricately weaves a tale of personal awakening set against the backdrop of Edwardian societal constraints and the enchanting, yet challenging, landscape of early 20th-century Florence. Lucy Honeychurch’s journey reflects themes of love, identity, and the pursuit of authenticity amidst cultural and social upheaval.
A Room With a View chapter one The bertolini the Senora had no business to do it said Miss Bartlett no business at
all she promised a South rooms with a view close together instead of which here are North rooms looking into a
courtyard and a long way apart oh Lucy and a cockney besides said Lucy who
had been further saddened by the Senora's unexpected accent it might be
London she looked at the two rows of English people who were sitting at the table at the row of white bottles of
water and red bottles of wine that ran between the English people at the portraits of the late queen and the late
poet laurate that hung behind the English people heavily framed at the notice of the English church Reverend
cuthber eager M A Oxon that was the only other decoration of the wall Charlotte don't you feel too that we might be in
London I can hardly believe that all kinds of other things are just
outside I suppose it is one's being so tired this meat has surely been used for Soup said Miss Bartlett laying down her
fork I want so to see the Arno the rooms the Senora promised us in her letter would have looked over the Arno the
Senora had no business to do it at all oh it is a shame any Nook does for me Miss Bartlett continued but it does
seem hard that you shouldn't have a view Lucy felt that she had been selfish Charlotte you mustn't spoil me
of course you must look over the Arno too I meant that the first vacant room in the front you must have it said Miss
Bartlett part of whose traveling expenses were paid by Lucy's mother a piece of generosity to which she made
many a tactful illusion no no you must have it I insist on it your mother would never forgive me
Lucy she would never forgive me the lady's voices grew animated and if the sad truth be owned a little
peevish they were tired and under the guise of unselfishness they wrangled some of their neighbors
interchanged glances and one of them one of the ill-bred people whom one does meet abroad lent forward over the table
and actually intruded into their argument he said I have a view I have a view Miss Bartlett was
startled generally at a pension people looked them over for a day or two before speaking and often did not find out that
they would do till they had gone she knew that the Intruder was Ill bred even before she glanced at him he was an
Oldman of heavy build with a fair shaven face and large eyes there was something childish in those eyes though it was not
the childishness of senility what exactly it was Miss Bartlett did not stop to consider for
her glance passed onto his clothes these did not attract her he was probably trying to become acquainted
with them before they got into the swim so she assumed a dazed expression when he spoke to her and then said of you oh
a view how delightful a view is this is my son said the old man his name's
George he has a view too ah said Miss Bartlett repressing Lucy who was about to
speak what I mean he continued is that you can have our rooms and we'll have yours we'll
change the better class of tourists was shocked at this and sympathized with the newcomers Miss Bartlett in reply opened
her mouth as little as possible and said said thank you very much indeed that is out of the
question why said the old man with both fists on the table because it is quite out of the
question thank you you see we don't like to take began Lucy her cousin again repressed her but
why he persisted women like looking at a view men don't and he thumped with his fists
like a naughty child and turned to his son saying George persuade them it's so obvious they should have the rooms said
the son there's nothing else to say he did not look at the ladies as he spoke but his voice was perplexed and
sorrowful Lucy too was perplexed but she saw that they were in for what is known as quite a scene and she had an odd
feeling that whenever these ill-bred tourists spoke the contest widened and deep until it dealt not with rooms and
Views but with well with something quite different whose existence she had not realized
before now the old man attacked Miss Bartlett almost violently why should she not
change what possible objection had she they would clear out in half an hour Miss Bartlett though skilled in the
Delicacies of conversation was powerless in the presence of brutality it was impossible to snub
anyone so gross her face rened with displeasure she looked around as much as to say are
you all like this and two little old ladies who were sitting further up the table with Shaws hanging over the backs
of the chairs looked back clearly indicating we are not we are Gentile eat your dinner dear she said to
Lucy and began to toy again with the meat that she had once censured Lucy mumbled that those seemed
very odd people opposite eat your dinner dear this pension is a
failure tomorrow we will make a change hardly had she announced this fell decision when she reversed it the
curtains at the end of the room parted and revealed a clergyman Stout but attractive who hurried forward to take
his place at the table cheerfully apologizing for his lateness Lucy who had not yet acquired
decency at once Rose to her feet exclaiming oh oh why it's Mr
BB oh how perfectly lovely Oh Charlotte we must stop now however bad the rooms are oh miss
Bartlett said with more restraint how do you do Mr BB I expect that you have forgotten us
miss Bartlett and Miss honey Church who were at tumbridge Wells when you helped the Vicor of St Peters that very cold
Easter the clergyman who had the air of one on holiday did not remember the ladies quite as clearly as they
remembered him but he came forward pleasantly enough and accepted the chair into which he was beckoned by
Lucy I am so glad to see you said the girl who was in a state of spiritual starvation and would have been glad to
see the waiter if her cousin had permitted it just fancy how small the world is Summer Street too makes it so
specially funny Miss honey Church lives in the parish of Summer Street said Miss Bartlett filling up the Gap and she
happened to tell me in the course of conversation that you have just accepted the
living yes I heard from mother so last week she didn't know that I knew you at Tunbridge Wells but I wrote back at once
and I said Mr BB is quite right said the clergyman I move into the rectory at Summer Street next June I am lucky to be
appointed to such a Charming neighborhood oh how glad I am the name of our house is Wendy
Corner Mr BB bowed there is mother and me generally and my brother though it's not often we get him to CH the church is
rather far off I mean Lucy dearest let Mr BB eat his dinner I am eating it thank you and enjoying it he preferred
to talk to Lucy whose playing he remembered rather than to miss Bartlett who probably remembered his
sermons he asked the girl whether she knew Florence well and was informed at some length that she had never been
there before it is delightful to advise a newcomer and he was first in the
field don't neglect the country round his advice concluded the first fine afternoon drive
up to Fela and Round by Stig Nano or something of that sort no cried a voice from the top of the
table Mr BB you are wrong the first fine afternoon your ladies must go to pra that lady looks so clever whispered
Miss Bartlett to her cousin we are in luck and indeed a perfect torrent of information burst on them people told
them what to see when to see it how to stop the electric trams how to get rid of the Beggars how much to give for a
Vellum blot how much the place would grow upon on them the pension bertolini had decided almost enthusiastically that
they would do whichever way they looked kind lady smiled and shouted at them and above all Rose the voice of the clever
lady crying prto they must go to prau that place is too sweetly squalid
for words I love it I Revel in shaking off the traml of respectability as you know
the young man named George glanced at the clever lady and then returned moodily to his plate obviously he and
his father did not do Lucy in the midst of her success found time to wish they did it gave her no extra pleasure that
anyone should be left in the cold and when she Rose to go she turned back and gave the two Outsiders a nervous little
bow the father did not see it the son acknowledged it not by another bow but by raising his eyebrows and smile
smiling he seemed to be smiling across something she hastened after her cousin who had already disappeared through the
curtains curtains which smote one in the face and seemed heavy with more than cloth Beyond them stood the unreliable
Senora bowing good evening to her guests and supported by enry her little boy and Victor her daughter it made a curious
little scene this attempt of the Cockney to convey the grace and geniality of the South and even more Curious was the
drawing room which attempted to rival the solid comfort of a bloomsberry boarding house was this really
Italy miss Bartlett was already seated on a tightly stuffed armchair which had the color and the Contours of a
tomato she was talking to Mr BBE and as she spoke her long narrow head drove backwards and forwards slowly regularly
as though she were demolishing some invisible obstacle we are most grateful ful to you
she was saying the first evening means so much when you arrived we were in for a
peculiarly mois court dear he expressed his regret do you by any chance know the name of an old man
who sat opposite us at dinner Emerson is he a friend of yours we are friendly as one is in
pensions then I will say no more he pressed her very slightly lightly and she said
more I am as it were she concluded the chaperon of my young cousin Lucy and it would be a serious thing if I put her
under an obligation to people of whom we know nothing his manner was somewhat unfortunate I hope I acted for the best
you acted very naturally said he he seemed thoughtful and after a few moments added all the same I don't think
much harm would have come of accepting no harm of course but we could not be under an
obligation he is rather A peculiar man again he hesitated and then said gently I think he would not take advantage of
your acceptance nor expect you to show gratitude he has the Merit if it is one of saying exactly what he
means he has rooms he does not value and he thinks you would value them he no more thought of putting you under an
obligation than he thought of being polite it is so difficult at least I find it difficult to understand people
who speak the truth Lucy was pleased and said I was hoping that he was nice I do so always hope that people will be
nice I think he is nice and tiresome I differ from him on almost every point of any importance and so I
expect I may say I hope you will differ but his is a type one disagrees with rather than
deplores when he first came here he not unnaturally put people's backs up he has no tact and no manners I don't mean by
that that he has Bad Manners and he will not keep his opinions to himself we nearly complained about him
to our depressing Senora but I am glad to say we thought better of it am I to conclude said Miss Bartlett that he is a
socialist Mr BB accepted the convenient word not without a slight twitching of the lips and presumably he has brought
up his son to be a socialist too I hardly know George for he hasn't learned to talk yet he seems a nice
creature and I think he has brains of course he has all his father's mannerisms and it is quite possible that
he too may be a socialist oh you relieve me said Miss Bartlett so you think I ought to have
accepted the offer you feel I have been narrow-minded and
suspicious not at all he answered I never suggested that but ought I not to apologize at all events for my apparent
rudeness he replied with some irritation that it would be quite unnecessary and got up from his seat to go to the
smoking room was I a boore said Miss Bartlett as soon as he had disappeared why didn't you talk Lucy
he prefers young people I'm sure I do hope I haven't monopolized him I hope you would have him all the
evening as well as all dinner time he is nice exclaimed Lucy just what I
remember he seems to see good in everyone no one would take him for a clergyman my dear
Lucia well you know what I mean and you know how clergyman generally laugh Mr BB laughs just like an ordinary man funny
girl how you do remind me of your mother I wonder if she will approve of Mr BB I'm sure she will and so will
Freddy I think everyone at Wendy corner will approve it is the fashionable world I am used to tonbridge Wells where
we are all hopelessly behind the times yes said Lucy despondently there was a haze of disapproval in the
air but whether the disapproval was of herself or of Mr B or of the fashionable world at Windy corner or of the narrow
world at Tunbridge Wells she could not determine she tried to locate it but as usual she
blundered miss Bartlett sedulously denied disapproving of anyone and added I am afraid you are finding me a very
depressing companion and the girl again thought I must have been selfish or unkind I must
be more careful it is so dreadful for Charlotte being
poor fortunately one of the little old ladies who for some time had been smiling very benignly now approached and
asked if she might be allowed to sit where Mr BB had sat permission granted she began to chatter gently about Italy
the plunge it had been to come there the gratifying success of the plunge the Improvement in her sister's Health the
necessity of closing the bedroom windows at night and of thoroughly emptying the water bottles in the morning she handled
her subjects agreeably and they were perhaps more worthy of attention than the high discourse upon gels and Giblin
which was proceeding tempestuously at the other end of the room it was a real catastrophe not a mere episode that
evening of hers at Venice when she had found in her bedroom something that is one worse than a flea the one better
than something else but here you are as safe as in England Senora bertolini is so
English yet our rooms smell said poor Lucy we dread going to bed ah then you look into the court she
sighed if only Mr Emerson was more tful we were so sorry for you at dinner I think he was meaning to be kind
undoubtedly he was said Miss Bartlett Mr BB has just been scolding me for my suspicion
nature of course I was holding back on my cousin's account of course said the little old
lady and they murmured that one could not be too careful with a young girl Lucy tried to look demure but could not
help feeling a great fool no one was careful with her at home or at all events she had not noticed it
about old Mr Emerson I hardly know no he is not tactful yet have you ever noticed that there are people who do things
which are most indelicate and yet at the same time beautiful beautiful said Miss Bartlett
puzzled at the word are not Beauty and delicacy the same so one would have thought said the other
helplessly but things are so difficult I sometimes think she proceeded no further into things for Mr BB reappeared looking
extremely Pleasant Miss Bartlett he cried it's all right about the
rooms I'm so glad Mr Emerson was talking about it in the smoking room and knowing what I did I encouraged him to make the
offer again he has let me come and ask you he would be so pleased Oh Charlotte cried Lucy to her
cousin we must have the rooms now the old man is just as nice and kind as he can be Miss Bartlett was silent
I fear said Mr BBE after a pause that I have been officious I must apologize for my
interference Gravely displeased he turned to go not till then did Miss Bartlett reply my own wishes dearest
Lucy are unimportant in comparison with yours it would be hard indeed if I stopped you doing as you liked at
Florence when I am only here through your kindness if you wish me to turn these
gentlemen out of their rooms I will do it would you then Mr B kindly tell Mr Emerson that I accept his kind offer and
then conduct him to me in order that I may thank him personally she raised her voice as she
spoke it was heard all over the drawing room and silenced the gues and the gibin the clergyman inwardly cursing the
female sex bowed and departed with her message remember Lucy I alone am implicated in this
I do not wish the acceptance to come from you grant me that at all events Mr BB was back saying rather
nervously Mr Emerson is engaged but here is his son instead the young men gazed down on the
three ladies who felt Seated on the floor so low were their chairs my father he said is in his bath
so you cannot thank him personally but any message given by you to me will be given by me to him as soon
as he comes out Miss Bartlett was unequal to the bath all her Barbed civilities came forth wrong and
first young Mr Emerson scored a notable Triumph to the Delight of Mr BB and to the secret Delight of
Lucy poor young men said Miss Bartlett as soon as he had gone how angry he is with his father about the
rooms it is all he can do to keep polite in half an hour or so your rooms will be ready said Mr
B then looking rather thoughtfully at the Two Cousins he retired to his own rooms to write up his philosophic
diary oh dear breath the little old lady and shuddered as if all the Winds of Heaven had entered the
apartment gentlemen sometimes do not realize her voice faded away but miss Bartlett seemed to understand and a
conversation developed in which gentlemen who did not th early realize played a principal part Lucy not
realizing either was reduced to literature taking up Baker's handbook to Northern Italy she committed to memory
the most important dates of florentine history for she was determined to enjoy herself on the
tomorrow thus the half hour crept profitably away and at last Miss Bartlett rose with a sigh and
said I think one might venture now no Lucy do not stir I will superintend the move how you
do do everything said Lucy naturally dear it is my Affair but I would like to
help you no dear Charlotte's energy and her
unselfishness she had been thus all her life but really on this Italian tour she was surpassing
herself so Lucy felt or strove to feel and yet there was a rebellious spirit in her which wondered whether the
acceptance might not have been less delicate and More Beautiful at all events she entered her
own room without any feeling of Joy I want to explain said Miss Bartlett why it is that I have taken the largest
room naturally of course I should have given it to you but I happened to know that it belongs to the young men and I
was sure your mother would not like it Lucy was bewildered if you are to accept a favor
it is more suitable you should be under an obligation to his father than to him I am a woman of the world in my small
way and I know where things lead to however Mr BB is a guarantee of A Sort that they will not presume on this
mother wouldn't mind I'm sure said Lucy but again had the sense of larger and unsuspected
issues Miss Bartlett only sighed and enveloped Ed her in a protecting Embrace as she wished her good night it gave
Lucy the sensation of a fog and when she reached her own room she opened the window and breathed the clean night air
thinking of the kind old men who had enabled her to see the lights dancing in the Arno and the cypresses of s Minato
and the foothills of the appenines black Against The Rising Moon Miss Bartlett in her room fastened the window shutters
and locked the door and then made a tour of the apartment to see where the cupboards LED and whether there were any
oblates or secret entrances it was then that she saw pinned up over the washstand a sheet of
paper on which was scrolled an enormous note of interrogation nothing
more what does it mean she thought and she examined it carefully by the light of a
candle meaningless at first it gradually became menacing obnoxious portentous with evil she was seized with an Impulse
to destroy it but fortunately remembered that she had no right to do so since it must be the property of young Mr
Emerson so she unpinned it carefully and put it between two pieces of blotting paper to keep it clean for him then she
completed her inspection of the room sighed heavily according to her habit and went to
bed chapter 2 in Santa cochi with no Baker it was pleasant to wake up in Florence to Open the Eyes Upon a bright
bare room with a floor of red red tiles which look clean though they are not with a painted ceiling whereon pinkt
Griffins and blue amarini sport in a forest of yellow violins and bassoons it was pleasant too to fling
wide the windows pinching the fingers in unfamiliar fastenings to lean out into Sunshine with beautiful Hills and trees
and marble churches opposite and close below the Arno gurgling against the embankment of the road over the river
men were at work with Spades and sees on the Sandy foreshore and on the river was a boat also diligently employed for some
mysterious end an electric tram came rushing underneath the window no one was inside it except one
tourist but its platforms were overflowing with Italians who preferred to
stand children tried to hang on behind and the conductor With No Malice spat in their faces to make them let go then
soldiers appeared good-looking undersized men wearing each a knapsack covered with mangy fur and a great coat
which had been cut for some larger Soldier beside them walked officers looking foolish and Fierce and before
them went little boys turning somersaults in time with the band the tram car became entangled in their ranks
and moved on painfully like a caterpillar in a swarm of ants one of the little boys fell down and some white
Bullocks came out of an archway indeed if it had not been for the good advice of an old man who was
selling button hooks the road might never have got close clear over such trivialities as these many a valuable
Hour May slip away and the traveler who has gone to Italy to study the tactile values of Jato or the corruption of the
papacy May return remembering nothing but the blue sky and the men and women who live under it so it was as well that
Miss Bartlett should tap and come in and having commented on Lucy's leaving the door unlocked and on her leaning out of
the window before she was fully dressed should urge her to hasten herself or the best of the day would be gone by the
time Lucy was ready her cousin had done her breakfast and was listening to the clever lady among the crumbs a
conversation then ensued on not unfamiliar lines Miss Bartlett was after all a wee
bit tired and thought they had better spend the morning settling in unless Lucy would at all like to go out Lucy
would rather like to go out as it was her first day in Florence but of course she could go alone Miss Bartlett could
not allow this of course she would accompany Lucy everywhere oh certainly not Lucy would
stop with her cousin oh no that would never do oh yes at this point the clever lady broke in if it is Mrs Grundy who is
troubling you I do assure you that you can neglect the good person being English Miss honey church will be
perfectly safe Italians understand a dear friend of mine mine Contessa baronchelli has two daughters and when
she cannot send a mate to school with them she lets them go in Sailor hats instead everyone takes them for English
you see especially if their hair is strained tightly behind Miss Bartlett was unconvinced by
the safety of Contessa barelli's daughters she was determined to take Lucy herself her head not being so very
bad the clever lady then said that she was going to spend a long morning in Santa cochi and and if Lucy would come
too she would be delighted I will take you by a dear dirty back way Miss honey church and if
you bring me luck we shall have an adventure Lucy said that this was most kind and at once opened the baker to see
where Santa cochi was Tut Tut Miss Lucy I hope we shall soon emancipate you from
Baker he does but touch the surface of things as to the true Italy he does not even dream of it the true Italy is only
to be found by patient observation this sounded very interesting and Lucy hurried over her
breakfast and started with her new friend in High Spirits Italy was coming at last the coochy senora and her Works
had vanished like a bad dream Miss lavish for that was the clever lady's name turned to the right along the sunny
lung Arno how delightfully warm but a wind down the side streets cut like a a knife
didn't it Ponte Alle graer particularly interesting mentioned by Dante sen Minato beautiful as well as
interesting the crucifix that kissed a murderer Miss honey Church would remember the story the men on the river
were fishing untrue but then so is most information then miss lavish darted under the archway of the white Bullocks
and she stopped and she cried a smell a true Floren smell every city let me teach you has
its own smell is it a very nice smell said Lucy who had inherited from her mother a distaste to dirt one doesn't
come to Italy for niess was the retort one comes for Life bjo bjo bowing right and left look at
that adorable wine cart how the driver stares at us dear simple Soul so miss lavish seeded through the streets of the
City of Florence short fidgety and playful as a kitten though without a kitten's Grace it was a treat for the
girl to be with anyone so clever and so cheerful and a blue military cloak such as an Italian officer wears only
increased the sense of festivity w jno take the word of an old woman Miss Lucy you will never repent of
a little cility to your inferiors that is the true democracy though I am a real r radical
as well there now you're shocked indeed I'm not exclaimed Lucy we are radicals too out and out my
father always voted for Mr Gladstone until he was so Dreadful about Ireland I see I see and now you have
gone over to the enemy oh please if my father was alive I am sure he would vote radical again now that
Ireland is all right and as it is the glass over our front door was broken last election and Freddy
is sure it was the Tories but mother says nonsense a shameful a manufacturing District I
suppose no in the Sur Hills about 5 miles from Dorking looking over the wield Miss lavish seemed
interested and slackened her Trot what a delightful part I know it so well it is full of the very nicest people do you
know sir Harry Otway a radical if ever there was very well indeed and old Mrs Butterworth the
philanthropist why she rents a field of us how funny Miss lavish looked at the narrow ribbon of sky and murmured oh you
have property in sui hardly any said Lucy fearful of being thought a snob only 30 Acres just
the garden all down Hill and some Fields Miss lavish was not disgusted and said it was just the size of her aunt
suffk estate Italy receded they tried to remember the last name of Lady Louisa someone who had
taken a house near Summer Street the other year but she had not liked it which was odd of her and just as Miss
lavish had got the name she broke off and exclaimed bless us bless us and save us
we've lost the way certainly they had seemed a long time in reaching Santa cochi the Tower of which
had been plainly visible from The Landing window but miss lavish had said so much about knowing her Florence by
heart that Lucy Had followed her with no misgivings lost
lost my dear Miss Lucy during our political diet tribes we have taken a wrong
turning how those horrid conservatives would jeer at us what are we to do two lone females in an unknown town now this
is what I call an adventure Lucy who wanted to see Santa cochi suggested as a possible solution
that they should ask the way there oh but that is the word of a craven and no you are not not not to look at your
Baker give it to me I sh let you carry it we will simply drift accordingly they drifted through a series of those gray
brown streets neither kod ious nor picturesque in which the Eastern quarter of the city
abounds Lucy soon lost interest in the discontent of Lady Louisa and became discontented herself for one ravishing
moment Italy appeared she stood in the square of the anuna and saw in the living terracotta those Divine babies
whom no cheap reproduction can ever stale there they stood with their shining limbs bursting from the garments
of Charity and their strong white arms extended against circlets of Heaven Lucy thought she had never seen anything more
beautiful but miss lavish with a shriek of dismay dragged her forward declaring that they were out of their path Now by
at least a mile the hour was approaching at which the continental breakfast begins or rather ceases to tell and the
ladies bought some hot Chestnut paste out of a little shop because it looked so typical it tasted partly of the paper
in which it was wrapped partly of hair oil partly of the great unknown but it gave them Str Str to
drift into another Piaza large and Dusty on the farther side of which rose a black and white facade of surpassing
ugliness Miss lavish spoke to it dramatically it was Santa cochi the adventure was
over stop a minute let those two people go on or I shall have to speak to them I do detest conventional
intercourse nasty they are going into the church too oh the britisher abroad
we sat opposite them at dinner last night they have given us their rooms they were so very kind look at their
figures laughed Miss lavish they walk through my Italy like a pair of cows it's very naughty of me but I would like
to set an examination paper at do and turn back every tourist who couldn't pass it what would you ask us miss
lavish laid her hand pleasantly on Lucy's arm as if to suggest that she at all events would get full
marks in this exalted mood they reached the steps of the great church and were about to enter it when Miss lavish
stopped squeaked flung up her arms and cried there goes my local color box I must have a word with him and in a
moment she was away over the Piaza her military cloak flapping in the wind nor did she slack and speed till she caught
up an old man with white whiskers and nipped him playfully upon the arm Lucy waited for nearly 10 minutes then she
began to get tired the Beggars worried her the dust blew in her eyes and she remembered that a young girl ought not
to loiter in public places she descended slowly into the Piaza with the intention of rejoining Miss lavish who was really
almost too original but at that moment Miss lavish and her local color box moved also and disappeared down a side
street both gesticulating largely tears of indignation came to Lucy's eyes partly because Miss lavish had jilted
her partly because she had taken her Baker how could she find her way home how could she find her way about in
Santa cochi her first morning was ruined and she might never be in Florence again a few minutes ago she had been all High
Spirits talking as a woman of culture and half persuading herself that she was full of
originality now she entered the church depressed and humiliated not even able to remember whether it was built by the
franciscans or the Dominicans of course it must be a wonderful building but how like a barn
and how very cold of course it contained Fresco by jotto in the presence of whose tactile values she was capable of
feeling what was proper but who was to tell her which they were she walked about disdainfully unwilling to be
enthusiastic over monuments of Uncertain authorship or date there was no one even to tell her which of all the sepulcral
slabs that paved the Nave and trps was the one that was really beautiful the one that had been most praised by Mr
rusin then the pricious charm of Italy worked on her and instead of acquiring information she began to be happy she
puzzled out the Italian notices the notices that forbade people to introduce dogs into the church the notice that
prayed people in the interest of health and out of respect to the sacred edifice in which they found themselves not to
spit she watched the tourists their noses were as red as their Bakers so cold was Santa cochi she beheld the
horrible fate that overtook three papists two he babies and a she baby who began their career by sing each other
with the holy water and then proceeded to the Machiavelli Memorial dripping but hallowed advancing towards it very
slowly and from immense distances they touched the stone with their fingers with their handkerchiefs with their
heads and then retreated what could this mean they did it again and again then Lucy
realized that they had mistaken Machiavelli for some Saint hoping to acquire virtue punishment followed
quickly the smallest he baby stumbled over one of the sepulchral slabs so much admired by Mr Ruskin and entangled his
feet in the features of a recumbent Bishop Protestant as she was Lucy darted forward she was too late he fell heavily
upon the prets up turn toes hateful Bishop exclaimed the voice of old Mr Emerson who had darted forward
also hard in life hard in death go out into the sunshine little boy and kiss your hand to the Sun for that is where
you ought to be intolerable Bishop the child screamed frantically at these words and at these Dreadful people who
picked him up dusted him rubbed his bruises and told him not to be superstitious look at him said Mr
Emerson to Lucy here's a mess a baby hurt cold and frightened but what else can you expect
from a church the child's legs had become as melting wax each time that old Mr Emerson and
Lucy said it erected collapsed with a roar fortunately an Italian lady who ought to have been saying her prayers
came to the Rescue by some mysterious virtue which mothers alone possess she stiffened the little boy's backbone and
imparted strength to his knes he stood still gibbering with agitation he walked away you are a clever woman
said Mr Emerson you have done more than all the relics in the world I am not of your Creed but I do believe in those who
make their fellow creatures happy there is no scheme of the universe he paused for a phrase nente
said the Italian lady and returned to her prayers I'm not sure she understands
English suggested Lucy in her chasen mood she no longer despised the emersons she was determined to be
gracious to them beautiful rather than delicate and if possible to erase Miss Bartlett's civility by some gracious
reference to the pleasant rooms that woman understands everything was Mr Emerson's reply but what are you
doing here are you doing the church are you through with the church no cried Lucy remembering her
grievance I came here with Miss lavish who was to explain everything and just by the door it is too bad she simply ran
away and after waiting quite a time I had to come in by myself why shouldn't you said Mr
Emerson yes why shouldn't you come by yourself said the son addressing the young lady for the first time but miss
lavish has even taken away Baker baker said Mr Emerson I'm glad it's that you minded It's Worth
minding the loss of a baker that's worth minding Lucy was puzzled she was again conscious of some
new idea and was not sure whether it would lead her if you've no baker said the son you better join us was this
where the idea would lead she took refuge in her dignity thank you very much but I could
not think of that I hope you do not suppose that I came to join on to you I really came to help with the child and
to thank you for so kindly giving us your rooms last night I hope that you have not been put to any great
inconvenience my dear said the Oldman gently I think that you are repeating what you have heard older people say you
are pretending to be touchy but you are not really stop being so tiresome and tell me instead what part of the church
you want to see to take you to it will be a real pleasure now this was abominably impertinent and
she ought to have been Furious but it is sometimes as difficult to lose one's temper as it is difficult
at other times to keep it Lucy could not get cross Mr Emerson was an old man and surely a girl might humor him on the
other hand his son was a young man and she felt that a girl ought to be offended with him or at all events be
offended before him it was at him that she gazed before replying I am not touchy I hope it is the jotos
that I want to see if you will kindly tell me which they are the son nodded with a look of somber satisfaction he
led the way to the perzi chapel there was a hint of the teacher about him she felt like a child in school who had
answered a question rightly the chapel was already filled with an Earnest congregation and out of them Rose the
voice of a lecturer directing them how to worship Jad not by tactful valuations but by the standards of the spirit
remember he was saying the facts about this church of Santa cochi how it was built by faith in the full fervor of
medievalism before any taint of the Renaissance had appeared observe how joto in these frescos now unhappily
ruined by restoration is untroubled by the snares of anatomy and perspective could anything be more
Majestic more pathetic beautiful true how little we feel avails knowledge and Technical cleverness against a man who
truly feels no exclaimed Mr Emerson in much too loud a voice for church remember
nothing of the sort built by faith indeed that simply means the workmen weren't paid properly and as for the
frescos I see no truth in them look at that fat men in blue he must weigh as much as I do and he is shooting into the
sky like an air balloon he was referring to the Fresco of the Ascension of St John inside the lecturer's voice
faltered as well it might the audience shifted uneasily and so did Lucy she was sure that she ought not to be with these
men but they had cast a spell over her they were so serious and so strange that she could not remember how to
behave now did this happen or didn't it Yes or No George replied it happened like this if it
happened at all I would rather go up to heaven by myself and be pushed by cherubs and if I got there I should like
my friends to lean out of it just as they do here you will never go up said his father you and I Dear Boy will lie
at peace in the earth that bore us and our names will disappear as surely as our work
survives some of the people can only see the empty grave not the saint whoever he is going up it did happen like that that
if it happened at all pardon me said a frigid voice the chapel is somewhat small for two parties we will incommode
you no longer the lecturer was a clergyman and his audience must be also his flock for they held per books as
well as guide books in their hands they filed out of the chapel in silence amongst them were the two little
old ladies of the pension berini Miss Teresa and Miss Katherine Allen stop cried Mr Emerson there's plenty of room
for us all stop the procession disappeared without a word soon the lecturer could be heard in the next
Chapel describing the life of St Francis George I do believe that clergyman is the brickton curate George
went into the next chapel and returned saying perhaps he is I don't remember then I had better speak to him
and remind him who I am it's that Mr eager why did he go did we talk too loud how
vexatious I shall go and say we are sorry hadn't I better then perhaps he will come back he will not come back
said George but Mr Emerson contrite and unhappy hurried away to apologize to the
Reverend cuthber eager Lucy apparently absorbed in a Lunette could hear the lecture again interrupted the the
anxious aggressive voice of the old men the Curt injured replies of his opponent the son who took every little conton as
if it were a tragedy was listening also my father has that effect on nearly everyone he informed her he will try to
be kind I hope we all try said she smiling nervously because we think it improves
our characters but he is kind to people because he loves them and they find him
out and are offended or frightened how silly of them said Lucy though in her heart she sympathized I
think that a kind action done tactfully tacked he threw up his head in disdain apparently she had given the
wrong answer she watched the singular creature Pace up and down the chapel for a young man his face was rugged and
until the Shadows fell upon it hard and shadowed it sprang into tenderness she saw him once again at
Rome on the ceiling of the cinee chapel carrying a burden of acorns healthy and muscular he yet gave
her the feeling of greyness of tragedy that might only find solution in the night the feeling soon passed it was
unlike her to have entertained anything so subtle born of silence and of unknown emotion it passed when Mr Emerson
returned and she could reenter the world of Rapid talk which was alone familiar to her were you snubbed asked his son
tranquil but we have spoiled the pleasure of I don't know how many people they won't come back full of innate
sympathy quickness to perceive good in others vision of the Brotherhood of men scraps of the lecture on St Francis came
floating round the partition wall don't let us spoil yours he continued to Lucy have you looked at those
Saints yes said Lucy they are lovely do you know which is the tombstone that that is praised in
Ruskin he did not know and suggested that they should try to guess it George rather to her relief refused to move and
she and the old men wandered not unpleasantly about Santa cochi which though it is like a barn has harvested
many beautiful things inside its walls there were also Beggars to avoid and guides to dodge round the pillars
and an old lady with her dog and here and there a priest modestly edging to his Mass through the groups of tourists
but but Mr Emerson was only half interested he watched the lecturer whose success he believed he had impaired and
then he anxiously watched his son why will he look at that Fresco he said uneasily I saw nothing in it I like jot
she replied it is so wonderful what they say about his tactial
values though I like things like the Dela Robia baby's better so you ought a baby is worth a dozen Saints
and my baby's worth the whole of paradise and as far as I can see he lives in Hell Lucy again felt that this
did not do in hell he repeated HEK unhappy oh dear said
Lucy how can he be unhappy when he is strong and Alive what more is one to give him and think how he has been
brought up free from all the Superstition and ignorance that lead men to hate one another in the name of God
with such an education as that I thought he was bound to grow up happy she was no Theologian but she felt that here was a
very foolish Oldman as well as a very irreligious one she also felt that her mother might not like her talking to
that kind of person and that Charlotte would object most strongly what are we to do with him he asked he comes out for
his holiday to Italy and behaves like that like the little child who ought to have been playing and who h himself upon
the tombstone eh what did you say Lucy had made no
suggestion suddenly he said now don't be stupid over this I don't require you to fall in love with my boy but I do think
you might try and understand him you are nearer his age and if you let yourself go I am sure you are
sensible you might help me he has known so few women and you have the time you you stop here several weeks I
suppose but Let Yourself Go you are inclined to get muddled if I may judge from last night let yourself go pull out
from the depths those thoughts that you do not understand and spread them out in the sunlight and know the meaning of
them by understanding George you may learn to understand yourself it will be good for both of you
to this extraordinary speech Lucy found no answer I only know what it is that's wrong with him not why it is and what is
it asked Lucy fearfully expecting some harrowing Tale the old trouble things won't fit what things the things of the
universe it is quite true they don't oh Mr Emerson whatever do you mean in his ordinary voice so that she scarcely
realized he was quoting poetry he said from far from even morning and Yan 12- winded Sky the stuff of life to knit me
blue hither here am I George and I both know this but why does it distress him we know that we come from the winds and
that we shall return to them that all life is perhaps a knot a tangle a blemish in the Eternal
smoothness but why should this make us unhappy let us rather love one another and work and
rejoice I don't believe in this World sorrow Miss honey church ascented then make my boy Think Like Us make him
realize that by the side of the Everlasting why there is a yes A transitory yes if you like but a yes
suddenly she laughed surely one ought to laugh a young man Melancholy because the universe wouldn't fit because life was a
tangle or a wind or a yes or something I'm very sorry she cried you'll think me unfeeling but but but then she became
matronly oh but your son wants employment has he no particular hobby why I myself have worries but I
can generally forget them at the piano and collecting stamps did no end of good for my brother perhaps Italy bores him
you ought to try the Alps or the Lakes the old man's face saddened and he touched her gently with his hand this
did not alarm her she thought that her advice had impressed him and that he was than thanking her for it indeed he no
longer alarmed her at all she regarded him as a kind thing but quite silly her feelings were as inflated spiritually as
they had been an hour ago aesthetically before she lost Baker the Dear George now striding
towards them over the Tombstones seemed both pitiable and absurd he approached his face in the shadow he said Miss
Bartlett oh good gracious me said Luc suddenly collapsing and again seeing the whole of Life In A New
Perspective where where in the Nave I see those gossiping Little Miss Allens must have she checked
herself poor girl exploded Mr Emerson poor girl she could not let this pass for it was just what she was
feeling herself poor girl I failed to understand the point of that remark
I think myself a very fortunate girl I assure you I'm thoroughly happy and having a splendid time pray don't waste
time mourning over me there's enough sorrow in the world isn't there without trying to invent it
goodbye thank you both so much for all your kindness ah yes there does come my
cousin a delightful morning Santa cochi is a wonderful Church she joined her cousin it so happened
that Lucy who found daily life rather chaotic entered a more solid world when she opened the piano she was then no
longer either differential or patronizing no longer either a rebel or a slave the kingdom of music is not the
kingdom of this world it will accept Those whom breeding and intellect and culture have alike rejected the
commonplace person begins to play and shoots in into the emperion without effort whilst we look up marveling how
he has escaped us and thinking how we could worship Him and love him would he but translate his Visions into human
words and his experiences into human actions perhaps he cannot certainly he does not or does so very seldom Lucy had
done so never she was no dazzling executive her runs were not at all like strings of pearls and she struck no more
right notes than was suitable for one of her age and situation nor was she the passionate young lady who performed so
tragically on a summer's evening with the window open passion was there but it could not be easily labeled it slipped
between love and hatred and jealousy and all the furniture of the pictorial style and she was tragical only in the sense
that she was great for she loved to play on the side of victory victory of what and over what that is more than the
words of daily life can tell us but that some sonatas of Beethoven are written tragic no one can gain say yet they can
Triumph or despair as the player decides and Lucy had decided that they should Triumph a very wet afternoon at the
bertolini permitted her to do the thing she really liked and after lunch she opened the little draped piano a few
people lingered round and praised her playing but finding that she made no reply
dispersed to their rooms to write up their Diaries or to sleep she took no notice of Mr Emison looking for his son
nor of Miss Bartlett looking for Miss lavish nor of Miss lavish looking for her cigarette case like every true
performer she was Intoxicated by the mere feel of the notes they were fingers caressing her own and by touch not by
sound alone did she come to her desire Mr BBE sitting unnoticed in the window pondered this illogical element in Miss
honey church and recalled the occasion at tonbridge Wells when he had discovered it it was at one of those
entertainments where the upper classes entertain the lower the seats were filled with a respectful audience and
the ladies and gentlemen of the parish under the offices of their vicer sang or recited or imitated the drawing of a
champagne cork among the promised items was Miss honey Church piano Beethoven and Mr BB was wondering whether it would
be Adela or the march of the ruins of Athens when his composure was disturbed by the opening bars of Opus 3 he was in
suspense all through the introduction for not until the pace quickens does one know what the performer intends with the
Roar of the opening theme he knew that things were going extraordinary arily in the chords that Herald the conclusion he
heard the hammer Strokes of Victory he was glad that she only played the first movement for he could have paid no
attention to the winding intricacies of the measures of 9916 the audience clapped no less
respectful it was Mr BB who started the stamping it was all that one could do who is she he asked the vicer afterwards
cousin of one of my parishioners I do not consider her choice of a peace happy Beethoven is so usually simple and
Direct in his appeal that it is sheer perversity to choose a thing like that which if anything disturbs introduce me
she will be delighted she and Miss Bartlett are full of the Praises of your sermon my sermon cried Mr BBE why ever
did she listen to it when he was introduced he understood why for Miss honey Church disjoined from her music
stool was only a young lady with a quantity of dark hair and a very pretty pale undeveloped face she loved going to
concerts she loved stopping with her cousin she loved iced coffee and merang he did not doubt that she loved his
sermon also but before he left Tunbridge Wells he made a remark to to the vicer which he now made to Lucy herself when
she closed the little piano and moved dreamily towards him if Miss honey church ever takes to live as she plays
it will be very exciting both for us and for her Lucy at once re-entered daily life oh what a funny thing someone said
just the same to mother and she said she trusted I should never live a duet doesn't Mrs honey chur like music she
doesn't mind it but she doesn't like one to get excited over anything she thinks I'm silly about it she thinks I can't
make out once you know I said that I liked my own playing better than anyone's she has never got over it of
course I didn't mean that I played well I only meant of course said he wondering why
she bothered to explain music said Lucy as if attempting some generality she could not complet it and looked out
absently upon Italy in the wet the whole life of the South was disorganized and the most graceful
n e e what is it about it will be a novel
replied Mr BB dealing with modern Italy let me refer you for an account to Miss Katherine Allen who uses words herself
more admirably than anyone I know I wish Miss lavish would tell me herself we started such friends but I don't think
she ought to have run away with Baker that morning in Santa cochi Charlotte was most annoyed at finding me
practically alone and so I couldn't help being a little annoyed with Miss lavish the two ladies
at all events have made it up he was interested in the sudden friendship between women so apparently disimilar as
Miss Bartlett and Miss lavish they were always in each other's company with Lucy a slighted third Miss lavish he believed
he understood but miss Bartlett might reveal unknown depths of strangeness though not perhaps of meaning was Italy
deflecting her from the path of Prim chaperon which he had assigned to her at tonbridge Wells all his life he had
loved to study Maiden ladies they were his specialty and his profession had provided him with ample opportunities
for the work girls like Lucy were Charming to look at but Mr BB was from rather profound reasons somewhat chilly
in his attitude towards the other sex and preferred to be interested rather than enthralled Lucy for the third time
said that that poor Charlotte would be spped the ano was rising in flood washing away the traces of the little
carts upon the foreshore but in the southwest there had appeared a dull Haze of yellow which might mean better
whether if it did not mean worse she opened the window to inspect and a cold blast entered the room drawing a
plaintive cry from miss Catherine Allen who entered at the same moment by the door oh dear honey Church you will catch
a chill and Mr BB here besides who would suppose this is Italy there is my sister actually nursing the hot water can no
Comforts or proper Provisions she sidled towards them and sat down self-conscious as she always
was on entering a room which contained one man or a man and one woman I could hear your beautiful playing Miss honey
Church the though I was in my room with a door shut door shut indeed most necessary no one has the least idea of
privacy in this country and one person catches it from another Lucy answered suitably Mr BB was not able to tell the
ladies of his Adventure at Medina where the chambermaid burst in upon him in his bath exclaiming cheerfully e yente
sonova he contented himself with saying I quite agree with you Miss Allen the Italians
are a most unpleasant people they pry everywhere they see everything and they know what we want before we know it
ourselves we are at their Mercy they read our thoughts they foretell our desires from the cab driver down to to
Jato they turn us inside out and I resent it yet in their heart of hearts they are how superficial they have no
conception of the intellectual life how right is Senora bertolini who exclaimed to me the other day ho Mr BBE if you
knew what I suffer over the children's education I won't a my little Victor here taught by a ignorant Italian what
can't explain nothing Miss Allen did not follow but gathered that she was being mocked in agreeable way her sister was a
little disappointed in Mr BBE having expected better things from a clergyman whose head was bald and who wore a pair
of russet whiskers indeed who would have supposed that tolerance sympathy and a sense of humor would inhabit that
militant form in the midst of her satisfaction she continued to Sidle and at last the cause was disclosed from the
chair beneath her she extracted a gunmetal sign cigarette case on which were powdered in turquoise the initials
E L that belongs to Lavish said the clergyman a good fellow lavish but I wish she'd start a pipe oh Mr BB said
Miss Allen divided between awe and mirth indeed though it is dreadful for her to smoke it is not quite as Dreadful as you
suppose she took to it practically in despair after her life's work was carried away in a land slip surely that
makes it more excusable what was that asked Lucy Mr BB sat back complacently and Miss Allen began as follows it was a
novel and I am afraid from what I can gather not a very nice novel it is so sad when people who have abilities
misuse them and I must say they nearly always do anyhow she left it almost finished in The Grotto of the calvary at
the capuccini hotel at a malfi while she went for a little ink she said can I have a little ink please but you know
what Italians are and meanwhile The Grotto fell roaring on to the beach and the saddest thing of all is that she
cannot remember what she has written the poor thing was very ill after it and so got tempted into cigarettes it is a
great secret but I am glad to say that she is writing another novel she told Teresa and Miss pole the other day that
she had got up all the local color this novel is to be about modern Italy the other was historical but that she could
not start till she had an idea first she tried peruja for an inspiration then she came here this must on no account get
round and so cheerful through it all I cannot help thinking that there is something to admire in everyone one even
if you do not approve of them Miss Allen was always thus being charitable against her better judgment a delicate pathos
perfumed her disconnected remarks giving them unexpected Beauty just as in the decaying Autumn Woods there sometimes
rise odors reminiscent of spring she felt she had made almost too many allowances and apologized hurridly for
her Toleration all the same she is a little too I hardly like to say unwomanly but she behaved most strangely
when the emersons arrived Mr BB smiled as Miss Allen plunged into an
e e e our dear Queen it was horrible speaking
I reminded her how the queen had been to Ireland when she did not want to go and I must say she was dumbfounded and made
no reply but unluckily Mr Emerson overheard this part and called in his deep voice quite so quite so I honor the
woman for her Irish visit the woman I tell things so badly but you see what a tangle we were in by this time all on
account of s having been mentioned in the first place but that was not all after dinner Miss lavish actually came
up and said Miss Allan I am going into the smoking room to talk to those two nice men come too needless to say I
refused such an unsuitable invitation and she had the impertinence to tell me that it would broaden my ideas and said
that she had four brothers all University men except one who was in the Army who always made a point of
talking to commercial Travelers let me finish the story said Mr BBE who had returned Miss lavish tried Miss pole
myself everyone and finally said I shall go alone she went at the end of 5 minutes she returned unobtrusively with
a green Baye board and began playing patience whatever ever happened cried Lucy no one knows no one will ever know
Miss lavish will never dare to tell and Mr Emerson does not think it worth telling Mr BBE old Mr Emerson is he nice
or not nice I do so want to know Mr BB laughed and suggested that she should settle the question for herself no but
it is so difficult sometimes he is so silly and then I do not mind him Miss Allan what do you think is he nice the
little old lady shook her head and sighed disapprovingly Mr BB whom the
conversation amused stirred her up by saying I consider that you are bound to class him as nice Miss Allen after that
business of the violets violets oh dear who told you about the violets how do things get round a pension is a bad
place for gossips no I cannot forget how they behaved at Mr eager's lecture at Santa cochi oh poor Miss honey Church it
really was too bad no I have quite changed I do not like the emersons they are not nice Mr BB smiled
nonchalantly he had made a gentle effort to introduce the emersons into bertolini society and the effort had failed he was
almost the only person who remained friendly to them Miss lavish who represented intellect was avowedly
hostile and now the Miss Allens who stood for good breeding were following her Miss Bartlett smarting under an
obligation would scarcely be civil the case of Lucy was different she had given him a hazy account of her adventures in
Santa cochi and he gathered that the two men had made a curious and possibly concerted attempt to Annex her to show
her the world from their own strange standpoint to interest her in their private sorrows and joys this was
impertinent he did not wish their cause to be championed by a young girl he would rather it should fail after all he
knew nothing about them and pension Joys pension Sorrows are flimsy things whereas Lucy would be his parishioner
Lucy with one eye upon the weather finally said that she thought the emersons were nice not that she saw
anything of them now even their seats at dinner had been moved but aren't they always waylaying you to go out with them
dear said the little lady inquisitively only once Charlotte didn't like it and said something quite politely of course
most right of her they don't understand our ways they must find their level Mr BB rather felt that they had gone under
they had given up their attempt if it was one to conquer society and now the father was almost as silent as the son
he wondered whether he would not plan a pleasant day for these folk before they left some Expedition perhaps with Lucy
well chaperoned to be nice to them it was one of Mr BB's Chief Pleasures to provide people with happy memories
evening approached while they chatted the air became brighter the colors on the trees and hills were purified and
the Arno lost its muddy solidity and began to twinkle there were a few streak
e e Mr BB was right Lucy never knew her desires so clearly as after music she
had not really appreciated the clergyman's wit nor the suggestive twitterings of Miss Allen conversation
was tedious she wanted something big and she believed that it would have come to her on the Windswept platform of an
electric tram this she might not attempt it was unladylike why why were most big things
unladylike Charlotte had once explained to her why it was not that ladies were inferior to men it was that they were
different their mission was to inspire others to achievement rather than to achieve themselves indirectly by means
means of tact and a spotless name a lady could accomplish much but if she rushed into the fry herself she would be first
censured then despised and finally ignored poems had been written to illustrate this point there is much that
is Immortal in this medieval lady the dragons have gone and so have the knights but still she lingers in our
midst she reigned in many an early Victorian castle and was queen of much early Victorian song it is sweet to
protect her in the intervals of business sweet to pay her honor when she has Cooked our dinner well but
War a radiant crust built around the central fires spinning towards the receding Heavens men declaring that she
inspires them to it move joyfully over the surface having the most delightful meetings with other men happy not
because they are masculine but because they are alive before the show breaks up she would like to drop the August title
of the Eternal Woman and and go there as her transitory self Lucy does not stand for the medieval lady who was rather an
ideal to which she was bid to lift her eyes when feeling serious nor has she any system of Revolt here and there a
restriction annoyed her particularly and she would transgress it and perhaps be sorry that she had done so this
afternoon she was peculiarly restive she would really like to do something of which her well-wishers disapproved as
she might not go on the electric tram she went to Alan Ari's shop there she bought a photograph of belli's birth of
Venus Venus being a Pity spoiled the picture otherwise so charming and Miss Bartlett had persuaded her to do without
It a Pity in art of course signified the nude georgion tempesta the idalino some of the cine frescos and the epoxy
ominos were added to it she felt a little cmer then and bought for angelico's coronation J's Ascension of
St John some delar Robia babies and some Guido reny madonas for her taste was Catholic and she extended uncritical
approval to every well-known name but though she spent nearly seven L the gates of Liberty seemed still unopened
she was conscious of her discontent it was new to her to be conscious of it the world she thought is certainly full of
beautiful things if only I could come across them it was not surprising that Mrs honey Church disapproved of Music
declaring that it always left her daughter peevish unpractical and touchy nothing ever happens to me she reflected
as she entered the Piaza senoria and looked nonchalantly at its Marvels now fairly familiar to her the great Square
was in Shadow the sunshine had come too late to strike it Neptune was already unsubstantial in the Twilight half God
half ghost and his Fountain plashed dreamily to the men and SATs who idle together on its Marge the logia showed
as the triple entrance of a cave wherein many a deity shadowy but Immortal looking forth upon the arrival and
departures of mankind it was the hour of unreality the hour that is when unfamiliar things are real an older
person at such an hour and in such a place might think that sufficient was happening to him and rest content Lucy
desired more she fixed her eyes wistfully on the tower of the palace which rose out of the lower Darkness
like a pillar of roughened gold it seemed no longer longer a tower no longer supported by Earth but some
unattainable treasure throbbing in the Tranquil Sky it's brightness mesmerized her still dancing before her eyes when
she bent them to the ground and started towards home then something did happen Two Italians by the logia had been
bickering about a debt CRI they sparred at each other and one
of them was hit lightly upon the chest he frowned he bent towards Lucy with a look of interest as if he had an
important message for her he opened his lips to deliver it and a stream of red came out between them and trickled down
his unshaven chin that was all a crowd rose out of the dusk it hid this extraordinary man from her and bore him
away to the Fountain Mr George EMS happened to be a few Paces away looking at her across the spot where the man had
been how very odd across something even as she caught sight of him he grew dim the palace itself grew dim swayed above
her fell onto her softly slowly noiselessly and the sky fell with it she thought oh what have I done oh what have
I done she murmured and opened her eyes George Emerson still looked at her but not across anything she had complained
of dullness and low one man was stabbed and another held her in his arms they were sitting on some steps in the Eazy
arcade he must have carried her he rose when she spoke and began to dust his knees she repeated oh what have I done
you fainted I I am very sorry how are you now perfectly well absolutely well and she began to nod and smile then let
us come home there's no point in our stopping he held out his hand to pull her up she pretended not to see it the
Cries From The Fountain they had never ceased rang emptily the whole world seemed pale and void of its original
meaning how very kind you have been I might have hurt myself falling but now I am well I can go alone thank you his
hand was still extended oh my photographs she exclaimed suddenly what photographs I bought some photographs at
Alan Aries I must have dropped them out there in the Square she looked at him cautiously ly would you add to your
kind e e being strong physically she soon
overcame the horror of blood she rose without his assistance and though Wings seemed to flutter inside her she walked
firmly enough towards the Arno there a cabman signal to them they refused him and the murderer tried to kiss him you
say how very odd Italians are and gave himself up to the police Mr BB was
saying that Italians know everything but I think they are rather childish when my cousin and I were at the pity yesterday
what was that he had thrown something into the stream what did you throw in things I didn't want he said crossly Mr
Emerson well where are are the photographs he was silent I believe it was my photographs that you threw away I
didn't know what to do with them he cried and his voice was that of an anxious boy her heart warmed towards him
for the first time they were covered with blood there I'm glad I've told you and all the time we were making
conversation I was wondering what to do with them he pointed down stream they've gone the river swirled under the bridge
I did mind them so and one is so foolish it seemed better that they should go out to the sea I don't know I may just mean
that they frightened me then the boy verged into a man for something tremendous has happened I must face it
without getting muddled it isn't exactly that a man has died something warned Lucy that she must stop him it has
happened he repeated and I mean to find out what it is Mr Emerson he turned towards her frowning
as if she had Disturbed him in some abstract Quest I want to ask you something before we go in they were
close to their pension she stopped and lent her elbows against the parapet of the embankment he did likewise there is
at times a MAG in identity of position it is one of the things that have suggested to us Eternal comradeship she
moved her elbows before saying I have behaved ridiculously he was following his own
thoughts I was never so much ashamed of myself in my life I cannot think what came over me I nearly fainted myself he
said but she felt that her attitude repelled him when well I owe you a thousand
apologies oh all right and this is the real point you know how silly people are gossiping ladies especially I am afraid
you understand what I mean I'm afraid I don't I mean would you not mention it to anyone my foolish
Behavior your behavior oh yes all right all right thank you so much and would you she could not carry her request any
further the river was rushing below them almost black in the advancing night he had thrown her photographs into it and
then he had told her the reason it struck her that it was hopeless to look for chivalry in such a man he would do
her no harm by idle gossip he was trustworthy intelligent and even kind he might even have a high opinion of her
but he lacked chivalry his thoughts like his behavior would not be modified by awe it was useless to say to him and
would you and hope that he would complete the sentence for himself a vert e
chapter five possibilities of a pleasant outing it was a family saying that you never knew Which Way Charlotte Bartlett
would turn she was perfectly Pleasant and sensible over Lucy's Adventure found The Abridged account of it quite
adequate and paid suitable tribute to the courtesy of Mr George Emerson she and Miss lavish had had an adventure
also they had been stopped at the Dao coming back and the young officials there who seemed impudent and deu had
tried to search their reticules for Provisions it might have been most unpleasant fortunately Miss lavish was a
match for anyone for good or for evil Lucy was left to face her problem alone none of her friends had seen her either
in the Piaza or later on by the embankment Mr BBE indeed noticing her startled eyes at dinner time had again
passed to himself the remark of too much Beethoven but he only supposed that she was ready for an adventure not that she
had encountered it this Solitude oppressed her she was accustomed to have her thoughts confirmed by others or at
all events contradicted it was too Dreadful not to know whether she was thinking right or wrong at breakfast
next morning she took decisive action there were two plans between which she had to choose Mr BBE was walking up to
the Tory Del Gallow with the emersons and some american ladies would miss Bartlett and miss honey Church joined
the party Charlotte declined for herself she had been there in the Rain the previous afternoon but she thought it an
admirable idea for Lucy who hated shopping changing money fetching letters and other irksome duties all of which
Miss Bartlett must accomplish this morning and could easily accomplish alone no Charlotte cried the girl with
real warmth it's very kind of Mr BB but I am certainly coming with you I had much rather very well dear said Miss
Bartlett with a faint flush of pleasure that called forth a deep flush of Shame on the cheeks of Lucy how abominably she
behaved to Charlotte now as always but now she should alter all morning she would be really nice to her she slipped
her arm into her cousins and they started off along the lung on the river was a lion that morning in
strength voice and color Miss Bartlett insisted on leaning over the parapet to look at it she then made her usual
remark which was how I do wish Freddy and your mother could see this too Lucy fidgeted it was tiresome of Charlotte to
have stopped exactly where she did look Lucia oh you are watching for the Torell Gallow party I feared you would repent
you of your choice serious as the choice had been Lucy did not repent yesterday had been a muddle queer and odd the kind
of thing one could not write down easily on paper but she had a feeling that Charlotte and her shopping were
preferable to George Emerson and the summit of the Tory Del Gallow since she could not unravel the tangle she must
take care not to re-enter it she could protest sincerely against Miss Bartlett's
insinuations but though she had avoided the chief actor the scenery unfortunately remained Charlotte with a
complacency of Fate led her from the river to the Piaza senoria she could not have believed that Stones a logia a
fountain a palace Tower would have such significance for a moment she understood the nature of ghosts the exact sight of
the murder was occupied not by a ghost but by Miss lavish who had the morning newspaper in her hand she hailed them
briskly the Dreadful catastrophe of the previous day had given her an idea which she thought would work up into a book oh
let me congratulate you said Miss Bartlett after your despair of yesterday what a fortunate thing aha Miss honey
Church come you here I am in luck now you are to tell me absolutely everything that you saw from the beginning Lucy
poked at the ground with her parasol but perhaps you would rather not I'm sorry if you could manage without it I think I
would rather not the Elder ladies exchanged glances not of disapproval it is suitable that a girl should feel
deeply it is I who am sorry said Miss lavish we literary hacks are Shameless creatures I believe there's no secret of
the human heart into which we wouldn't pry she marched cheerfully to the Fountain and back and did a few
calculations in realism then she said that she had been in the Piaza since 8:00 collecting material a good deal of
it was unsuitable but of course one e e
I confess that in Italy my sympathies are not with my own countrymen it is the neglected Italians who attract me and
whose lives I am going to paint so far as I can for I repeat and I insist and I have always held most strongly that a
tragedy such as yesterday's is not the less tragic because it happened in Humble life there was a fitting silence
When Miss lavish had concluded then the cousins wished success to her labors and walked slowly away across the square she
is my idea of a really clever woman said Miss Bartlett that last remark struck me as so particularly true it should be a
most pathetic novel Lucy ascented at present her great aim was not to get put into it her perceptions this morning
were curiously keen and she believed that Miss lavish had her on trial for an anenu she is emancipated but only in the
very best sense of the word continued Miss Bartle slowly none but the superficial would be shocked at her we
had a long talk yesterday she believes in Justice and truth and human interest she told me also that she has a high
opinion of the destiny of woman Mr eager why how nice what a pleasant surprise ah not for me said the chaplain
blandly for I have been watching you and Miss honey church for quite a little time we were chatting to miss lavish his
brow contracted so I saw were you indeed the last remark was made to a vendor of panoramic photographs who was
approaching with a courteous smile I am about to venture a suggestion would you and Miss honey Church be disposed to
join me in a drive someday this week a drive in the Hills we might go up by Fela and back by Stig
Nano there is a point on that road where we could get down and have an hour's ramble on the hillside The View then of
Florence is most beautiful far better than the Hackney view of Fela it is the view that alesio Baldo vanetti is fond
of introducing into his pictures that man had a decided feeling for landscape decidedly but who who looks at it today
ah the world is too much for us miss Bartlett had not heard of alesio Baldo Vetti but she knew that Mr eager was no
commonplace chaplain he was a member of the residential colony who had made Florence their home he knew the people
who never walked about with Bakers who had learned to take a siesta after lunch who took drives the pension tourists had
never heard of and saw by private influence gallery which were closed to them living in delicate seclusion some
in furnished Flats others in Renaissance Villas on fasila slope they read wrote studied and exchanged ideas thus
attaining to that intimate knowledge or rather perception of Florence which is denied to all who carry in their pockets
the coupons of cook therefore an invitation from the chaplain was something to be proud of between the two
sections of his flock he was often the only link and it was his avowed custom to select those of his migratory sheep
who seemed worthy and give them a few hours in the pastures of the permanent t e
they ascented this very Square so I'm told witnessed yesterday the most sorted of tragedies to one who loves the
Florence of Dante and savonarola there is something portentous in such desecration portentous and
humiliating humiliating indeed said Miss Bartlett Miss honey Church happened to be passing through as it happened she
can hardly bear to speak of it she glanced at Lucy proudly and how came we to have you here asked the chaplain
paternally Miss Bartlett's recent liberalism oozed away at the question do not blame her please Mr eager the fault
is mine I left her unchaperoned so you were here alone Miss honey Church his voice suggested
sympathetic reproof but at the same time indicated that a few harrowing details would not be unacceptable his dark
handsome face drooped mournfully towards her to catch her reply practically one of our pension acquaintances kindly
brought her home said Miss Bartlett adroitly concealing the sex of the preserver for her also it must have been
a terrible experience I trust that neither of you was at all that it was not in your immediate proximity of the
many things Lucy was noticing today not the least remarkable was this the ghoulish fashion in which respectable
people will nibble after blood George Emerson had kept the subject strangely pure he died by the fountain I believe
was her reply and you and your friend were over at the logia that must have saved you much you have not of course
seen the disgraceful illustrations which the gutter press this man is a public nuisance he knows that I am a resident
perfectly well and yet he goes on worrying me to buy his vulgar views surely the vendor of photographs was in
League with Lucy in the Eternal League of Italy with youth he had suddenly extended exended his book before Miss
Bartlett and Mr eager binding their hands together by a long glossy ribbon of churches pictures and Views this is
too much cried the chaplain striking petulantly at one of Frangelico Angels sheor a shrill cry Rose from the vendor
the book it seemed was more valuable than one would have supposed willingly would I purchase be again miss Bartlett
shopping was the topic that now ensued under the chaplain's guidance they selected many hideous presents and
momentos florid little picture frames that seemed fashioned in gilded pastry other little frames more severe that
stood on little easels and were carving out of of Oak a blotting book of Vellum a Dante of the same material cheap
Mosaic broaches which the maids next Christmas would never tell from real pins pots heraldic saucers Brown art
photographs Aros and psyche in Alabaster St Peter to match all of which would have cost less in London this successful
morning left no Pleasant Impressions on Lucy she had been a little frightened both by Miss lavish and by Mr eager she
knew not why and as they frightened her she had strangely enough ceased to respect them she doubted that Miss
lavish was a great artist she doubted that Mr eager was as full of spirituality and culture as she had been
led to suppose they were Tried by some new test and they were found wanting as for Charlotte as for charlot she was
exactly the same it might be possible to be nice to her it was impossible to love her the son of a laborer I happened to
know it for a fact a mechanic of some sort himself when he was young then he took to writing for the socialistic
Press I came across him at Brixton they were talking about the emersons how wonderfully people rise in these days
sighed Miss Bartlett fingering a model of the Leaning Tower of Pisa generally replied Mr eager one has only sympathy
for their success the desire for education and for social advance in these things there is something not
wholly vile there are some working men whom one would be very willing to see out here in Florence little as they
would make of it is he a journalist now miss Bartlett asked asked he is not he made an advantageous marriage he uttered
this remark with a voice full of meaning and ended with a sigh oh so he has a wife dead Miss Bartlett dead I wonder
yes I wonder how he has the affronter to look me in the face to dare to claim acquaintance with me he was in my London
Parish long ago the other day in Santa cochi when he was with Miss honey church I snubbed him let him beware that he
does not get more than a snub what cried Lucy flushing exposure hissed Mr eager he tried to change the subject but in
scoring a dramatic point he had interested his audience more than he had intended Miss Bartlett was full of very
Natural Curiosity Lucy though she wished never to see the emersons again was not disposed to condemn them on a single
word do you mean she asked that he is an irreligious man we know that already Lucy dear said Miss Bartlett gently
reproving her cousin's penetration I should be astonished if you knew all the boy an innocent child at the time I will
exclude God knows what his education and his inherited qualities may have made him perhaps said Miss Bartlett it is
something that we had better not hear to speak plainly said Mr eager it is I will say no more for the first time Lucy's
rebellious thoughts swept out in words for the first time in her life you have said very little it was my intention to
say very little was his frigid reply he gazed indignantly at the girl who met him with equal indignation she turned
towards him from the shop counter her breast heaved quickly he observed her brow and the sudden strength of her lips
it was intolerable that she should disbelieve him murder if you want to know he cried angrily that man murdered
his wife how she retorted to all intents and purposes he murdered her that day in Santa cochi did they say anything
against me not a word Mr eager not a single word Oh I thought they had been libeling me to you but I suppose it is
only their personal charms that makes you defend them I'm not defending them said Lucy losing her courage and
relapsing into the old chaotic methods they're nothing to me how could you think she was defending them said Miss
Bartlett much discomforted by the unpleasant scene the shopman was possibly listening she will find it
difficult for that man has murdered his wife in the sight of God the addition of God was striking but the chaplain was
really trying to qualify a rash remark a silence followed which might have been impressive but was merely awkward then
miss Bartlett hastily purchased the Leaning Tower and led the way into the street
e e they were now in the newspaper room at the English Bank Lucy stood by the
central table heedless of punch and the graphic trying to answer or at all events to formulate the questions
rioting in her brain the well-known world had broken up and there emerged Florence a Magic City where people
thought and did the most EXT extraordinary things murder accusations of murder a lady clinging to one man and
being rude to another were these the daily incidents of her streets was there more in her Frank Beauty than met the
eye the power perhaps to evoke passions good and bad and to bring them speedily to a fulfillment happy Charlotte who
though greatly troubled over things that did not matter seemed oblivious to things that did who could con vure with
admirable delicacy where things might lead to but apparently lost sight of the goal as she approached it now she was
crouching in the corner trying to extract a circular note from a kind of linen nose bag which hung in chased
concealment round her neck she had been told that this was the only safe way to carry money in Italy it must only be
broached within the walls of the English Bank as she groped she murmured whether it is Mr B who forgot to tell Mr eager
or Mr eager who forgot when he told us or whether they have decided to leave Eleanor out all together which they
could scarcely do but in any case we must be prepared it is you they really want I am only asked for appearances you
shall go with the two gentlemen and I and Eleanor will follow behind a oneor carriage would do for us yet how
difficult it is it is indeed replied the girl with a gravity that sounded sympathetic what do you think about it
asked Miss Bartlett flushed from the struggle and buttoning up her dress I don't know what I think nor what I want
oh dear Lucy I do hope Florence isn't boring you speak the word and as you know I would take you to the ends of the
Earth tomorrow thank you Charlotte said Lucy and pondered over the offer there were letters for her at the bureau one
from her brother full of Athletics and biology one from her mother delightful as only her mother's letters could be
she had read in it of the crocuses which had been bought for yellow and were coming up Pew of the new parlor made who
had watered the ferns with essence of lemonade of the semi detached Cottages which were ruining Summer Street and
Breaking the heart of sir har Otway she recalled the free Pleasant life of her home where she was allowed to do
everything and where nothing ever happened to her the road up through the pinewoods the clean drawing room The
View over the Sussex wheel all hung before her bright and distinct but pathetic as the pictures in a gallery to
which after much experience a traveler returns and the News asked Miss Bartlet Mrs Vice and her son have gone to Rome
said Lucy giving the news that interested her least do you know the vices oh not that way back we can never
have too much of the dear Piaza senoria they're nice people The Vices so clever my idea of what's really clever don't
you long to be in Rome I die for it the Piaza senoria is too Stony to be brilliant it has no grass no flowers no
frescos no glittering walls of marble or comforting patches of Ruddy Brick by an odd chance unless we believe in a
presiding Genius of places the statues that relieve its severity suggest not the innocence of childhood nor the
Glorious bewilderment of Youth but the conscious achievements of maturity Perseus and Judith Hercules and thus
Nelda they have done or suffered something and though they are Immortal immortality has come to them after
experience not before here not only in the Solitude of nature might a hero meet a goddess or a heroin a god charet cried
the girl suddenly here's an idea what if we popped off to Rome tomorrow straight to the vice hotel for I do know what I
want I'm sick of Florence no you said you'd go to the ends of the Earth d d Miss Bartlet with equal
vivacity replied oh you droll person pray what would become of your drive in the Hills they passed together through
the gaunt beauty of the square laughing over the unpractical suggestion it was fettin who drove them to Fela that
memorable day a youth all irresponsible ability and fire recklessly urging his master's horses up the Stony Hill Mr BB
recognized him at once neither the ages of Faith nor the age of Doubt had touched him he was fetan in Tuscany
driving a cab and it was pany whom he asked leave to pick up on the way saying that she was his sister panie tall and
slender and pale returning with a spring to her mother's Cottage and still shading her eyes from the unaccustomed
light to her Mr E objected saying that here was the thin edge of the wedge and one must guard against imposition but
the ladies interceded and when it had been made clear that it was a very great favor the goddess was allowed to mount
beside the god fettin at once slipped the left rain over her head thus enabling himself to drive with his arm
round her waist she did not mind Mr eager who sat with his back to the horses saw nothing of the indecorous
proceeding and continued Ed his conversation with Lucy the other two occupants of the carriage were old Mr
Emerson and Miss lavish for a Dreadful thing had happened Mr BBE without consulting Mr eager had doubled the size
of the party and though Miss Bartlett and Miss lavish had planned all the morning how the people were to sit at
the critical moment when the carriages came round they lost their heads and Miss lavish got in with Lucy while miss
Bartlett with George Emerson and Mr BB followed on behind if it was hard on the poor chaplain to have his party carry
thus transformed tea at a Renaissance Villa if he had ever meditated it was now impossible Lucy and Miss Bartlett
had a certain style about them and Mr BBE though unreliable was a man of Parts but a shoddy lady writer and a
journalist who had murdered his wife in the sight of God they should enter no Villa at his introduction Lucy elegantly
dressed in white sat erect and nervous amid these explos Ive ingredients attentive to Mr eager repressive towards
Miss lavish watchful of old Mr Emerson hither to fortunately asleep thanks to a heavy lunch and The Drowsy atmosphere of
spring she looked on the Expedition as the work of Fate but for it she would have avoided George Emerson successfully
in an open manner he had shown that he wished to continue their intimacy she had refused not because she disliked him
but because she did not know what had happened and and suspected that he did know and this frightened her for the
real event whatever it was had taken place not in the logia but by the river to behave wildly at the sight of death
is pardonable but to discuss it afterwards to pass from discussion into silence and through silence into
sympathy that is an error not of a startled emotion but of the whole fabric there was really something blameworthy
she thought in their joint contemplation of The Shadow y stream in the common impulse which had turned them to the
house without the passing of a look or word this sense of wickedness had been slight At first she had nearly joined
the party to the Tory Dell Gallow but each time that she avoided George it became more imperative that she should
avoid him again and now Celestial irony working through her cousin and two clergymen did not suffer her to leave
Florence till she had made this Expedition with him through the hills meanwhile Mr E held her in civil
Converse their little tiff was over so miss honey Church you are traveling as a student of art oh dear me no oh no
perhaps as a student of human nature interposed Miss lavish like myself oh no I am here as a tourist Oh indeed said Mr
eager are you indeed if you will not think me rude we residents sometimes pity you po poor tourists not a little
handed about like a parcel of goods from Venice to Florence from Florence to Rome living herded together in pensions or
hotels quite unconscious of anything that is outside baker their one anxiety to get done or through and go on
somewhere else the result is they mix up towns Rivers palaces in one inextricable WHL you know the American Girl in punch
who says say papa what did we see at Rome and the father replied eyes why guess Rome was the place where we saw
the Yer dog there's traveling for you ah ah ah I quite agree said Miss lavish who had several times tried to interrupt his
Morant wit the narrowness and superficiality of the Anglo-Saxon tourist is nothing less than a menace
quite so now the English colony at Florence Miss honey church and it is of considerable size though of course not
all equally a few are here for trade for example but the greater part are students lady Helen laverstock is at
present busy over fra Angelico I mention her name because we are passing her Villa on the left no you can only see it
if you stand no do not stand you will fall she is very proud of that thick hedge inside perfect seclusion one might
have gone back 600 years some critics believe that her garden was the scene of the de Cameron which lends it an
additional interest does it not it does indeed cried Miss lavish tell me where do they place the scene of that
wonderful seventh day but Mr eager proceeded to tell Miss honey church that on the right lived Mr someone something
an American of the best type so rare and that the somebody else's were farther down the hill doubtless you know her
monographs in the series of medieval byways he is working at jist pletho sometimes as I take tea in their
beautiful grounds I hear over the wall the electric tram squealing up the new road with its loads of hot Dusty
unintelligent tourists who are going to do Fela in an hour in order that they may say they have been there and I think
think I think how little they think what lies so near them during this speech the two figures on the box were sporting
with each other disgracefully Lucy Had a spasm of envy granted that they wished to misbehave it
was pleasant for them to be able to do so they were probably the only people enjoying the Expedition The Carriage
swept with agonizing jolts up through the Piaza of Fela and into the Stig Nano Road piano piano said Mr eager elegantly
waving his hand over his head via Ben Senor the Ben the Ben cred the driver and whipped his horses up again now Mr
eager and Miss lavish began to talk against each other on the subject of alesio baldovinetti was he a cause of
the Renaissance or was he one of its manifestations the other Carriage was left behind as the pace increased to a
Gallop the large slumbering form of Mr Emison was thrown against the chaplain with the regularity of a machine piano
piano said he with a mared look at Lucy an extra Lurch made him turn angry ly in his seat fetan who for some time had
been endeavoring to kiss pany had just succeeded a little scene ensued which as Miss Bartlett said afterwards was most
unpleasant the horses were stopped the lovers were ordered to disentangle themselves the boy was to lose his poor
boir the girl was immediately to get down she is my sister said he e
surely no said Miss lavish her order visibly decreasing the other carriage had drawn up behind and sensible Mr BB
called out that after this warning the couple would be sure to behave themselves properly leave them alone Mr
Emerson begged the chaplain of whom he stood in no awe do we find happiness so often that we should turn it off the box
when it happens to sit there to be driven by lovers a king might envy us and if we part them it's more like
sacrilege than anything I know here the voice of Miss Bartlett Was Heard saying that a crowd had begun to collect Mr
eager who suffered from an overflow t rather than a Resolute will was determined to make himself heard he
addressed the driver again Italian in the mouth of Italians is a deep voiced stream with unexpected cataracts and
boulders to preserve it from monotony in Mr eager's mouth it resembled nothing so much as an acid whistling Fountain which
played ever Higher and Higher and quicker and quicker and more and more shrilly till abruptly it was turned off
with a click senorina said the man to Lucy when the display had ceased why should he appeal to Lucy senorina echoed
pranie in her glorious contralto she pointed at the other Carriage why for a moment the two girls looked at each
other then pany got down from the box victory at last said Mr eager smiting his hands together as the carriages
started again it is not victory said Mr Emerson it is defeat you you have parted two people who were happy Mr eager shut
his eyes he was obliged to sit next to Mr Emerson but he would not speak to him the old man was refreshed by sleep and
took up the matter warmly he commanded Lucy to agree with him he shouted for support to his son we have tried to buy
what cannot be bought with money he has bargained to drive us and he is doing it we have no rights over his soul Miss is
frowned it is hard when a person you have classed as typically British speaks out of his character he was not driving
us well she said he jolted us that I deny it was as restful as sleeping aha he is jolting us now can you wonder he
would like to throw us out and most certainly he is Justified and if I were superstitious I'd be frightened of the
girl too it doesn't do to injure young people have you ever heard of Lorenzo deedi Miss lavish bristled most
certainly I have do you refer to Lorenzo iel magnifico or to Lorenzo Duke of arbino or to Lorenzo surnamed lorenzino
on account of his diminutive stature the Lord knows possibly he does know for I refer to Lorenzo the poet he wrote a
line so I heard yesterday which runs like this don't go fighting against the spring Mr eager could not resist the
opportunity for audition IM War not with a May would render a correct meaning the point is we
have wared with it look he pointed to the Val Dio which was visible far below them through the budding trees 50 Mi of
spring and we've come up to admire them do you suppose there's any difference between spring in nature and spring in
man but there we go praising the one and condemning the other as improper ashamed that the same laws work eternally
through both no one encouraged him to talk presently Mr eager gave a signal for the carriages to stop and marshaled
the party for their Ramble On The Hill a hollow like a great Amphitheater full of Terrace steps and Misty olives now lay
between them and the heights of Fela and the road still following its curve was about to sweep on to a Promontory which
stood out in the plain it was this Promontory uncultivated wet covered with bushes and occasional trees which had
caught the fancy of alesio Balo vanetti nearly 500 years before he had ascended it that diligent and rather obscure
Master possibly with an eye to business possibly for the joy of ascending standing there he had seen that view of
the Val Dio and distant Florence which he afterwards had introduced uced not very effectively into his work but where
exactly had he stood that was the question which Mr eager hoped to solve now and Miss lavish whose nature was
attracted by anything problematical had become equally enthusiastic but it is not easy to carry the pictures of alesio
Baldo Vetti in your head even if you have remembered to look at them before starting and the haze in the valley
increased the difficulty of the quest the party sprang about from tough to tuft of grass their anxiety to keep
together being only equaled by their desire to go different directions finally they split into groups Lucy
clung to miss Bartlett and Miss lavish the emersons returned to hold laborious converse with the drivers while the two
clergymen who were expected to have topics in common were left to each other the two Elder ladies soon threw off the
mask in the audible whisper that was now so familiar to Lucy they began to discuss not alesio baldovinetti but the
drive Miss Bartlett had asked Mr George Emerson what his profession was and he had answered the railway she was very
sorry that she had asked him she had no idea that it would be such a dreadful answer or she would not have asked him
Mr BB had turned the conversation so cleverly and she hoped that the young man was not very much hurt at her asking
him the railway gasped Miss lavish oh but I shall die of course it was the railway she could not control her mirth
he is the image of a porter on on the Southeastern Elanor be quiet plucking at her vivacious companion hush they'll
hear the emersons I can't stop let me go my Wicked way a Eleanor I'm sure it's all right put in Lucy the emersons won't
hear and they wouldn't mind if they did Miss lavish did not seem pleased at this Miss honey Church listening she said
rather crossly poof woof you naughty girl go away oh Lucy you ought to be with Mr eager I'm sure I can't find them
now and I don't want to either Mr eager will be offended it is your party please I'd rather stop here with you
no I agree said Miss lavish it's like a school Feast the boys have got then sit you down said Miss lavish
observe my foresight with many a smile she produced two of those Macintosh squares that protect the frame of the
tourist from damp grass or cold marble steps she sat on one who was to sit on the other Lucy without a moment's doubt
Lucy the ground will do for me really I have not had rheumatism for years if I do feel it coming on I shall stand
imagine your mother's feelings if I let you sit in the wet in your white linen she sat down heavily where the ground
looked particularly moist here we are all settled delightfully even if my dress is thinner it will not show so
much being Brown sit down dear you are too unselfish you don't assert yourself enough she cleared her throat now don't
be alarmed this isn't a cold it's the tiniest cough and I have had it 3 days it's nothing to do with sitting here at
all there was only one way of treating the situation at the end of 5 minutes Lucy departed in search of Mr BB and Mr
eager vanquished by the Macintosh Square she addressed herself to the drivers who were sprawling in the carriages
perfuming the cushions with cigars the miscreant a bony young man scorched Black by the sun rose to greet her with
the courtesy of a host and the Assurance of a relative Dove said Lucy after much anxious thought his face lit up of
course he knew where not so far either his arm swept 34s of the Horizon he should just think he did know where he
pressed his fingertips to his forehead and then pushed them towards her as if oozing with visible extract of knowledge
more seemed necessary what was the Italian for clergyman Dove Bon yuam said she at last
good scarcely the ADC Ive for those Noble beings he showed her his cigar Uno P Piccolo was her next remark implying
has the cigar been given to you by Mr BB the smaller of the two good men she was correct as usual he tied the horse to a
tree kicked it to make it stay quiet dusted The Carriage arranged his hair remolded his hat encouraged his mustache
and in rather less than a quarter of a minute was ready to conduct her Italians are born knowing the way it would seem
that the whole earth lay before them not as a map but as a chessboard whereon they continually Behold The Changing
pieces as well as the squares anyone can find places but the finding of people is a gift from God he only stopped once to
pick her some great blue violets she thanked him with real pleasure in the company of this Common Man the world was
beautiful and direct for the first time she felt the influence of spring his arm swept the Horizon gracefully violets
like other things existed in great profusion there would she like to see them
Ma he bowed certainly Good Men first violets afterwards they proceeded briskly through the undergrowth which
became thicker and thicker they were nearing the edge of the Promontory and the view was stealing round them but the
brown network of the bushes shattered it into countless pieces he was occupied in his cigar and in holding back the pliant
boughs she was rejoicing in her escape from dullness not a step not a twig was unimportant to her what is that there
was a voice in the wood in the distance behind them the voice of Mr eager he Shrugged his shoulders and Italian's
ignorance is sometimes more remarkable than his knowledge she could not make him understand that perhaps they had
missed the clergyman The View was forming at last she could discern the river the golden plain other Hills Echo
he exclaimed at the same moment the ground gave way and with a cry she fell out of the wood light and Beauty
enveloped her she had fallen on to a little open Terrace which was covered with violets from end to end courage
cried her Companion now standing some 6 feet above courage and love she did not answer from her feet the ground sloped
sharply into view and violets ran down in rivulets and streams and cataracts irrigating the hillside with blue
eddying round the tree stems collecting into pools in the hollows covering the grass with spots of azure foam but never
again were they in such profusion this Terrace was the well head the Primal Source when Beauty gushed out to water
the Earth standing at its Brink like a swimmer who prepared s was the good man but he was not the good man that she had
expected chapter 7 they return some complicated game had been playing up and down the
hillside all the afternoon what it was and exactly how the players had cided Lucy was slow to discover Mr eager had
met them with a questioning eye Charlotte had repulsed him with much small talk Mr Emerson seeking his son
was told whereabouts to find him Mr BB who wore the heated aspect of a neutral was bidden to collect the factions for
the return home there was a general sense of groping and bewilderment pan had been amongst them not the great God
pan who has been buried these 2,000 years but the little God pan who presides over social conton and
unsuccessful picnics Mr BB had lost everyone and had consumed in Solitude the tea basket which he had brought up
as a pleasant surprise Miss lavish had lost Miss Bartlett Lucy had lost Mr eager Mr Emison had lost George Miss
Bartlett had lost a Macintosh Square fettin had lost the game that last fact was undeniable he climbed onto the Box
shivering with his collar up prophesying the Swift approach of bad weather let us go immediately he told them the sorino
will walk all the way he will be ours said Mr BBE apparently I told him it was unwise he would look no one in the face
perhaps defeat was particularly mortifying for him he alone had played skillfully using the whole of his
Instinct while the others had used scraps of their intelligence he alone had divined what
things were and what he wished them to be he alone had interpreted the message that Lucy had received 5 days before
from the lips of a dying man panie who spends half her life in the grave she could interpret it also not so these
English they gain knowledge slowly and perhaps too late the thoughts of a cab driver however just seldom affect the
lives of his employers he was the most competent of Miss Bartlett's opponents but infinitely the least dangerous once
back in the town he and his insight and his knowledge would trouble English ladies no more of course it was most
unpleasant she had seen his black head in the bushes he might make a Tavern story out of it but after all what have
we to do with taverns real Menace belongs to the drawing room it was of drawing room people that Miss Bartlett
thought as she journeyed downwards towards the fading son Lucy sat beside her Mr eager sat opposite trying to
catch her eye he was vaguely suspicious they spoke of alesio Baldo venetti rain and darkness came on together the two
ladies huddled together under an inadequate parasol there was a lightning Flash and Miss lavish who was nervous
screamed from the carriage in front at the next flash Lucy screamed also Mr eager addressed her professionally
courage Miss honey Church courage and faith if I might say so there is something almost Blasphemous in this
horror of the elements are we seriously to suppose that all these clouds all this immense electrical display is
simply called into existence to extinguish you or me no of course even from the scientific standpoint the
chances against our being struck are enormous the Steel knives the only articles which might attract the current
are in the other carriage and in any case we are infinitely safer than if we were walking courage courage and Faith
under the rug Lucy felt the kindly pressure of her cousin's hand at times our need for a sympathetic gesture is so
great that we care not what exactly it signifies or how much we may have to pay for it afterwards Miss Bartlett by this
timely exercise of her muscles gained more than she would have got in hours of preaching or cross-examination she
renewed it when the two carriages stopped half into Florence Mr eager called Mr BB we want your assistance
will you interpret for us George cried Mr Emerson ask your driver which way George went the boy may lose his way he
may be killed go Mr eager said Miss Bartlett don't ask our driver our driver is no help go and support poor Mr BBE he
is nearly demented he may be killed cried the old man he may be killed typical Behavior said the chaplain as he
quitted the carriage in the presence of reality that kind of person invariably breaks down what does he know whispered
Lucy as soon as they were alone Charlotte how much does Mr eager know nothing dearest he knows nothing but she
pointed at the driver he knows everything dearest had we better shall I she took out her purse it is Dreadful to
be entangled with low-class people he saw it all tapping Fan's back with her guide book she said silencio and offered
him a Frank VA Ben he replied and accepted it as well this ending to his day as any but Lucy a mortal maid was
disappointed in him there was an explosion up the road the storm had struck the overhead wire of the tram
line and one of the great supports had fallen if they had not stopped perhaps they might have been hurt they chose to
regard it as a miraculous preservation and the floods of love and sincerity which fructify every hour of Life burst
forth in tumult they descended from the carriages they embraced each other it was as joyful to be forgiven past
unworthiness as to forgive them for a moment they realized vast possibilities of good the older people recovered
quickly in the very height of their emotion they knew it to be unmanly or unladylike Miss lavish calculated that
even if they had continued they would not have been caught in the accident Mr eager mumbled a temperate prayer but the
drivers through miles of dark squalled Road poured out their souls to the dads and the Saints and Lucy poured out hers
to her cousin Charlotte dear Charlotte kiss me kiss me again only you can understand me you warned me to be
careful and I I thought I was developing do not cry dearest take your time I have been obstinate and silly worse than you
know far worse once by the river oh but he isn't killed he wouldn't be killed would he the thought Disturbed her
repentance as a matter of fact the storm was worst along the road but she had been near danger and so she thought it
must be near to everyone I trust not one would always pray against that he is really I think he was taken by surprise
just as I was before but this time I'm not to blame I want you to believe that I simply slipped into those violets no I
want to be really truthful I am a little to blame I had silly thoughts the sky you know was gold and the ground all
blue and for a moment he looked like someone in a book in a book Heroes Gods the nonsense of school girls and then
but Charlotte you know what happened then miss Bartlett was silent e
the luxury of self-exposure kept her almost Happy through the long evening she thought not so much of what had
happened as of how she should describe it all her Sensations her spasms of Courage her moments of unreasonable Joy
her mysterious discontent should be carefully laid before her cousin and together in divine confidence they would
disentangle and interpret them all at last thought she I shall understand myself I shant again be troubled by
things that come out of nothing and mean I don't know what Miss Allen asked her to play she refused vehemently music
seemed to her the employment of a child she sat close to her cousin who with commendable patience was listening to a
long story about lost luggage when it was over over she kept it by a story of her own Lucy became rather hysterical
with the delay in vain she tried to check or at all events to accelerate the tail it was not till a late hour that
Miss Bartlett had recovered her luggage and could say in her usual tone of gentle reproach well dear I at all
events am ready for Bedford share come into my room and I will give a good brush to your hair with some solemnity
the door was shut and a cane chair placed for the girl then miss Bartlett said so what is to be done she was
unprepared for the question it had not occurred to her that she would have to do anything a detailed exhibition of her
emotions was all that she had counted upon what is to be done a point dearest which you alone can settle the rain was
streaming down the black windows and the great room felt damp and chilly one candle burnt trembling on the chest of
drawers close to miss Bartlett's to which cast monstrous and fantastic Shadows on the bolted door a tram roared
by in the dark and Lucy felt unaccountably sad though she had long since dried her eyes she lifted them to
the ceiling where the Griffins and bassoons were colorless and vague the very ghosts of Joy it has been raining
for nearly 4 hours she said at last Miss Bartlett ignored the remark how do you proposed to silence him the driver my
dear girl no Mr George Emerson Lucy began to Pace up and down the room I don't understand she said at last she
understood very well but she no longer wished to be absolutely truthful how are you going to stop him talking about it I
have a feeling that talk is a thing he will never do I too intend to judge him charitably but unfortunately I have met
the typee before they seldom keep their exploits to themselves exploits cried Lucy wincing under the horrible plural
my poor dear did you suppose that this was his first come here and listen to me I am only Gathering it from his own
remarks do you remember that day at lunch when he argued with Miss Allen that liking one person is an extra
reason for liking another yes said Lucy whom at the time the argument had pleased well I am no prude there is no
need to call him a wicked young man but obviously he is Thoroughly unrefined let us put it down to his deplorable
antecedants and education if you wish but we are no farther on with our question what do you propose to do an
idea rushed across Lucy's brain which had she thought of it sooner and made it part of her might have proved Victorious
I I propose to speak to him said she miss Bartlett uttered a cry of genuine alarm you see Charlotte your kindness I
shall never forget it but as you said it is my Affair mine and his and you are going to implore him to beg him to keep
silence certainly not there would be no difficulty whatever you ask him he answers yes or no then it is over I have
been frightened of him but now I am not one little bit but we fear Him for you dear you are so young and inexperienced
you have lived among such nice people that you cannot realize what men can be how they can take a brutal pleasure in
insulting a woman whom her sex does not protect and rally round this afternoon for example if I had not arrived what
would have happened I can't think said Lucy Gravely something in her voice made Miss Bartle repeat her question in
toning it more vigorously what would have happened if I hadn't arrived I can't think said Lucy again when he
insulted you how would you have replied I hadn't time to think you came yes but won't you tell me now what you would
have done I should have she checked herself and broke the sentence off she went up to the dripping window and
strained her eyes into the darkness she could not think what she would have done come away from the window dear said Miss
Bartlett you will be seen from the road Lucy obeyed she was in her cousin's power she could not modulate out the key
of self-abasement in which she had started neither of them referred again to her suggestion that she should speak
to George and settle the matter whatever it was with him Miss Bartlett became plaintiff oh for a real man we are only
two women you and I Mr B is hopeless there is Mr eager but you do not trust him oh for your brother he is young but
I know that his sister's insult would Rouse in him a very lion thank God chivalry is not yet dead there are still
left some men who can reverence woman as she spoke she pulled off her rings of which she wore several and ranged them
upon the pin cushion then she blew into her gloves and said it will be a push to catch the morning train but we must try
what train the train to Rome she looked at her gloves critically the girl received the announcement as easily as
it had been given when does the train to Rome go at 8 Senora bertolini would be upset we must face that said Miss
Bartlet not liking to say that she had given notice already she will make us pay for a whole week's pension I expect
she will however we shall be much more comfortable at the vice's hotel isn't afternoon tea given there for nothing
yes but they pay extra for wine after this remark she remained motionless and Silent to her tired eyes Charlotte
throbbed and swelled like a ghostly figure in a dream they began to sort their clothes for packing for there was
no time to lose if they were to catch the train to Rome Lucy when admonished began to move to and fro between the
rooms more conscious of the discomforts of packing by candlelight than of a subtler ill Charlotte who was practical
without ability knelt by the side of an empty trunk vainly endeavoring to pave it with books of varying thickness and
size she gave two or three e Lucy was on her guard at once knowing by
bitter experience what forgiving Miss Bartlett meant her emotion relaxed she modified her Embrace a little and she
said Charlotte dear what do you mean as if I have anything to forgive you have a great deal and I have a very great deal
to forgive myself too I know well how much I Vex you at every turn but no Miss Bartlett assumed her favorite role that
of the prematurely aged martyr ah but yes I feel that our tour together is hardly the success I had hoped I might
have known it would not do you want someone younger and stronger and More in sympathy with you you I am too
uninteresting and old-fashioned only fit to pack and unpack your things please my only consolation was that you found
people more to your taste and were often able to leave me at home I had my own poor ideas of what a lady ought to do
but I hope I did not inflict them on you more than was necessary you had your own way about these rooms at all events you
mustn't say these things said Lucy Softly She she still clung to the hope that she and Charlotte loved each other
heart and soul they continued to pack in silence I have been a failure said Miss Bartlett as she struggled with the
straps of Lucy's trunk instead of strapping her own failed to make you happy failed in my duty to your mother
she has been so generous to me I shall never face her again after this disaster but mother will understand it is not
your fault this trouble and it isn't disaster either it is my fault it is a disaster she will never forgive me and
rightly for instance what right had I to make friends with Miss lavish every right when I was here for your sake if I
have vexed you it is equally true that I have neglected you your mother will see this as clearly as I do when you tell
her Lucy from a cowardly wish to improve the situation said why need mother hear of it but you tell her
everything generally I dare not break your confidence there is something sacred in
it unless you feel that it is a thing you could not tell her the girl would not be degraded to this naturally I
should have told her but in case she should blame you in any way I promise I will not I am very willing not to I will
never speak of it either to her her or to anyone her promise brought the long-drawn interview to a sudden close
Miss Bartlett pecked her smartly on both cheeks wished her good night and sent her to her own room for a moment the
original trouble was in the background George would seem to have behaved like a cad throughout perhaps that was the view
which one would take eventually at present she neither acquitted nor condemned him she did not pass Judgment
at the moment when she was about to judge him her cousin's voice had intervened and ever since it was Miss
Bartlett who had dominated Miss Bartlett who even now could be heard sighing into a crack in the partition wall Miss
Bartlett who had really been neither pliable nor humble nor inconsistent she had worked like a great artist for a
time indeed for years she had been meaningless but at the end there was presented to the girl the complete
picture of a cheerless Loveless World in which the young rush to destruction until they learn better a shamefaced
world of cautions and barriers which may avert evil but which do not seem to bring good if we may judge from those
who have used them most Lucy was suffering from the most Grievous wrong which this world has yet discovered
diplomatic advantage had been taken of her sincerity of her craving for sympathy and love such a wrong is not
easily forgotten never again did she expose herself without due consideration and precaution against rebuff and such a
wrong May react disastrously upon the soul the doorbell rang and she started to the shutters before she reached them
she hesitated turned and blew out the candle thus it was that though she saw someone standing in the wet below he
though he looked up did not see her to reach his room he had to go by hers she was still dressed it struck her that she
might slip into the passage and just say that she would be gone before he was up and that their extraordinary intercourse
was over whether she would have dared to do this was never proved at the critical moment Miss Bartlett opened her own door
and her voice said I wish one word with you in the drawing room Mr Emerson please soon their footsteps returned and
Miss Bartlett said good night Mr Emison his heavy tired breathing was the only reply The Chaperone had done her work
Lucy cried aloud it isn't true it can't all be true I want not to be muddled I want to grow older quickly Miss Bartlett
tapped on the wall go to bed at once dear you need all the rest you can get in the morning they left for Rome
chapter 8 medieval the drawing room curtains at Wy Corner had been pulled to meet for the carpet was new and deserved
protection from the August Sun they were heavy curtains reaching almost to the ground and the light that fill filtered
through them was subdued and varied a poet none was present might have quoted life like a dome of many colored glass
or might have compared the curtains to slle Gates lowered against the Intolerable tides of heaven without was
poured a sea of Radiance within the glory though visible was tempered to the capacities of man two Pleasant people
sat in the room one a boy of 19 was studying a small Manual of anatomy and peering occasionally at a bone which lay
upon the piano from time to time he bounced in his chair and puffed and groaned for the day was hot and the
print small and the human frame fearfully made and his mother who was writing a letter did continually read
out to him what she had written and continually did she rise from her seat and part the curtains so that a rivulet
of light fell across the carpet and make the remark that they were still there where aren't they said the boy who was
Freddy Lucy's brother I tell you I'm getting fairly sick for goodness sake go out of my drawing room
then cried Mrs honey Church who hoped to cure her children of slang by taking it literally Freddy did not move or reply I
think things are coming to a head she observed rather wanting her son's opinion on the situation if she could
obtain it without undue supplication time they did I am glad that Cecil is asking e
I said Dear Mrs Vice Cecil has just asked my permission about it and I should be delighted if Lucy wishes it
but she stopped reading I was rather amused at Cecil asking my permission at all he has always gone in for
unconventionality and parents nowhere and so forth when it comes to the point he can't get on without me nor me you
Freddy nodded what do you mean he asked me for my permission also she exclaimed how very odd of him why so asked the Sun
and air why shouldn't my permission be asked what do you know about Lucy or girls or anything whatever did you say I
said to Cecil take her or leave her it's no business of mine what a helpful answer but her own answer though more
normal in its wording had been to the same effect the bother is this began Freddy then he took up his work again
too shy to say what the bother was Mrs honey Church went back to the window Freddy you must come there they still
are I don't see you ought to go peeping like that peeping like that can't I look out
of my own window but she returned to the writing table observing as she passed her son still page
322 Freddy snorted and turned over two leaves for a brief space they were silent close by beyond the curtains the
gentle murmur of a long conversation had never ceased the bother is this I have put my foot in it with Cecil most
awfully he gave a nervous gulp not content with permission which I did give that is to say I said I don't mind well
not content with that he wanted to know whether I wasn't off my head with joy he practically put it like this wasn't it a
splendid thing for Lucy and for Wendy Corner generally if he married her and he would have an answer he said it would
strengthen his hand I hope you gave a careful answer dear here I answered no said the boy grinding his teeth there
fly into a stew I can't help it had to say it I had to say no he ought never to have asked me ridiculous child cried his
mother you think you're so holy and truthful but really it's only abominable conceit do you suppose that a man like
Cecil would take the slightest notice of anything you say I hope he boxed your ears how dare you say no oh do keep
quiet mother I had to say no when I couldn't say yes I tried to laugh as if I didn't mean what I said and as Cecil
laughed too and went away it may be all right but I feel my foots in it oh do keep quiet though and let a man do some
work no said Mrs honey church with the air of one who has considered the subject I shall not keep quiet you know
all that has passed between them in Rome you know why he is down here and yet you deliberately insult him and try to turn
him out of my house not a bit he pleaded I only let out I didn't like him I don't hate him but I don't like him what I
mind is that he'll tell Lucy he glanced at the curtains dismally well I like him said Mrs honey church I know his mother
he's good he's clever he's rich he's well connected oh you needn't kick the piano he's well connected I'll say it
again if you like he's well connected she paused as if rehearsing her eulogy but her face remained dissatisfied she
added and he has beautiful manners I liked him till just now I suppose it's having him spoiling Lucy's first week at
home and it's also something that Mr BB said not knowing Mr BB said his mother trying to conceal her interest I don't
see how Mr BB comes in you know Mr BB's funny way when you never quite know what he means he said Mr Vice is an ideal
Bachelor I was very cute I asked him what he meant he said oh he's like me better detached I couldn't make him say
anymore but it set me thinking since Cecil has come after Lucy he hasn't been so so pleasant at least I can't explain
you never can dear but I can you are jealous of Cecil because he may stop Lucy knitting you silk ties the
explanation seemed plausible and Freddy tried to accept it but at the back of his brain there lurked a dim mistrust
Cecil praised one too much for being athletic was that it Cecil made one talk in one's own way this tired one
was that it and Cecil was the kind of fellow who would never wear another fellow's cap unaware of his own
profundity Freddy checked himself he must be jealous or he would not dislike a man for such foolish reasons will this
do called his mother Dear Mrs Vice Cecil has just asked my permission about it and I should be delighted if Lucy wishes
it then I put in at the top and I have told Lucy so I must write the letter out again and I have told Lucy so but Lucy
seems very uncertain and in these days young people must decide for themselves I said that because I didn't want Mrs
Vice to think us old-fashioned she goes in for lectures and improving her mind and all the time a thick layer of flu
under the beds and the maid's dirty thumb marks where you turn on the electric light she keeps that flat
abominably suppose Lucy Mary sees would she live in a flat or in the country don't interrupt so foolishly where was I
oh yes young people must decide for themselves I know that Lucy likes your son because she tells me everything and
she wrote to me from Rome when he asked her first no I'll cross that last bit out it looks patronizing I'll stop at
because she tells me everything or shall I cross that out too cross it it out too said Freddy Mrs honey Church left it in
then the whole thing runs Dear Mrs Vice Cecil has just asked my permission about it and I should be delighted if Lucy
wishes it and I have told Lucy so but Lucy seems very uncertain and in these days young people must decide for
themselves I know that Lucy likes your son because she tells me everything but I do not know look out cried Freddy the
curtains parted Cecil's first movement was one of irritation he couldn't bear the honey Church habit of sitting in the
dark to save the furniture instinctively he gave the curtains a twitch and sent them swinging down their poles light
entered there was revealed a Terrace such as is owned by many villas with trees each side of it and on it a little
rustic seat and two flower beds but it was transfigured by the view beyond for windy Corner was built on the range that
overlooks the Sussex wield Lucy who was in the little seat seemed on the edge of a green Magic Carpet which hovered in
the air above the tremulous World Cecil entered appearing thus late in the story Cecil must be at once described he was
medieval like a Gothic statue tall and refined with shoulders that seemed braced Square by an effort of the will
and a head that was tilted a little higher than the usual level of vision he resembled those fastidious Saints who
guard the portals of a French Cathedral well educated well- endowed and not deficient physically he remained in the
grip of a certain devil whom the modern world knows as self-consciousness and whom the medieval with dimmer Vision
worshiped as asceticism a Gothic statue implies celibacy just as a Greek statue implies fruition and perhaps this was
what Mr BB meant and Freddy who ignored history and art perhaps meant the same when he failed to imagine Cecil wearing
another fellow's cap Mrs honey Church left her letter on the writing table and moved towards her young acquaintance oh
Cecil she exclaimed oh Cecil do tell me I promise I supposey said he they stared at him anxiously she has accepted me he
said and the sound of the thing in English made him flush and smile with pleasure and look more human I am so
glad said Mrs honey chur while Freddy proferred a hand that was yellow with chemicals they wished that
they also knew Italian for our phrases of approval and of Amazement are so connected with little occasions that we
fear to use them on great ones we are obliged to become vaguely poetic or to take refuge in scriptural reminiscences
welcome as one of the family said Mrs honey Church waving her hand at the furniture this is indeed a joyous day I
feel sure that you will will make our dear Lucy happy e
they passed into the sunlight Cecil watched them cross the Terrace and descend out of sight by the steps they
would descend he knew their ways past the Shrubbery and past the tennis lawn and the Dolla bed until they reached the
kitchen garden and there in the presence of the potatoes and the peas the great event would be discussed smiling
indulgently he lit a cigarette and rehearsed the events that had led to such a happy conclusion he had known
Lucy for several years but only as a commonplace girl who happened to be musical he could still remember his
depression that afternoon at Rome when she and her terrible cousin fell on him out of the blue and demanded to be taken
to St peters's that day she had seemed a typical tourist shrill crude and gaunt with travel but Italy worked some Marvel
in her it gave gave her light and which he held more precious it gave her Shadow soon he detected in her a wonderful
reticence she was like a woman of Leonardo da Vinci whom we love not so much for herself as for the things that
she will not tell us the things are assuredly not of this life no woman of Leonardo's could have anything so vulgar
as a story she did develop most wonderfully day by day so it happened that from patronizing civility he had
slowly passed if not to Passion at least to a profound uneasiness already at Rome he had hinted to her that they might be
suitable for each other it had touched him greatly that she had not broken away at the suggestion her refusal had been
clear and gentle after it as the horrid phrase went she had been exactly the same to him as before 3 months later on
the margin of Italy among the flower clad Alps he had asked her again in Bal traditional language she reminded him of
a Leonardo more than ever her sunburnt features were shadowed by fantastic rock at his words she had turned and stood
between him and the light with immeasurable Plains behind her he walked home with her unashamed feeling not at
all like a rejected Suitor the things that really mattered were unshaken so now he had asked her once more and clear
and gentle as ever she had accepted him giving no koi reasons for her delay but simply saying that she loved him and
would do her best to make him happy his mother too would be pleased she had counseled the step he must write her a
long account glancing at his hand in case any of Freddy's chemicals had come off on it he moved to the writing table
there he saw Dear Mrs Vice followed by many erasers he recoiled without reading anymore and after a little hesitation
sat down elsewhere and penciled a note on his knee then he lit another cigarette which did not seem quite as
Divine as the first and considered what might be done to make windy Corner drawing room more distinctive with that
Outlook it should have been a successful room but the trail of Tottenham Court Road was upon it he could almost
visualize the motor Vans of messers shbr and messers maple arriving at the door and depositing this chair those
varnished bookcases that writing table the table recalled Mrs honey Church's letter he did did not want to read that
letter his Temptations never lay in that direction but he worried about it nonetheless it was his own fault that
she was discussing him with his mother he had wanted her support in his third attempt to win Lucy he wanted to feel
that others no matter who they were agreed with him and so he had asked their permission Mrs honey church had
been civil but obtuse in Essentials while as for Freddy he is only a boy he reflected I represent all that he
despises why should he want me for a brother-in-law the honey churches were a
worthy family but he began to realize that Lucy was of another clay and perhaps he did not put it very
definitely he ought to introduce her into more congenial circles as soon as possible Mr BB said the maid and the new
Rector of Summer Street was shown in he had at once started on friendly relations owing to Lucy's Praise of him
in her letters from Florence Cecil greeted him rather critically I've come for tea Mr Vice do you suppose that I
shall get it I should say so food is the thing one does get here don't sit in that chair young honey church has left a
bone in it f I know said Cecil I know I can't think why Mrs honey Church allows it for Cecil considered the bone and the
maples Furniture separately he did not realize that taken together they kindled the room into the life that he desired
I've come for tea and for gossip isn't this news news I don't understand you said Cecil news Mr BBE whose news was of
a very different nature prattled forward I met sir Harry Otway as I came up I have every reason to hope that I am
first in the field he has bought Cy and Albert from Mr Flack has he indeed said Cecil trying to recover himself into
what a grotesque mistake had he Fallen was it likely that a clergyman and a Gentleman would refer to his engagement
in a manner so flippant but his stiffness remained and though he asked who and Albert might be he still
thought Mr BB rather a Bounder unpardonable question to have stopped a week at Wy corner and not to have met
and Albert the semidetached Villas that have been run up opposite the church I'll said Mrs honey church after
you I'm shockingly stupid over local Affairs said the young man languidly I can't even remember the difference
between a parish council and a local government board perhaps there is no difference or perhaps those aren't the
right names I only go into the country to see my friends and to enjoy the scenery it is very remiss of me Italy
and London are the only places where I don't feel to exist on sufferance Mr BB distressed at this heavy reception of
and Albert determined to shift the subject let me see Mr Vice I forget what is your profession I have no profession
said Cecil it is another example of my decadence my attitude quite an indefensible one is that so long as I am
no trouble to anyone I have a right to do as I like I know I ought to be getting money out of people or devoting
myself to things I don't care a straw about but somehow I've not been able to begin you are very fortunate said Mr BBE
it is a wonderful opportunity the possession of leisure his voice was rather parochial but he did not quite
see his way to answering naturally he felt as all who have regular occupation must feel that others should have it
also I am glad that you approve I Daren face the healthy person for example Freddy honey
oh Freddy's a good sort isn't he admirable the sort who has made England what she is Cecil wondered at himself
why on this day of all others was he so hopelessly contrary he tried to get right by inquiring effusively after Mr
BB's mother an old lady for whom he had no particular regard then he flattered the clergyman praised his liberal
mindedness his enlightened attitude towards philosophy and science where are the others said Mr BB at last I insist
on extracting tea before evening service I suppose and never told them you were e
I quite agree at present she has none at present I'm not cynical I'm only thinking of my pet theory about Miss
honey Church does it seem reasonable that she should play so wonderfully and live so quietly I suspect that one day
she will be wonderful in both the watertight compartments in her will break down and music and life will
mingle then we shall have her heroically good heroically bad too heroic perhaps to be good or bad Cecil found his
companion interesting and at present you think her not wonderful as far as life goes well I must say I've only seen her
at Tunbridge Wells where she was not wonderful and at Florence since I came to Summer Street she has been away you
saw her didn't you at Rome and in the Alps oh I forgot of course you knew her before no she wasn't wonderful in
Florence either but I kept on expecting that she would be in what way conversation had become agreeable to
them and they were pacing up and down the Terrace I could as easily tell you what tune she'll play next there was
simply the sense that she had found wings and meant to use them I can show you a beautiful picture in my Italian
diary Miss honey church as a kite Miss Bartlett holding the string picture number two the string breaks the sketch
was in his diary but it had been made afterwards when he viewed things artistically at the time he had given
surreptitious tugs to the string himself but the string never broke no I mightn't have seen Miss honey Church rise but I
should certainly have heard Miss Bartlett fall it has broken now said the young man in low vibrating tones
immediately he realized that of all the conceited ludicrous contemptible ways of announcing an engagement this was the
worst he cursed his love of metaphor had he suggested that he was a star and that Lucy was soaring up to reach him broken
what do you mean I meant said Cecil stiffly that she is going to marry me the clergyman was conscious of some
bitter disappointment which he could not keep out of his voice I am sorry I must apologize I had no idea you were
intimate with her or I should never have talked in this flippant superficial way Mr Vice you ought to have stopped me and
down the garden he saw Lucy herself yes he was disappointed Cecil who naturally preferred congratulations to apologies
Drew down his mouth at the corners was this the reception his action would get from the world of course he despised the
world as a whole every thoughtful man should it is almost a test of refinement but he was
sensitive to the successive particles of it which he encountered occasionally he could be quite crude I am sorry I have
given you a shock he said Dry I fear that Lucy's Choice does not meet with your approval not that but you ought to
have stopped me I know Miss honey church only a little as time goes perhaps I oughtn't to have discussed her so free
with anyone certainly not with you you are conscious of having said something Indiscreet Mr B pulled himself together
really Mr Vice had the art of placing one in the most tiresome positions he was driven to use the prerogatives of
his profession no I have said nothing Indiscreet I foresaw at Florence that her quiet uneventful childhood must end
and it has ended I realized dimly enough that she might take some momentous step she has taken it she has learned you
will let me talk freely as I have begun freely she has leared what it is to love the greatest lesson some people will
tell you that our Earthly life provides it was now time for him to wave his hat at the approaching Trio he did not omit
to do so she has learned through you and if his voice was still clerical it was now also sincere Let It Be Your care
that her knowledge is profitable to her graier Taun said Cecil who did not like Parsons have you heard shouted Mrs honey
church as she toiled up the sloping Garden Oh Mr BBE have you heard the news Freddy now full of geniality whistled
The Wedding March youth seldom criticizes the accomplished fact indeed I have he cried he looked at Lucy in her
presence he could not act The Parson any longer at all events not without apology Mrs honey church I'm going to do what I
am always supposed to do but generally I'm too shy I want to invoke every kind of blessing on them grave and gay Great
and Small I want them all their lives to be supremely good and supremely happy as husband and wife as father and mother
and now I want my tea you only asked for it just in time the lady retorted how dare you be serious at Wy corner he took
his tone from her there was no more heavy beneficence no more attempts to dignify the situation with poetry or the
scriptures none of them dared or was able to be serious anymore an engagement is so potent a thing that sooner or
later it reduces all who speak of it to this state of cheerful awe away from it in the Solitude of their rooms Mr BB and
even Freddy might again be critical but in its presence and in the presence of each other they were sincerely hilarious
it has a strange power for it compels not only the lips but the very heart the chief parallel to compare one great
thing with another is the power over us of a temple of some alien Creed standing outside we deride or oppose it or at the
most feel sentimental inside though the Saints and gods are not ours we become True Believers in case any True Believer
should be present so it was that after the gropings and the misgivings of the afternoon they pulled themselves
together and settled down to a very pleasant tea party if they were Hypocrites they did not know it and
their hypocrisy had every chance of setting and of becoming true and putting down each plate as if it were a wedding
present stimulated them greatly they could not lag behind that smile of hers which she gave them air she kicked the
drawing room door Mr BB Cher uped Freddy was at his wittiest referring to Cecil as the Fiasco family honored pun on
fiance Mrs honey Church amusing and portly promised well as a mother-in-law as for Lucy and Cecil For Whom the
temple had been built they also joined in the merry ritual but waited as Earnest worshippers should for the
disclosure of some Holier Shrine of Joy a few days after the engagement was announced Mrs honey Church made loose
and her Fiasco come to a little garden party in the neighborhood for naturally she wanted to show people that her
daughter was marrying a presentable man Cecil was more than presentable he looked distinguished and
it was very pleasant to see his slim figure keeping step with Lucy and his long Fair face responding when Lucy
spoke to him people congratulated Mrs honey Church which is I believe believe a social blunder but it pleased her and
she introduced Cecil rather indiscriminately to some stuffy dowagers at tea a misfortune took place a cup of
coffee was upset over Lucy's figured silk and though Lucy feigned indifference her mother feigned nothing
of the sort but dragged her indoors to have the frock treated by a sympathetic maid they were gone some time and Cil
was left with the dowagers when they returned he was not as pleasant as he had been do you go to
much of this sort of thing he asked when they were driving home oh now and then said Lucy who had rather enjoyed herself
is it typical of country Society I suppose so mother would it be plenty of Society said Mrs honey Church
who was trying to remember the hang of one of the dresses seeing that her thoughts were elsewhere Cecil bent
towards Lucy and said to me it seemed perfectly appalling disastrous portentous I am so sorry that you were
stranded not that but the congratulations it is so disgusting the way an engagement is regarded as public
property a kind of waste place where every Outsider May shoot his vulgar sentiment all those old women
smirking one has to go through it I suppose they won't notice us so much next time but my point is that their
whole attitude is wrong an engagement horrid word in the first place is a private matter and should be treated as
such yet the smirking old women however wrong individually were racially correct the spirit of the generations had smiled
through them rejoicing in the engagement of Cecil and Lucy because it promised the continuance of life on Earth to
Cecil and Lucy it promised something quite different personal love hence Cecil's irritation and Lucy's belief
that his irritation was just how tiresome she said couldn't you have escaped to
tennis I don't play tennis at least not in public the neighborhood is deprived of the romance of me being athletic such
romances I have is that of the Eng Italian AO Eng you know the proverb she did not nor did
it seem applicable to a young man who had spent a quiet winter in Rome with his mother but Cecil since his
engagement had taken to effect a Cosmopolitan naughtiness which he was far from possessing well said he I
cannot help it if they do disapprove of me there are certain irremovable barriers between myself and them and I
must accept them we all have our limitations I suppose said wise Lucy sometimes they are forced on us
though said Cecil who saw from her remark that she did not quite understand his position how it makes a difference
doesn't it whether we fully fence ourselves in or whether we are fenced out by the barriers of
others she thought a moment and agreed that it did make a difference difference cried Mrs honey Church
suddenly alert I don't see any difference fences are fences especially when they are in the same
place we were speaking of motives said Cecil on whom the interruption Jared my dear Cecil look here she spread out her
knees and perched her card case on her lap this is me that's Wendy Corner the rest of the pattern is the other people
motives are all very well but the fence comes here we weren't talking of real fences said Lucy laughing
oh I see dear poetry she lent placidly back Cecil wondered why Lucy had been amused I tell you who has no fences as
you call them she said and that's Mr BB a Parson fenceless would mean a Parson defenseless Lucy was slow to follow what
people said but quick enough to detect what they meant she missed Cecil's epigram but grasped the feeling that
prompted it don't you like Mr BBE she asked thoughtfully I never said so he cried I consider him far above the
average I only denied and he swept off on the subject offenses again and was brilliant now a clergyman that I do hate
said she wanting to say something sympathetic a clergyman that does offenes and the most Dreadful ones is Mr
eager the English chaplain at Florence he was truly insincere not merely the manner
unfortunate he was a snob and so conceited and he did say such unkind things what sort of things there was an
old man at the Berto whom he said had murdered his wife perhaps he had
no why no he was such a nice old man I'm sure Cecil laughed at her feminine in consequence well I did try to sift the
thing Mr eager would never come to the point he prefers it vague said the old man had had practically murdered his
wife had murdered her in the sight of God hush dear said Mrs honey church absently but isn't it intolerable that a
person whom we told to imitate should go round spreading slander it was I believe chiefly owing to him that the old man
was dropped people pretended he was vulgar but he certainly wasn't that poor old man what was his name Harris
said Lucy glibly let's hope that Mrs Harris there weren't no such person said her mother Cecil nodded
intelligently isn't Mr eager a Parson of the cultured type he asked I don't know I hate him I've heard him lecture on
I hate him nothing can hide a petty nature I hate him my goodness gracious me child said Mrs honey Church you'll
blow my head off whatever is there to shout over I forbid you and Cecil to hate any more clergymen he smiled there
was indeed something rather in congruous in Lucy's moral Outburst over Mr eager it was as if one should see the Leonardo
on the ceiling of the cine he longed to hint to her that not here lay her vocation that a woman's
power and charm reside in mystery not in muscular rant but possibly rant is a sign of Vitality it Mars the beautiful
creature but shows that she is alive after a moment he contemplated her flushed face and excited gestures with a
certain approval he forbore to repress the sources of Youth nature simplest of topics he thought lay around them he
praised the Pine Woods The Deep lasts of bracken the Crimson leaves that spotted the hurt bushes the serviceable beauty
of the Turnpike Road The Outdoor World was not very familiar to him and occasionally he went wrong in a question
of fact Mrs honey Church's mouth twitched when he spoke of the Perpetual green of the Larch I count myself a
lucky person he concluded when I'm in London I feel I could never live out of it when I'm in the country I feel the
same about the country after all I do believe that birds and trees and the sky are the most wonderful things in life
and that the people who live amongst them must be the best it's true that in nine cases out of 10 they don't seem to
notice anything the country gentlemen and the country laborer are each in their way the most depressing of
companions yet they may have a tacit sympathy with the workings of nature which is denied to us of the town do you
feel that Mrs honey Church Mrs honey Church started and smiled she had not been attending Cecil who was rather
crushed on the front seat of the Victoria felt irritable and determined not to say anything interesting again
Lucy had not attended either her brow was wrinkled and she still looked Furious cross the result he concluded of
too much moral gymnastics it was sad to see her thus blind to the beauties of an August wood
come down oh maid from Yonder Mountain height he quoted and touched her knee with his own she flushed again and said
what height come down oh maid from Yonder Mountain height what pleasure live in height the shepherd
sang in height and in the Splendor of the hills let us take Mrs honey Church's advice and hate clergymen no more what's
this place Summer Street of course said Lucy and roused herself the woods had opened to leave space for a sloping
triangular Meadow pretty Cottages lined it on two sides sides and the upper and third side was occupied by a new Stone
Church expensively simple a Charming shingled Spire Mr BB's house was near the church in height it scarcely
exceeded the Cottages some great Mansions were at hand but they were hidden in the trees
the scene suggested a Swiss Alp rather than the shrine and center of a leisured world and was marred only by two ugly
little Villas the Villas that had competed with Cecil's engagement having been acquired by Sir Harry Otway the
very afternoon that Lucy had been acquired by Cecil was the name of one of these Villas Albert of the other
these titles were not only picked out in shaded Gothic on the garden Gates but appeared a second time on the porches
where they follow followed the semicircular curve of the entrance arch in Block capitals Albert was inhabited
his tortured Garden was bright with geraniums and lelas and Polished shells his little windows were chastely SED in
Nottingham lace was to let three notice boards belonging to Dorking agents lulled on her fence and announced
the not not surprising fact her paths were already weedy her pocket handkerchief of a lawn was yellow with
dandelions the place is ruined said the ladies mechanically Summer Street will never be the same
again as the carriage passed Sissy's door opened and a Gentleman came out of her stop cried Mrs honey Church touch
ing The Coachman with her parasol here's sir Harry now we shall know sir Harry pull those things down at
once sir Harry Atway who need not be described came to the carriage and said Mrs honey church I meant to I can't I
really can't turn out Miss Flack am I not always right she ought to have gone before the contract was signed
does she still live rentree as she did in her nephew's time but what can I do he lowered his
voice an old lady so very vulgar and almost bedridden turn her out said Cecil bravely sir Harry sighed and looked at
the Villas mournfully he had had had full warning of Mr flack's intentions and might have
bought the plot before building commenced but he was apathetic and dilatory he had known Summer Street for
so many years that he could not imagine it being spoiled not till Mrs Flack had laid the foundation stone and The
Apparition of red and cream brick began to rise did he take alarm he called on Mr Flack The Local Builder a most
reasonable and respectful man who agreed that tiles would have made more artistic roof but pointed out that slates were
cheaper he ventured to differ however about the Corinthian columns which were to cling like leeches to the frames of
the bow Windows saying that for his part he liked to relieve the facade by a bit of decoration sir Harry hinted that a
column if possible should be structural as well as decorative Mr Flack replied that all the columns had been ordered
adding and all the capitals different one with dragons in the foliage another approaching to the ionian style another
introducing Mrs flack's initials everyone different for he had read his rusin he built his Villas according to
his desire and not until he had inserted an immovable ant into one of them did Sir Harry bu this feudal and
unprofitable transaction filled the night with sadness as he lent on Mrs honey Church's Carriage he had failed in
his duties to the countryside and the countryside was laughing at him as well he had spent money and yet Summer Street
was spoiled as much as ever all he could do now was to find a desirable tenant for someone really desirable the
rent is absurdly low he told them and perhaps I am an easy landlord but it is such an awkward size it is too large for
the peasant class and too small for anyone the least like ourselves Cecil had been hesitating
whether he should despise the Villas or despise sir Harry for despising them the latter impulse seemed the more fruitful
you ought to find a tenant at once he said maliciously it would be a perfect
Paradise for a bank clerk exactly said sir Harry
excitedly that is exactly what I fear Mr Vice it will attract the wrong type of people the train service has improved a
fatal Improvement to my mind and what are five miles from a station in these days of
bicycles rather a strenuous clerk it would be said Lucy Cecil who had his full share of medieval
mischievousness replied that the physique of the lower middle classes was improving at a most appalling rate she
saw that he was laughing at their harmless neighbor and roused herself to stop him sir Harry she exclaimed I have
an idea how would you like spinsters my dear Lucy it would be Splendid do you know any such yes I met
them abroad gentle women he asked tentatively yes indeed and at the present moment homeless I heard from
them last week Miss Teresa and miss Catherine Allen I'm really not joking they are quite the right people Mr BB
knows them too may I tell them to write to you indeed you may he cried here we are with the difficulty solved already
how delightful it is extra facilities please please tell them they shall have extra facilities for I shall have no
agents fees oh the agents the appalling people they have sent me one woman when I wrote a tactful letter you know asking
her to explain her social position to me replied that she would pay the rent in advance as if one cares about that and
several references I took up were most unsatisfactory people swindlers or not respectable and oh the deceit I have
seen a good deal of the seami side this last week the deceit of the most promising people my dear Lucy the deceit
she nodded my advice put in Mrs honey church is to have nothing to do with Lucy and her decayed gentle women in at
all I know the type preserve me from people who have seen better days and bring heirlooms with them that make the
house smell stuffy it's a sad thing but I'd far rather let to someone who is going up in the world than to someone
who has come down I think I follow you said sir Harry but it is as you say a very sad thing the Mrs Allen aren't that
cried Lucy yes they are said Cecil I haven't met them but I should say they were a highly unsuitable addition to the
neighborhood don't listen to him sir Harry he's tiresome it's I who am tiresome he
replied I oughtn't to come with my troubles to young people but really I am so worried and Lady Otway will only say
that I cannot be too careful which is quite true but no real help then may I write to my Mrs Allen please but his eye
wavered when Mrs honey Church exclaimed beware they are certain to have canaries sir Harry beware of canaries they spit
the seed out through the bars of the cages and then the mice come beware of women
altogether only let to a man really he murmured gallantly though he saw the wisdom of her remark men don't gossip
over teacups if they get drunk there's an end to them they lie down comfortably and
sleep it off if they're vulgar they somehow keep it to themselves it doesn't spread so give me a man of course
provided he's clean sir Harry blushed neither he nor Cecil enjoyed these open compliments to their sex even the
exclusion of the dirty did not leave them much distinction he suggested that Mrs honey
church if she had time should descend from the carriage and inspect for herself she was delighted nature had
intended her to be poor and to live in such a house domestic Arrangements always attracted her especially when
they were on a small scale Cecil pulled Lucy back as she followed her mother Mrs honey church he said what if we two walk
home and leave you certainly was her cordial reply sir Harry likewise seemed almost too glad to get rid of them he
beamed at them knowingly said aha young people young people and then hastened to unlock the house hopeless
vulgaran exclaimed Cecil almost before they were out of earshot oh Cil I can't help help it it would be
wrong not to loathe that man he isn't clever but really he is nice no Lucy he stands for all that is
bad in Country Life in London he would keep his place he would belong to a brainless club and his wife would give
brainless dinner parties but down here he asks the little god with his gentility and his patronage and his sham
Aesthetics and everyone even your mother is taken in all that you say is quite true said Lucy though she felt
discouraged I wonder whether whether it matters so very much it matters supremely sir Harry is the essence of
that garden party oh goodness how cross I feel how I do hope he'll get some vulgar tenant in that Villa some woman
so really vulgar that he'll notice it gentle folks uh with his bald head and retreating chin but let's forget him
this Lucy was glad enough to do if Cecil disliked sir Harry Otway and Mr BBE what guarantee was there that the people who
really mattered to her would Escape for instance Freddy Freddy was neither clever nor subtle nor beautiful and what
prevented Cecil from saying any minute it would be wrong not to loathe Freddy and what would she reply further than
Freddy she did not go but he gave her anxiety enough she could only assure herself that Cecil had known Freddy some
time and that they had always got on pleasantly except perhaps during the last few days which was an accident
perhaps which way shall we go she asked him nature simplest of topics she thought was around them Summer Street
lay deep in the woods and she had stopped where a foot path diverged from The High Road are there two ways perhaps
the road is more sensible as we're got up smart I'd rather go through the wood
said Cil with that subdued irritation that she had noticed in him all the afternoon why is it Lucy that you always
say the road do you know that you have never once been with me in the fields or the wood since we were
engaged haven't I the wood then said Lucy startled at his queerness but pretty sure that he would explain later
it was not his Habit to leave her in doubt as to his meaning she led the way into the Whispering Pines and sure
enough he did explain before they had gone a dozen yards I had got an idea I dare say wrongly that you feel more at
home with me in a room a room she echoed hopelessly bewildered yes or at the most in a
garden or on a road never in the real country like this oh Cecil whatever do you mean I have never felt anything of
the sort you talk as if I was a kind of poetist sort of person I don't know that you aren't I connect you with a view
a certain type of you why shouldn't you connect me with a room she reflected a moment and then said laughing do you
know that you're right I do I must be a poetess after all when I think of you it's always as in a room how funny to
her surprise he seemed annoyed a drawing room pray with no view yes with no view I fancy
why not I'd rather he said reproachfully that you connected me with the open air she said again oh Cecil whatever do you
mean as no explanation was forthcoming she shook off the subject as too difficult for a girl and led him further
into the wood pausing every now and then at some particularly beautiful or familiar combination of the trees she
had known the wood between Summer Street and windy Corner ever since she could walk alone she had played at losing
Freddy in it when Freddy was a purple-faced baby and though she had been to Italy it had lost none of its
charm presently they came to a little clearing among the Pines another tiny green alp solitary this time and holding
in its bosom a shallow pool she exclaimed the sacred Lake why do you call it that I can't remember why I
suppose it comes out of some book it's only a puddle now but you see that stream going through it well a good deal
of water comes down after heavy rains and can't get away at once and the pool becomes quite large and beautiful then
Freddy used to bathe there he is very fond of it and you he meant are you fond of it but she answered dreamily I bathed
here too till I was found out then there was a row at another time he might have been shocked for he had depths of
prudishness Within him but now with his momentary Cult of the fresh air he was delighted at her admirable Simplicity he
looked at her as she stood by the pool's Edge she was got up smart as she phrased it and she reminded him of some
brilliant flower that has no leaves of its own but blooms abruptly out of a world of green who found you out
Charlotte she murmured she was stopping with us Charlotte Charlotte poor girl she smiled
Gravely a certain scheme from which hitherto he had shrunk now appeared practical
Lucy yes I suppose we ought to be going was her reply Lucy I want to ask something of you that I have never asked
before at the serious note in his voice she stepped frankly and kindly towards him what
Cil hitherto never not even that day on the lawn when you agreed to marry me he became self-conscious and kept glancing
round to see if they were observed his courage had gone yes up to now I have never kissed you she was as Scarlet as
if he had put the thing most indelicately no more you have she stammered then I asked you may I now of
course you may Cecil you might before I can't run at you you know at that Supreme moment he was conscious of
nothing but absurdities her reply was was inadequate she gave such a businesslike lift to her
veil as he approached her he found time to wish that he could recoil as he touched her his gold ponn became
dislodged and was flattened between them such was the Embrace he considered with truth that it had been a failure passion
should believe itself irresist able it should forget Civility and consideration and all the other curses of a refined
nature above all it should never ask for leave where there is a right of way why could he not do as any laborer or Navi
nay as any young man behind the counter would have done he recast the scene Lucy was standing flowerlike by the water he
rushed pushed up and took her in his arms she rebuked him permitted him and revered him ever after for his manliness
for he believed that women Revere men for their manliness they left the pool in silence
after this one salutation he waited for her to make some remark which should show him her
inmost thoughts at last she spoke and with fitting gravity Emerson was the name not
Harris what name the old man's what old man that old man I told you about the one Mr eager was so unkind to he could
not know that this was the most intimate conversation they had ever had chapter 10 Cecil as a humorist the Society out
of which Cecil proposed to rescue Lucy was perhaps no very Splendid Affair yet it was more Splendid than her
antecedence entitled her to her father a prosperous local solicitor had built windy Corner as a speculation at the
time the district was opening up and falling in love with his own creation had ended by living there himself soon
after his marriage marage the social atmosphere began to alter other houses were built on the brow of that steep
Southern Slope and others again among the pine trees behind and northward on the chalk barrier of the Downs most of
these houses were larger than windy corner and were filled by people who came not from the district but from
London and who mistook the honey churches for the remnants of an indigenous
aristocracy he was inclined to be frightened but his wife accepted the situation without either Pride or
humility I cannot think what people are doing she would say but it is extremely fortunate for the
children she called everywhere her calls were returned with enthusiasm and by the time people found out that she was not
exactly of their Malu they liked her and it did not seem to matter when Mr honey Church died he had the
satisfaction which few honest solicitors despise of leaving his family rooted in the best Society obtainable the best
obtainable certainly many of the immigrants were rather dull and Lucy realized this more vividly since her
return from Italy hither to she had accepted the ideals without questioning their kindly affluence their inexs of
religion their dislike of paper bags orange peel and broken bottles a radical out and out she learned to speak with
horror of Suburbia life so far as she troubled to conceive it was a circle of Rich
Pleasant people with identical interests and identical foes in this ccle one thought married and died outside it were
poverty and vulgarity forever trying to enter just as the London Fog tries to enter the Pine Woods pouring through the
gaps in the Northern Hills but in Italy where anyone who chooses may warm himself in equality as in the sun this
conception of Life vanished her senses expanded she felt that there was no one whom she might not get to like that
social barriers were IR removable doubtless but not particularly high you jump over them just as you jump into a
peasant's olive yard in the appenines and he is glad to see you she returned with new eyes so did Cecil but Italy had
quickened Cecil not to tolerance but to irritation he saw that the local Society was narrow
but instead of saying does that very much matter he rebelled and tried to substitute for it the society he called
broad he did not realize that Lucy Had consecrated her environment by the Thousand little civilities that create a
tenderness in time and that though her eyes saw its defects her heart refused to despise it entirely
nor did he realize a more important point that if she was too great for this Society she was too great for all
society and had reached the stage where personal intercourse would alone satisfy her a rebel she was but not of the kind
he understood a rebel who desired not a wider dwelling room but equality beside the man she loved for Italy was offering
her the most priceless of all possessions her own soul playing Bumble puppy with mini BB niece to the Rector
and age 13 an ancient and most honorable game which consists in Striking tennis balls High into the air so that they
fall over the net and immoderately bounce some hit Mrs honey Church others are lost the sentence is confused but
the better illustrates Lucy State of Mind for she was trying to talk to Mr B at the same time oh it has been such a
nuisance first he then they no one knowing what they wanted and everyone so tiresome but they really are coming now
said Mr BBE I wrote to mresa a few days ago she was wondering how often the butcher called and my reply of once a
month must have impressed her favorably they are coming I heard from them this morning I shall hate those Miss Allens
Mrs honey Church cried just because they're old and silly ones expected to say how
sweet I hate there evangi and but and an and poor Lucy serve her right War torn to a shadow Mr BB watched The Shadow
springing and shouting over the tennis court Cecil was absent one did not play Bumble puppy when he was there well if
they are coming no many not Saturn Saturn was a tennis ball whose skin was partially
unsown when in motion his orb was encircled by a ring if they are coming sir Harry will let them move in before
the 29th and he will cross out the claws about white washing the ceilings because it made them nervous and put in the fair
wear and tear one that doesn't count I told you not Saturn Saturn's all right for Bumble puppy cried Freddy joining
them Minnie don't you listen to her Saturn doesn't bounce Saturn bounces
enough no he doesn't well he bounces better than the beautiful white devil hush dear said Mrs honey church
but look at Lucy complaining of Saturn and all the times got the beautiful white devil in her hand ready to plug it
in that's right Minnie go for her get her Over The Shins with a racket get her over The
Shins Lucy fell the beautiful white devil rolled from her hand Mr BBE picked it up and said the name of this ball is
Victoria Corona please but his correction passed unheeded Freddy possessed to a high degree the power of
lashing little girls to Fury and in half a minute he had transformed many from a well-mannered child into a howling
Wilderness up in the house Cecil heard them and though he was full of entertaining news he did not come down
to impart it in case he got hurt he was not a coward and bore necessary pain as well as any man but he
hated the physical violence of the young how right it was sure enough it ended in a cry I wish the Miss Allen could see
this observed Mr BB just as Lucy who was nursing the injured Minnie was in turn lifted off her feet by her brother who
are the Miss Allens Freddy panted they have taken Villa that wasn't the name here his foot slipped and they all
fell most most agreeably onto the grass an interval elapses wasn't what name asked Lucy with
her brother's head in her lap Allan wasn't the name of the people sir Harry's let to nonsense Freddy you know
nothing about it nonsense yourself I've this minute seen him he said to me ahead hem honey Church Freddy
was an indifferent mimic a hem a hem I have at last procured really Desir reel tenants I said uray old boy and slapped
him on the back exactly the Miss Allen rather not more like
Anderson oh good gracious there isn't going to be another muddle Mrs honey Church exclaimed do you notice Lucy I'm
always right I said don't interfere with Villa I'm always right I'm quite uneasy at being always right so often
it's only another muddle of Freddy's Freddy doesn't even know the name of the people he pretends have taken it
instead yes I do I've got it Emerson what name Emerson I'll bet you anything you
like what a weathercock sir Harry is said Lucy quietly I wish I had never bothered over it at all then she lay on
her back and gazed at the cloudless sky Mr BB whose opinion of her Rose daily whispered to his niece that that was the
proper way to behave if any little thing went wrong meanwhile the name of the new tenants had diverted Mrs honey Church
from the contemplation of her own abilities Emerson Freddy do you know what emersons they are I don't know
whether there any emersons retorted Freddy who was was Democratic like his sister and like most young people he was
naturally attracted by the idea of equality and the undeniable fact that there are different kinds of emersons
annoyed him beyond measure I trust they are the right sort of person all right Lucy she was sitting up again I see you
looking down your nose and thinking your mother's a snob but there is a right sort and a wrong wrong sort and its
affectation to pretend there isn't Emerson's a common enough name Lucy remarked she was gazing
sideways Seated on a Promontory herself she could see the pine clad promontories descending one Beyond another into the
wield the further one descended the garden the more glorious was this lateral view I was merely going to
remark Freddy that I trusted they were no relations of Emerson the philosopher a most trying man pray does that satisfy
you oh yes he grumbled and you will be satisfied too for their friends of Cecil so elaborate irony you and the other
country families will be able to call in perfect safety CE so exclaimed Lucy don't be rude dear said his mother
placidly Lucy don't Screech it's a new bad habit you're getting into but has
Cecil friends of cecils he repeated and so really desire Rebel AEM honey church I have just telegraphed to them she got
up from the grass it was hard on Lucy Mr BB sympathized with her very much while she believed
that her snub about the Miss Allen came from Sir Harry Otway she had borne it like a good girl she might well Screech
when she heard that it came partly from her lover Mr Vice was a tease something worse than a tease he took a malicious
pleasure in thw ing people the clergyman knowing this looked at Miss honey church with more than his usual kindness when
she exclaimed but Cecil's emersons they can't possibly be the same ones there is that he did not consider that the
exclamation was strange but saw in it an opportunity of diverting the conversation while she recovered her
composure he diverted it as follows the emersons who were at Florence do you mean no I don't suppose it will prove to
be them it is probably a long cry from them to friends of Mr Vice oh Mrs honey Church the oddest people the queerest
people for our part we liked them didn't we he appealed to Lucy there was a great scene over some violets they picked
violets and filled all the vases in the room of these very Miss Allen's who have failed to come to Villa poor
little ladies so shocked and so pleased it used to be one of Miss Catherine's great stories my dear sister loves
flowers it began they found the whole room a mass of blue vases and jugs and the story ends with so ungentlemanly and
yet so beautiful it is all very difficult yes I always connect those Florentine emersons with
violets Fiasco's done you this time remarked Freddy not seeing that his sister's face was very red she could not
recover herself Mr BB saw it and continued to divert the conversation these particular emersons
consisted of a father and a son the son a goodly if not a good young man not a fool I fancy but very immature pessimism
Etc our special Joy was the father such a Sentimental darling and people declared he had murdered his wife in his
normal state Mr BB would never have repeated such gossip but he was trying to shelter Lucy in her little
trouble he repeated any rubbish that came into his head murdered his wife said Mrs honey Church Lucy don't desert
us go on playing Bumble puppy really the pension bertolini must have been the oddest place that's the second second
murderer I've heard of as being there whatever was Charlotte doing to stop by the by we really must ask Charlotte here
sometime Mr B could recall no second murderer he suggested that his Hostess was mistaken at the hint of opposition
she warmed she was perfectly sure that there had been a second tourist of who whom the same story had been told the
name escaped her what was the name oh what was the name she clasped her knees for the name something in thery she
struck her matronly forehead Lucy asked her brother whether Cecil was in oh don't go he cried and tried to catch her
by the ankles I must must go she said Gravely don't be silly you always overdo it when you
play as she left them her mother's shout of Harris shivered the Tranquil air and reminded her that she had told a lie and
had never put it right such a senseless lie too yet it shattered her nerves and made her connect these emersons friends
of Cecil's with a pair of nondescript tourists hitherto truth had come to her naturally she saw that for the future
she must be more Vigilant and be absolutely truthful well at all events she must not tell lies she hurried up
the garden still flushed with shame a word from Cecil would soothe her she was sure Cecil
hello he called and lent out of the smoking room window he seemed in High Spirits I was hoping you'd come I heard
you all bear gardening but there's better fun up here I even I have won a great victory for the comic Muse George
Meredith's right the cause of comedy and the cause of Truth are really the same and I even I have found tenants for the
distressful Villa don't be angry don't be angry you'll forgive me when you hear it all he looked very
attractive when his face was bright and he dispelled her ridiculous for boings at once I have heard she said Freddy has
told us naughty Cil I suppose I must forgive you just think of all the trouble I took for
nothing certainly the Miss Allens are a little tiresome and I'd rather have nice friends of yours but you oughtn't to
tease one so friends of mine he laughed but Lucy the whole joke is to come come here but she remained standing where she
was do you know where I met these desirable tenants in the National Gallery when I was up to see my mother
last week what an odd place to meet people she said nervously I don't quite
understand in the umbrian room absolute strangers they were admiring Luca senior Elli of course quite
stupidly however we got T talking and they refreshed me not a little they had been to Italy but Cecil proceeded
hilariously in the course of conversation they said that they wanted a country cottage the father to live
there the son to run down for weekends I thought what a chance of scoring officer Harry and I took their
address and a London reference found they weren't actual black s it was great Sport and wrote to him making out Cil no
it's not fair I've probably met them before he bore her down perfectly Fair anything is fair that punishes a snob
that old man will do the neighborhood a world of good sir Harry is too disgusting with his decayed gentle
women I meant to read him a lesson sometime no Lucy the classes ought to mix and before long you'll agree with me
there ought to be intermarriage all sorts of things I believe in
democracy no you don't she snapped you don't know what the word means he stared at her and felt again
that she had failed to be leonardesque no you don't her face was inartistic that of a peevish
verago it isn't fair Cecil I blame you I Blame You Very Much indeed you had no business to undo my work about the Miss
Allen and make me look ridiculous you call it scoring officer Harry but do you realize that it is all at my expense I
consider it most disloyal of you she left him temper he thought raising his eyebrows no it was worse than temper
snobbishness as long as Lucy thought that his own smart friends were supplanting the Miss Allen she had not
minded he perceived that these new tenants might be a value educ tionally he would tolerate the father
and draw out the son who was silent in the interests of the comic Muse and of Truth he would bring them to Wendy
Corner chapter 11 in Mrs Vice well-appointed flat the comic Muse though able to look
after her own interests did not disdain the assistance of Mr Vice his IDE idea of bringing the
emersons to Wendy Corner struck her as decidedly good and she carried through the negotiations without a hitch sir
Harry Otway signed the agreement met Mr Emerson who was duly disillusioned the Miss Allens were duly
offended and wrote a dignified letter to Lucy whom they held responsible for the failure Mr BB planned Pleasant moments
for the newcomers and told Mrs honey church that Freddy must call on them as soon as they arrived indeed so ample was
the Muse's equipment that she permitted Mr Harris never a very robust criminal to droop his head to be forgotten and to
die Lucy to descend from Bright Heaven to Earth whereon there are shadows because there are Hills Lucy was at
first plunged into despair but settled after a little thought that it did not matter the very least now that she was
engaged the emersons would scarcely insult her and were welcome into the neighborhood and Cecil was welcome to
bring whom he would into the neighborhood therefore Cecil was welcome to bring the Emerson into the
neighborhood but as I say this took a little thinking and so illogical are girls the event remained rather greater
and rather more Dreadful than it should have done she was glad that a visit to Mrs Vice now fell due the tenants moved
into Villa while she was safe in the London flat Cecil Cecil darling she whispered the evening she arrived and
crept into his arms Cecil too became demonstrative he saw that the needful fire had been kindled in Lucy at last
she longed for attention as a woman should and looked up to him because he was a man so you do love me little thing
he murmured oh Cil I do I do I don't know what I should do without you several days passed
then she had a letter from Miss Bartlett a coolness had sprung up between the two cousins and they had not corresponded
since they parted in August the coolness dated from what Charlotte would call the flight to Rome and in Rome it had
increased amazingly for the companion who is merely uncongenial in the Medieval World becomes exasperating in
the classical Charlotte unselfish in the Forum would have tried a sweeter temper than Lucy's and once in the baths of
caracal they had doubted whether they could continue their tour Lucy had said she would join the vi Mrs Vice was an
acquaintance of her mother so there was no impropriety in the plan and Miss Bartlett had replied that she was quite
used to being abandoned suddenly finally nothing happened but the coolness remained and for Lucy
was even increased when she opened the letter and read as follows it had been forwarded from Windy Corner tonbridge
Wells September dearest Lucia I have news of you at last Miss
lavish has been bicycling in your parts but was not sure whether a call would be welcome
puncturing her Tire near Summer Street and it being mended while she sat very wo begone in that pretty churchyard she
saw to her astonishment a door open opposite and the younger Emison man come out he said his father had just taken
the house he said he did not know that you lived in the neighborhood he never suggested giving
Eleanor a cup of tea dear Lucy I am much worried and I advise you to make a clean breast of his past Behavior to your
mother Freddy and Mr Vice who will forbid him to enter the house Etc that was a great Misfortune and I dare say
you have told them already Mr Vice is so sensitive I remember how I used to get on his nerves at Rome I am very sorry
about it all all and should not feel easy unless I warned you believe me your anxious and loving cousin Charlotte Lucy
was much annoyed and replied as follows beachum Mansions SW dear Charlotte many thanks
for your warning when Mr Emerson forgot himself on the mountain you made me promise not to tell mother because you
said she would blame you for not being always with me I have kept that promise and cannot possibly tell her now I have
said both to her and Cecil that I met the emersons at Florence and that they are respectable people which I do think
and the reason that he offered Miss lavish no te was probably that he had none himself she should have tried at
the rectory I cannot begin making a fuss at this stage you must see that it would be too
absurd if the emersons heard I had complained of them they would think themselves of importance which is
exactly what they are not I like the old father and look forward to seeing him again as for the son I am sorry for him
when we meet rather than for myself they are known to Cecil who is very well and spoke of you the other day we expect to
be married in January Miss lavish cannot have told you much about me for I am not at Windy corner at all but here please
do not put private outside your envelope again no one opens my letters yours affectionately El
secrecy has this disadvantage we lose the sense of proportion we cannot tell whether our
secret is important or not were Lucy and her cousin closeted with a great thing which would destroy Cecil's life if he
discovered it or with a little thing which he would laugh at Miss Bartlett suggested the former perhaps she was
right it had had become a great thing now left to herself Lucy would have told her mother and her lover
ingenuously and it would have remained a little thing Emerson not Harris it was only that a few weeks ago she tried to
tell Cecil even now when they were laughing about some beautiful lady who had smitten his heart at school but her
body behaved so ridiculously that she stopped She and her secret stayed 10 days longer in the deserted Metropolis
visiting the scenes they were to know so well later on it did her no harm Cecil thought to learn the framework of
society while Society itself was absent on the gulf links or the Moors the weather was cool and it did her no harm
in spite of the Season Mrs Vice managed to scrape together a dinner party consisting entirely of the grandchildren
of famous people the food was poor but the talk had a witty weariness that impressed the girl one was tired of
everything it seemed one launched into enthusiasms only to collapse gracefully and pick oneself up amid sympathetic
laughter in this atmosphere the pension bertolini and Wy Corner appeared equally crude and Lucy saw that her London
career would estrange her a little from all that she had loved in the past the grandchildren asked her to play the
piano she played Schuman now some Beethoven called Cecil when the querulous beauty of the music had died
she shook her head and played Shuman again the melody Rose and profitably magical it broke it was resumed broken
not marching once from the Cradle to the Grave the sadness of the incomplete the sadness that is often life but should
never be art throbbed in its disjecta phrases and made the nerves of the audience throb not thus had she played
on the little draped piano at the bertolini and too much shoan was not the remark that Mr BB had passed to himself
when she returned when the guests were gone and Lucy had gone to bed Mrs Vice paced up and down the drawing room
discussing her little party with her son Mrs Vice was a nice woman but her personality like many anothers had been
swamped by London for it needs a strong head to live among many people the two vast or orb of her fate had crushed her
and she had seen too many seasons too many cities too many men for her abilities and even with Cecil she was
mechanical and behaved as if he was not one son but so to speak a filial crowd make Lucy one of us she said looking
round intelligently at the end of each sentence and straining her lips apart until she spoke again
Lucy is becoming wonderful wonderful her music always was
wonderful yes but she is purging off the honey Church taint most excellent honey churches but you know what I mean she is
not always quoting servants or asking one how the pudding is made Italy has done it perhaps she
murmured thinking of the museum that represented Italy to her it is just possible Cecil mind you marry her next
January she is one of us already but her music he exclaimed the style of her how she kept to Shuman when like an idiot I
wanted Beethoven Schuman was right for this evening Schuman was the thing do you know mother I shall have our
children educated just like Lucy bring them up among honest country folks for freshness send them to Italy for
subtlety and then not till then let them come to London I don't believe in these London educations he broke off
remembering that he had had one himself and concluded at all all events not for women make her one of us repeated Mrs
Vice and processed to bed as she was dozing off a cry The Cry of nightmare rang from Lucy's room Lucy could ring
for the maid if she liked but Mrs Vice thought it kind to go herself she found the girl sitting upright with her hand
on her cheek I am so sorry Mrs Vice it is these dreams bad
dreams just dreams the elder lady smiled and kissed her saying very distinctly you should
have heard us talking about you dear he admires you more than ever dream of that Lucy returned the kiss still covering
One Cheek with her hand Mrs Vice recessed to bed Cecil Whom The Cry had not awoke snored Darkness enveloped the
flat chapter 12 it was a Saturday afternoon gay and Brilliant after abundant rains and the spirit of Youth
dwelt in it though the season was now Autumn all that was gracious triumphed as the Motorcars passed through Summer
Street they raised only little dust and their stench was soon dispersed by the wind and replaced by the scent of the
wet Birches or of the Pines Mr BB at leisure for life's amenities Lent over his rectory gate Freddy lent by him
smoking a pendant pipe suppose we go and hinder those new people opposite for a little
me they might amuse you Freddy whom his fellow creatures never amused suggested that the new people
might be feeling a bit busy and so on since they had only just moved in I suggested we should hinder them said Mr
BBE they are worth it unlatching the gate he sauntered over the Triangular green to Villa hello he cried
shouting in at the Open Door through which much squala was visible a grave voice replied hello I've brought someone
to see you I'll be down in a minute the passage was blocked by a wardrobe which the removal men had failed to carry up
the stairs Mr BB edged round it with difficulty the sitting room itself was blocked with books
are these people great readers Freddy whispered are they that sort I fancy they know how to read a rare
accomplishment what have they got Byron exactly a shopshire lad never heard of it the way of All Flesh never
heard of it Gibbon hello de George reads German um um schopenhauer nich and so we go on well I suppose your generation
knows its own business honey Church Mr BB look at that said Freddy in arru tones on the corners of the
Wardrobe the hand of an amateur had painted this inscription mistrust all Enterprises that requ acquire new
clothes I know isn't it Jolly I like that I'm certain that's the old man's doing how very odd of him surely you
agree but Freddy was his mother's son and felt that one ought not to go on spoiling the furniture
pictures the clergyman continued scrambling about the room J they got that at Florence I'll be bound
the same as Lucy's got oh by the by did Miss honey Church enjoy London she came back
yesterday I suppose she had a good time yes very said Freddy taking up a book she and Cecil are thicker than ever
that's good hearing I wish I wasn't such a fool Mr BBE Mr BB ignored the remark Lucy used to be
nearly as stupid as I am but it'll be very different now mother thinks she will read all kinds of
books so will you only medical books not books that you can talk about afterwards Cecil is teaching Lucy Italian and he
says her playing is wonderful there are all kinds of things in it that we have never noticed Cecil says what on Earth
are those people doing upstairs Emerson we think we'll come another time George ran downstairs and
pushed them into the room without speaking let me introduce Mr honey Church a neighbor
then Freddy hurled one of the Thunderbolts of Youth perhaps he was shy perhaps he was friendly or perhaps he
thought that George's face wanted washing at all events he greeted him with how' you do come and have a bathe
oh all right said George impassive Mr BB was highly entertained how G do how do you do come
and have a bathe he chuckled that's the best conversational opening I've ever heard but I'm afraid it will only act
between men can you picture a lady who has been introduced to another lady by a third lady opening civilities with how
do you do come and have a bathe and yet you will tell me that the Sexes are equal I tell you that they
shall be said Mr Emerson who had been slowly descending the stairs good afternoon Mr BB I tell you they shall be
comrads and George thinks the same we are to raise ladies to our level the clergyman inquired the Garden of Eden
pursued Mr Emerson still descending which you place in the past is really yet to come we shall enter it when we no
longer despise our bodies Mr BB disclaimed placing the Garden of Eden anywhere in this not in other things we
men are ahead we despise the body less than women do but not until we are comrades shall we enter the god
I say what about this bathe murmured Freddy appalled at the mass of philosophy that was approaching him I
believed in a return to Nature once but how can we return to Nature when we have never been with her today I believe that
we must discover nature after many conquests we shall attain Simplicity it is our
Heritage let me introduce Mr honey Church whose sister you will remember at Florence how do you do very glad to see
you and that you are taking George for a bathe very glad to hear that your sister is going to marry marriage is a duty I
am sure that she will be happy for we know Mr Vice too he has been most kind he met us by chance in the National
Gallery and arranged everything about this delightful house though I hope I have not vexed sir Harry Otway I have
met so few liberal landowners and I was anxious to compare his attitude towards the game laws with the conservative
attitude ah this wind you do well to bathe yours is a glorious country honey church not a bit mumbled Freddy I must
that is to say I have to have the pleasure of calling on you later on my mother says I hope call my lad who
taught us that drawing room twaddle call on your grandmother listen to the wind among the
Pines yours is a glorious country Mr BB came to the rescue Mr Emison he will call I shall call you or your son will
return our calls before 10 days have elapsed I trust that you have realized about the 10 days interval it does not
count that I helped you with the stair eyes yesterday it does not count that they are going to bathe this
afternoon yes go and bathe George why do you Dole talking bring them back to tea bring
back some milk cakes honey the change will do you good George has been working very hard at his office I can't believe
he's well George bowed his head Dusty and somber exhaling The Peculiar smell of one who has had handled Furniture do
you really want this bathe Freddy asked him it is only a pond don't you know I dare say you are used
to something better yes I have said yes already Mr BBE felt bound to assist his young
friend and led the way out of the house and into the pinewoods how glorious it was was for a
little time the voice of old Mr Emerson pursued them dispensing good wishes and philosophy it ceased and they only heard
the fair wind blowing the Bracken and the trees Mr BBE who could be silent but who could not bear silence was compelled
to chatter since the Expedition looked like a failure and neither of his companions would utter a word he spoke
of Florence George attended Gravely assenting or dissenting with slight but determined gestures that were as
inexplicable as the Motions of the Treetops above their heads and what a coincidence that you should meet Mr Vice
did you realize that you would find all the pension bertolini down here I did not miss lavish told told me when I was
a young man I always meant to write a history of coincidence n
enthusiasm though as a matter of fact coincidences are much rarer than we suppose for example it isn't purely
coincidentally that you are here now when one comes to reflect to his relief George began to
talk it is I have reflected it is fate everything is fate we are flung together by Fate drawn
apart by Fate flung together drawn apart the 12 winds blow us we settle nothing you have not reflected at all
wrapped the clergyman let me give you a useful tip Emerson attribute nothing to fate don't say I didn't do this for you
did it 10 to one now I'll cross question you where did you first meet Miss honey church and
myself Italy and where did you meet Mr Vice who is going to marry Miss honey Church National
Gallery looking at Italian art there you are and yet you talk of coincidence and fate you naturally seek out things
Italian and so do we and our friends this Narrows the field immeasurably we meet again in it it is fate that I am
here persisted George but you can call it Italy if it makes you less unhappy Mr BB slid away from such heavy
treatment of the sub subject but he was infinitely tolerant of the young and had no desire to snub George and so for this
and for other reasons my history of coincidence is still to write silence wishing to round off the episode he
added we are all so glad that you have come silence here we are called Freddy oh
good exclaimed Mr BBE mopping his brow in there's the pond I wish it was bigger he added
apologetically they climbed down a slippery Bank of pine needles there lay the pond set in its little Alp of green
only a pond but large enough to contain the human body and pure enough to reflect the sky on account of the rains
the waters had flooded the surrounding grass which showed like a beautiful emerald path tempting these feet towards
the central pool it's distinctly successful as ponds go said Mr BBE no apologies are necessary for the
pond George sat down where the ground was dry and drearily unlaced his boots a't those masses of Willow herb Splendid
I love Willow Herb in seed what's the name of this aromatic plant no one knew or seemed to care these abrupt changes
of vegetation this little sponges tract of water plants and on either side of it all the growths are tough or brittle
Heather Bracken Herz Pines very Charming very very Charming Mr BB aren't you bathing called Freddy as he stripped
himself Mr BB thought he was not water's wonderful cried Freddy prancing in water's water murmured George wetting
his hair first a sure sign of apathy he followed Freddy into the Divine as indifferent as if he were a statue and
the Ponda pale of soap suds it was necessary to use his muscles it was necessary to keep clean Mr BB watched
them and watched the seeds of the willow herb dance corly above their heads a pushu a pushu a pushu went Freddy
swimming for two strokes in either direction and then becoming involved in reads or mud is it worth it asked the
other Mitchell angelesque on the flooded margin the bank broke away and he fell into the pool before he had weighed the
question properly he poof I've swallowed a polywog Mr BB water's wonderful water's simply ripping water's not so
bad said George reappearing from his plunge and sputtering at the Sun Waters
wonderful Mr BB do a pushu c Mr BBE who was hot and who always acquiesced where possible looked
around him he could detect no parishioners except the pine trees rising up steeply on all sides and
gesturing to each other against the blue how glorious it was the world of Motorcars and Rural Deans receded
inimitably water Sky Evergreens a wind these things not even the seasons can touch and surely they lie beyond the
intrusion of man I may as well wash too and soon his garments made a third little pile on the sword and he too
asserted The Wonder of the water it was ordinary water no was there very much of it and as Freddy said it reminded one of
swimming in a salad the three gentlemen rotated in the pool breast high after the fashion of the nymphs in gutter
dammerung but either because the rains had given a freshness or because the sun was shedding a most glorious heat or
because two of the gentlemen were young in years and the third young in spirit for some reason or other a chance change
came over them and they forgot Italy and botany and fate they began to play Mr BB and Freddy splashed each other a little
differentially they splashed George he was quiet they feared they had offended him then all the forces of Youth burst
out he smiled flung himself at them splashed them ducked them k kicked them muddied them and drove them out of the
pool race you round it then cried Freddy and they raced in the sunshine and George took a short cut and dirted his
shins and had to bathe a second time then Mr BBE consented to run a memorable sight they ran to get dry they bathed to
get cool they played at being Indians in the willow herbs and in the Bracken they bathed to get clean and all the time
three little bundles lay discreetly on the sword proclaiming no we are what matters without us shall no Enterprise
begin to us shall All Flesh turn in the end a try a try yelled Freddy snatching up George's bundle and placing it beside
an imaginary gold post soccer rules George retorted scattering Freddy's bundle with a kick go goal pass take
care my watch cried Mr BB clothes flew in all directions take care my hat no that's
enough Freddy dress now no I say but the two young men were Delirious away they twinkled into the
trees Freddy with a clerical waste coat under his arm George with a wide awake hat on his dripping hair that'll do
shouted Mr BBE remembering that after all he was in his own Parish then his voice changed as if every pine tree was
a rural Dean e steady on I see people coming you fellows yells and widening circles over the dappled Earth e e
ladies neither George nor Freddy was truly refined still they did not hear Mr bbb's
last warning or they would have avoided Mrs honey Church Cecil and Lucy who were walking down to call on Old Mrs
Butterworth Freddy dropped the waste coat at their feet and dashed into some Bracken George hooped in their faces
turned and scud away down the path to the pond still clad in Mr BB's hat gracious
alive cried Mrs honey Church whoever were those unfortunate people oh deers look away and poor Mr BB too what
whatever has happened come this way immediately commanded Cecil who always felt that he must lead women though he
knew not with and protect them though he knew not against what he led them now towards the Bracken where Freddy sat
concealed oh poor Mr BB was that his waste coat we left in the path Cecil Mr BB's waste coat no business of ours said
Cecil glancing at Lucy who was all parasol and evidently minded I fancy Mr BB jumped back into the
pond this way please Mrs honey church this way they followed him up the bank attempting the tense yet nonchalant
expression that is suitable for ladies on such occasions well I can't help it said a voice close
ahead and Freddy reared a freckled face and a pair of snowy shoulders out of the fronds I can't be trodden on can I good
gracious me dear so it's you what miserable management why not have a comfortable
bath at home with hot and cold laid on look here mother a fellow must wash and a fellow's got to dry and if another
fellow dear no doubt you're right as usual but you are in no position to argue K
Lucy they turned oh look don't look oh poor Mr BB how unforunate again for Mr BB was just crawling out of the pond on
Whose surface garments of an intimate nature did float while George the world weary George shouted to Freddy that he
had hooked a fish and me I've swallowed one answered he of the Bracken swow
AOK it wrigth in my tummy I shall die Emerson you Beast you've got on my bags hush deers said Mrs honey Church who
found it impossible to remain shocked and do be sure you dry yourselves thoroughly first all these colds come of
not drying thoroughly mother do come away said Lucy oh for goodness sake do come hello cried
George so that again the lady stopped he regarded himself as dressed Barefoot barechested radiant and
personable against the shadowy woods he called hello Miss honey Church hello bow Lucy better bow whoever is it I shall
bow Miss honey Church bowed that evening and all that night the water ran away on the tomorrow the pool had shrunk to its
old size and lost its Glory it had been a call to the blood and to the relaxed will a passing benediction whose
influence did not pass a Holiness a spell a momentary chalice for youth Chapter 13 How Miss Bartlett's boiler
was so tiresome how often had Lucy rehearsed this bow this interview but she had always rehearsed them indoors
and with certain accessories which surely we have a right to assume who could foretell that she
and George would meet in the route of a civilization amidst an army of coats and collars and boots that lay wounded over
the sunlet Earth she had imagined a young Mr Emerson who might be shy or morbid or indifferent or furtively
impudent she was prepared for all of these but she had never imagined one who would be happy and greet her with the
shout of the Morning Star indoors herself partaking of tea with old Mrs Butterworth she reflected that it is
impossible to foretell the future with any degree of accuracy that it is impossible to
rehearse life A Fault In the scenery a face in the audience an eruption of the audience onto the stage and all our
carefully planned gestures mean nothing nothing or mean too much I will bow she had thought I Will Not Shake Hands with
him that will be just the proper thing she had bowed but to whom to Gods to Heroes to the nonsense of school girls
she had bowed across the rubbish that cumbers the world so ran her thoughts while her faculties were busy with Cecil
it was another of those dread engagement calls Mrs Butterworth had wanted to see him and he did not want to be seen he
did not want to hear about hydranges why they changed their color at the seaside he did not want to join the sea oh s
when cross he was always elaborate and made long clever answers were yes or no would have done Lucy soothed him and
tinkered at the conversation in a way that promised well for their married peace no one is perfect and surely it is
wiser to discover the imperfections before wedlock Miss Bartlett indeed though not in word had taught the girl
that this our life contains nothing satisfactory Lucy though she disliked the teacher regarded the teaching as
profound and applied it to her lover Lucy said her mother when they got home is anything the matter with Cecil the
question was ominous up till now Mrs honey church had behaved with charity and restraint no I
don't think so mother ceil's all right perhaps he's tired Lucy compromised perhaps Cecil was a little
tired because otherwise she pulled out her Bonnet pins with Gathering displeasure
because otherwise I cannot account for him I do think Mrs Butterworth is rather tiresome if you mean that Cecil has told
you to think so you were devoted to her as a little girl and nothing will describe her goodness to you through the
typhoid fever no it is just the same thing everywhere let me just put your Bonnet away may I surely he could answer
her civil for 1 half hour see has a very high standard for people faltered Lucy seeing trouble ahead it's part of his
ideals it is really that that makes him sometimes seem oh rubbish if High I deals make a young man Rude the sooner
he gets rid of them the better said Mrs honey Church handing her the Bonnet now mother I've seen you cross with Mrs
Butterworth yourself not in that way at times I could ring her neck but not in that way no it is
the same with Cecil all over by the by I never told you I had a letter from Charlotte while I was away in London
this attempt to divert the conversation was too pural and Mrs honey Church resented it since Cecil came back from
London nothing appears to please him whenever I speak you wies I see him
Lucy it is useless to contradict me no doubt I am neither artistic nor literary nor intellectual nor
musical but I cannot help the drawing room furniture your father bought it and we
must put up with it will Cecil kindly remember I I see what you mean and certainly CE salot and to but he does
not mean to be uncivil he once explained it is the things that upset him he is easily upset by ugly things he is not
uncivil to people is it a thing or a person when Freddy sings you can't expect a really musical person to enjoy
comic songs as we do then why didn't he leave the room why sit wriggling and sneering and spoiling everyone's
pleasure we mustn't be unjust to people faltered Lucy something had enfeebled her and the case for Cecil which she had
mastered so perfectly in London would not come forth in an effective form the two civilizations had clashed Cecil
hinted that they might and she was dazzled and bewildered as though the radiance that lies behind all
civilization had blinded her eyes good t taste and bad taste were only catch wordss garments of diverse cut and music
itself dissolved to a whisper through pine trees where the song is not distinguishable from the comic song she
remained in much embarrassment while Mrs honey Church changed her frock for dinner and every now and then she said a
word and made things no better there was no concealing the fact Cecil had meant to be
superious and he had succeeded and Lucy she knew not why wished that the trouble could have come at any other time go and
dress dear you'll be late all right mother don't say all right and stop go she obeyed but loitered disconsolately
at the Landing window it faced North so there was little View and no view of a sky now as in the winter the pine trees
hung close to her eyes one connected The Landing window with depression no definite problem menaced her but she
sighed to herself oh dear what shall I do what shall I do it seemed to her that
everyone else was behaving very badly and she ought not to have mention Miss Bartlett's letter she must be more
careful her mother was rather inquisitive and might have asked what it was about oh dear what should she do and
then Freddy came bounding upstairs and joined the ranks of the ill behaved I say those are topping people my dear
baby how tiresome you've been you have no business to take them bathing in the sacred Lake it's much too public it was
all right for you but most awkward for everyone one else do be more careful you forget the place is growing half
Suburban I say is anything on tomorrow week not that I know of then I want to ask the emersons up to Sunday tennis oh
I wouldn't do that Freddy I wouldn't do that with all this muddle what's wrong with the court they won't mind a bump or
two and I've ordered new bows I meant it's better not I I really mean it he seized her by the elbows and humorously
danced her up and down the passage she pretended not to mind but she could have screamed with temper Cecil glanced at
them as he proceeded to his toilet and they impeded Mary with her brood of hot water cans then Mrs honey Church opened
her door and said Lucy what A noise you're making I have something to say to you did you say
you had had a letter from Charlotte and Freddy ran away yes I really can't stop I must dress too how's Charlotte all
right Lucy the unfortunate girl returned you've a bad habit of hurrying away in the middle of one sentences did
Charlotte mention her boiler her what don't you remember that her boiler was to be had out in October
and her bath sistern cleaned out and all kinds of terrible Tod doings I can't remember all Charlotte's worries said
Lucy bitterly I shall have enough of my own now that you are not pleased with Cecil Mrs honey Church might have flamed
out she did not she said come here old lady thank you for putting away my Bonnet kiss me and though nothing is
perfect Lucy felt for the moment that her mother and windy corner and the wield and the declining Sun were perfect
so the grittiness went out of life it generally did at Windy corner at the last minute when the social machine was
clogged hopelessly one member or other of the family poured in a drop of oil Cecil
despised their methods perhaps rightly at all events they were not his own dinner was at half
7 Freddy gabbled the grace and they drew up their heavy chairs and fell to fortunately the men were hungry nothing
untorn occurred until the pudding then Freddy said Lucy what's Emerson like I saw him in Florence said Lucy hoping
that this would pass for a reply is he the clever sword or is he a decent chap ask
Cecil it is Cecil who brought him here he is a clever sort like myself said Cecil Freddy looked at him doubtfully
how well did you know them at the beini asked Mrs honey Church oh very slightly I mean Charlotte knew them even
less than I did oh that reminds me you never told me what Charlotte said in her letter one thing and another said Lucy
wondering whether she would get through the meal without a lie among other things that an awful friend of hers had
been bicycling through Summer Street wondered if she'd come up and see us and mercifully didn't Lucy I do call the way
you talk unkind she was a novelist said Lucy craftily the remark was a happy one for nothing roused Mrs
honey church so much as literature in the hands of females she would abandon every topic to envey against those women
who instead of minding their houses and their children seek notoriety by print her attitude was if books must be
written let them be written by men and she developed it at Great length while Cecil yawned and Freddy played it this
year next year now never with his Plum stones and Lucy artfully fed the Flames of her mother's wrath but soon the
configration died down and the ghosts began to gather in the darkness there were too many ghosts about the original
ghost that touch of lips on her cheek had surely been laid long ago it could be nothing to her that a man had kissed
her on a mountain once but it had had begotten a spectral family Mr Harris Miss Bartlett's letter Mr BB's memories
of violets and one or other of these was bound to haunt her before Cecil's very
eyes it was Miss Bartlet who returned now and with appalling vividness I have been thinking Lucy of that letter of
charlott's how is she I tore the thing up didn't she say how she was how does she sound cheerful oh yes I
suppose so no not very cheerful I suppose then depend upon it it is the boiler I know myself how water prays
upon one's mind I would rather anything else even a misfortune with the meat Cecil laid his hand over his eyes so
would I asserted Freddy backing his mother up backing up the spirit of her remark rather than the substance and I
have been thinking she added rather nervously surely we could squeeze
Charlotte in here next week and give her a nice holiday while the plumbers at tonbridge Wells finish I have not seen
poor Charlotte for so long it was more than her nerves could stand and she could not protest violently after her
mother's goodness to her upstairs mother no she pleaded it's impossible we can't have Charlotte on the top of the
other things we're squeezed to death as it is Freddy's got a friend coming Tuesday there Cil and you've promised to
taken mini BB because of the derious scare it simply can't be done nonsense it can if Minnie sleeps in the bath not
otherwise Minnie can sleep with you I won't have her then if you're so selfish Mr Floyd must share a room with Freddy
Miss Bartlett Miss Bartlett Miss Bartlett moaned Cecil again laying his hand over his
eyes it's impossible repeated Lucy I don't want to make difficulties but it really isn't fair on
the maids to fill up the house so alas the truth is dear you don't like Charlotte no I don't and no more to
Cecil she gets on our nerves you haven't seen her lately and don't realize how tiresome she can be though so good so
please mother don't worry us this last summer but spoil Us by not asking her to come here here said Cecil Mrs honey
church with more gravity than usual and with more feeling than she usually permitted herself
replied this isn't very kind of you too you have each other and all these Woods to walk in so full of beautiful things
and poor Charlotte has only the water turned off in plumbers you are young deers and however clever young people
are and however many books they read they will never guess what it feels like to grow old Cecil crumbled his bread I
must say cousin Charlotte was very kind to me that year I called on my bike put in Freddy she thanked me for coming till
I felt like such a fool and fussed round no end to get an egg boiled for my te just right I know dear she is kind to
everyone and yet Lucy makes this difficulty when we try to give her some little return but Lucy hardened her
heart it was no good being kind to miss Bartlett she had tried herself too often and too recently one might lay up
treasure in Heaven by the attempt but one enriched neither Miss Bartlett nor anyone else upon Earth she was reduced
to saying I can't help it mother I don't like Charlotte I admit it's horrid of me
from your own account you told her as much well she would leave FL lawence so stupidly she flurried the ghosts were
returning they filled Italy they were even usurping the places she had known as a child the sacred Lake would never
be the same again and on Sunday week something would even happen to Wendy Corner how would she fight against
ghosts for a moment the visible World faded away and memories and emotions alone seemed real I suppose Miss
Bartlett must come since she boils eggs so well said Cecil who was in rather a happier frame of mind thanks to the
admirable cooking I didn't mean the egg was well boiled corrected Freddy because in point of fact she forgot to take it
off and as a matter of fact I don't care for eggs I only meant how Jolly kind she seemed Cecil frowned again oh these
honey churches eggs boilers hydranges maides of such were their lives compact May me
and Lucy get down from our chairs he asked with scarcely veiled insolence we don't want no dessert chapter 14 how
Lucy faced the external situation bravely of course Miss Bart L accepted and equally of course she felt sure that
she would prove a nuisance and beged to be given an inferior spare room something with no view anything her love
to Lucy and equally of course George Emerson could come to tennis on the Sunday week Lucy faced the situation
bravely though like most of us she only faced the situation that encompassed her she never gazed inwards if at times
strange images Rose from the depths she put them down to nerves when Cecil brought the emersons to Summer Street it
had upset her nerves Charlotte would burnish up past foolishness and this might upset her
nerves she was nervous at night when she talked to George they met again almost immediately at the directory his voice
moved her deeply and she wished to remain near him how Dreadful if she really wished to remain near him of
course the wish was due to nerves which loveed to play Such perverse tricks upon us once she had suffered from things
that came out of nothing and meant she didn't know what now Cecil had explained psychology to her one wet
afternoon and all the TR Troubles of Youth in an unknown world could be dismissed it is obvious enough for the
reader to conclude she loves young Emerson a reader in Lucy's place would not find it
obvious life is easy to chronical but bewildering to practice and we welcome nerves or any other shibil that will
cloak our personal desire she loves Cecil George made her nervous will the reader explain to her that the
phrases should have been reversed but the external situation she will face that bravely the meeting at the rectory
had passed off well enough standing between Mr B and Cecil she had made a few tempered
Illusions to Italy and George had replied she was anxious to show that she was not shy and was glad that he did not
seem shy either a nice fellow said Mr B afterwards he will work off his crudities in time I
rather mistrust young men who slip into life gracefully Lucy said he seems in better spirits he laughs more yes
replied the clergyman he is waking up that was all but as the week wore on more of her defenses fell and she she
entertained an image that had physical Beauty in spite of the clearest directions Miss Bartlett conted to
bungle her arrival she was due at the Southeastern station at DOR King with her Mrs honey Church drove to meet her
she arrived at the London and Brighton station and had to hire a cab up no one was at home except Freddy and his friend
who had to stop their tennis and to entertain her for a solid hour Cecil and Lucy turned up at
4:00 and these with little mini BB made a somewhat lugubrious sexet upon the upper lawn for tea I shall never forgive
myself said Miss Bartlett who kept on rising from her seat and had to be begged by the United company to remain I
have upset everything bursting in on young people but I insist on paying for my cab up Grant that at any rate our
visitors never do such Dreadful things said Lucy while her brother in whose memory the boiled egg had already grown
unsubstantial exclaimed in irritable tones just what I've been trying to convince cousin Charlotte of Lucy for
the last half hour I do not feel myself an ordinary visitor said Miss splett and looked at her Fray glove all right if
you'd really rather five Shillings and I gave a bob to the driver Miss Bartlett looked in her purse only sovereigns and
pennies could anyone give her change Freddy had half a quid and his friend had four half crowns Miss Bartlett
accepted their monies and then said but who am I to give a sovereign to let's leave it all all till mother comes
back suggested Lucy no dear your mother may take quite a long drive now that she is not hampered with me we all have our
little foibles and mine is the prompt settling of accounts here Freddy's friend Mr
Floyd made the one remark of his that need be quoted he offered to toss Freddy for Miss Bartlett's quit a solution
seemed in sight and and even Cecil who had been ostentatiously drinking his tea at the view felt the Eternal attraction
of chance and turned around but this did not do either please please I know I am a sad spoil sport but it would make me
wretched I should practically be robbing the one who lost Freddy owes me 15 Shillings interposed Cecil so it will
work out right if you give the pound to me 15
Shillings said Miss Bartlett dubiously how is that Mr Vice because don't you see Freddy ped your cab give me the
pound and we shall avoid this deplorable gambling Miss Bartlett who was poor at figures became bewildered and rendered
up The Sovereign amidst the suppressed gurgles of the other youths for a moment Cecil was happy he was playing at
nonsense among his peers then he glanced at Lucy in whose face Petty anxieties had Mar the smiles in January he would
rescue his Leonardo from this Stupify twaddle but I don't see that exclaimed mini BB who had narrowly watched the
iniquitous transaction I don't see why Mr Vice is to have the quid because of the 15
Shillings and the five they said solemnly 15 Shillings and 5 Shillings make one pound you see but I don't see
they tried to stifle her with cake no thank you I'm done I don't see why Freddy don't poke me Miss honey Church
your brother's hurting me ow what about Mr Floyd's 10 Shillings ow no I don't see and I never shall see why Miss
what's her name shouldn't pay that Bob for the driver I had forgotten the driver said Miss Bartlett reing thank
you dear for reminding me a shilling was it can anyone give me change for half a crown I'll get it said the young Hostess
Rising with decision Cecil give me that Sovereign no give me up that Sovereign I'll get you femia to change it
and we'll start the whole thing again from the beginning Lucy Lucy what a nuisance I am protested Miss Bartlett
and followed her across the lawn Lucy tripped ahead simulating hilarity when they were out of airshot Miss Bartlett
stopped her whales and said quite briskly have you told him about him yet no I haven't replied Lucy and then could
have bidden her t for understanding so quickly what her cousin meant let me see a sovereign's worth of silver she
escaped into the kitchen Miss Bartlett's sudden transitions were too uncanny it sometimes seemed as if she planned every
word she spoke or caused to be spoken as if all this worry about cabs and change had been a ruse to surprise
the soul no I haven't told Cecil or any anyone she remarked when she returned I promised you I shouldn't here is your
money all Shillings except two half crowns would you count it you can settle your debt nicely now miss Bartlett was
in the drawing room gazing at the photograph of St John ascending which had been framed how Dreadful she
murmured how more than Dreadful is if Mr Vice should come to hear of it from some other source oh no Charlotte said the
girl entering the battle George Emerson is all right and what other source is there miss Bartlett considered for
instance the driver I saw him looking through the bushes at you remember he had a violet between his teeth Lucy
shuddered a little we shall get the silly affair on our nerves if we aren't careful how could a Florentine cab
driver ever get hold of Cecil we must think of every possibility oh it's all right or perhaps old Mr Emerson knows in
fact he is certain to know I don't care if he does I was grateful to you for your letter but even if the news does
get round I think I can trust Cecil to laugh at it to contradict it no to laugh at it but she knew in her heart that she
could not trust him for he desired her untouched very well dear you know best perhaps gentlemen are different to what
they were when I was young ladies are certainly different now Charlotte she struck at her playfully you kind anxious
thing what would you have me do first you say don't tell and then you say tell which is it to be quick Miss
Bartlett side I am no match for you in conversation dearest I blush when I think how I interfered at Florence and
you so well able to look after yourself and so much clever in all ways than I am you will never forgive me shall we go
out then they will smash all the China if we don't for the air rang with the shrieks of Minnie who is being scalped
with a teaspoon dear one moment we may not have this chance for a chat again have you seen the young one yet yes I
have what happened we met at the rectory what line is he taking up no line he talked about Italy like any other person
it is really all right what advantage would he get from being a cad to put it bluntly I do wish I could make you see
it my way he really won't be any nuisance Charlotte once a cat always a cat that is my poor opinion Lucy paused
Cecil said one day and I thought it so profound that there are two kinds of cats the conscious and the
subconscious she paused again to be sure of doing Justice to Cecil's profundity through the window she saw Cecil himself
turning over the pages of a novel it was a new one from Smith's Library her mother must have returned from the
station once a cad always a cad Dron Miss Bartlett what I mean by subconscious is that Emerson Lost His
Head I fell into all those violets and he was silly and surprised I don't think we ought to blame him very much it makes
such a difference when you see a person with beautiful things behind him unexpectedly it really does it makes an
enormous difference and he lost his head he doesn't admire me or any of that nonsense one straw Freddy rather likes
him and has asked him up here on Sunday so you can judge for yourself he has improved he doesn't always look as as if
he's going to burst into tears he is a clerk in the general manager's office at one of the big Railways not a porter and
runs down to his father for weekends Papa was to do with journalism but is rheumatic and has retired there now for
the garden she took hold of her guest by the arm suppose we don't talk about this silly Italian business anymore we want
you to have a nice rest visit at Wendy corner with no wording Lucy thought this rather a good speech the reader may have
detected an unfortunate slip in it whether Miss Bartlett detected the slip one cannot say for it is impossible to
penetrate into the minds of elderly people she might have spoken further but they were interrupted by the entrance of
her Hostess explanations took place and in in the midst of them Lucy escaped the images throbbing a little more vividly
in her brain chapter 15 The Disaster within the Sunday after Miss Bartlett's arrival was a glorious day like most of
the days of that year in the wield Autumn approached breaking up the green monotony of Summer touching the parks
with the gray Bloom of mist the beach trees with rust it the oak trees with gold up on the heights battalions of
Black Pines witnessed the change themselves unchangeable either country was spanned
by a cloudless sky and in either arose the tinkle of church bells The Garden of windy Corners was deserted except for a
red book which lay sunning itself upon the gravel path from the house came incoherent sound
as a female's preparing for worship the men say they won't go well I don't blame them Minnie says
need she go tell her no nonsense and Mary hook me behind dearest Lucia may I trespass upon you for a pin
for Miss Bartlett had announced that she at all events was one for church the sun r go higher on its Journey guided not by
fettin but by Apollo competent un swerving Divine its Rays fell on the ladies whenever they Advanced towards
the bedroom windows on Mr B down at Summer Street as he smiled over a letter from Miss
Katherine Allen on George Emerson cleaning his father's boots and lastly to complete the catalog of memor mble
things on the red book mentioned previously the ladies move Mr BB moves George moves and movement May in gender
Shadow but this book Lies motionless to be caressed all the Morning by the Sun and to raise its
cover slightly as though acknowledging the caress presently Lucy steps out of the drawing room window her new Ser
dress has been a failure and makes her look todri and one at her throat is a garnet brooch on her finger a ring set
with rubies and engagement ring her eyes are bent to the wield she frowns a little not in anger but as a brave child
frowns when he is trying not to cry in all that expanse no human eye is looking at her and she may frown unrebuked and
measure the spaces that yet survive between Apollo and the Western Hills Lucy Lucy what's that book who's been
taking a book out of the shelf and leaving it about to spoil it's only the library book that Cecil's been reading
but pick it up and don't stand idling there like a flamingo Lucy picked up the book and glanced at the title listlessly
under Elia she no longer read novels herself devoted putting all her spare time to solid literature in the hope of
catching Cecil up it was Dreadful how little she knew and even when she thought she knew a thing like the
Italian painters she found she had forgotten it only this morning she had confused Franchesco Francia with Pierro
DEA Francesca and Cecil had said what you aren't forgetting your Italy already and
this too had lent anxiety to her eyes when she saluted the dear View and the dear Garden in the foreground and above
them scarcely conceivable elsewhere the Dear Son Lucy have you a six P for mini and a
shilling for yourself she hastened into her mother who was rapidly working herself into a Sunday fluster it's a
special collection I forget what for I do beg no vulgar clinking in the plate with
henies see that Minnie has a nice bright six pence where is a child Minnie that books all warped gracious how plain you
look put it under the atlas to press Minnie oh Mrs honey Church from the upper regions Minnie don't be late here
comes a horse it was always the horse never The Carriage where's Charlotte run up and hurry her why is she so long she
had nothing to do she never brings anything but blouses poor Charlotte how I do to test blouses Min paganism is
infectious more infectious than deia or piy and the rector's niece was taken to church protesting as usual she did
didn't see why why shouldn't she sit in the sun with the young men the young men who had now appeared mocked her with
ungenerous words Mrs honey Church defended Orthodoxy and in the midst of the
confusion Miss Bartlett dressed in the very height of the fashion came strolling down the stairs dear Marion I
am very sorry but I have no small change nothing but sovereigns and half crowns could anyone give me yes easily jump in
gracious me how smart you look what a lovely frock you put us all to shame if I did not wear my best rags and tatters
now when should I wear them said Miss Bartlett reproachfully she got into the Victoria and placed herself with her
back to the horse the necessary Roar ensued and then they drove off goodbye be good called out Cecil Lucy bit her
lip for the tone was sneering on the subject of church and so on they had had rather an unsatisfactory conversation he
had said that people ought to overhaul themselves and she did not want to overhaul herself she did not know it was
done honest Orthodoxy Cecil respected but he always assumed that honesty is the result of a spiritual
crisis he could not imagine it as a natural Birthright that might grow heavenward like flowers all that he said
on this subject pained her though he exuded tolerance from every pore somehow the emersons were different
she saw the emersons after church there was a line of carriages down the road Road and the Honey Church vehicle
happened to be opposite Villa to save time they walked over the green to it and found Father and Son smoking in
the garden introduce me said her mother unless the young man considers that he knows me already he probably did but
Lucy ignored the sacred Lake and introduced them formally old Mr Emerson claimed her with much warmth
and said how glad he was that she was going to be married she said yes she was glad too and then as Miss Bartlett and
Minnie were lingering behind with Mr BBE she turned the conversation to a less disturbing topic and asked him how he
liked his new house very much he replied but there was a note of offense in his voice she had never known him offended
before he added we find though that the Miss Allens were coming and that we have turned them out women mind such a thing
I am very much upset about it I believe that there was some misunderstanding said Mrs honey Church
uneasily our landlord was told that we should be a different type of person said George who seemed disposed to carry
the matter further he thought we should be artistic he is disappointed and I wonder whether
we ought to write to the Miss Allen and offer to give it up what do you think he appealed to Lucy oh stop now you have
come said Lucy lightly she must avoid censuring Cecil for it was on Cecil that the little episode turned though his
name was never mentioned so George says he says that the Miss Allens must go to the the wall yet it does seem so unkind
there is only a certain amount of kindness in the world said George watching the sunlight flash on the
panels of the passing carriages yes exclaimed Mrs honey church that's exactly what I say why all this
twiddling and taddl over to Miss Allen there is a certain amount of kindness just as there is a certain
amount of light he continued in measured tones we cast a shadow on something Wherever We Stand and it is no good
moving from place to place to save things because the shadow always follows choose a place where you won't do harm
yes choose a place where you won't do very much harm and stand in it for all you are worth facing the sunshine oh Mr
Emerson I see you're clever I see you're going to be clever I hope you didn't go behaving like that to
poor Freddy George's eyes laughed and Lucy suspected that he and her mother would get on rather well no I didn't he
said he behaved that way to me it is his philosophy only he starts life with it and I have tried the note of
interrogation first what do you mean no never mind what you mean don't explain he looks forward to seeing you
this afternoon do you play tennis do you mind tennis on Sunday George mind tennis on Sunday George after his
education distinguish between Sunday very well George doesn't mind tennis on Sunday no more do I that's settled Mr
Emerson if you could come with your son we should be so pleased he thanked her but the walk sounded rather
far he could only Potter about in these days she turned to George and then he wants to give up his
house to the Miss Allen's I know said George and put his arm around his father's neck the kindness that Mr BBE
and Lucy had always known to exist in him came out suddenly like sunlight touching a vast
landscape a touch of the morning sun she remembered that in all his perversities he had never spoken against affection
Miss Bartlett approached you know our cousin Miss Bartlet said Mrs honey Church pleasantly you met her with my
daughter in Florence yes indeed said the old man and made as if he would come out of the
garden to meet the lady Miss Bartlett promptly got into the Victoria thus entrenched she emitted a formal bow it
was the pension bolini again the dining table with the decanters of water and wine it was the old old Battle of the
room with the view George did not respond to the bow like any boy he blushed and was
ashamed he knew that the chaperon remembered he said I I'll come up to tennis if I can manage it and went into
the house perhaps anything that he did would have pleased Lucy but his awkwardness went straight to her heart
men were not Gods after all but as human and as clumsy as girls even men might suffer from unexplained desires and need
help to one of her upbringing and of her destination the weakness of men was a truth
unfamiliar but she had surmised it at Florence when George threw her photographs into the river Arno George
don't go cried his father who thought it a great treat for people if his son would talk to them George has been in
such good spirits today and I am sure he will end by coming up this afternoon Lucy caught her cousin's eye something
in its mute appeal made her Reckless yes yes she said raising her voice I do hope he will then she went to the carriage
and murmured the old man hasn't been told I knew it was all right Mrs honey Church followed her and they drove away
satisfactory that Mr Emerson had not been told of the Florence Escapade yet Lucy Spirits should not
have leapt up as if she had sighted the ramp parts of Heaven satisfactory yet surely she greeted it
with disproportionate Joy all the way home the hores hoof sang a tune to her he has not told he has not told her
brain expanded the melody he has not told his father to whom he tells all things it was not an exploit he did not
laugh at me when I had gone she raised her hand to her cheek he does not love love me no how terrible if he did but he
has not told he will not tell she longed to shout the words it is all right it's a secret
between us two forever Cecil will never hear she was even glad that Miss Bartlett had made her promise
secrecy that last dark evening at Florence when they had knelt packing in his room the secret big or little was
guarded only three English people knew of it in the world thus she interpreted her Joy she greeted Cecil with unusual
Radiance because she felt so safe as he helped her out of the carriage she said the emersons have been so nice George
Emerson has improved enormously how are my proteges asked Cecil who took no real interest in them
and had long since forgotten his resolution to bring them to Wendy corner for educational purposes protes she
exclaimed with some warmth for the only relationship which Cecil conceived was feudal that of protector and protected
he had no glimpse of a comradeship after which the girl's Soul yearned you shall see for yourself how your proteges are
George Emerson is coming up this afternoon he is a most interesting man to talk to only don't she nearly said
don't protect him but the Bell was ringing for lunch and as often happened Cecil had paid no great attention to her
remarks charm not argument was to be her forte lunch was a cheerful meal generally Lucy was depressed at meals
someone had to be s soothed either Cecil or Miss Bartlet or a being not visible to the Mortal eye a being who whispered
to her soul it will not last this cheerfulness in January you must go to
London to entertain the grandchildren of celebrated men but today she felt she had received a guarantee her mother
would always sit there her brother here the son though it had moved a little little since the morning would never be
hidden behind the Western Hills after luncheon they asked her to play she had seen glu's armide that year and played
from memory the music of the Enchanted Garden the music to which Renault approaches beneath the light of an
eternal Dawn the music that never gains never waines but ripples forever like the tideless Seas of Fairyland
such music is not for the piano and her audience began to get restive and Cecil sharing the discontent called
out now play us the other Garden the one in parul she closed the instrument not very dutiful said her mother's voice
fearing that she had offended Cecil she turned quickly around there George was he had crept in without without
interrupting her oh I had no idea she exclaimed getting very red and then without a word of greeting she reopened
the piano Cecil should have the parl and anything else that he liked our performer has changed her mind said Miss
Bartlett perhaps implying she will play the music to Mr Emerson Lucy did not know what to do nor or even what she
wanted to do she played a few bars of the flower Maiden song very badly and then she stopped I vote tennis said
Freddy disgusted at the scrappy entertainment yes so do I once more she closed the unfortunate piano I vote you
have amends for all right not for me thank you said Cecil I will not spoil the set he never realized that it may be
an act of kindness in a bad player to make up a fourth Oh Come Along Cecil I'm bad Floyd's rotten and so I dare say's
Emerson George corrected him I am not bad one looked down one's nose at this then certainly I won't play said Cecil
while miss Bartlett under the impression that she was SN snubbing George added I agree with you Mr Vice you had
much better not play much better not Minnie rushing in where Cecil feared To Tread announced that she would play I
shall miss every ball anyway so what does it matter but Sunday intervened and stamped heavily upon the kindly
suggestion then it will have to be Lucy said Mrs honey Church you must fall back on Lucy there is no other way out of it
Lucy go and change your frock Lucy's Sabbath was generally of this amphibious nature she kept it without hypocrisy in
the morning and broke it without reluctance in the afternoon as she changed her frock she wondered whether
Cecil was sneering at her really she must overhaul herself and settle everything up before before she married
him Mr Floyd was her partner she liked music but how much better tennis seemed how much better to run about in
comfortable clothes than to sit at the piano and feel gir under the arms once more music appeared to her the
employment of a child George served and surprised her by his anxiety to win she remembered how he had sigh among the
tombs at Santa croche because things wouldn't fit how after the death of that obscure
Italian he had Lent over the parapet by the Arno and said to her I shall want to live I tell you he
wanted to live now to win at tennis to stand for all he was worth in the sun the sun which had begun to decline and
was shining in her eyes and he did win ah how beautiful the wield looked the hill stood out above its radius
as falus stands above the Tuscan plain and the South Downs if one chose were the mountains of kurara she might be
forgetting her Italy but she was noticing more things in her England one could play a new game with the view and
try to find in its innumerable folds some town or Village that would do for Florence ah how beautiful the wield
looked but now Cecil claimed her he chanced to be in a lucid critical mood and would not sympathize with
exaltation he had been rather a nuisance all through the tennis for the novel that he was reading was so bad that he
was obliged to read it aloud to others he would stroll around the precincts of a court and call
out I say listen to this Lucy three split infinitives Dreadful said Lucy and missed her stroke when they had finished
their set he still went on reading there was some murder scene and really everyone must listen to it Freddy and Mr
Floyd were obliged to hunt for a lost ball in The Laurels but the other two acused the scene is late in Florence
what fun Cecil read away come Mr Emerson sit down after all your energy she had forgiven George as she put it
and she made a point of being Pleasant to him he jumped over the net and sat down at her feet
asking you and are you tired of course I'm not do you mind being beaten she was going to
answer no when it struck her that she did mind so she answered yes she added merrily I I don't see you're such a
splendid player though the light was behind you and it was in my eyes I never said I was why you did you didn't attend
you said oh don't go in for accuracy at this house we all exaggerate and we get very angry with people who don't the
scene is late in Florence repeated Cecil with an upward note Lucy recollected herself
Sunset Leonora was speeding Lucy interrupted Leonora is Leonora the heroine who's the book by Joseph Emory
prank Sunset Leonora speeding across the square pray the Saints she might not arrive too late Sunset the sunset of
Italy under ARA's logia the logia de lanzi as we sometimes call it now Lucy burst into laughter Joseph Emory prank
indeed why it's Miss lavish it's Miss lavish novel and she's publishing it under somebody else's name who may miss
lavish be oh a dreadful person Mr Emerson you remember Miss lavish excited by her Pleasant
afternoon she clapped her hands George looked up of course I do I saw her the day I arrived at Summer Street it was
she who told me that you lived here weren't you pleased she meant to see Miss
lavish but when he bent down to the grass without replying it struck her that she could
mean something else she watched his head which was almost resting against her knee and she thought that the ears were
rening no wonder the novel's bad she added I never liked Miss lavish but I suppose one ought to read it as once met
her all modern books are bad said Cecil who was annoyed at her in attention inv vented his annoyance on literature
everyone writes for money in these days oh Cecil it is so I will inflict Joseph Emory prank on you no longer
Cecil this afternoon seemed such a twittering Sparrow the ups and downs in his voice were noticeable but they did
not affect her she had dwelt amongst Melody and movement and her nerves refused to
answer to the clang of his leaving him to be annoyed she gazed at the blackhead again
she did not want to stroke it but she saw herself wanting to stroke it the sensation was curious how do you like
this view of ours Mr Emerson I never noticed much difference in views what do you mean because they're all alike
because all that matters in them is distance and air hum said Cecil uncertain whether the remark was
striking or not my father he looked up at her and he was a little flushed says that there is only one
perfect view the view of the sky straight over our heads and that all these views on Earth are but bungled
copies of it I expect your father has been reading Dante said Cecil fingering the novel
which alone permitted him to lead the conversation he told us another day that views are really crowds crowds of trees
and houses and hills and are bound to resemble each other like human crowds and that the power they have over us is
sometimes Supernatural for the same reason Lucy's lips parted for a crowd is more than the people who make it up
something gets added to it no one knows how just as something has got added to those Hills he pointed with his racket
to the South Downs what a splendid idea she murmured I shall enjoy hearing your father talk again I'm so sorry he's not
so well no he isn't well there's an absurd account of a view in this book said Cecil also that men fall into two
classes those who forget views and those who remember them even in small rooms Mr Emerson have you any brothers or sisters
none why you spoke of us my mother I was mean Cecil closed the novel with a bang oh
Cecil how you made me jump I will inflict Joseph Emory prank on you no longer I can just remember us all three
going into the country for the day and seeing as far as hind head it is the first thing that I remember Cecil got up
the man was Ill bred he hadn't put on his coat after tennis he didn't do he would have strolled away if Lucy had not
stopped him Cil do read the thing about the view not while Mr Emerson is here to entertain us no read away I think
nothing's funnier than to hear silly things read out loud if Mr Emerson thinks us frivolous he can go this
struck Cecil as subtle and pleased him it put their visitor in the position of a prig somewhat MiFi he sat down again
Mr Emerson go and find tennis balls she opened the book Cecil must have his reading and anything else that he liked
but her attention wandered to George's mother who according to Mr eager had been murdered in the sight of God and
according to her son had seen as far as hindhead am I really to go asked George no of course not really
she answered chapter 2 said Cecil yawning find me chapter 2 if it isn't bothering you chapter 2 was found and
she glanced at its opening sentences she thought she had gone mad here hand me the book she heard her voice saying it
isn't worth reading it's too silly to read I never saw such rubbish it oughtn't to be allowed to be printed
he took the book from her Leonora he read sat pensive and alone before her lay the rich champagne of Tuscany dotted
over with many a smiling Village the season was spring Miss lavish knew somehow and had printed the past and
draggled Pros for ceil to read and for George to hear a golden Haze he read he read
AAR off the towers of Florence while the bank on which she sat was carpeted with violets all unobserved Antonio stole up
behind her lest Cecil should see her face she turned to George and saw his face he
read There came from his lips no wordy protestation such as formal lovers use no eloquence was his nor did he suffer
from from the lack of it he simply unfolded her in his manly arms this isn't the passage I wanted he informed
them there is another much funnier further on he turned over the leaves should we go into tea said Lucy whose
voice remained steady she led the way up the garden Cecil following her George last she thought a disaster was averted
but when they enter the Shrubbery it came the book as if it had not worked Mischief enough had been forgotten and
Cecil must go back for it and George Who Loved passionately must blunder against her in the Narrow Path no she gasped and
for the second time was kissed by him as if no more was possible he slipped back Cecil rejoined her they reached the
upper lawn alone chapter 16 lying to George but Lucy had developed since the spring that is to say she was now better
able to stifle the emotions of which the conventions and the world disapprove though the danger was greater she was
not shaken by Deep sobs she said to Cecil I am not coming into tea tell mother I must write some letters and
went up to her room then she prepared for Action love felt and returned love which our bodies exact and our hearts
have transfigured love which is the most real thing that we shall ever meet reappeared
now as the world's enemy and she must stifle it she sent for Miss Bartlett the contest lay not between love and Duty
perhaps there never is such a contest it lay between the real and the pretended and Lucy's first aim was to
defeat herself as her brain clouded over as the memory of the views grew dim and the words of the book died away she
returned to her old shth of nerves she conquered her breakdown tampering with the truth she forgot that the truth had
ever been remembering that she was engaged to Cecil she compelled herself to confused
remembrances of George he was nothing to her he never had been anything he had behaved
abominably she had never encouraged him the armor of falsehood is subtly rought out of darkness and hides a man not only
from others but from his own soul in a few moments Lucy was equipped for battle something too awful has happened she
began as soon as her cousin arrived do you know anything about Miss lavish novel Miss Bartlett looked surprised and
said that she had not read the book nor known that it was published Eleanor was a reticent woman
at heart there's a scene in it the hero and heroine make love do you know about that dear do you know about it please
she repeated they are on a hillside and Florence is in the distance my good Lucia I am all at Sea I know nothing
about it whatever there are violets I cannot believe it is a coincidence Charlotte Charlotte how
could you have told her I have thought before speaking it must be you told her what she asked with growing
agitation about that Dreadful afternoon in February Miss Bartlett was genuinely moved oh Lucy dearest girl she hasn't
put that in her book Lucy nodded not so that one could recognize it yes then never never never more shall Eleanor
lavish be a friend of mine so you did tell I did just happen when I had tea with her at Rome in the course of
conversation but Charlotte what about the promise PR you gave me when we were packing why did you
tell Miss lavish when you wouldn't even let me tell mother I will never forgive Eleanor she has betrayed my confidence
why did you tell her though this is a most serious thing why does anyone tell anything the question is eternal and it
was not surprising that Miss Bartlett should only sigh faintly in response she had done wrong
she admitted it she only hoped that she had not done harm she had told Eleanor in the strictest confidence Lucy stamped
with irritation Cecil happened to read out the passage aloud to me and to Mr Emerson it upset Mr Emerson and he
insulted me again behind Cecil's back oh is it possible that men are such brutes behind Cecil's back as we were walking
up the garden Miss Bartlett burst into self accusations and regrets what is to be done now can you tell me oh Lucy I
shall never forgive myself never to my dying day fancy if your prospects I know said Lucy wincing at
the word I see now why you wanted me to tell Cecil and what you meant by some other sword
you knew that you had told Miss lavish and that she was not reliable it was Miss Bartlett's turn to Wiz however said
the girl despising her cousin's shiftiness What's d done you have put me in a most awkward position how am I to
get out of it Miss Bartlett could not think the days of her energy were over she was a visitor not a chaperon and a
discredited visitor at that she stood with clasped hands while the girl worked herself into the necessary rage he must
that man must have such a setting down that he won't forget and who's to give it him I can't tell mother now owing to
you nor Cecil Charlotte owing to you I am caught up every way I think I shall go mad I have no one to help me
that's why I've sent for you what's wanted is a man with a whip Miss Bartlett
agreed one wanted a man with a whip yes but it's no good agreeing what's to be done we women go mandering on what does
a girl do when she comes across a cad I always said he was a cad dear give me credit for that at all events from the
very first moment when he said his father was having a bath oh bother the credit and who's been right or wrong
we've both made a muddle of it George Emerson is still down the garden there and is he to be left
unpunished or isn't he I want to know Miss Barta was absolutely helpless her own exposure had unnerved her and
thoughts were colliding painfully in her brain she moved Fe to the window and tried to detect the cat's white flannels
Among The Laurels you were ready enough at the barolini when you rushed me off to Rome can't you speak again to him now
willingly would I move Heaven and Earth I want something more definite said Lucy contemptuously will you speak to him it
is the least you can do surely considering it all happened because you broke your word never again shall
Eleanor lavish be a friend of mine really Charlotte was outdoing herself yes or no please yes or no it is the
kind of thing that only a gentleman can settle George Emerson was coming up the garden with a tennis ball in his hand
very well said Lucy with an angry gesture no one will help me I will speak to him myself and immediately she
realized that this was what her cousin had intended all along hello Emerson called Freddy from below th the
lost ball good man want any tea and there was an eruption from the house onto the Terrace oh Lucy but that is
brave of you I admire you they had gathered around George Who beckoned she felt over the rubbish the sloppy
thoughts the furtive yearnings that were beginning to cumber her soul her anger faded at the sight of him ah the
emersons were fine people in their way she had to subdue a rush in her blood before saying Freddy has taken him into
the dining room the others are going down the garden K let us get this over quickly I want you in the room of course
Lucy do you mind doing it how can you ask such a ridiculous question poor Lucy she stretched out her hand I seem to
bring nothing but Misfortune Wherever I Go Lucy nodded she remembered their last evening at Florence the packing the
candle the shadow of Miss Bartlett's to on the door she was not to be trapped by posos a second time time eluding her
cousin's caress she led the way downstairs try the jam Freddy was saying the Jam's jolly good George looking big
and disheveled was pacing up and down the dining room as she entered he stopped and said no nothing to eat you
go down to the others said Lucy Charlotte and I will give Mr Emerson all he wants where's mother she started on
her Sunday writing she's in the drawing room that's all right you go away he went off singing Lucy sat down at the
table Miss Bartlett who was thoroughly frightened took up a book and pretended to read she would not be drawn into an
elaborate speech she just said I can't have it Mr Emerson I cannot even talk to you
go out of this house and never come into it again as long as I live here flushing as she spoke and pointing to the door I
hate a row go please what no discussion but I can't she shook her head go please I do not want to call in Mr Vice you
don't mean he said absolutely ignoring Miss Bartlett you don't don't mean that you
are going to marry that man the line was unexpected she Shrugged her shoulders as if as vulgarity wearied her you are
merely ridiculous she said quietly then his words Rose Gravely over
hers you cannot live with Vice he's only for an acquaintance he is for society and
cultivated talk he should know no one intimately least of all a woman it was a new light on Cecil's character have you
ever talked to Vice without feeling tired I can scarcely discuss no but have you ever he is the sword who are all
right so long as they keep to things books pictures but kill when they come to people that's why I'll speak out
through all this muddle even now it's shocking enough to lose you in any case but generally a man must deny himself
joy and I would have held back if your Cecil had been a different person I would never have let myself go but I saw
him first in the National Gallery when he wents because my father mispronounced the names of great painters then he
brings us here and we find it is to play some silly trick on a kind neighbor that is the man all over Playing Tricks on
people on the most sacred form of life that he can find next I meet you together and find him protecting and
teaching you and your mother to be shocked when it was for you to settle whether you were shocked or no Cecil all
over again he darare let a woman decide he's the type who's kept Europe back for a thousand years every moment of his
life he's forming you telling you what's Charming or amusing or late alike telling you what a man thinks womanly
and you you of all women listen to his voice instead of to your own so it was at the rectory when I met you both again
so it has been the whole of this afternoon therefore not therefore I kissed you because the book made me do
that and I wish to goodness I had more self-control I'm not ashamed I don't apologize
but it has frightened you and you may not have noticed that I love you or would you have told me to go and dealt
with a tremendous thing so lightly but therefore therefore I settled to fight him Lucy thought of a very good remark
you say Mr Vice wants me to listen to him Mr Emerson pardon me for suggesting that you have caught the habit and he
took the shoddy reproof and touched touched it into immortality he said yes I have and sank
down as if suddenly weary I'm the same kind of brute at bottom this desire to govern a woman it lies very deep and men
and women must fight it together before they shall enter the garden but I do love you surely in a better way than he
does he thought yes really in a better way I want you to have your own thoughts even when I hold you in my arms he
stretched them towards her Lucy be quick there's no time for us to talk now come to me as you came in the spring and
afterwards I will be gentle and explain I have cared for you since that man died I cannot live without you no good I
thought she is marrying someone else but I meet you again when all the world is glorious water and Sun as you
came through the wood I saw that nothing else mattered I called I wanted to live and have my chance of joy and Mr Vice
said Lucy who kept commendably calm does he not matter that I love Cecil and shall be his wife shortly a detail of no
importance I suppose but he stretched his arms over the table towards her may I ask what you intend to gain by this
exhibition he said it is our last chance I shall do all that I can and as if he had done all else he turned to miss
Bartlett who sat like some portent against the Skies of the evening you wouldn't stop us this second time if you
understood he said I have been into the dark and I am going back into it unless you will try to understand her long
narrow head drove backwards and forwards as though demolishing some invisible obstacle she did not answer it is being
young he said quietly picking up his racket from the floor and preparing to go it is being certain that Lucy cares
for me really it is that love and youth matter intellectually in Silence the two women
and watched him his last remark they knew was nonsense but was he going after it or not would not he the cad the
charlatan attempt a more dramatic finish no he was apparently content he left them carefully closing the front door
and when they looked through the hall window they saw him go up the drive and begin to climb the slopes of withered
Fern behind the house their tongues were loosed and they burst into stealthy
rejoicings oh Lucia come back here oh what an awful man Lucy had no reaction at least not yet well he amuses me she
said either I'm mad or else he is and I'm inclined to think it's the latter one more fuss through with you Charlotte
many thanks I think the know that this is the last my admirer will hardly trouble me again and Miss Bartlett too
essay the roguish well it isn't everyone who could boast such a conquest dearest is it oh one oughtn't to laugh really it
might have been very serious but you were so sensible and brave so unlike the girls of my day let's go down to them
but once in the open air she paused some emotion pity Terror love but the emotion was strong seized her and she was aware
of autumn summer was ending and the evening brought her odors of Decay the more pathetic because they
were reminiscent of spring that something or other mattered intellectually a leaf violently agitated
danced past her while other leaves lay motionless that the Earth was hastening to re-enter
darkness and the shadows of those trees over windy Corner Hello Lucy there's still light enough for another set if
you tool hurry Mr Emerson has had to go what a nuisance that spoils the four I say Cecil do play do there's a good chap
it's Floyd's last day do play tennis with us just this once Cecil's voice came my dear Freddy I am no athlete as
you well remarked this very morning there are some chaps who are no good for anything but books I plead
guilty to being such a chap and will not inflict myself on you the scales fell from Lucy's eyes how had she stood Cecil
for a moment he was absolutely intolerable and the same evening she broke off her engagement chapter 17
lying to Cecil he was bewildered he had nothing to say he was not even angry but stood with a glass of whiskey between
his hands trying to think what had led her to such a conclusion she had chosen the moment before bed when in accordance
with their bu habit she always dispensed drinks to the men Freddy and Mr Floyd were sure to
retire with their glasses while Cecil invariably lingered sipping at his while she locked up the
sideboard I am very sorry about it she said I have carefully thought things over we are too different I must ask you
to release me and try to forget that there ever was such a foolish girl it was a suitable speech but she was more
Angry than sorry and her voice showed it different how how I haven't had a really good education for one thing she
continued still on her knees by the sideboard my Italian trip came too late and I am forgetting all that I learned
there I shall never be able to talk to your friends or behave as a wife of yours should I don't understand you you
aren't like yourself you're tired Lucy tired she retorted kindling at once that is exactly like you you always think
women don't mean what they say well you sound tired as if something has worried you what if I do it doesn't prevent me
from realizing the truth I can't marry you and you will thank me for saying so someday well you sound tired as if
something has worried you what if I do it doesn't prevent me from realizing the truth I can't marry you and you will
thank me for saying so someday you had that bad headache yesterday all right for she had exclaimed
indignantly I see it's much more than headaches but give me a moment's time he closed his eyes
you must excuse me if I say stupid things but my brain has gone to Pieces part of it lives 3 minutes back when I
was sure that you loved me and the other part I find it difficult I am likely to say the wrong thing it struck her that
he was not behaving so badly and her irritation increased she again desired a struggle not a discussion to bring on
the crisis she said there are days when one sees clearly and this is one of them things must come to a Breaking Point
sometime and it happens to be today if you want to know quite a little thing decided me to speak to you when you
wouldn't play tennis with Freddy I never do play tennis said Cecil painfully bewildered I never could play I don't
understand a word you say you can play well enough to make up a four I thought it abominably selfish of you no I can't
well never mind the tennis why couldn't you couldn't you have warned me if you felt anything wrong you talked of our
wedding at lunch at least you let me talk I knew you wouldn't understand said Lucy quite crossly I might have known
there would have been these Dreadful explanations of course it isn't the
tennis that was only the last straw to all I have been feeling for weeks surely it was better not to speak until I felt
certain she developed this position often before I have wondered if I was fitted for your wife for instance in
London and are you fitted to be my husband I don't think so you don't like Freddy nor my mother there was always a
lot against our engagements Cil but all our relations seemed pleased and we met so often and it was no good mentioning
it until well until all things came to a point they have today I see clearly I must speak that's all I cannot think you
were right said Cecil gently I cannot tell why but though all that you say sounds true I feel that you are not TR
treating me fairly it's all too horrible what's the good of a scene no good but surely I have a right to hear a little
more he put down his glass and opened the window from where she knelt jangling her keys she could see a slit of
darkness and peering into it as if it would tell him that little more his long thoughtful face don't open the window
and you'd better draw the curtain too Freddy or anyone might be outside he obeyed I really think we had better go
to bed if you don't mind I shall only say things that will make me unhappy afterwards as you say it is all too
horrible and it is no good talking but to Cecil now that he was about to lose her she seemed each moment more
desirable he looked at her instead of through her for the first time since they were engaged from a Leonardo she
had become a living woman with Mysteries and forces of her own with qualities that even eluded art his brain recovered
from the shock and in a burst of genuine devotion he cried but I love you and I did think you
loved me I did not she said I thought I did at first I am sorry and ought to have refused you this last time too he
began to walk up and down the room and she grew more and more vexed at his dignified Behavior she had counted on
his being petty it would have made things easier for her by a cruel irony she was drawing out all that was finest
in his disposition you don't love me evidently I dare say you are right not to but it would hurt a little less if I
knew why because a phrase came to her and she accepted it you're the sort who can't know anyone intimately a horrified
look came into his eyes I don't mean exactly that but you will question me though I beg you not to and I must say
something it is that more or less when we were only acquaintances you you let me be myself but now you're always
protecting me her voice swelled I won't be protected I will choose for myself what is late Al likee and right to
Shield me is an insult can't I be trusted to face the truth but I must get it secondhand through you A Woman's
Place you despise my mother I know you do because she's conventional and bothers over puddings but oh good
goodness she Rose to her feet conventional Cecil you're that for you may understand beautiful things but
you don't know how to use them and you wrap yourself up in art and books and music and would try to wrap up me I
won't be stifled not by the most glorious music for people are more glorious and you
hide them from me that's why I break off my engagement you were all right as long as you kept to things but when you came
to people she stopped there was a pause then Cecil said with great emotion it is true true on the whole she corrected
full of some vague shame true every word it is a revelation it is I anyhow those are my
reasons for not being your wife he repeated the sort that can know no one
intimately it is true I felt a pieces the very first day we were engaged I behav like a cat to BB and to your
brother you are even greater than I thought she withdrew a step I'm not going to worry you you are far too good
to me I shall never forget your Insight and dear I only blame you for this this you might have warned me in the early
stages before you felt you wouldn't marry me and so have given me a chance to improve I have never known you till
this evening I have just used you as a peg for my silly Notions of what a woman should be but this evening you are a
different person new thoughts even a new voice what do you mean by a new voice she asked seized with
incontrollable anger I mean that a new person seems speaking through you said he then she lost her balance she
cried if you think I am in love with someone else you are very much mistaken of course I don't think that you are not
that kind Lucy oh yes you do think it it's your old idea the idea that has kept your back I mean idea that women
are always thinking of men if a girl breaks off her engagement everyone says oh she had someone else in her mind
she hopes to get someone else it's disgusting brutal as if a girl can't break it off for the sake of Freedom he
answered reverently I may have said that in the past I shall never say it again you have
taught me better she began to readen and pretended to examine the windows again of course there is no question of
someone else in this no jilting or any such nauseous stupidity I beg your pardon most humbly if my words suggested
that there was I only meant that there was a force in you that I hadn't known of up till now all right Cil that will
do don't apologize to me if was my mistake it is a question between ideals yours and mine pure abstract
ideals and yours are the nobler I was bound up in the old vicious Notions and all the time you were
Splendid and new his voice broke I must actually thank you for what you have done for showing me what I really am
solemnly I thank you for showing me a true woman will you shake hands of course I will
said Lucy twisting up her other hand in the curtains good night Cecil goodbye that's all right I'm sorry about it
thank you very much for your gentleness let me light your candle shall I they went into the Hall thank
you good night again God bless you Lucy goodbye Cecil she watched him steal upstairs while the Shadows from three
banisters passed over her face like the bead of wings on the landing he paused strong in his
renunciation and gave her a look of memorable Beauty for all his culture Cecil was an aesthetic at heart and
nothing in his love became him like the leaving of it she could never marry in the Tumbl of her soul that stood firm
Cecil believed in her she must someday believe in herself she must be one of the women whom she had praised so
eloquently who care for Liberty and not for men she must forget that George loved her that George had been thinking
through her and gained her this honorable release that George had gone away into what was it the darkness she
put out the lamp it did not do to think nor for the matter of that to feel she gave up trying to understand herself and
join the vast armies of the bited who follow neither the heart nor the brain and marched to their Destiny by
catchwords the armies are full of pleasant and Pious folk but they have yielded to the only enemy that matters
the Enemy Within they have sinned against Power passion and truth and vain will be their Strife after virtue as the
years pass they are censured their pleasantry and their piety show cracks their wit becomes cynicism their
unselfishness hypocrisy they feel and produce discomfort wherever they go they have
sinned against Aros and against Palace of and not by any Heavenly intervention but by the ordinary course
of nature those Allied deities will be Avenged Lucy entered this Army when she pretended to George that she did not
love him and pretended to Cecil that she loved no one the night received her as it had received Miss Bartlett 30 years
before chapter 18 lying to Mr BBE Mrs honey Church Freddy and the servants Wendy Corner lay
not on the summit of the ridge but a few hundred feet down the Southern Slope at the springing of one of the great
buttresses that supported the hill on either side of it was a shallow Ravine filled with Ferns and pine trees and
down the Ravine on the left ran the highway into the wield whenever Mr BBE crossed the Ridge and caught sight of
these Noble dispositions of the Earth and poised in the middle of them windy corner he laughed the situation was So
Glorious the house so commonplace not to say impertinent the late Mr honey church had affected the cube because it gave
him the most accommodation for his money and the only addition made by his widow had been a small turret shaped like a
rhinoceros horn where she could sit in wet weather and watched the carts going up and down the road so impertinent and
yet the house did for it was the home of people who love their surroundings honestly other houses in the
neighborhood had been built by expensive Architects over others their inmates had fidgeted
sedulously yet all these suggested The Accidental the temporary while windy Corner seemed as inevitable as an
ugliness of Nature's Own creation one might laugh at the house but one never shuddered Mr BBE was bicycling over this
Monday afternoon with a piece of Gossip he had heard from the Miss Allens these admirable ladies since they could not go
to Villa had changed their plans they were going to Greece instead since Florence did my poor sister so much good
wrote Miss Catherine we do not see why we should not try Athens this winter of course Athens is a
plunge and the doctor has ordered her special digestive bread but after all we can take that with us and it is only
getting first into a steamer and then into a train but is there an English church and the letter went on to
say I do not expect we shall go any further than Athens but if you knew of a really comfortable pension at
Constantinople we should be so grateful Lucy would enjoy this letter and the smile with which Mr BB greeted Wendy
Corner was partly for her she would see the fun of it and some of its beauty for she must see some beauty though she was
hopeless about pictures and though she dressed so unevenly oh that's sir's frock yesterday
at church she must see some beauty in Life or she could not play the piano as she did he had a theory that musicians
are incredibly complex and know far less than other artists what they want and what they are that they puzzle
themselves as well as their friends that their psychology is a modern development and has not yet been understood this
Theory had he known it had possibly just been illustrated by facts ignorant of the events of
yesterday he was only riding over to get some tea to see his niece and to observe whether Miss honey Church saw anything
beautiful in the desire of two old ladies to visit Athens a carriage was drawn up outside Wendy corner and just
as he caught sight of the house that started bowled up the drive and stopped abrupt when it reached the main road
therefore it must be the horse who always expected people to walk up the hill in case they tired him the door
opened obediently and two men emerged whom Mr BBE recognized as Cecil and Freddy they were an Odd Couple to go
driving but he saw a trunk beside the Coachman's legs Cecil who wore a bowler must be going away while Freddy a cap
was seeing him to the station they walked rapidly taking the shortcuts and reached the summit while
the carriage was still pursuing the windings of the road they shook hands with the clergyman but did not speak so
you're off for a minute Mr Vice he asked Cecil said yes well Freddy edged away I was
coming to show you this delightful letter from those friends of Miss honey church he quoted from it isn't it
wonderful isn't it romance most certainly they will go to Constantinople they are taken in a snare
that cannot fail they will end by going round the world Cecil listened civy and said he was sure that Lucy would be
amused and interested is a romance capricious I never notice it in you young people you do nothing but play
lawn tennis and say that romance is dead while the Miss Allen are struggling with all the weapons of propriety against the
terrible thing a really comfortable pension at Constantinople so they call it out of
decency but in their hearts they want a pension with magic Windows opening on the foam of perilous seas in Fairyland
for laoren No Ordinary view will content the Miss Allen they want the pension Keats I'm awfully sorry to interrupt Mr
BB said Freddy but have you any matches I have said Cecil and it did not Escape Mr BB's notice that he spoke to
the boy more kindly you have never met these Miss Allens have you Mr Vice never then you don't see The Wonder of this
Greek visit I haven't been to gree myself and don't mean to go and I can't imagine any of my friends going it is
altogether too big for a little lot don't you think so Italy is just about as much as we can manage Italy is heroic
but Greece is Godlike or devilish I am not sure which and in either case absolutely out of our Suburban Focus all
right Freddy I am not being clever upon my word I am not I took the idea from another fellow and give me those matches
when you've done with them he lit a cigarette and went on talking to the two young men I was saying if our poor
little Cockney lives must have a background Let It Be Italian big enough in all conscience the ceiling of
assisting Chapel for me there the contrast is just as much as I can realize but not the
Parthenon not the freeze of fidus at any price and here comes the Victoria you're quite right said Cecil Greece is not for
our little lot and he got in Freddy followed nodding to the clergyman whom he trusted not to be pulling one's leg
really and before they had gone a dozen yards he jumped out and came running back for Vice Matchbox which had not
been returned as he took it he said I'm so glad you only talked about books Cecil's hard hit Lucy won't marry
him if you'd gone on about her as you did about them he might have broken down but when late last night I must go
perhaps they won't want me down there no go on goodbye thank goodness exclaimed Mr BBE to himself and struck
the saddle of his bicycle approvingly it was the one foolish thing she ever did oh what a glorious riddance
and after a little thought he negotiated the slope into windy corner light of heart the house was again as it ought to
be cut off forever from Cecil's pretentious world he would find Miss Minnie down in the the garden in the
drawing room Lucy was tinkling at a Mozart Sonata he hesitated a moment but went down the garden as requested there
he found a mournful company it was a blustering day and the wind had taken and broken the dalas Mrs honey Church
who looked cross was tying them up while miss Bartlett unsuitable dressed impeded her with offers of assistance
at a little distance stood Minnie in the garden child a minute importation each holding either end of a
long piece of Bas oh how do you do Mr BB gracious what a mess everything is look at my Scarlet pom poms and the wind
blowing your skirts about and the ground so hard that not a prop will stick in and then the carriage having to go out
when I had counted on having Powell who give everyone their due does tie up D's properly evidently Mrs honey church was
shattered how do you do said Miss Bartlett with a meaning glance as though conveying that more than dalas had been
broken off by the Autumn gals here Lenny the Bas cried Mrs honey Church the garden child who did not know what Bas
would stood rooted to the path with horror Minnie slipped to her uncle and
whispered that everyone was very disagreeable today and that it was not her fault if dollia strings would tear
long ways instead of a cross come for a walk with me he told her you have worried them as much as they can stand
Mrs honey church I only called in aimlessly I shall take her up to tea at the beeh Hive Tavern if I may oh must
you yes dude not the scissors thank you Charlotte when both my hands are full already I'm perfectly certain that the
orange Cactus will go before I can get to it Mr B who was an Adept at relieving situations invited Miss Bartlett to
accompany them to this mild festivity yes Charlotte I don't want you to go there's nothing to to stop about
4: either in the house or out of it Miss Bartlett said that her Duty lay in the dollia bed but when she had exasperated
everyone except Minnie by a refusal she turned around and exasperated many by an acceptance as
they walked up the garden the orange Cactus fell and Mr BB's last Vision was of the garden child clasping It Like a
Lover his dark head buried in a wealth of Blossom it is terrible this Havoc among
the flowers he remarked it is always terrible when the promise of months is destroyed in a moment enunciated Miss
Bartlet perhaps we ought to send Miss honey Church down to her mother or will she come with us I think we had better
leave Lucy to herself and to her own Pursuits their angry with Miss honey church because she was late for
breakfast whispered Minnie and Floyd has gone and Mr Vice is gone and Freddy won't play with me in fact Uncle Arthur
the house is not at all what it was yesterday don't be a PRI said her Uncle Arthur go and put on your boots he
stepped into the drawing room where Lucy was still attentively pursuing the sonatas of Mozart she stopped when he
entered how do you do Miss Bartlett and Minnie are coming with me to tea at the Beehive would you come too I don't think
I will thank you no I didn't suppose you would care to much Lucy turned to the piano and struck a few chords how
delicate those sonatas are said Mr BBE though at the bottom of his heart he thought them silly little things Lucy
passed into Schuman Miss honey Church yes I met them on the hill your brother told me oh he did she sounded annoyed Mr
BBE felt hurt for he had thought that she would like him to be told I needn't say that it will go no further mother
Charlotte ceil Freddy you said Lucy playing a note for each person who knew and then playing a sixth note if you'll
let me say so I am very glad and I am certain that you have done the right thing so I hoped other people would
think but they don't seem to I could see that Miss Bartlett thought it unwise so does mother mother Minds
dreadfully I am very sorry for that said Mr BB with feeling Mrs honey Church who hated all changes did mine
but not nearly as much as her daughter pretended and only for the minute it was really a ruse of Lucy to justify her
despondency a ruse of which she was not herself conscious for she was Marching In the armies of darkness and Freddy
Minds still Freddy never hit it off with Vice much did he I gathered that he disliked the engagement and felt it
might separate him from you boys are so odd many could be heard arguing with Miss Bartlett through the
floor TI at the be have apparently involved a complete change of apparel Mr BB saw that Lucy very properly did not
wish to discuss her action so after a sincere expression of sympathy he said I have had an absurd letter from
Miss Allen that was really what brought me over I thought it might amuse you all how delightful said Lucy in a dull voice
for the sake of something to do he began to read her the letter after a few words her eyes grew Alert and soon she
interrupted him with going abroad when do they start next week I gather did Freddy say whether he was driving
straight back no he didn't because I do hope he won't go gossiping so she didn't want to talk about her broken engagement
always complacent he put the letter away but she I once exclaimed in a high voice oh do tell me more about the Miss Allen
how perfectly Splendid of them to go abroad I want them to start from Venice and go in a cargo steamer down the yyan
coast she laughed heartily oh delightful I wish they'd take me has Italy filled you with a fever of travel perhaps
George Emerson is right he says that Italy is only in euphuism for fate oh not Italy but
Constantinople I have always longed to go to Constantinople Constantinople is
practically Asia isn't it Mr BB reminded her that Constantinople was still unlikely and that the Miss Allen's only
aimed at Athens with Deli perhaps if the roads are safe but this made no difference to
her enthusiasm she had always longed to go to Greece even more it seemed he saw to
his surprise that she was apparently serious I didn't realize that you and the Miss
Allen were still such friends after Villa oh that's nothing I assure you Villa is nothing to me I would
give anything to go with them would your mother spare you again so soon you have scarcely been home 3 months she must
spare me cried Lucy in growing excitement I simply must go away I have to she ran her fingers hysterically
through her hair don't you see that I have to go away I didn't realize at the time and of course I want to see
Constantinople so particularly you mean that since you have broken off your engagement you
feel yes yes I knew you'd understand Mr B did not quite understand why could not miss honey Church Repose in the bosom of
her family Cecil had evidently taken up the dignified line and was not going to annoy her then it struck him that her
family itself might be annoying he hinted this to her and she accepted the hint eagerly yes of course to go to
Constantinople until they are used to the idea and everything has calmed down I am afraid it has been a bothersome
business he said gently no not at all Cecil was very kind indeed only I had better tell you the
whole truth since you have heard a little if was that he is so masterful I found that he wouldn't let me go my own
way he would improve me in places where I can't be improved Cecil won't let a woman decide for herself in fact he
Daren what nonsense I do talk but that is the kind of thing it is what I gathered from my own observation of Mr
Vice it is what I gather from all that I have known of you I do sympathize and agree most profoundly I agree so much
that you must let me make one little criticism is it worthwhile rushing off to Greece but I must go somewhere she
cried I have been worrying all the morning and here comes the very thing she struck her knees with clenched fists
and repeated I must and the time I shall have with mother and all the money she
spent on me last spring you all think much too highly of me I wish you weren't so kind at this moment Miss Bartlett
entered and her nervousness increased I must get away ever so far I must know my own mind and where I want to go come
along t t t said Mr BBE and bustled his guests out of the front door he hustled them so quickly that he forgot his hat
when he returned for it he heard to his relief and surprise the tinkling of a moart Sonata she's playing again he said
to miss Bartlett Lucy can always play was the acid reply one is very thankful that she has such a resource she is
evidently much worried as of course she ought to be I know all about it the marriage was so near that it must have
been a hard struggle before she could wind herself up to speak Miss Bartlett gave a kind of wriggle and he prepared
for a discussion he had never fathomed miss Bartlett as he had put it to himself at
Florence she might yet reveal depths of strangeness if not of meaning but she was so unsympathetic that she must be
reliable he assumed that much and he had no hesit ation in discussing Lucy with her Minnie was fortunately collecting
ferns she opened the discussion with we had much better let the matter drop I wonder it is of the highest importance
that there should be no gossip In Summer Street it would be death to gossip about Mr Vice dismissal at the present moment
Mr BBE raised his eyebrows death is a strong word surely too strong there was no question of tragedy he said of course
Miss honey church will make the fact public in her own way and when she chooses Freddy only told me because he
knew she would not mind I know said Miss Bartlett civil yet Freddy ought not to have told even you one cannot be too
careful quite so I do implore AB absolute secrecy a chance word to a chattering friend
and exactly he was used to these nervous old maids and to the exaggerated importance that they attach to words a
Rector lives in a web of petty secrets and confidences and warnings and the wiser he is the less he
will regard them he will change the subject as did Mr BBE saying cheerfully have you heard from any
berini people lately I believe you keep up with Miss lavish it is odd how we have at pension who seem such a
fortuitous collection have been working into one another's lives 2 three 4 six of us no
eight I had forgotten the emersons have kept more or less in touch we must really give a seniora a
testimonial and Miss Bartlett not favoring the scheme they walked up the hill in a silence which was only broken
by the Rector naming some Fern on the summit they paused The Sky Had grown Wilder since he stood there last hour
giving to the land a tragic greatness that is rare and Sur gray clouds were charging across tissues of white which
stretched and shredded and tore slowly until through their final layer there gleamed a hint of the disappearing blue
summer was retreating the wind roared the trees groaned yet the noise seemed insufficient for those vast operations
in heaven the weather was breaking up breaking broken and it is a sense of the fit rather than of the supernatural that
equips such crises with the salvos of angelic artillery Mr BB's eyes rested on Windy corner where Lucy sat practicing
Mozart no smile came to his lips and changing the subject again he said we sh have rain but we shall have Darkness so
let us hurry on the darkness last night was appalling they reached the Beehive Tavern at about 5:00 that amiable hosy
possesses a veranda in which The Young and the unwise do dearly love to sit while guests of more mature years seek a
pleasant sanded room and have tea at a table comfortably Mr BB saw that Miss Bartlett would be cold if she sat out
and that Minnie would be dull if she sat in so he proposed a division of forces they would hand the child her food
through the window thus he was incidentally enabled to discuss the fortunes of Lucy I have been thinking
Miss Bartlett he said and unless you very much object I would like to reopen that discussion she bowed nothing about
the past I know little and care less about that I am absolutely certain that it is to your cousin's credit she has
acted loftily and rightly and it is like her gentle modesty to say that we think too highly of her but the future
seriously what do you think of Greek plan he pulled out the letter again I don't know whether you overheard but she
wants to join the Miss Allen's in their mad career it's all I can't explain it's wrong Miss Bartlett read the letter in
silence laid it down seemed to hesitate and then read it again I can't see the point of it myself to his astonishment
she replied there I cannot agree with you in it I spy Lucy salvation really now why
she wanted to leave Wendy corner I know but it seems so odd so unlike her so I was going to say selfish it is natural
surely after such painful scenes that she should desire a change here apparently was one of those points that
the male intellect misses Mr bi exclaimed so she says herself and since another lady agrees with her I must own
that I am partially convinced perhaps she must have a change I have no sisters or and I don't understand these things
but why need she go as far as Greece you may well ask that replied Miss Bartlet who was evidently interested and had
almost dropped her evasive manner why Greece what is it mini dear Jam why not tumbridge Wells oh Mr BB I had a
long and most unsatisfactory interview with dear Lucy this morning I cannot help her I will say no more perhaps I
have already said too much I am not to talk I wanted her to spend six months with me at tonbridge Wells and she
refused Miss Mr BB poked at a crumb with his knife but my feelings are of no importance I know too well that I get on
Lucy's nerves our tour was a failure she wanted to leave Florence and when we got to Rome she did not want to be in Rome
and all the time I felt that I was spending her mother's money let us keep to the Future though interrupted Mr BBE
I want your advice very well said Charlotte with a chokey abruptness that was new to him though familiar to Lucy I
for one will help her to go to Greece will you Mr BB considered it is absolutely necessary she continued
lowering her veil and Whispering through it with a passion and intensity that surprised him I know I know the darkness
was coming on and he felt that this odd woman really did know she must not stop here a moment and we must keep quiet
till she goes I trust that the servants know nothing afterwards but I may have said too much already only Lucy and I
are helpless against Mrs honey Church alone if you help we may succeed otherwise otherwise otherwise
she repeated as if the word held finality yes I will help her said the clergyman setting his jaw firm come let
us go back now and settle the whole thing up Miss Bartlett burst into florid gratitude The Tavern sign a beehive
trimmed evenly with bees creaked in the wind outside as she thanked him Mr BB did not quite understand the situation
but then he did not desire to understand it nor to jump to the conclusion of another man that would have attracted a
grosser mind he only felt that Miss Bartlett knew of some vague influence from which the girl desired to be
delivered and which might well be clothed in the fleshly form its very vagueness spurred him into night erant
Tre his belief in celibacy so reticent so carefully concealed beneath his
tolerance and culture now came to the surface and expanded like some delicate flower they
that marry do well but they that refrain do better so ran his belief and he never heard that an engagement was broken off
but with a slight feeling of pleasure in the case of Lucy the feeling was intensified through dislike of
Cecil and he was willing to go further to place her out of danger until she could confirm her resolution of
virginity the feeling was very subtle and quite undogmatic and he never imparted it to
any other of the characters in this entanglement yet it existed and it alone explains his actions
subsequently and his influence on the action of others the compact that he made with Miss Bartlet in the tavern was
to help not only Lucy but religion also they hurried home through a world of black and gray he conversed on IND
different topics the Emerson's need of a housekeeper servants Italian servants novels about Italy novels with a purpose
could literature influence life Wendy Corner glimmered in the garden Mrs honey Church now helped by Freddy still
wrestled with the lives of her flowers it gets too dark she said hopelessly this comes of putting off we might have
known the weather would break up soon and now Lucy wants to go to Greece I don't know what the world's coming to
Mrs honey church he said go to gree she must come up to the house and let's talk it over do you in the first place mind
her breaking with Vice Mr BB I'm thankful simply thankful so am I said Freddy good now come up to the house
they conferred in the dining room for half an hour Lucy would never have carried the Greek scheme alone it was
expensive and dramatic both qualities that her mother loathed nor would Charlotte have succeeded the honors of
the day rested with Mr BBE by his tact in common sense and by his influence as a clergyman for a clergyman who was not
a fool influenced Mrs honey Church greatly he bent her to their purpose I don't see why Greece is
necessary she said but as you do I suppose it is all right it must be something I can't understand Lucy let's
tell her Lucy she is playing the piano Mr BB said he opened the door and heard the words of a song look not thou on
Bea's Charming I didn't know that Miss honey Church sang Too sit thou still when kings are arming taste not when the
wine cup glistens it's a song that Cecil gave her how odd girls are what's that
called Lucy stopping short all right dear said Mrs honey Church kindly she went into the drawing room and Mr BBE
heard her kiss Lucy and say I am sorry I was so cross about Greece but it came on the top of the
dalas rather a hard voice said thank you mother that doesn't matter a bit and you are right too Greece will be all right
you can go if the Miss Allens will have you oh Splendid oh thank you Mr BB followed Lucy still sat at the piano
with her hands over the keys she was glad but he had expected greater gladness her mother bent over her Freddy
to whom she had been singing reclined on the floor with his head against her and an unlit pipe between his lips oddly
enough the group was beautiful Mr BB who loved the art of the past was reminded of a favorite theme the Santa
conversa in which people who care for one another are painted chatting together about Noble things a theme
neither sensual nor Sensational and therefore ignored by the art of today why should Lucy want either
to marry or to travel when she had such friends at home taste not when the wine cup glistens speak not when the people
listens she continued here's Mr BBE Mr BBE knows my rude ways it's a beautiful song and a wise one said he go on it
isn't very good she said listlessly I forget why Harmony or something I suspected it was
unscholarly it's so beautiful the tune's right enough said Freddy but the words are rotten why throw up the sponge how
stupidly you talk said his sister the Santa conversion was broken up after all there was no reason that Lucy should
talk about grease or thank him for persuading her mother so he said goodbye Freddy lit his bicycle lamp for him in
the porch and with his usual Felicity of phrase said this has been a day and a half stop
thine ear against the singer wait a minute she is finishing from the Red Gold keep thy finger vacant Heart and
Hand and eye easy live and quiet die I love weather like this said Freddy Mr BB passed into it the two main facts were
clear she had behaved splendidly and he had helped her he could not expect to master the details of so big a change in
a girl's life if here and there he was dissatisfied or puzzled he must acquas she was choosing the better part
vacant Heart and Hand and eye perhaps the song stated the better part rather too strongly he half fancied that the
saring accomp ment which he did not lose in the shout of the Gale really agreed with Freddy and was gently criticizing
the words that it adorned they can Heart and Hand and eye easy live and quiet die however for the fourth time windy Corner
lay poised below him now as a beacon in the Roaring tides of Darkness chapter 19 lying to Mr Emerson the Miss Allen were
found in their beloved Temperance hotel near Bloomsbury a clean airless establishment
much patronized by provincial England they always perch there before crossing the great seas and for a week or two
would fidget gently over clothes guide books Macintosh squares digestive bread and other Continental necessaries that
there are shops abroad even in Athens never occurred to them for they
regarded travel as a species of warfare only to be undertaken by those who have been fully armed at the Hay
Market stores Miss honey Church they trusted would take care to equip herself duly quinine could now be obtained in
tabloids paper soap was a great help towards freshening up one's face in the train Lucy PR promised a little
depressed but of course you know all about these things and you have Mr Vice to help you a gentleman is such a
standby Mrs honey Church who had come up to town with her daughter began to drum nervously upon her card case we think
it's so good of Mr Vice to spare you miss cine continued it is not every young man who would be so unselfish but
perhaps he will come out and join you later on or does his work keep him in London said Miss Teresa the more acute
and less kindly of the Two Sisters however we shall see him when he sees you off I do so long to see him no
one will see Lucy off interposed Mrs honey Church she doesn't like it no I hate seeing zof said Lucy
really how funny I should have thought that in this case oh Mrs honey Church you aren't going it is such a pleasure
to have met you they escaped and Lucy said with relief that's all right we just got
through that time but her mother was annoyed I should be told dear that I am unsympathetic but I cannot see why you
didn't tell your friends about Cecil and be done with it there all the time we had to sit fencing and almost telling
lies and be seen through too I dare say which is most unpleasant Lucy had plenty to say in reply she described the Miss
Allen's character they were such gossips and if one told them the news would be
everywhere in no time but why shouldn't it be everywhere in no time because I settled with CE not to announce it until
I left England I shall tell them then it's much pleasanter how what it is let's turn in here here was the British
museum Mrs honey Church refused if they must take shelter let it be in a shop Lucy felt
contemptuous for she was on the tack of caring for Greek sculpture and had already borrowed a
mythical dictionary from Mr B to get up the names of the goddesses and gods oh well let it be shop then let's go to
moodies I'll buy a guide book you know Lucy you and Charlotte and Mr BB all tell me I'm so stupid so I suppose I am
but I shall never understand this hole and Corner work you've got rid of Cecil well and good and I'm thankful
he's gone though I did feel angry for the minute but why not announce it why this hushing up and tiptoeing it's only
for a few days but why at all Lucy was silent she was drifting away from her mother it was quite easy to say because
George Emerson has been bothering me and if he hears I've given up Cecil May Begin Again quite easy and it had the
incidental advantage of being true but she could not say it she disliked confidences for they might lead to
self-knowledge and to that King Of Terror light ever since that last evening at Florence she had deemed it
unwise to reveal her soul Mrs honey church too was silent she was thinking my daughter won't answer me she
would rather be with those inquisitive old maids than with Freddy and me any r tag and bobtail apparently does if she
can leave her home and as in her case thoughts never remained unspoken long she burst out with you're tired of Wendy
Corner this was perfectly true Lucy had hoped to return to Wendy Corner when she escaped from
Cecil but she discovered that her home existed no longer it might exist for Freddy who still lived and thought
straight but not for one who had deliberately warped the brain she did not acknowledge that her brain was
warped for the brain itself must assist in that acknowledgment and she was disordering
the very instruments of life she only felt I do not love George I broke off my engagement because I did not love
George I must go to Greece because I do not love George it is more more important that I should look up gods in
the dictionary than that I should help my mother everyone else is behaving very badly she only felt irritable and
petulant and anxious to do what she was not expected to do and in this Spirit she proceeded with the
conversation oh mother what rubbish you talk of course I'm not tired of Wendy Corner then why not say so at once
instead of considering half an hour she laughed faintly half a minute would be nearer perhaps you would like to stay
away from your home alog together hush mother people will hear you for they had entered moodies she bought Baker and
then continued of course I want to live at home but as we are talking about it I
may as well say that I shall want to be away in the future more than I have been you see I come into my money next year
tears came into her mother's eyes driven by nameless bewilderment by what is in older people
termed eccentricity Lucy determined to make this point clear I've seen the world so
little I felt so out of things in Italy I have seen so little of Life One ought to come up to London more not a cheap
ticket like today but to stop I might even share a flat for a little with some other girl and mess with typewriters and
latch Keys exploded Mrs honey church and agitating scream and be carried off kicking by the police and call it a
mission when no one wants you and call it Duty when it means that you can't stand your own home and call it work
when thousands of men are starving with the competition as it is and then to prepare yourself find two daughtering
old ladies and go abroad with them I want more Independence said Lucy lamely she knew
that she wanted something and Independence is a useful cry we can always say that we have not got it she
tried to remember her emotions in Florence those have been sincere and compassionate and had suggested Beauty
rather than short skirts and latch keys but Independence was certainly her cue very well take your Independence and be
gone Rush up and down and round the world and come back as thin as a laugh with the bad food despise the house that
your father built and the garden that he planted and our dear View and then share a flat with another girl Lucy screwed up
her mouth and said perhaps I spoke hastily oh goodness her mother flashed how you do remind me of Charlotte
Bartlett Charlotte flashed Lucy in her turn pierced at Last by a vivid pain more every moment I don't know what you
mean mother Charlotte and I are not the very least alike well I see the likeness the same Eternal worrying the same
taking back of words you and Charlotte trying to divide two apples among three people last night might be
sisters what rubbish and if you dislike Charlotte so it's rather a pity you asked her to stop I warned you about her
I begged you implored you not to but of course it was not listened to there you go I beg your pardon Charlotte again my
dear that's all her very words Lucy clenched her teeth my point is that you oughtn't to have asked Charlotte to stop
I wish she would keep to the point and the conversation died off into a Wrangle she and her mother shopped in silence
spoke little in the train little again in the carriage which met them at Dorking station it had poured all day
and as they ascended through the Deep Sur Lanes Showers of water fell from the overhanging beach trees and rattled on
the hood Lucy complained that the hood was stuffy leaning forward she looked out into the steaming Dusk and watched
The Carriage lamp pass like a search light over mud and leaves and reveal nothing beautiful the crush when
Charlotte gets him will be abominable she remarked for they were to pick up Miss Bartlet at Summer Street where she
had been dropped as the carriage went down to pay a call on Mr BB's old mother we shall have to sit three aside because
the trees drop and yet it isn't raining oh for a little air then she listened to the horse's hoofs he has not told he has
not told that melody was blurred by the s soft Road can't we have the hood down she demanded and her mother with sudden
tenderness said very well old lady stopped the horse and the horse was stopped and Lucy
and Powell wrestled with the hood and squirted water down Mrs honey Church's neck but now that the hood was down she
did see something that she would have missed there were no lights in the windows of Villa
and round the garden gate she fancied she saw a padlock is that house to let again Powell she called yes Miss he
replied have they gone it is too far out of town for the young gentleman and his father's rheumatism has come on so he
can't stop on alone so they are trying to let furnished was the answer they have gone then yes Miss they have gone
Lucy sank back the carriage stopped at the rectory she got out to call for Miss Bartlett so the emersons had gone and
all this bother about grease had been unnecessary waste that words seemed to sum up the whole of life wasted plans
wasted money wasted love and she had wounded her mother was it possible that she had muddled things away quite
possible other people had when the maid opened the door she was unable to speak and stared stupidly into the Hall Miss
Bartlett at once came forward and after a long Preamble asked a great favor might she go to church Mr BB and his
mother had already gone but she had refused to start until she obtained her hostess's full sanction for it would
mean keeping the horse waiting a good 10 minutes more certainly said the hostess wearily I forgot it was Friday let's all
go Powell can go around to The Stables Lucy dearest no church for me thank you a sigh and they Departed the church was
invisible but up in the darkness to the left there was a hint of color this was a stained window through which some
feeble light was shining and when the door opened Lucy heard Mr BB's voice running through the litany to a minute
congregation even their church built upon the slope of the hill so artfully with its beautiful raised transcept and
its Spire of silvery shingle even their church had lost its charm and the thing one never talked about religion was
fading like all the other things she followed the maid into the rectory would she object to sitting in Mr BB's
study there was only that one fire she would not object someone was there already for Lucy heard the
words a lady to wait sir old Mr Emerson was sitting by the fire with his foot upon a gout stool oh miss honey church
that you should come he quavered and Lucy saw an alteration in him since last Sunday not a word would come to her
lips George she had faced and could have faced again but she had forgotten how to treat his father Miss honey Church dear
we are so sorry George is so sorry he thought he had a right to try I cannot blame my boy and yet I wish he had told
me first he ought not to have tried I knew nothing about it at all if only she could remember how to behave he held up
his hand but you must not scold him Lucy turned her back and began to look at Mr BB's books I taught him he quavered to
trust in love I said When Love Comes That is reality I said passion does not blind no oh passion is sanity and the
woman you love she is the only person you will ever really understand he sighed true everlastingly true though my
day is over and though there is the result poor boy he is so sorry he said he knew it was Madness when you brought
your cousin in that whatever you felt you did not mean yet his voice gathered strength he spoke out to make
certain Miss honey church do you remember Italy Lucy selected a book a volume of Old Testament commentaries
holding it up to her eyes she said I have no wish to discuss Italy or any subject connected with your son but
you do remember it he has misbehaved himself from the first I only was told that he loved you last Sunday I never
could judge Behavior I I suppose he has feeling a little steadier she put the book back and turned around to him his
face was drooping and swollen but his eyes though they were sunken deep gleamed with a child's courage why he
has behaved abominably she said I am glad he is sorry do you know what he did not
abominably was the gentle correction he only tried when he should not have tried you have all you want Miss honey Church
you are going to marry the man you love do not go out of George's life saying he is abominable no of course said Lucy
ashamed at the reference to Cecil abominable is much too strong I am sorry I used it about your son I think I will
go to church after all my mother and my cousin have gone I shall not be so very late especially as he has gone under he
said quietly what was that gone under naturally he beat his palms together in silence his head fell on his chest I
don't understand as his mother did but Mr Emerson Mr Emerson what are you talking about when I
wouldn't have George baptized said he Lucy was frightened and she agreed that baptism was nothing but
he caught that fever when he was 12 and she turned around she thought it a judgment he shuddered oh horrible when
we had given up that sort of thing and broken away from her parents oh horrible worst of all worse than death when you
have made a little clearing in the wilderness planted your little garden let in your sunlight and then the weeds
creeping again a judgment and our boy had typhoid because no clergyman had dropped water on him in church is it
possible Miss honey Church shall we slip back into the darkness forever I don't know gasped Lucy
I don't understand this sort of thing I was not meant to understand it but Mr eager he came when I was out and acted
according to his principles I don't blame him or anyone but by the time George was well she was Ill he made her
think about Sin and she went under thinking about it it was thus that Mr Emerson had murdered his wife in the
sight of God oh how terrible said Lucy forgetting her own Affairs at last he was not baptized said the old man I did
hold firm and he looked with unwavering eyes at the rows of books as if at what cost he had won a victory over them my
boy shall go back to the Earth untouched she asked whether young Mr Emerson was Ill oh last Sunday he started into the
present George last Sunday no not ill just gone under he is never ill but he is his mother's son her eyes were his
and she had that forehead that I think so beautiful and he will not think it worthwhile to live it was always touch
and go he will live but he will not think it worthwhile to live he will never think anything worthwhile you
remember that church at Florence Lucy did remember and how she had suggested that George should collect
postage stamps after you left Florence horrible then we took the house here and he goes bathing with your brother and
became better you saw him bathing I am so sorry but it is no good discussing this affair I am deeply sorry about it
then there came something about a novel I didn't follow at all I had to hear so much and he minded telling me he finds
me too old ah well one must have failures George comes down tomorrow and takes me up to his London rooms he can't
bear to be about here and I must be where he is Mr Emerson cried the girl don't leave at least not on my account I
am going to Greece don't leave your comfortable house it was the first time her voice had been kind and he smiled
how good everyone is and look at Mr BB housing me came over this morning and heard I was going here I am so
comfortable with a fire yes but you won't go back to London it's absurd I must be with George I must make him care
to live and down here he can't he says the thought thought of seeing you and of hearing about you I am not justifying
him I am only saying what has happened oh Mr Emerson she took hold of his hand you mustn't I've been bother enough to
the World by now I can't have you moving out of your house when you like it and perhaps losing money through it all on
my account you must stop I am just going to Greece all the way to gree her manner altered to gree so you must stop you
won't talk about this business I know I can trust you both certainly you can we either have you in our lives or leave
you to the life that you have chosen I shouldn't want I suppose Mr Vice is very angry with George no it was wrong of
George to try we have pushed our beliefs too far I fancy that we deserve sorrow she
looked at the books again black brown and that accurate theological blue they surrounded the visitors on every side
they were piled on the tables they pressed against the very ceiling to Lucy who could not see that Mr Emerson was
profoundly religious and differed from Mr BBE chiefly by his acknowledgment of passion it seemed dread Dre F that the
old man should crawl into such a sanctum when he was unhappy and be dependent on the Bounty of a clergyman more certain
than ever that she was tired he offered her his chair no please sit still I think I will sit in the carriage Miss
honey Church you do sound tired not a bit said Lucy with Trembling Lips but you are and there's a look of George
about you and what were you saying about going abroad she was silent Greece and she saw that he was thinking the word
over Greece but you were to be married this year I thought not till January it wasn't said Lucy clasping her hands
would she tell an actual lie when it came to the point I suppose that Mr Vice is going with you I hope it isn't
because George spoke that you are both going no I hope that you will enjoy Greece with Mr Vice thank you at that
moment Mr BBE came back from church his cassic was covered with rain that's all right he said kindly I counted on you
two keeping each other company it's pouring again the entire congregation which consists of your
cousin your mother and my mother stands waiting in the church till the carriage fetches it did Powell go around I think
so I'll see no of course I'll see how are the Miss Allens very well thank you did you tell Mr Emerson about Greece I I
did don't you think it very Plucky of her Mr Emerson to undertake the two Miss Allens now miss honey Church go back
keep warm I think three is such a courageous number to go traveling and he hurried
off to the Stables he is not going she said hely I made a slip Mr Vice to stop behind in England somehow it was
impossible to cheat this old man to George to Cecil she would have lied again but he seemed so near the end of
things so dignified in his approach to to the Gulf of which he gave one account and the books that surrounded him
another so mild to the rough paths that he had traversed that the true chivalry not the worn out chivalry of
sex but the true chivalry that all the young may show to all the old awoken her and at whatever risk she told him that
Cecil was not her companion to Greece and she spoke so seriously that the RIS became a certainty and he lifting his
eyes said you are leaving him you are leaving the man you love I I had to why Miss
honey Church why Terror came over her and she lied again she made the long convincing speech that she had made to
Mr BBE and intended to make to the world when she announced that her engagement was no more he he heard her in silence
and then said my dear I am worried about you it seems to me dreamily she was not
alarmed that you are in a muddle she shook her head take an old man's word there's nothing worse than a muddle in
all the world it is easy to face death and fate and the things that sound so Dreadful it is on my muddles that I look
back with horror on the things that I might have avoided we can help one another but little I used to think I
could teach young people the whole of life but I know better now and all my teaching of George has come down to this
beware of muddle do you remember in that church when you pretended to be annoyed with me and weren't do you remember
before when you refus the room with the view those were muddles little but ominous
and I am fearing that you are in one now she was silent don't trust me Miss honey Church though life is very glorious it
is difficult she was still silent life wrote A friend of mine is a public performance on the violin in which you
must learn the instrument as you go along I think he puts it well man has to pick up the use of his functions as he
goes along especially the function of love then he burst out excitedly that's it that's what I mean
you love George and after his long Preamble the three words burst against Lucy like waves from the Open Sea but
you do he went on not waiting for contradiction you love the boy Body and Soul plainly directly as he loves you
and no other word expresses it you won't marry the other man for his sake how dare you gasped Lucy with the Roaring of
waters in her ears oh how like a man I mean to suppose that a woman is always thinking about a man but you are she
summoned physical disgust you're shocked but I mean to shock you it's the only hope at times I can reach you no other
way you must marry or your life will be wasted you have gone too far to retreat I have no time for the tenderness and
the comradeship and the poetry and the things that really matter and for which you marry I know that with George you
will find them and that you love him then be his wife he is already part of you though you fly to Greece and never
see him again or forget his very name George will work in your thoughts till you die it isn't possible to love and to
part you will wish that it was you can transmute love ignore it muddle it but you can never pull it out of you I know
by experience that the poets are right love is eternal Lucy began to cry with anger and though her anger passed away
soon her tears remained I only wish poets would say this too love is of the body not the body but of the body ah the
misery that would be saved if we confess that ah for a little directness to liberate the Soul Your Soul dear Lucy I
hate the word now because of all the C with which Superstition has wrapped it round but but we have souls I cannot say
how they came nor whether they go but we have them and I see you ruining yours I cannot bear it it is again the darkness
creeping in it is hell then he checked himself what nonsense I have talked how abstract and remote and I have made you
cry dear girl forgive my prosess marry my boy when I think what life is and how seldom love is answered
by love marry him it is one of the moments for which the world was made she could not understand him the words were
indeed remote yet as he spoke the darkness was withdrawn Veil after Veil and she saw to
the bottom of her soul then Lucy you frightened me she moaned see Soul Mr BB the tickets bought everything she fell
sobbing into the chair I'm caught in the tangle I must suffer and grow old away from him I cannot break the whole of
life for his sake they trusted me a carriage Drew up at the front door give George my love once only tell him muddle
then she arranged her veil while the tears poured over her cheeks inside Lucy no they are in the hall oh please not Mr
Emerson they trust me but why should they when you have deceived them Mr BB opened the door saying here's my mother
you're not worthy of their trust what's that said Mr BB sharply I was saying why should you trust her when she deceived
you one minute mother he came in and shut the door I don't follow you Mr Emerson to whom do
you refer trust whom I mean she has pretended to you that she did not love George they have loved one another all
along Mr BBE looked at the sobbing girl he was very quiet and his white face with its Ruddy whiskers seemed suddenly
inhuman a long black column he stood and awaited her reply I shall never marry him quavered Lucy a look of contempt
came over him and he said why not Mr BBE I have misled you I have misled myself oh rubbish Miss honey Church it is not
rubbish said the old man hotly it's the part of people that you don't understand Mr B laid his hand on the old man's
shoulder pleasantly ly Lucy Lucy called voices from The Carriage Mr B could you help me he looked amazed at the request
and said in a low Stern voice I am more grieve than I can possibly Express it is lamentable
lamentable incredible what's wrong with the boy fired up the other again nothing Mr
Emerson EX except that he no longer interests me Mary George Miss honey church he will do admirably he walked
out and left them they heard him guiding his mother upstairs Lucy the voices called she turned to Mr Emerson in
despair but his face revived her it was the face of a saint who understood now it is all dark now Beauty and passion
seem never to have existed I know but remember the mountains Over Florence and The View a dear if I were
George and gave you one kiss it would make you Brave you have to go cold into a battle that needs warmth out into the
model that you have made yourself and your mother and all your friends will despise you oh my darling and rightly if
it is ever right to despise George still dark all the tussle and the misery without a word from him am I
Justified into his own eyes tears came yes for we fight for more than love or pleasure there is truth truth counts
truth does count you kiss me said the girl you kiss me I will try he gave her a sense of deities
reconciled a feeling that in gaining the man she loved she would gain something for the whole world throughout the
squalor of her Homeward Drive she spoke at once his salutation remained he had robbed the body of its taint the world's
taunts of their sting he had shown her the Holiness of direct desire she never exactly
understood she would saying after years how he managed to strengthen her it was as if he had made her see the whole of
Everything at Once chapter 20 the end of the Middle Ages the Miss Allens did go to Greece but they went by themselves
they alone of this little company will double Malia and plow the Waters of the ceranic gulf they alone will visit
Athens and Deli and either Shrine of intellectual song that upon the Acropolis encircled
by Blue seas that under Parnassus where the Eagles build and the bronze charioteer
drives undismayed towards Infinity trembling anxious cumbered with much digestive bread they did proceed to
Constantinople they did go around the world the rest of us must be contented with a fair but a less arduous goal
Italian pimus we turned to the pension barolini George said it was his old room
no it isn't said Lucy because it is the room I had and I had your father's room I forget why Charlotte made me for some
reason he knelt on the tiled floor and laid his face in her lap George you baby get up why shouldn't I be a baby
murmured George unable to answer this question she put down his sock which she was
trying to mend and gazed out through the window it was evening and again the spring oh bother Charlotte she said
thoughtfully what can such people be made of same stuff as Parsons are made of
nonsense quite right it is nonsense now you get up off the cold floor or you'll be starting rheumatism
next and you stop laughing and being so silly why shouldn't I laugh he asked pinning her with his elbows and
advancing his face to hers what's there to cry at kiss me here he indicated the spot where a kiss would be welcome he
was a boy after all when it came to the point it was she who remembered the past she into whose Soul the iron had entered
she who knew whose room this had been last year it endeared him to her strangely that he should be sometimes
wrong any letters he asked just a line from Freddy now kiss me here then here then threatened again with rheumatism he
strolled to the window opened it as the English will and lent out there was a parapet there the river there to the
left the beginnings of the hills the C driver who had once saluted him with the hiss of a serpent might be that very
fetan who had set this happiness in motion 12 months ago a passion of gratitude all feelings grow to passions
in the South came over the husband and he blessed the people and the things who had taken so much trouble about a young
fool he had helped himself it is true but how stupidly all the fighting that mattered had been
done by others by Italy by his father by his wife Lucy you come and look at the cypresses and the church whatever its
name is still shows San Minato I'll just finish your sock sorino Domani Fimo Uno gyro called the
cabman with engaging certainty George told him that he was mistaken they had no money to throw away on
driving and the people who had not meant to help the miss lavishes the Cecil the Miss bartletts ever prone to magnify
fate George counted up the forces that had swept him into this contentment anything good in Freddy's letter not yet
his own content was absolute but hers held bitterness the honey churches had not
forgiven them they were disgusted at her past hypocrisy she had alienated Wendy Corner
perhaps forever what does he say silly boy he thinks he's being dignified he knew we should go off in the spring he
has known it for six months that if Mother wouldn't give her consent we should take the thing into our own hands
they had fair warning and now he calls it an elopement ridiculous
boyo but it will all come right in the end he has to build us both up from the beginning again I wish though that Cecil
had not turned so cynical about women he has for the second time quite altered why will men have theories about women I
haven't any about men I wish too that Mr BBE you may well wish that he will never forgive us I mean he will never be
interested in us again I wish that he did not influence them so much at Wendy corner I wish he hadn't but if we act
the truth the people who really love us are sure to come back to us in the long run perhaps then he said more
gently well I acted the truth the only thing I did do and you came back to me so possibly you know he turned back into
the room nonsense with that sock he carried her to the window so that she too saw all the view they sank upon
their knees invisible from the road they hoped and began to whisper one another's names ah it was
worthwhile it was the great joy that they had expected and countless little joys of which they had never dreamt they
were silent soroo oh bother that man but Lucy remembered the vendor of photographs and
said no don't be rude to him then with a catching of her breath she murmured Mr eager and Charlotte Dreadful
Frozen Charlotte how cruel she would be to a man like that look at the lights going over the bridge but this room
reminds me of Charlotte how horrible to grow old in Charlotte's way to think that evening at the rectory that she
shouldn't have heard your father was in the house for she would have stopped me going in and he was the only person
alive who could have made me see sense you couldn't have made me when I am very happy she kissed him I remember on how
little it all hangs if Charlotte had only known she would have stopped me going in and I should have gone to silly
Greece and become different forever but she did know said George she did see my father surely he said so oh no she
didn't see him she was upstairs with old Mrs B don't you remember and then went straight to the church she said so
George was obstinate it again my father said he saw her and I prefer his word he was dozing by the study fire and he
opened his eyes and there was Miss Bartlett a few minutes before you came in she was turning to go as he woke up
he didn't speak to her then they spoke of other things the deslor talk of those who have been fighting to reach one
another and whose reward W is to rest quietly in each other's arms it was long a they returned to miss Bartlet but when
they did her behavior seemed more interesting George Who disliked any Darkness said it's clear that she knew
then why did she risk the meeting she knew he was there and yet she went to church they tried to piece the thing
together as they talked an incredible solution came into Lucy's mind she rejected it and said how like Charlotte
to undo her work by a feeble muddle at the last moment but something in the dying evening in the Roar of the river
in their very Embrace warned them that her words fell short of life and George whispered or did she mean it mean what
Lucy bent forward and said with gentleness lha PR gohaus Tanto Senora he replied in tones
as gentle and whipped up his horse the cman drove away singing mean what George he
whispered is it this is this possible I'll put a Marvel to you that your cousin has always hoped that from the
very first moment we met she hoped far down in her mind that we should be like this of course very far down that she
fought us on the surface and yet she hoped I can't explain her any other way King you look how she kept me alive in
you all this summer how she gave you no peace how month after month she became more eccentric and
unreliable the sight of us haunted her or she couldn't have described us as she did to her friend there are details at
burnt I read the book afterwards she is not frozen Lucy she is not withered up all through she tore us apart twice but
in the rectory that evening she was given one more chance to make us happy we can never make friends with her or
thank her but I do believe that far down in her heart far below all speech and behavior she is glad it is impossible
murmured Lucy and then remembering the experiences of her own heart she said no it is just possible youth en
wrapped them the song of fetan announced passion requited love attained but they were conscious of a love more mysterious
than this the song died away they heard the river bearing down the Snows of winter into the Mediterranean
Florence serves as a vibrant backdrop contrasting the rigid English social norms experienced by Lucy. Its lively culture and political atmosphere challenge Lucy’s preconceived notions and act as a catalyst for her personal awakening and emotional growth, highlighting the clash between convention and freedom.
Class disparities are central to the tensions depicted, especially between Lucy's upper-middle-class background and the Emerson family’s unconventional attitudes. These differences create conflict and highlight societal constraints, ultimately questioning rigid social hierarchies through character relationships and exchanges, such as the room swap proposal.
Lucy’s engagement to Cecil Vyse symbolizes the Edwardian ideals of stability, social standing, and conformity. Her struggle with this engagement reflects the conflict between personal desire and societal pressure, illustrating the limitations imposed on women and the importance placed on social reputation during that era.
The sudden violent event exposes Lucy to the harsher realities beneath Florence’s picturesque surface, unsettling her and prompting a deeper awareness of societal complexities. This moment acts as a turning point, encouraging her to question superficial appearances and embrace a more nuanced understanding of life and love.
Lucy’s emotional turmoil—torn between security and passion—drives her internal conflict and growth. Wrestling with societal expectations and her feelings for George Emerson pushes her towards self-discovery, ultimately empowering her to break free from convention and pursue authentic connection.
The narrative juxtaposes conventional love, bound by social rules, with a freer, more spontaneous affection epitomized by Lucy and George’s relationship. Through their interactions and Lucy’s choices, the story critiques societal constraints and advocates for love grounded in authenticity and individual freedom.
Lucy’s choice to travel symbolizes her willingness to embrace change and reject restrictive societal norms. It represents her journey towards independence and openness to new experiences, suggesting hope for a future shaped by personal growth and genuine connections beyond traditional boundaries.
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