Introduction
The initial twenty chapters of E.M. Forster's A Room With a View present a rich narrative grounded in the Edwardian era, focused on the protagonist Lucy Honeychurch and her experiences as she navigates social conventions, personal desires, and cultural contrasts. For a detailed exploration of Lucy's character and her internal conflicts, see Lucy Honey Church's Journey: Music, Society, and Inner Conflict.
Setting and Opening Scenes
- The story begins at the Pension Bertolini in Florence, exposing the tensions typifying English tourists abroad.
- Characters like Miss Bartlett and Miss Lavish portray differing English sensibilities toward morality, culture, and travel experiences.
- Lucy and her cousin Charlotte (Miss Bartlett) face discomfort due to their inadequate rooms and the unrefined behavior of fellow guests, including the Emersons, a contrasting pair of English outsiders. This setting and its social dynamics are further analyzed in A Room with a View: Navigating Society and Self in Early 20th Century Florence.
Key Characters and Dynamics
- Lucy Honeychurch: A young English woman discovering her identity through travel and personal encounters.
- Charlotte Bartlett: Lucy’s chaperone, representing conventional values and protective instincts.
- The Emersons (Mr. and George): Outsiders challenging social norms, fostering complex interactions with Lucy and other characters.
- Mr. BBE (Reverend Cuthbert Eager): The English chaplain serving as a social mediator and interpreter of Florence's cultural subtleties.
- Cecil Vyse: Lucy’s fiancé, embodying societal expectations and personal rigidity.
Major Themes
Social Class and Cultural Conflict
- The clash between refined Victorian values and the freer, more passionate Italian way of life is symbolized by the Emersons' indifference to English social codes.
- Lucy’s relationships highlight tensions between societal duty and personal freedom. To delve deeper into these social complexities, refer to A Room with a View: Navigating Social Complexities in Italy and England.
Love and Personal Freedom
- Lucy experiences a tumultuous journey in understanding love, challenged by her engagement to Cecil and her evolving feelings for George Emerson.
- The narrative explores the tension between societal approval of relationships and individual emotional truth. Complementary insights into love and class themes can be found in Exploring Themes of Love and Class in Thomas Hardy's A Pair of Blue Eyes.
Self-Discovery and Growth
- Lucy’s internal struggles with honesty, societal expectations, and her own desires depict a coming-of-age story within a restrictive social framework.
Plot Development Highlights
- Lucy’s frustration with her chaperone and companions during their Italian sojourns, punctuated by encounters with the Emersons.
- Complex social interactions at pensions, churches, and villas, illustrating the nuances of Edwardian English society abroad.
- The emotional and psychological development of Lucy, culminating in the breaking off of her engagement with Cecil due to irreconcilable differences.
- The role of literature, music, and art as backdrops and catalysts for character introspection and social commentary.
Symbolic and Literary Elements
- The titular “room with a view” symbolizes broader horizons, both literal and metaphorical, contrasted with confined, traditional English viewpoints.
- Use of landscape and setting (Florence, the English countryside) to parallel characters’ emotional states.
Conclusion
This summary encapsulates the complexity of Forster’s early chapters, emphasizing Lucy Honeychurch’s transformation influenced by cultural exposure, social restrictions, and the pursuit of authentic love. It underscores the novel’s enduring relevance in discussing societal roles, personal freedom, and the challenges of self-understanding in a changing world.
For readers and researchers: This analysis provides insight into the narrative structure, character dynamics, and thematic depth of A Room With a View, suitable for those studying Edwardian literature, social critique in novels, and historical cultural studies. For a broader cultural and artistic perspective, explore A Room with a View: Social Intrigue, Art, and Personal Growth in Florence.
A Room With a View chapter one The barolini the Senora had no business to do it said Miss Bartlett no business at
all she promised us South rooms with a view close together instead of which here are North rooms looking into a
courtyard and a long way apart oh Lucy and a cockney besides said Lucy who had been further saddened by the Senora's
unexpected accent it might be London she looked at the two rows of English people who were sitting at the table at the row
of white bottles of water and red bottles of wine that ran between the English people at the portraits of the
late queen and the late poet laurate that hung behind the English people heavily framed at the notice of the
English church Reverend Cuthbert eager M A Oxon that was the only other decoration of the wall Charlotte don't
you feel too that we might be in London I can hardly believe that all kinds of other things are just outside I suppose
it is one's being so tired this meat has surely been used for Soup said Miss Bartlett laying down her fork I want so
to see the ano the rooms the Senora promised us in her letter would have looked over the Arno the Senora had no
business to do it at all oh it is a shame any Nook does for me Miss Bartlett continued but it does seem hard that you
shouldn't have a view Lucy felt that she had been selfish Charlotte you mustn't spoil me of course you must look over
the ano too I meant that the first vacant room in the front you must have it said Miss Bartlett part of whose
traveling expenses were paid by Lucy's mother a piece of generos it to which she made many a tactful illusion no no
you must have it I insist on it your mother would never forgive me Lucy she would never forgive me the lady's voices
grew animated and if the sad truth be owned a little peevish they were tired and under the GU of unselfishness they
wrangled some of their neighbors interchanged glances and one of them one of the ill-bred people whom one does
meet abroad lent forward over the table and actually intruded into their argument he said I have a view I have a
view Miss Bartlett was startled generally at a pension people looked them over for a day or two before
speaking and often did not find out that they would do till they had gone she knew that the Intruder was Ill bred even
before she glanced at him he was an old man of heavy build with a fair shaven face and large eyes there was something
childish in those eyes though it was not the childishness of senility what exactly it was Miss Bartlet did not stop
to consider for her glance passed on to his clothes these did not attract her he was probably trying to become acquainted
with them before they got into the swim so she assumed a dazed expression when he spoke to her and then said a view oh
a view how delightful of you is this is my son said the old man his name's George he has a view too ah said Miss
Bartlett repressing Lucy who was about to speak what I mean he continued is that you can have our rooms and we'll
have yours we'll change the better class of tourists was shocked at this and sympathized with the
newcomers Miss Bartlett in reply opened her mouth as little as possible and said thank you very much indeed that is out
of the question why said the old man with both fists on the table because it is quite out of the question thank you
you see we don't like to take began Lucy her cousin again repressed her but why he persisted women like looking at a
view men don't and he thumped with his fists like a naughty child and turned to his son saying George persuade them it's
so obvious they should have the rooms said the son there's nothing else to say he did not look at the ladies as he
spoke but his voice was perplexed and sorrow ful Lucy too was perplexed but she saw that they were in for what is
known as quite a scene and she had an odd feeling that whenever these ill-bred tourists spoke the contest widened and
deepened till it dealt not with rooms and Views but with well with something quite different whose existence she had
not realized before now the old man attacked Miss Bartlett almost violently why should she not change what possible
objection had she they would clear out in half an hour Miss Bartlett though skilled in the Delicacies of
conversation was powerless in the presence of brutality it was impossible to snub anyone so gross her face rened
with displeasure she looked around as much as to say are you all like this and two little old ladies who were sitting
further up the table with Shaws hanging over the backs of the chair looked back clearly indicating we are
not we are gential eat your dinner dear she said to Lucy and began to toy again with the meat that she had once censured
Lucy mumbled that those seemed very odd people opposite eat your dinner dear this pension is a failure tomorrow we
will make a change hardly had she announced this fell decision when she reversed it the curtains at the end of
the room parted and revealed a clergyman Stout but attractive who hurried forward to take his place at the table
cheerfully apologizing for his lateness Lucy who had not yet acquired decency at once Rose to her feet exclaiming oh oh
why it's Mr BBE oh how perfectly lovely Oh Charlotte we must stop now however bad the rooms are
oh miss Bartlett said with more restraint how do you do Mr BB I expect that you have forgotten us miss Bartlett
and Miss honey Church who were at tonbridge Wells when you helped the Vicor of St peters's that very cold
Easter the clergyman who had the air of one on a holiday did not remember the ladies quite as clearly as they
remembered him but he came forward pleasantly enough and accepted the chair chair into which he was beckoned by Lucy
I am so glad to see you said the girl who was in a state of spiritual starvation and would have been glad to
see the waiter if her cousin had permitted it just fancy how small the world is Summer Street 2 makes it so
specially funny Miss honey Church lives in the Parish of Summer Street said Miss Bartlett filling up the Gap and she
happened to tell me in the course of convers ation that you have just accepted the living yes I heard from
mother so last week she didn't know that I knew you at tonbridge Wells but I wrote back at once and I said Mr BB is
quite right said the clergyman I move into the rectory at Summer Street next June I am lucky to be appointed to such
a Charming neighborhood oh how glad I am the name of our house is windy Corner Mr BB bowed there is mother and me
generally and my brother though it's not often we get him to see it the church is rather far off I mean Lucy dearest let
Mr B eat his dinner I am eating it thank you and enjoying it he preferred to talk to Lucy whose playing he remembered
rather than to miss Bartlett who probably remembered his sermons he asked the girl whether she knew Florence well
and was informed at some length that she had never been there before it is delightful to advise a newcomer and he
was first in the field don't neglect the country round his advice concluded the first fine afternoon drive up to Fela
and Round by Stig Nano or something of that sort no cried a voice from the top of the table Mr BB you are wrong the
first fine afternoon your ladies must go to prto that lady looks so clever whispered Miss Bartlett to her cousin we
are in luck and indeed a perfect torrent of information burst on them people told them what to see when to see it how to
stop the electric trams how to get rid of the Beggars how much to give for a Vellum blotter how much the place would
grow up on them the pension bertolini had decided almost enthusiastically that they would do
whichever way they looked kind lady smiled and shouted at them and above all Rose the voice of the clever lady crying
prto they must go to prto that place is too sweetly squalled for words I love it I Revel in shaking off the traml of
respectability as you know no the young man named George glanced at the clever lady and then returned moodily to his
plate obviously he and his father did not do Lucy in the midst of her success found time to wish they did it gave her
no extra pleasure that anyone should be left in the cold and when she Rose to go she turned back and gave the two
Outsiders a nervous little bow the father did not see it the son acknowledged it not by another bow but
by raising his eyebrows and smiling he seemed to be smiling across something she hastened after her cousin who had
already disappeared through the curtains curtains which smoked one in the face and seemed heavy with more than cloth
Beyond them stood the unreliable Senora bowing good evening to her guests and supported by anry her little boy and
Victoria her daughter it made a curious little scene this attempt of the Cockney to convey the grace and geniality of the
South and even more Curious was the drawing room which attempted to rival the solid comfort of a bloomsberry
boarding house was this really Italy miss Bartlet was already seated on a tightly stuffed armchair which had the
color and the Contours of a tomato she was talking to Mr BBE and as she spoke her long NE narrow head drove backwards
and forwards slowly regularly as though she were demolishing some invisible obstacle we are most grateful to you she
was saying the first evening means so much when you arrived we were in for a peculiarly Moise Court deer he expressed
his regret do you by any chance know the name of an old man who sat opposite us at dinner Emon is he a friend of yours
we are friendly as one is in pensions then I will say no more he pressed her very slightly and she said more I am as
it were she concluded the chaperon of my young cousin Lucy and it would be a serious thing if I put her under an
obligation to people of whom we know nothing his manner was somewhat unfortunate I hope I acted for the best
you acted very naturally said he he seemed thoughtful and after a few moments added all the same I don't think
much harm would have come of accepting no harm of course but we could not be under an
obligation he is rather A peculiar man again he hesitated and then said gently I think he would not take advantage of
your acceptance nor expect you to show gratitude he has the Merit if it is one of saying exactly what he means he has
rooms he does not value and he thinks you would value them he no more thought of putting you under an obligation than
he thought of being polite it is so difficult at least I find it difficult to understand people who speak the truth
Lucy was pleased and said I was hoping that he would was nice I do so always hope that people will be nice I think he
is nice and tiresome I differ from him on almost every point of any importance and so I expect I may say I hope you
will differ but his is a type one disagrees with rather than deplores when he first came here he not unnaturally
put people's backs up he has no tact and no manners I don't mean by that that he has Bad Manners and he will not keep his
opinions to himself we nearly complained about him to our depressing Senora but I am glad to say we thought better of it
am I to conclude said Miss Bartlett that he is a socialist Mr BB accepted the convenient word not without a slight
twitching of the lips and presumably he has brought up his son to be a socialist too
I hardly know George for he hasn't leared to talk yet he seems a nice creature and I think he has brains of
course he has all his father's mannerisms and it is quite possible that he too may be a
socialist oh you relieve me said Miss Bartlett so you think I ought to have accepted their offer you feel I have
been narrow-minded and suspicious not at all he answered I never suggested that but ought I not to apologize at all
events for my apparent rudeness he replied with some irritation that it would be quite unnecessary and
got up from his seat to go to the smoking room was I a boore said Miss Bartlett as soon as he had disappeared
why didn't you talk Lucy he prefers young people I'm sure I do hope I haven't monopolized him I
hoped you would have him all the evening as well as all dinner time he is nice exclaimed Lucy just what I remember he
seems to see good in everyone no one would take him for a clergyman my dear Lucia well you know what I mean and you
know how clergymen generally laugh Mr BB laughs just like an ordinary man funny girl how you do remind me of your mother
I wonder if she will approve of Mr B I'm sure she will and so will Freddy I think everyone at Windy corner will
approve it is the fashionable world I am used to tonbridge Wells where we are all hopelessly behind the
times yes said Lucy despondently there was a haze of disapproval in the air but whether the disapproval was of
herself or of Mr BBE or of the fashionable world at Windy corner or of the narrow world at tonbridge Wells she
could not determine she tried to located it but as usual she blundered miss Bartlett sedulously denied disapproving
of anyone and added I am afraid you are finding me a very depressing companion and the girl again thought thought I
must have been selfish or unkind I must be more careful it is so dreadful for Charlotte being poor fortunately one of
the little old ladies who for some time had been smiling very benignly now approached and asked if she might be
allowed to sit where Mr BB had sat permission granted she began to chatter gently about Italy the plunge it had
been to come there the gratifying success of the plunge the Improvement in her sister's Health the necessity of
closing the bedroom windows at night and of Thoroughly emptying the water bottles in the morning she handled her subjects
agreeably and they were perhaps more worthy of attention than the high discourse upon GS and gibelin which was
proceeding tempestuously at the other end of the room it was a real catastrophe not a mere episode that
evening of hers at Venice when she had found in her bedroom something that is one worse than a flea though one better
than something else but here you are as safe as in England Senora bertolini is so English yet our rooms smell said poor
Lucy we dread going to bed ah then you look into the court she sighed if only Mr Emerson was more tactful we were so
sorry for you at dinner I think was meaning to be kind undoubtedly he was said Miss Bartlett Mr BB has just been
scolding me for my suspicious nature of course I was holding back on my cousin's account of course said the little old
lady and they murmured that one could not be too careful with a young girl Lucy tried to look demure but could not
help feeling a great fool no one was careful with her at home or at all events she had not noticed it about old
Mr Emison I hardly know no he is not tactful yet have you ever noticed that there are people who do things which are
most indelicate and yet at the same time beautiful beautiful said Miss Bartlett puzzled at the word are not Beauty and
delicacy the same so one would have thought said the other helplessly but things are so difficult I sometimes
think she proceeded no further into things for Mr BB reappeared looking extremely Pleasant Miss Bartlet he cried
it's all right about the rooms I'm so glad Mr Emerson was talking about it in the smoking room and knowing what I did
I encouraged him to make the offer again he has let me come and and ask you he would be so pleased Oh Charlotte cried
Lucy to her cousin we must have the rooms now the old man is just as nice and kind as he can be Miss Bartlett was
silent I fear said Mr BBE after a pause that I have been officious I must apologize for my
interference Gravely displeased he turned to go not to till then did Miss Bartlett reply my own wishes dearest
Lucy are unimportant in comparison with yours it would be hard indeed if I stopped you doing as you liked at
Florence when I am only here through your kindness if you wish me to turn these gentlemen out of their rooms I
will do it would you then Mr BB kindly tell Mr Emerson that I accept his kind offer and then conduct him to me in
order that I may thank him personally she raised her voice as she spoke it was heard all over the drawing room and
silenced the GS and the gibelin the clergyman inwardly cursing the female sex bowed and departed with her message
remember Lucy I alone am implicated in this I do not wish the acceptance to come from you grant me that at all
events Mr B was back saying rather nervously Mr Emerson is engaged but here is his son
instead the young man gazed down on the three ladies who felt Seated on the floor so low were their chairs my father
he said is in his bath so you cannot thank him personally but any message given by you to me will be given by me
to him as soon as he comes out Miss Bartlet was unequal to the bath all her Barbed civilities came forth wrong and
first young Mr Emerson scored a notable Triumph to the Delight of Mr B and to the secret Delight of Lucy poor young
man said Miss botet as soon as he had gone how angry he is with his father about the rooms it is all he can do to
keep polite in half an hour or so your rooms will be ready said Mr BBE then looking rather thoughtfully at the Two
Cousins he retired to his own rooms to write up his philosophic diary oh dear breathed the little old lady and
shuddered as if all the Winds of Heaven had entered the apartment gentlemen sometimes do not realize her voice faded
away but miss Bartlett seemed to understand and a conversation developed in which gentlemen who did not
thoroughly realize played play a principal part Lucy not realizing either was reduced to literature taking up
Baker's handbook to Northern Italy she committed to memory the most important dates of florentine history for she was
determined to enjoy herself on the morrow thus the half hour crept profitably away and at last Miss
Bartlett rose with a sigh and said I think one might venture now no Lucy do not stir I will superintend the move how
you do do everything said Lucy naturally dear it is my Affair but I would like to help you no dear Charlotte's energy and
her unselfishness she had been thus all her life but really on this Italian tour she
was surpassing herself so Lucy felt or strove to feel and yet there was a rebellious spirit in her which wondered
whether the acceptance might not have been less delicate and More Beautiful at all events she entered her own room
without any feeling of Joy I want to explain said Miss Bartlet why it is that I have taken the largest room naturally
of course I should have given it to you but I happen to know that it belongs to the young man and I was sure your mother
would not like it Lucy was bewildered if you are to accept a favor it is more suitable you should be under an
obligation to his father than to him I am a woman of the world in my small way and I know where things lead to however
Mr BB is a guarantee of A Sort that they will not presume on this mother wouldn't mind I'm sure said Lucy but again had
the sense of of larger and unsuspected issues Miss Bartlett only sighed and enveloped her in a protecting Embrace as
she wished her good night it gave Lucy the sensation of a fog and when she reached her own room she opened the
window and breathed the clean night air thinking of the kind old man who had enabled her to see the lights dancing in
the Arno and the cypresses of San Minato and the foothills of the appenines black Against The Rising Moon Miss Bart in her
room fastened the window shutters and locked the door and then made a tour of the apartment to see where the cupboards
LED and whether there were any oblets or secret entrances it was then that she saw pinned up over the washstand a sheet
of paper on which was scrolled an enormous note of interrogation nothing more what does it mean she thought and
she examined it carefully by the light of a candle meaningless at first it gradually became menacing obnoxious
portentous with evil she was seized with an Impulse to destroy it but fortunately remembered that she had no right to do
so since it must be the property of young Mr Emerson so she unpinned it carefully and put it between two pieces
of blotting paper to keep it clean for him then she completed her inspection of the room sighed heavily according to her
habit and when went to bed chapter 2 in Santa cochi with no Baker it was pleasant to wake up in Florence to Open
the Eyes Upon a bright bare room with a floor of red tiles which look clean though they are not with a painted
ceiling whereon pink Griffins and blue am Morini sport in a forest of yellow violins and bassoons it was pleasant too
to fling wide the windows pinching the fingers in unfamiliar fastenings to lean out into sunshine shine with beautiful
Hills and trees and marble churches opposite and close below the Arno gurgling against the embankment of the
road over the rivermen were at work with Spades and sees on the Sandy foreshore and on the river was a boat also
diligently employed for some mysterious end an electric tram came rushing underneath the window no one was inside
it except one tourist but its platforms were overflowing with Italians who preferred to stand children tried to
hang on behind and the conductor With No Malice spat in their faces to make them let go then soldiers appeared
good-looking undersized men wearing each a napsack covered with mangy fur and a great coat which had been cut for some
larger Soldier beside them walked officers looking foolish and Fierce and before them went little boys turning
sumers assults in time with the band the tram car became entangled in their ranks and moved on painfully like a
caterpillar in a swarm of ants one of the little boys fell down and some white Bullocks came out of an archway indeed
if it had not been for the good advice of an old man who was selling button hooks the road might never have got
clear over such trivialities as these many a valuable Hour May slip away and The Traveler who has gone to Italy to
study the tactial values of jotto or the corruption of the papacy May return remembering nothing but the blue sky and
the men and women who live under it so it was as well that Miss Bartlett should tap and come in and having commented on
Lucy's leaving the door unlocked and on her leaning out of the window before she was fully dressed should urge her to
hasten herself or the best of the day would be gone by the time Lucy was ready her cousin had done her breakfast and
was listening to the clever lady among the crumbs a conversation then ensued on not unfamiliar lines Miss Bartlett was
after all a wee bit tired and thought they had better spend the morning settling in unless Lucy would at all
like to go out Lucy would rather like to go out as it was her first day in Florence but of course she could go
alone Miss Bartlett could not allow this this of course she would accompany Lucy everywhere oh certainly not Lucy would
stop with her cousin oh no that would never do oh yes at this point the clever lady broke in if it is Mrs Grundy who is
troubling you I do assure you that you can neglect the good person being English Miss honey church will be
perfectly safe Italians understand and a dear friend of mine Contessa baronelli has two daughters and when she cannot
send a maid to school with them she lets them go in Sailor hats instead everyone takes them for English you see
especially if their hair is strained tightly behind Miss Bartlett was unconvinced by
the safety of Contessa barelli's daughters she was determined to take Lucy herself her head not being so very
bad the clever lady then said that she was going to spend a long morning in Santa cochi and if Lucy would come too
she would be delighted I will take you by a dear dirty back way Miss honey church and if you bring me luck we shall
have an adventure Lucy said that this was most kind and at once opened the baker to see where Santa cochi was toot
toot Miss Lucy I hope we shall soon emancipate you from Baker he does but touch the surface of things as to the
true Italy he does not even dream of it the true Italy is only to be found by patient
observation this sounded very interesting and Lucy hurried over her breakfast and started with her new
friend in High Spirits Italy was coming at last the Cockney senora and her Works had vanished like a bad dream Miss
lavish for that was the clever lady's name turned to the right along the sunny lung Arno how delightfully warm but a
wind down the side streets cut Like a Knife didn't it Ponte Al grer particularly interesting mentioned
by Dante San Minato beautiful as well as interesting the crucifix that kissed a murderer Miss honey Church would
remember the story the men on the river were fishing untrue but then so is most information then miss lavish darted
under the archway of the white Bullocks and she stopped and she cried a smell a true Florentine smell every city let me
teach you has its own smell is it a very nice smell said Lucy who had inherited from her mother a distaste to dirt one
doesn't come to Italy for niceness was the retort one comes for Life
wjo bowing right and left look at that adorable wine cart how the driver stares at us dear simple Soul so miss lavish
proceeded through the streets of the City of Florence short fidgety and playful as a kitten though without a
kitten's Grace it was a treat for the girl to be with anyone so clever and so cheerful and a blue military cloak such
as an Italian officer wears only increased the sense of festivity bno take the word of an old woman Miss Lucy
you will never repent of a little civility to your inferiors that is the true democracy though I am a real
radical as well there now you're shocked indeed I'm not exclaimed Lucy we are radicals too out
and out my father always voted for Mr Gladstone until he was so Dreadful about Ireland I see I see and now you have
gone over to the enemy oh please if my father was alive I'm sure he would vote radical again now that Ireland is all
right and as it is the glass over our front door was broken last election and Freddy is sure it was the Tories but
mother says nonsense a shameful a manufacturing District I suppose no in the Su Hills about 5 miles from Dorking
looking over the wield Miss lavish seemed interested and slackened her Trot what a delightful
part I know it so well it is full of the very nicest people do you know sir Harry Otway a radical if ever there was very
well indeed and old Mrs Butterworth the philanthropist why she rents a field of us how funny Miss lavish looked at the
narrow ribbon of sky and murmured oh you have property in sui hardly any said Lucy fearful of being thought a snob
only 30 Acres just the garden all downhill and some Fields Miss lavish was not disgusted and
said it was just the size of her aunt's suffk estate Italy receded they tried to remember the last name of Lady Louisa
someone who had taken a house near Summer Street the other year but she had not liked it which was odd of her and
just as Miss lavish had got the name she broke off and exclaimed bless us bless us and save us we've lost the way
certainly they had seemed a long time in reaching Santa cochi the Tower of which had been plainly visible from The
Landing window but miss lavish had said so much about knowing her Florence by heart that Lucy Had followed her with no
misgivings lost lost my dear Miss Lucy during our political diet tribes we have taken a wrong turning how those horrid
conservatives would Jer at us what are we to do two lone females in an unknown town now this is what I call an
adventure Lucy who wanted to see Santa cochi suggested as a possible solution that they should ask the way there oh
but that is the word of a craven and no you are not not not to look at your Baker give it to me I sh let you carry
it we will simply drift accordingly they drifted through a series of those gray brown streets neither commodious nor
picturesque in which the Eastern quarter of the city abounds Lucy soon lost interest in the discontent of Lady
Louisa and became discontented herself for one ravishing moment Italy appeared she stood in the square of the anunziata
and saw in the living terra cotta those Divine babies whom no cheap reproduction can ever stale there they stood with
their shining limbs bursting from the garments of Charity and their strong white arms extended against circlets of
Heaven Lucy thought she had never seen anything more beautiful but miss lavish with a shriek of dismay dragged her
forward declaring that they were out of their path Now by at least a mile the hour was approaching at which the
continental breakfast begins or rather ceases to tell and the ladies bought some hot Chestnut paste out of a little
shop because it looked so typical it tasted partly of the paper in which it was wrapped partly of hair oil partly of
the great unknown but it gave them strength to drift into another Piaza large and Dusty on the farest side of
which rose a black and white facade of surpassing ugliness Miss lavish spoke to it dramatically it was Santa cochi the
adventure was over stop a minute let those two people go on or I shall have to speak to them eest conventional
intercourse nasty they are going into the church too oh the britisher abroad we sat opposite them at dinner last
night they have given us their rooms they were so very kind look at their figures laughed Miss lavish they walk
through my Italy like a pair of cows it's very naughty of me but I would like to set an examination paper at Dover and
turn back every tourist who couldn't pass it what would you ask us miss lavish laid her hand pleasantly on
Lucy's arm as if to suggest that she at all events would get full marks in this exalted mood they reached the steps of
the great church and were about to enter it when Miss lavish stopped squeaked flung up her arms and cried there goes
my local color box I must have a word with him and in a moment she was away over the Piaza her military cloak
flapping in the wind nor did she slacken speed till she caught up an old man with white whiskers and nipped him playfully
upon the arm Lucy waited for nearly 10 minutes then she began to get tired the Beggars worried her the dust blew in her
eyes and she remembered that a young girl ought not to loiter in public places she descended slowly into the
Piaza with the intention of rejoining Miss lavish who was really almost too original but at that moment Miss lavish
and her local color box moved also and dis disappeared down a side street both gesticulating largely tears of
indignation came to Lucy's eyes partly because Miss lavish had jilted her partly because she had taken her Baker
how could she find her way home how could she find her way about in Santa cochi her first morning was ruined and
she might never be in Florence again a few minutes ago she had been all High Spirits talking as a woman of culture
and half persuading herself that she was full of originality now she entered the church depressed and humiliated not even
able to remember whether it was built by the franciscans or the Dominicans of course it must be a wonderful building
but how like a barn and how very cold of course it contained Fresco by jotto in the presence of whose tactial values she
was capable of feeling what was proper but who was to tell her which they were she walked about disdainfully unwilling
to be enthusiastic over monuments of Uncertain authorship or date there was no one even to tell her which of all the
sepulcral slabs that paved the Nave and trps was the one that was really beautiful the one that had been most
praised by Mr rusin then the pernicious charm of Italy worked on her and instead of acquiring information she began to be
happy she puzzled out the Italian notices the notices that forbade people to introduce dogs into the church the
notice that prayed people in the interest of health and out of respect to the sacred edifice in which they found
themselves not to spit she watched the tourists their noses were as red as their Bakers so cold was Santa cochi she
beheld the horrible fate that overtook three papists two he and a she baby who began their career by saing each other
with a holy water and then proceeded to the Machiavelli Memorial dripping but hallowed advancing towards it very
slowly and from immense distances they touched the stone with their fingers with their handkerchiefs with their
heads and then retreated what could this mean they did it again and again then Lucy realized that they had mistaken
Machiavelli for some saint hoping to acquire virtue punishment followed quickly the smallest heaby stumbled over
one of the seal slabs so much admired by Mr Ruskin and entangled his feet in the features of a recumbent Bishop
Protestant as she was Lucy darted forward she was too late he fell heavily upon the preets upturned toes hateful
Bishop exclaimed the voice of old Mr em son who had darted forward also hard in life hard in death go out into the
sunshine little boy and kiss your hand to the son for that is where you ought to be intolerable
Bishop the child screamed frantically at these words and at these Dreadful people who picked him up dusted him rubbed his
bruises and told him not to be superstitious look at him said Mr am listen to Lucy here's a mess a baby hurt
cold and frightened but what else can you expect from a church the child's legs had become as melting wax each time
that old Mr Emison and Lucy said it erected collapsed with a roar fortunately an Italian lady who ought to
have been saying her prayers came to the Rescue by some mysterious virtue which mothers alone possess she stiffened the
little boy's backbone and imparted strength to his knees he stood still gibbering with agitation he walked away
you are a clever woman said Mr Emerson you have done more than all the relics in the world I am not of your Creed but
I do believe in those who make their fellow creatures happy there is no scheme of the universe he paused for a
phrase nente said the Italian lady and returned to her prayers I'm not sure she understands English suggested Lucy in
her chastened mood she no longer despised the emersons she was determined to be gracious to them beautiful rather
than delicate and if possible to erase Miss Bartlet civility by some gracious reference to the pleasant rooms that
woman understands everything was Mr Emerson's reply but what are you doing here are you doing the church are you
through with the church no cried Lucy remembering her grievance I came here with Miss lavish who was to explain
everything and just by the door it is too bad she simply ran away and after waiting quite a time I had to come in by
myself why shouldn't you said Mr Emerson yes why shouldn't you come by yourself said the son addressing the young lady
for the first time but miss lavish has even taken away Baker baker said Mr Emerson I'm glad
it's that you minded It's Worth minding the loss of a baker that's worth minding Lucy was puzzled she was again conscious
of some new idea and was not sure whether it would lead her if you've no baker said the son you'd better join us
was this where the idea would lead she took refuge in her dignity thank you very much but I could not think of that
I hope you do not suppose that I came to join on to you I really came to help with a child and to thank you for so
kindly giving us your rooms last night I hope that you have not been put to any great
inconvenience my dear said the old man gently I think that you are repeating what you have heard older people say you
are pretending to be touchy but you are not really stop being so tiresome and tell me instead what part of the church
you want to see to take you to it will be a real pleasure now this was abominably impertinent and she ought to
have have been Furious but it is sometimes as difficult to lose one's temper as it is difficult at other times
to keep it Lucy could not get cross Mr Emerson was an old man and surely a girl might humor him on the other hand his
son was a young man and she felt that a girl ought to be offended with him or at all events be offended before him it was
at him that she gazed before replying I I am not touchy I hope it is the jotos that I want to see if you will kindly
tell me which they are the son nodded with a look of somber satisfaction he led the way to the perzi
chapel there was a hint of the teacher about him she felt like a child in school who had answered a question
rightly the chapel was already filled with an Earnest congregation and out of them Rose the voice of a lecturer
directing them how to worship jotto not by tactful valuations but by the standards of the spirit remember he was
saying the facts about this church of Santa cochi how it was built by faith in the full fervor of medievalism before
any taint of the Renaissance had appeared observe how jotto in these Fresco now unhappily ruined by
restoration is untroubled by the snares of anatomy and perspective could anything be more Majestic more pathetic
beautiful true how little we feel avails knowledge and Technical cleverness against a man who truly
feels no exclaimed Mr emson in much too loud a voice for church remember nothing of the sort built by faith indeed that
simply means the workmen weren't paid properly and as for theh fros I see no truth in them look at that fat man in
blue he must weigh as much as I do and he is shooting into the sky like an air balloon he was referring to the Fresco
of the Ascension of St John inside the lecturer's voice faltered as well it might the audience
shifted uneasily and so did Lucy she was sure that she ought not to be with these men
but they had cast a spell over her they were so serious and so strange that she could not remember how to behave now did
this happen or didn't it Yes or No George replied it happened like this if it happened at all I would rather go up
to heaven by myself than be pushed by cherubs and if I got there I should like my friends to lean out of it just as
they do here you will never go up said his father you and I Dear Boy will lie at peace in the earth that bore us and
our names will disappear as surely as our work survives some of the people can only see the empty grave not the saint
whoever he is going up it did happen like that if it happened at all pardon me said a frigid voice the chapel is
somewhat small for two parties we will incommode you no longer the lecturer was a clergyman and his audience must be
also his flock for they held prayer books as well as guide books in their hands they filed out of the chapel in
silence amongst them were the two little old ladies of the pension bertolini Miss Teresa and Miss Katherine Allen stop
cried Mr Emerson there's plenty of room for us all stop the procession disappeared without a word soon the
lecturer could be heard in the next Chapel describing the life of St Francis George I do believe that clergyman is
the Brixton curate George went into the next chapel and returned saying perhaps he is I don't remember then I had better
speak to him and remind him who I am it's that Mr eager why did he go did we talk too loud how
vexatious I shall go and say we are sorry hadn't I better then perhaps he will come back he will not come back
said George but Mr Emerson contrite and unhappy hurried away to apologize to the Reverend Cuthbert eager Lucy apparently
absorbed in a Lunette could hear the lecture again interrupted the anxious aggressive voice of the old man the Kurt
injured replies of his opponent the son who took every little contron as if it were a tragedy was listening also my
father has that effect on nearly everyone he informed her he will try to be kind I hope we all try said she
smiling nervously because we think it improves our characters but he is kind to people because he loves them and they
find him out and are offended or frightened how silly of them said Lucy though in her heart she sympathized I
think that a kind action done tactfully tact he threw up his head in disdain apparently she had given the wrong
answer she watched the singular creature Pace up and down the chapel for a young man his face was rugged and
until the Shadows fell upon it hard and shadowed it sprang into tenderness she saw him once again at Rome on the
ceiling of the cine Chapel carrying a burden of acorns healthy and muscular he yet gave her the feeling of greyness of
tragedy that might only find solution in the night the feeling soon passed it was unlike her to have entertained anything
so subtle born of silence and of unknown emotion it passed when Mr Emerson returned and she could reenter the world
of Rapid talk which was alone familiar to her were you snubbed asked his son tranquil but we have spoiled the
pleasure of I don't know how many people they won't come back full of innate sympathy quickness to perceive good in
other s vision of the Brotherhood of Man scraps of a lecture on St Francis came floating round the partition wall don't
let us spoil yours he continued to Lucy have you looked at those Saints yes said Lucy they are lovely do you know which
is the tombstone that is praised in Ruskin he did not know and suggested that they should try to guess it George
rather to her relief refused to move and she and the old man wandered not unpleasantly about Santa cochi which
though it is like a barn has harvested many beautiful things inside its walls there were also Beggars to avoid and
guides to dodge round the pillars and an old lady with her dog and here and there a priest modestly edging to his Mass
through the groups of tourists but Mr Emerson was only half interested he watched the lecturer whose success he
believed he had impaired and then he anxiously watched his son why will he look at that Fresco he said uneasily I
saw nothing in it I like jotto she replied it is so wonderful what they say about his tactial values though I like
things like the delar Robia babies better so you ought a baby is worth a dozen Saints and my baby's worth the
whole of paradise and as far as I can see he lives in Hell Lucy again felt that this did not do in hell he repeated
he's unhappy oh dear said Lucy how can he be unhappy when he is strong and Alive what more is one to give him and
think how he has been brought up free from all the Superstition and ignorance that lead men to hate one another in the
name of God with such an education as that I thought he was bound to grow up happy she was no Theologian but she felt
that here was a very foolish old man as well as a very irreligious one she also felt that her mother might not like her
talking to that kind of person and that Charlotte would object most strongly what are we to do with him he asked he
comes out out for his holiday to Italy and behaves like that like the little child who ought to have been playing and
who hurt himself upon the tombstone what did you say Lucy had made no suggestion suddenly he said now don't
be stupid over this I don't require you to fall in love with my boy but I do think you might try and understand him
you are nearer his age and if you let yourself go I am sure you are sensible you might help me he has known so few
women and you have the time you stop here several weeks I suppose but Let Yourself Go you are inclined to get
muddled if I may judge from last night let yourself go pull out from the depths those thoughts that you do not
understand and spread them out in the sunlight and know the meaning of them but by understanding George you may
learn to understand yourself it will be good for both of you to this extraordinary speech Lucy found no
answer I only know what it is that's wrong with him not why it is and what is it asked Lucy fearfully expecting some
harrowing Tale the old trouble things won't fit what things the things of the universe
it is quite true they don't oh Mr Emerson whatever do you mean in his ordinary voice so that she scarcely
realized he was quoting poetry he said from far from Eve and morning and Yan 12 winded Sky the stuff of life to knit me
blw hither here am I George and I both know this but why does it distress him we know that we come from the winds and
that we shall return to them that all life is perhaps a knot a tangle a blemish in the Eternal smoothness but
why should this make us unhappy let us rather love one another and work and rejoice I don't believe in this world's
sorrow Miss honey church ascented then make my boy Think Like Us make him realize that by the side of the ever
lasting why there is a yes A transitory yes if you like but a yes suddenly she laughed surely one ought to laugh a
young man Melancholy because the universe wouldn't fit because life was a tangle or a wind or a yes or something
I'm very sorry she cried you'll think me unfeeling but but then she became matronly oh but your son wants employ
employment has he no particular hobby why I myself have worries but I can generally forget them at the piano and
collecting stamps did no end of good for my brother perhaps Italy bores him you ought to try the Alps or the Lakes the
old man's face saddened and he touched her gently with his hand this did not alarm her she thought that her advice
had impressed him and that he was thanking her for it indeed he no longer alarmed her at all she regarded him as a
kind thing but quite silly her feelings were as inflated spiritually as they had been an hour ago aesthetically before
she lost Baker the Dear George now striding towards them over the Tombstones seemed both pitiable and
absurd he approached his face in the shadow he said Miss Bartlet oh oh good gracious me said Lucy suddenly
collapsing and again seeing the whole of Life In A New Perspective where where in the Nave I see those gossiping Little
Miss Allens must have she checked herself poor girl exploded Mr Emison poor girl she could not let this pass
for it was just what she was feeling herself poor girl I fail to understand the point of that remark I think myself
a very fortunate girl I assure you I'm thoroughly happy and having a splendid time pray don't waste time mourning over
me there's enough sorrow in the world isn't there without trying to invent it goodbye thank you both so much for all
your kindness ah yes there does come my cousin a delightful morning Santa cochi is a
wonderful Church she joined her cousin it so happened that Lucy who found daily life rather chaotic entered a more solid
world when she opened the piano she was then no longer either deferential or patronizing no longer either a rebel or
a slave the kingdom of music is not the kingdom of this world it will accept Those whom breeding and int and culture
have alike rejected the commonplace person begins to play and shoots into the emperion without effort whilst we
look up marveling how he has escaped us and thinking how we could worship Him and love him would he but translate his
Visions into human words and his experiences into human actions perhaps he cannot certainly he does not or does
so very seldom Lucy had done so never she was no no dazzling executive her runs were not at all like strings of
pearls and she struck no more right notes than was suitable for one of her age and situation nor was she the
passionate young lady who performs so tragically on a summer's evening with the window open passion was there but it
could not be easily labeled it slipped between love and hatred and jealousy and all the furniture of the pictorial style
and she was tragical only in the sense that she was great for she loved to play on the side of victory victory of what
and over what that is more than the words of daily life can tell us but that some sonatas of Beethoven are written
tragic no one can gain say yet they can Triumph or despair as the player decides and Lucy had decided that they should
Triumph a very wet afternoon at the barolini permitted her to do the thing she really liked and after lunch she
opened the little draped piano a few people lingered round and praised her playing but finding that she made no
reply dispersed to their rooms to write up their Diaries or to sleep she took no notice of Mr Emison looking for his son
nor of Miss Bartlett looking for Miss lavish nor of Miss lavish looking for her cigarette case like every true
performer she was Intoxicated by the mere feel of the notes they were fingers caressing her own and by touch not by
sound alone did she come to her desire Mr BB sitting unnoticed in the window pondered this illogical element in Miss
honey church and recalled the occasion at tonbridge Wells when he had discovered it it was at one of those
entertainments where the upper classes entertain the lower the seats were filled with a respectful audience and
the ladies and gentlemen of the parish under the offices of their vicker sang or recited or imitated the drawing of a
champagne cork among the promised items was Miss honey Church piano Beethoven and Mr BB was wondering whether it would
be Adela or the march of the ruins of Athens when his composure was disturbed by the opening bars of Opus 3 he was in
suspense all through the introduction for not until the pace quickens does one know what the former intends with the
Roar of the opening theme he knew that things were going extraordinarily in the chords that Herald the conclusion he
heard the hammer Strokes of Victory he was glad that she only played the first movement for he could have paid no
attention to the winding intricacies of the measures of 9916 the audience clapped no less respectful it was Mr BB
who started the stamping it was all that one could do who is she he asked the vicar afterwards cousin of one of my
parishioners I do not consider her choice of a peace happy Beethoven is so usually simple and Direct in his appeal
that it is sheer perversity to choose a thing like that which if anything disturbs introduce me she will be
delighted she and Miss Bartlett are full of the Praises of your sermon my sermon cried Mr BBE why ever did she listen to
it when he was introduced he understood why for Miss honey Church disjoined from her music stool was only a young lady
with a quantity of dark hair and a very pretty pale undeveloped face she loved going to concerts she loved stopping
with her cousin she loved iced coffee and merang he did not doubt that she loved his sermon also but before he left
Tunbridge Wells he made a remark to the vicer which he now made to Lucy herself when she closed the little piano and
moved dreamily towards him if Miss honey church ever takes to live as she plays it will be very exciting both for us and
for her Lucy at once re-entered daily life oh what a funny thing someone said just the same to mother and she said she
trusted I should never live a duet doesn't Mrs honey Church like music she doesn't mind it but she doesn't like one
to get excited over anything she thinks I'm silly about it she thinks I can't make out once you know I said that I
liked my own playing better than any ones she has never got over it of course I didn't mean that I played well well I
only meant of course said he wondering why she bothered to explain music said Lucy
as if attempting some generality she could not complete it and looked out absently upon Italy in the wet the whole
life of the South was disorganized and the most graceful n
e e what is it about it will be a novel replied Mr BBE
dealing with modern Italy let me refer you for an account to Miss Katherine Allen who uses words herself more
admirably than anyone I know I wish Miss lavish would tell me herself we started such friends but I don't think she ought
to have run away with Baker that morning in Santa cochi Charlotte was most annoyed at finding me practically alone
and so I couldn't help being a little annoyed with Miss lavish the two ladies at all events have made it up he was
interested in the sudden friendship between women so apparently dissimilar as Miss Bartlett and Miss lavish they
were always in each other's company with Lucy a slighted third Miss lavish he believed he understood but miss Bartlett
might reveal unknown depths of strangeness though not perhaps of meaning was itally deflecting her from
the path of Prim chaperon which he had assigned to her at Tunbridge Wells all his life he had loved to study Maiden
ladies they were his specialty and his profession had provided him with ample opportunities for the work girls like
Lucy were Charming to look at but Mr B was from rather profound reasons somewhat chilly in his attitude towards
the other sex and preferred to be interested rather than enthralled Lucy for the third time said that poor
Charlotte would be spped the ano was rising in flood washing away the traces of the little carts upon the foreshore
but in the southwest there had appeared a dull Haze of yellow which might mean better whether if it did not mean worse
she opened the window to inspect and a cold blast entered the room drawing a plain of cry from Miss Katherine Allen
who entered at the same moment by the door oh dear Miss honey Church you will catch a chill and Mr BB here besides who
would suppose this is Italy there is my sister actually nursing the hot water can no Comforts or proper
Provisions she sidled towards them and sat down self-conscious as she always was on entering a room which contained
one man or a man and one woman I could hear your beautiful playing Miss honey Church though I was in my room with a
door shut door shut indeed most necessary no one has the least idea of privacy in this country and one person
catches it from another Lucy answered suitably Mr BB was not able to tell the ladies of his Adventure at Medina where
the chambermaid burst in upon him in his bath exclaiming cheerfully e yente sonoa he contented himself with saying I
quite agree with you Miss Allen the Italians are a most unpleasant people they pry everywhere they see everything
and they know what we want before we know it ourselves we are at their Mercy they read our thoughts they forell our
desires from the cab driver down down to to Jato they turn us inside out and I resent it yet in their heart of hearts
they are how superficial they have no conception of the intellectual life how right is Senora bertolini who exclaimed
to me the other day ho Mr BB if you knew what I suffer over the children's education hi won't a my little Victor
taught by a ignorant Italian what can't explain nothing Miss Allen did not follow but gathered that she was being
mocked in an agreeable way her sister was a little disappointed in Mr BBE having expected better things from a
clergyman whose head was bald and who wore a pair of russet whiskers indeed who would have supposed that tolerance
sympathy and a sense of humor would inhabit that militant form in the midst of her satisfaction she continued to
Sidle and at last the cause was disclosed from the chair beneath her she extracted a gunmetal cigarette case on
which were powdered in turquoise the initials E L that belongs to Lavish said the clergyman a good fellow lavish but I
wish she'd start a pipe oh Mr BB said Miss Allen divided between awe and mirth indeed though it is dreadful for her to
smoke it it is not quite as Dreadful as you suppose she took to it practically in despair after her life's work was
carried away in a land slip surely that makes it more excusable what was that asked Lucy Mr BB sat back complacently
and Miss Allen began as follows it was a novel and I am afraid from what I can gather not a very nice novel it is so
sad when people who have abilities misuse them and I must say they nearly always do anyhow she left it almost
finished in The Grotto of the calvary at the capuccini hotel at Amalfi while she went for a little ink she said can I
have a little ink please but you know what Italians are and meanwhile The Grotto fell roaring onto the beach and
the saddest thing of all is that she cannot remember what she has written the poor thing was very ill after it and so
got tempted into cigarettes it is a great secret but I am glad to say that she is writing another novel she told
Teresa and Miss pole the other day that she had got up all the local color this novel is to be about modern Italy the
other was historical but that she could not start till she had an idea first she tried peruja for an inspiration then she
came here this must on no account get round and so cheerful through it all I cannot help thinking that there is
something to admire in everyone even if you do not approve of them Miss Allen was always thus being charitable against
her better judgment a delicate paos perfumed her disconnected remarks giving them unexpected Beauty just as in the
decaying Autumn Woods there sometimes rise odors reminiscent of spring she felt she had made almost too many
allowances and apologized hurridly for her Toleration all the same she is a little too I hardly like to say
unwomanly but she behaved most strangely when the emersons arrived Mr BB smiled as Miss Allen plunged into
an e e e
our dear Queen it was horrible speaking I reminded her how the queen had been to Ireland when she did not want to go and
I must say she was dumbfounded and made no reply but unluckily Mr Emerson overheard this part and called in his
deep voice quite so quite so I honor the woman for her Irish visit the woman I tell things so badly but you see what a
tangle we were in by this time all on account of s having been mentioned in the first place but that was not all
after dinner Miss lavish actually came up and said Miss Allan I am going into the smoking room to talk to those two
nice men come too needless to say I refused such an unsuitable invitation and she had the impertinence to tell me
that it would broaden my ideas and said that she had four brothers all University men except one who was in the
Army who always made a point of talking to commercial Travelers let me finish the story said Mr BBE who had returned
Miss lavish tried Miss pole myself everyone and finally said I shall go alone she went at the end of 5 minutes
she returned turned unobtrusively with a green baz board and began playing patience whatever happened cried Lucy no
one knows no one will ever know Miss lavish will never dare to tell and Mr Emerson does not think it worth telling
Mr BB old Mr Emerson is he nice or not nice I do so want to know Mr BB laughed and suggested that she should settle the
question for herself no but it is so difficult sometimes he is so silly and then I do not mind him Miss Allan what
do you think is he nice the little old lady shook her head and sighed disapprovingly Mr BBE whom the
conversation amused stirred her up by saying I consider that you are bound to class him as nice Miss Allen after after
that business of the violets violets oh dear who told you about the violets how do things get round a pension is a bad
place for gossips no I cannot forget how they behaved at Mr eager's lecture at Santa cochi oh poor Miss honey Church it
really was too bad no I have quite changed I do not like the emersons they are not nice Mr BB smiled
nonchalantly he had made a gentle effort to introduce the Emerson's into bertolini society and the effort had
failed he was almost the only person who remained friendly to them Miss lavish who represented intellect was avowedly
hostile and now the Miss Allens who stood for good breeding were following her Miss Bartlett smarting under an
obligation would scarcely be civil the case of Lucy was different she had given him a hazy
account of her adventures in Santa cochi and he gathered that the two men had made a curious and possibly concerted
attempt to Annex her to show her the world from their own strange standpoint to interest her in their private sorrows
and joys this was impertinent he did not wish their cause to be championed by a young girl he would rather it should
fail after all he knew nothing about them and pension Joys pension Sorrows are flimsy things whereas Lucy would be
his parishioner Lucy with one eye upon the weather finally said that she thought the emersons were nice not that
she saw anything of them now even their seats at dinner had been moved but aren't they always waylaying you to go
out with them dear said the little lady inquisitively only once Charlotte didn't like it and said something quite
politely of course most right of her they don't understand our ways they must find their level Mr BB rather felt that
they had gone under they had given up their attempt if it was one to conquer society and now the father was almost as
silent as the son he wondered whether he would not plan A pleasant day for these folk before they left some Expedition
perhaps with Lucy well chaperoned to be nice to them it was one of Mr BB's Chief Pleasures to provide people with happy
memories evening approached while they chatted the air became brighter the colors on the trees and hills were
purified and the Arno lost its muddy solidity and began to twinkle there were a few
streak e e Mr BB was right Lucy never knew her
desires so clearly as after music she had not really appreciated the clergyman's wit nor the suggestive
twitterings of Miss Allen conversation was tedious she wanted something big and she believed that it would have come to
her on the Wind swept platform of an electric tram this she might not attempt it was
unladylike why why were most big things unladylike Charlotte had once explained to her why it was not that ladies were
inferior to men it was that they were different their mission was to Inspire others to achievement rather than to
achieve themselves indirectly by means of tact and a spotless name a lady could accomplish much but if she rushed into
the fry herself she would be first censured then despised and finally ignored poems had been written to
illustrate this point there is much that is Immortal in this medieval lady the dragons have gone and so have the
knights but still she lingers in our midst she reigned in many an early Victorian castle and was Queen of much
early Victorian song it is sweet to protect her in the intervals of business sweet to pay her honor when she has
Cooked our dinner well but War a radiant crust built around the central fires spinning towards the
receding Heavens men declaring that she inspires them to it move joyfully over the surface having the most delightful
meetings with other men happy not because they are masculine but because they are alive
before the show breaks up she would like to drop the August title of the Eternal woman and go there as her transitory
self Lucy does not stand for the medieval lady who was rather an ideal to which she was bidden to lift her eyes
when feeling serious nor has she any system of Revolt here and there a restriction annoyed her particularly and
she would transgress it and perhaps be sorry that she had done so this afternoon she was peculiarly
restive she would really like to do something of which her well-wishers disapproved as she might not go on the
electric tram she went to Alan Ari's shop there she bought a photograph of belli's birth of
Venus Venus being a Pity spoiled the picture otherwise so charming and Miss Bartlett had persuaded her to do without
It a Pity in art of course signified the nude georgion tempesta the idalino some of the cysteine frescos and the epoxy
ominos were added to it she felt a little comma then and bought for Angelico coronation Joto's Ascension of
St John some delar Robia babies and some Guido renie madonas for her taste was Catholic and she extended uncritical
approval to every well-known name but though she spent nearly seven L the gates of Liberty seemed still unopened
she was conscious of her discontent it was new to her to be conscious of it the world she thought is certainly full of
beautiful things if only I could come across them it was not surprising that Mrs honey Church disapproved of Music
declaring that it always left her daughter peevish unpractical and touchy nothing ever happens to me she reflected
as she entered the Piaza senoria and looked nonchalantly at its Marvels now fairly familiar to her the great Square
was in Shadow the sunshine had come too late to strike it Neptune was already unsubstantial in the Twilight half God
half ghost and his Fountain plashed dreamily to the men and SATs who idle together on its Marge the logia showed
as the triple entrance of a cave wherein many a deity shadowy but Immortal looking forth upon the arrivals
and departures of mankind it was the hour of unreality the hour that is when unfamiliar things are real an old a
person at such an hour and in such a place might think that sufficient was happening to him and rest content Lucy
desired more she fixed her eyes wistfully on the tower of the palace which rose out of the lower Darkness
like a pillar of roughened gold it seemed no longer a tower no longer supported by Earth but some unattainable
treasure throbbing in the Tranquil Sky its brightness mesmerized her still dancing before her eyes when she bent
them to the ground and started towards home then something did happen Two Italians by the logia had been bickering
about a debt cried they sparred at each other and one of them was hit lightly upon the chest
he frowned he bent towards Lucy with a look of interest as if he had an important message for her he opened his
lips to deliver it and a stream of red came out between them and trickled down his unshaven chin that was all a crowd
rose out of the dusk it hid this extraordinary man from her and bore him away to the Fountain Mr George Emerson
happened to be a few Paces away looking at her across the spot where the man had been how very odd across something even
as she caught sight of him he grew dim the palace itself grew dim swayed above her fell onto her softly slowly
noiselessly and the sky fell with it she thought oh what have I done oh what have I done she murmured and opened her eyes
George Emerson still looked at her but not across anything she had complained of dullness and low one man was stabbed
and another held her in his arms they were sitting on some steps in the Eazy arcade he must have carried her he rose
when she spoke and began to dust his knees she repeated oh what have I done you fainted I I am very sorry how are
you now perfectly well absolutely well and she began to nod and smile then let us come home there's no point in our
stopping he held out his hand to pull her up she pretended not to see it the Cries From The Fountain they had never
ceased rang emptily the whole world seemed pale and void of its original meaning how very kind you have been I
might have hurt myself falling but now I am well I can go alone thank you his hand was still extended oh my
photographs she exclaimed suddenly what photographs I bought some photographs at Alan SES I must have dropped them out
there in the Square she looked at him cautiously would you add to your kind
e e being strong physically she soon overcame the horror of blood she rose
without his assistance and though Wings seemed to flutter inside her she walked firmly enough towards the Arno there a
cman signal to them they refused him and the murderer tried to kiss him you say how very odd Italians are and gave
himself up to the police Mr BB was saying that Italians know everything but I think they are rather childish when my
cousin and I were at the pity yesterday what was that he had thrown something into the stream what did you throw in
things I didn't want he said crossly Mr Emerson well where are the
photographs he was silent I believe it was my photographs that you threw away I didn't know what to do with them he
cried and his voice was that of an anxious boy her heart warmed towards him for the first time they were covered
with blood there I'm glad I've told you and all the time we were making conversation I was wondering what to do
with them he pointed Downstream they've gone the river swirled under the bridge I did mind them
so and one is so foolish it seemed better that they should go out to the sea I don't know I may just mean that
they frightened me then the boy verged into a man for something tremendous has happened I must face it without getting
muddled it isn't exactly that a man has died something warned Lucy that she must stop him it has happened he repeated and
I mean to find out what it is Mr Emerson he turned towards her frowning as if she had Disturbed him in some
abstract Quest I want to ask you something before we go in they were close to their pension she stopped and
lent her elbows against against the parapet of the embankment he did likewise there is at times a magic in
identity of position it is one of the things that have suggested to us Eternal comradeship she moved her elbows before
saying I have behaved ridiculously he was following his own thoughts I was never so much ashamed of
myself in my life I cannot think what came over me I nearly fainted myself he said but she felt that her attitude
repelled him well I owe you a thousand apologies oh all right and this is the real point you know how silly people are
gossiping ladies especially I am afraid you understand what I mean I'm afraid I don't I mean would you not mention it to
anyone my foolish Behavior your Behavior oh yes all right all right thank you so much and would you she could not carry
her request any further the river was rushing below them almost black in the advancing night he had thrown her
photographs into it and then he had told her the reason it struck her that it was hopeless to look for chivalry in such a
man he would do her no harm by Idol gossip he was trustworthy intelligent and even kind he might even have a high
opinion of her but he lacked chivalry his thoughts like his behavior would not be modified by awe it was useless to say
to him and would you and hope that he would complete the sentence for himself avert e
chapter five possibilities of a pleasant outing it was a family saying that you never knew Which Way Charlotte Bartlett
would turn she was perfectly Pleasant and sensible over Lucy's Adventure found The Abridged account of it quite
adequate and paid suitable tribute to the courtesy of Mr George Emerson she and Miss lavish had had an adventure
also they had been stopped at the Dao coming back and the young officials there who seemed impudent and deu had
tried to search their retic ules for Provisions it might have been most unpleasant fortunately Miss lavish was a
match for anyone for good or for evil Lucy was left to face her problem alone none of her friends had seen her either
in the pza or later on by the embankment Mr BBE indeed noticing her startled eyes at dinner time had again passed to
himself the remark of too much Beethoven but he only supposed that she was ready for an adventure not that she had
encountered it this Solitude oppressed her she was accustomed to have her thoughts confirmed by others or at all
events contradicted it was too Dreadful not to know whether she was thinking right or wrong at breakfast next morning
she took decisive action there were two plans between which she had to choose Mr BB was walking up to the T Del Gallow
with the emersons and some american ladies would miss Bartlett and Miss honey Church join the party Charlotte
declined for herself she had been there in the Rain the previous afternoon but she thought it an admirable idea for
Lucy who hated shopping changing money fetching letters and other irksome duties all of which Miss Bartlett must
accomplish this morning and could easily accomplish alone no Charlotte cried the girl with real warmth it's very kind of
Mr BBE but I am certainly coming with you I had much rather very well dear said Miss Bartlett with a faint flush of
pleasure that called forth a deep flush of Shame on the cheeks of Lucy how abominably she behaved to Charlotte now
as always but now she should alter all morning she would be really nice to her her she slipped her arm into her cousins
and they started off along the lung Arno the river was a lion that morning in strength voice and color Miss Bartlet
insisted on leaning over the parapet to look at it she then made her usual remark which was how I do wish Freddy
and your mother could see this too Lucy fidgeted it was tiresome of Charlotte to have stopped exactly where she did
look Lucia oh you are watching for the Tori Dell Gallow party I feared you would repent you of your choice serious
as the choice had been Lucy did not repent yesterday had been a muddle queer and odd the kind of thing one could not
write down easily on paper but she had a feeling that Charlotte and her shopping were preferable to George Emerson and
the summit of the Tory Del Gallow since she could not unravel the tangle she must take care not to reenter it she
could protest sincerely against Miss Bartlett's insinuations but though she had avoided
the chief actor the scenery unfortunately remained Charlotte with a complacency of Fate led her from the
river to the Piaza senoria she could not have believed that Stones a logia a fountain a palace Tower would have such
signif ific an for a moment she understood the nature of ghosts the exact site of the murder was occupied
not by a ghost but by Miss lavish who had the morning newspaper in her hand she hailed them briskly the Dreadful
catastrophe of the previous day had given her an idea which she thought would work up into a book oh let me
congratulate you said Miss Bartlet after your spare of yesterday what a fortunate thing aha Miss honey Church come you
here I am in luck now you are to tell me absolutely everything that you saw from the beginning Lucy poked at the ground
with her parasol but perhaps you would rather not I'm sorry if you could manage without it I think I would rather not
the Elder ladies exchanged glances is not of disapproval it is suitable that a girl should feel deeply it is I who am
sorry said Miss lavish we literary hacks are Shameless creatures I believe there's no secret of the human heart
into which we wouldn't pry she marched cheerfully to the Fountain and back and did a few calculations in realism then
she said that she had been in the Piaza since 8:00 collecting material a good deal of it was unsuitable but of course
one e I confess that in Italy my sympathies are not with my own countrymen it is the
neglected Italians who attract me and whose lives I am going to paint so far as I can for I repeat and I insist and I
have always held most strongly that a tragedy such as yesterday's is not the less tragic because it happened in
Humble life there was a fitting silence When Miss lavish had concluded then the cousins wished success to her labors and
walked slowly away across the square she is my idea of a really clever woman said Miss Bartlett that last remark struck me
as so particularly true it should be a most pathetic novel Lucy ascented at present her great aim was not to get put
into it her perceptions this morning were curiously keen and she believed that Miss lavish had her on trial for an
anenu she is emancipated but only in the very best sense of the word continued Miss Bartlett slowly none but the
superficial would be shocked at her we had a long talk yesterday she believes in Justice and truth and human interest
she told me also that she has a high opinion of the destiny of woman Mr eager why how nice what a pleasant
surprise ah not for for me said the chaplain blandly for I have been watching you and Miss honey church for
quite a little time we were chatting to miss lavish his brow contracted so I saw were you indeed
and the last remark was made to a vendor of panoramic photographs who was approaching with a courteous smile I am
about to venture a suggestion would you and Miss honey Church be disposed to join me in a drive someday this week a
drive in the Hills we might go up by Fela and back by Stig Nano there is a point on that road where we could get
down and have an hour's ramble on the hillside The View then of Florence is most beautiful far better than the
Hacked view of Fela it is the view that alesio Baldo Vetti is fond of introducing into his pictures that man
had a decided feeling for landscape decidedly but who looks at it today ah the world is too much for us miss
Bartlett had not heard of alesio baldovinetti but she knew that Mr eager was no commonplace chaplain he was a
member of the residential colony who had made Florence their home he knew the people who never walked about with
Bakers who had learned to take a siesta after lunch lunch who took drives the pension tourists had never heard of and
saw by private influence galleries which were closed to them living in delicate seclusion some in furnished Flats others
in Renaissance Villas on fasola slope they read wrote studied and exchanged ideas thus attaining to that intimate
knowledge or rather perception of Florence which is denied to all who carry in their pockets the coupons of
cook therefore an invit ation from the chaplain was something to be proud of between the two sections of his flock he
was often the only link and it was his avowed custom to select those of his migratory sheep who seemed worthy and
give them a few hours in the pastures of the permanent t e
they ascented this very Square so I'm told witnessed yesterday the most sorted of tragedies to one who loves the
Florence of Dante and savonarola there is something portentous in such desecration
portentous and humiliating humiliating indeed said Miss Bartlett Miss honey Church happened to
be passing through as it happened she can hardly bear to speak of it she glanced at Lucy proudly and how came we
to have you here asked the chaplain paternally Miss Bartlett's recent liberalism oozed away at the question do
not blame her please Mr eager the fault is mine I left her unchaperoned so you were here alone Miss
honey Church his voice suggested sympathetic reproof but at the same time indicated that a few harrowing details
would not be unacceptable his dark handsome face drooped mournfully towards her to catch her reply practically one
of our pension acquaintances kindly brought her home said Miss Bartlett adroitly concealing the sex of the
preserver for her also it must have been a terrible experience I trust that neither of you was at all that it was
not in your immediate proximity of the many things Lucy was noticing today not the least remarkable was this the
ghoulish fashion in which respectable people will nibble after blood George Emerson had kept the subject strangely
pure he died by the fountain I believe was her reply and you and your friend were over at the logia that must have
saved you much you have not of course seen the disgraceful illustrations which the gutter press this man is a public
nuisance he knows that I am a resident perfectly well and yet he goes on worrying me to buy his vulgar views
surely the vendor of photographs was in Le with Lucy in the Eternal League of Italy with youth he had suddenly
extended his book before Miss Bartlett and Mr eager binding their hands together by a long glossy ribbon of
churches pictures and Views this is too much cried the chaplain striking petulantly at one of FR angelico's
Angels sheor a shrill cry Rose from the vendor the book it seemed was was more valuable than one would have supposed
willingly would I purchase began Miss Bartlett shopping was the topic that now ensued
under the chaplain's guidance they selected many hideous presents and momentos florid little picture frames
that seemed fashioned in guilt pastry other little frames more severe that stood on little easel and were carving
out of Oak a blotting book of Vellum a Dante of the same material cheap Mosaic brooches which the maids next Christmas
would never tell from real pins pots heraldic saucers Brown art photographs AOS and psyche in Alabaster St Peter to
match all of which would have cost less in London this successful morning left no Pleasant Impressions on Lucy she had
been a little frightened both by Miss lavish and by Mr eager she knew not why and as they frightened her she had
strangely enough ceased to respect them she doubted that Miss lavish was a great artist she doubted that Mr eager was as
full of spirituality and culture as she had been led to suppose they were trying by some new test and they were found
wanting as for Charlotte as for Charlotte she was exactly the same it might be possible to be nice to her it
was impossible to love her the son of a laborer I happen to know it for a fact a mechanic of some sort himself when he
was young then he took to writing for the socialistic Press I came across him at Brixton they were talking about the
emersons how wonderfully people rise in these days sighed Miss Bartlett fingering a model of the Leaning Tower
of Pisa generally replied Mr eager one has only sympathy for their success the desire for education and for social
advance in these things there is something not wholly vile there are some working men whom one would be very
willing to see out here in Florence little as they would make of it is he a journalist now miss Bartlett asked he is
not he made an advantageous marriage he uttered this remark with a voice full of meaning and ended with a sigh oh so he
has a wife dead Miss Bartlett dead I wonder yes I wonder how he has the affron to look me in the face to dare to
claim acquaint with me he was in my London Parish long ago the other day in Santa cochi when he was with Miss honey
church I snubbed him let him beware that he does not get more than a snub what cried Lucy flushing
exposure hissed Mr eager he tried to change the subject but in scoring a dramatic point he had interested his
audience more than he had intended Miss Bartlett was full of very Natural Curiosity Lucy though she wished never
to see the emersons again was not disposed to condemn them on a single word do you mean she asked that he is an
irreligious man we know that already Lucy dear said Miss Bartlet gently reproving her cousin's penetration I
should be astonished if you knew all the boy and an innocent child at the time I will exclude God knows what his
education and his inherited qualities may have made him perhaps said Miss Bartlett it is something that we had
better not hear to speak plainly said Mr eager it is I will say no more for the first time Lucy's rebellious thoughts
swept out in words for the first time in her life you have said very little it was my intention to say very little was
his frigid reply he gazed indignantly at the girl who met him with equal indignation she turned towards him from
the shop counter her breast heaved quickly he observed her brow and the sudden strength of her lips it was
intolerable that she should disbelieve him murder if you want to know he cried angrily
that man murdered his wife how she retorted to all intents and purposes he murdered her that day in Santa cochi did
they say anything against me not a word Mr eager not a single word Oh I thought they had been libling me to you but I
suppose it is only their personal charms that makes you defend them I'm not defending them said Lucy losing her
courage and relapsing into the old chaotic methods they're nothing to me how could you think she was defending
them said Miss Bartlett much discomforted by the unpleasant scene the shopman was possibly listening she will
find it difficult for that man has murdered his wife in the sight of God the addition of God was striking but the
chaplain was really trying to qualify a rash remark a silence followed which might have been impressive but was
merely awkward then miss Bartlett hastily purchased the Leaning Tower and led the way into the
street e e they were now in the newspaper room at
the English Bank Lucy stood by the central table heedless of punch and the graphic trying to answer or at all
events to formulate the questions rioting in her brain the well-known world had broken up and there emerged
Florence a Magic City where people thought and did the most extraordinary things murder accusations of murder a
lady clinging to one man and being rude to another were these the daily incidents of her streets was there more
in her Frank Beauty than met the eye the power perhaps to evoke passions good and bad and to bring them speedily to a
fulfillment happy Charlotte who though greatly troubled over things that did not matter seemed oblivious to things
that did who could conjecture with admirable delicacy where things might lead to but apparently lost sight of the
goal as she approached it now she was crouching in the corner trying to extract a circular note from a kind of
linen nose bag which hung in chased concealment around her neck she had been told that this was the only safe way to
carry money in Italy it must only be roached within the walls of the English Bank as she groped she murmured whether
it is Mr BBE who forgot to tell Mr eager or Mr eager who forgot when he told us or whether they have decided to leave
Elanor out altogether which they could scarcely do but in any case we must be prepared it is you they really want I am
only asked for appearances you shall go with the two gentlemen and I and Eleanor will follow behind a one-horse Carriage
would do for us yet how difficult it is it is indeed replied the girl with a gravity that sounded sympathetic what do
you think about it asked Miss Bartlett flushed from the struggle and buttoning up her dress I don't know what I think
nor what I want oh dear Lucy I do hope Florence isn't boring you speak the word and as you know I would take you to the
ends of the Earth tomorrow thank you Charlotte said Lucy and pondered over the offer there were letters for her at
the bureau one from her brother full of Athletics and biology one from her mother delightful as only her mother's
letters could be she had read in it of the crocuses which had been bought for yellow and were coming up Pew of the new
parlor made who had watered the ferns with essence of lemon of the semi detached Cottages which were
ruining Summer Street and Breaking the heart of Sir Harry Otway she recalled the free Pleasant life of her home where
she was allowed to do everything and where nothing ever happened to her the road up through the pinewoods the clean
drawing room The View over the Sussex wield all hung before her bright and distinct but pathetic as the pictures in
a gallery to which after much experience a traveler returned and the News asked Miss Bartlett Mrs
Vice and her son have gone to Rome said Lucy giving the news that interested her least do you know the vices oh not that
way back we can never have too much of the dear Piaza senoria they're nice people The Vices so clever my idea of
what's really clever don't you long to be be in Rome I die for it the Piaza senoria is too Stony to be brilliant it
has no grass no flowers no frescos no glittering walls of marble or comforting patches of Ruddy Brick by an odd chance
unless we believe in a presiding Genius of places the statues that relieve its severity suggest not the innocence of
childhood nor the Glorious bewilderment of Youth but the conscious achievements of maturity Perseus and Judith Hercules
and thus Nelda they have done or suffered something and though they are Immortal immortality has come to them
after experience not before here not only in the Solitude of nature might a hero meet a goddess or a heroine a god
Charlotte cried the girl suddenly here's an idea what if we popped off to Rome tomorrow straight to the vice's hotel
for I do know what I want I'm sick of Florence no you said you'd go to the ends of the Earth do do miss Bartlet
with equal vivacity replied oh you droll person pray what would become of your drive in the Hills they passed together
through the gaunt beauty of the square laughing over the unpractical suggest gestion it was fettin who drove them to
Fela that memorable day a youth all irresponsibility and fire recklessly urging his master's horses up the Stony
Hill Mr BB recognized him at once neither the ages of Faith nor the age of Doubt had touched him he was fettin in
Tuscany driving a cab and it was pany whom he asked leave to pick up on the way saying that she was his sister panie
tall and slender and pale returned with a spring to her mother's Cottage and still shading her eyes from the
unaccustomed light to her Mr eager objected saying that here was the thin edge of the wedge and one must guard
against imposition but the ladies interceded and when it had been made clear that it was a very great favor the
goddess was allowed to mount beside the god fettin at once slipped the left rain over her head thus enabling himself to
drive with his arm round her waist she did not mind Mr eager who sat with his back to the horses saw nothing of the
indecorous proceeding and continued his conversation with Lucy the other two occupants of the carriage were old Mr
Emerson and Miss lavish for a Dreadful thing had happened Mr B without consulting Mr eager had doubled the size
of the party and though Miss Bartlett and Miss lavish had planned all the morning how the people were to sit at
the critical moment when the carriages came round they lost their heads and Miss lavish got in with with Lucy while
miss Bartlett with George Emerson and Mr BBE followed on behind it was hard on the poor chaplain to have his party
carry thus transformed tea at a Renaissance Villa if he had ever meditated it was now impossible Lucy and
Miss Bartlett had a certain style about them and Mr BBE though unreliable was a man of Parts but a shoddy lady writer
and a journalist who had murdered his wife in the sight of God they should enter no Villa at his introduction Lucy
elegantly dressed in white sat erect and nervous amid these explosive ingredients attentive to Mr eager repressive towards
Miss lavish watchful of old Mr Emerson hitherto fortunately asleep thanks to a heavy lunch and The Drowsy atmosphere of
spring she looked on the Expedition as the work of Fate but for it she would have avoided George Emerson successfully
in an open manner he had shown that he wished to continue their intimacy she had refused not because she disliked
him but because she did not know what had happened and suspected that he did know and this frightened her for the
real event whatever it was had taken place not in the logia but by the river to behave wildly at the sight of death
is pardonable but to discuss it afterwards to pass from discussion into silence and through silence into
sympathy that is an error not of a startled emotion but of the the whole fabric there was really something
blameworthy she thought in their joint contemplation of the shadowy stream in the common impulse which had turned them
to the house without the passing of a look or word this sense of wickedness had been slight At first she had nearly
joined the party to the Tori Dell Gallow but each time that she avoided George it became more imperative that she should
avoid him again and now Celestial irony working through her cousin and two clergymen did not not suffer her to
leave Florence till she had made this Expedition with him through the hills meanwhile Mr eager held her in civil
Converse their little tiff was over so miss honey Church you are traveling as a student of art oh dear me no oh no
perhaps as a student of human nature interposed Miss lavish like myself oh no I am here as a tourist Oh indeed said Mr
eager are you indeed if you will not think me rude we residents sometimes pity you poor tourists not a little
handed about like a parcel of goods from Venice to Florence from Florence to Rome living herded together in pensions or
hotels quite unconscious of anything that is outside baker their one anxiety to get done or through and go on
somewhere else the result is they mix up towns Rivers palaces in one inextricable world you know the American Girl in
punch who says say papa what did we see at Rome and the father replies why guess Rome was the place where we saw the
yoler dog there's traveling for you ah h ah I quite agree said Miss lavish who had several times tried to interrupt his
Morant wit the narrowness and superficiality of the Anglo-Saxon tourist is nothing less than a menace
quite so now the English Colony at Florence Miss honey church and it is of considerable size though of course not
all equally a few are here for trade for example but the greater part are students lady Helen laverstock is at
present busy over fra Angelico I mention her name because we are passing her Villa on the left no you can only see it
if you stand no do not stand you will fall she is very proud of that thick hedge inside
perfect seclusion one might have gone back 600 years some critics believe that her garden was the scene of the de
Cameron which lends it an additional interest does it not it does indeed cried Miss lavish tell me where do they
place the scene of that wonderful seventh day but Mr eager proceeded to tell Miss honey church that on the right
lived Mr someone something an American of the best type so rare and that the somebody else's were farther down the
hill doubtless you know her monographs in the series of medieval byways he is working at jist pletho sometimes as I
take tea in their beautiful grounds I hear over the wall the electric tram squealing up the new road with its loads
of hot Dusty unintelligent tourists who are going to do Fela in an hour in order that they may say they have been there
and I think think I think how little they think what lies so near them during this speech the two figures on the box
were sporting with each other disgracefully Lucy Had a spasm of Envy granted that they wished to misbehave it
was pleasant for them to be able to do so they were probably the only people enjoying the Expedition The Carriage
swept with agonizing jolts up through the Piaza of Fela and into the Sedano Road piano piano said Mr eager elegantly
waving his hand over his head via Ben Senor the Ben the Ben cred the driver and whipped his horses up again now Mr
eager and Miss lavish began to talk against each other on the subject of alesio baldovinetti was he a cause of
the Renaissance or was he one of its manifestations the other Carriage was left behind as the pace increased to a
Gallop the large slumbering form of Mr Emison was thrown against the chaplain with the regularity of a machine piano
piano Pio said he with a mared look at Lucy an extra Lurch made him turn angrily in his seat fyon who for some
time had been endeavoring to kiss panie had just succeeded a little scene ensued which as Miss Bartlett said afterwards
was most unpleasant the horses were stopped the lovers were ordered to disentangle themselves the boy was to
lose his porb the girl was immediately to get down she is my sister said he surely no said Miss lavish her order
visibly decreasing the other carriage had drawn up behind and sensible Mr BB called out that after this warning the
couple would be sure to behave themselves properly leave them alone Mr Emerson begged the chaplain of whom he
stood in no awe do we find happiness so often that we should turn it off the box when it happens to sit there to be
driven by lovers a king might envy us and if we part them it's more like sacrilege than anything I know hear the
voice of Miss Bartlett Was Heard saying that a crowd had begun to collect Mr eager who suffered from an over fluent
tongue rather than a Resolute will was determined to make himself heard he addressed the driver again Italian in
the mouth of Italians is a deep voiced stream with unexpected cataracts and boulders to preserve it from monotony in
Mr eager's mouth it resembled nothing so much as an acid whistling Fountain which played ever Higher and Higher and
quicker and quicker and more and more shrilly till abruptly it was turned off with a click senorina said the man to
Lucy when the display had ceased why should he appeal to Lucy senorina echoed pranie in her glorious contralto she
pointed at the other Carriage why for a moment the two girls looked at each other then panie got down from the box
victory at last said Mr eager smiting his hands together as the carriages started again it is not victory said Mr
Emerson it is defeat you have parted two people who were happy Mr eager shut his eyes he was obliged to sit next to Mr
Emerson but he would not speak to him the old man was refreshed by sleep and took up the matter warmly he commanded
Lucy to agree with him he shouted for support to his son we have tried to buy what cannot be bought with money he has
bored to drive us and he is doing it we have no rights over his soul Miss lavish frowned it is hard when a person you
have classed as typically British speaks out of his character he was not driving us well she said he jolted us that I
deny it was as restful as sleeping uhuh he is jolting us now can you wonder he would like to throw us out and most
certainly he is Justified and if I were superstitious I'd be frightened of the girl too it doesn't do
to injure young people have you ever heard of Lorenzo deichi Miss lavish bristled most certainly I have do you
refer to Lorenzo iel magnifico or to Lorenzo Duke of arbino or to Lorenzo surnamed lorenzino on account of his
diminutive stature the Lord knows possibly he does know for I refer to Loren Enzo the poet he wrote a line so I
heard yesterday which runs like this don't go fighting against the spring Mr eager could not resist the opportunity
for erudition War not with the May would render a correct meaning the point is we
have Ward with it look he pointed to the Val Dio which was visible far below them through the budding trees 50 Mi of
spring and we've come up to admire them do you suppose there's any difference between
spring in nature and spring in man but there we go praising the one and condemning the other as improper ashamed
that the same laws work eternally through both no one encouraged him to talk presently Mr eager gave a signal
for the carriages to stop and marshaled the party for their Ramble On The Hill a hollow like a great Amphitheater full of
Terrace steps and Misty olives now lay between them and the heights of fasula and the road still following its curve
was about to sweep on to a Promontory which stood out in the plain it was this Promontory uncultivated wet covered with
bushes and occasional trees which had caught the fancy of alesio baldovinetti nearly 500 years before he had ascended
it that diligent and rather obscure Master possibly with an eye to business possibly for the joy of ascending
standing there there he had seen that view of the valdiano and distant Florence which he afterwards had
introduced not very effectively into his work but where exactly had he stood that was the question which Mr eager hoped to
solve now and Miss lavish whose nature was attracted by anything problematical had become equally enthusiastic but it
is not easy to carry the pictures of alesio Balo venetti in your head even if you have remembered to look at them
before starting and the haze in the valley increased the difficulty of the quest the party sprang
about from tough to tuft of grass their anxiety to keep together being only equaled by their desire to go different
directions finally they split into groups Lucy clung to miss Bartlett and Miss lavish the emersons returned to
hold laborious converse with the drivers while the two clergymen who were expected to have topics in common were
left to each other the two Elder ladies soon threw off the mask in the audible whisper that was now so familiar to Lucy
they began to discuss not alesio baldovinetti but the drive Miss Bartlett had asked Mr George Emerson what his
profession was and he had answered the railway she was very sorry that she had asked him she had no idea that it would
be such a dreadful answer or she would not have asked him Mr BB had turned the conversation so cleverly and she hoped
that the young man was not very much hurt at her asking him the railway gasped Miss lavish oh but I shall die of
course it was the railway she could not control her mirth he is the image of a porter on on the south eastern Eleanor
be quiet plucking at her vivacious companion hush they'll hear the emersons I can't stop let me go my Wicked way ATI
Eleanor I'm sure it's all right put in Lucy the emersons won't hear and they wouldn't mind if they did Miss lavish
did not seem pleased at this Miss honey Church listening she said rather crossly poof woof you naughty girl go away oh
Lucy you ought to be with Mr eager I'm sure I can't find them now and I don't want to either Mr E eager will be
offended it is your party please I'd rather stop here with you no I agree said Miss lavish it's like a school
Feast the boys have e then sit you down said Miss lavish
observe my foresight with many a smile she produced two of those Macintosh squares that protect the frame of the
tourist from damp grass or cold marble steps she sat on one who was to sit on the other Lucy without a moment's doubt
Lucy the ground will do for me really I have not had rheumatism for years if I do feel it coming on I shall stand
imagine your mother's feelings if I let you sit in the wet in your white linen she sat down heavily where the ground
looked particularly moist here we are all settled delightfully even if my dress is thinner it will not show so
much being Brown sit down dear you are too unselfish you don't assert yourself enough she cleared her throat now don't
be alarmed this isn't a cold it's the tiniest cough and I have had it three days it's nothing to do with sitting
here at all there was only one way of treating the situation at the end of 5 minutes Lucy departed in search of Mr BB
and Mr eager vanquished by the Macintosh Square she addressed herself to the drivers who were sprawling in the
carriages perfuming the cushions with cigars the miscreant a bony young man scorched Black by the sun rose to greet
her with the courtesy of a host and the Assurance of a relative Dove said Lucy after much anxious thought his face lit
up of course he knew where not so far either his arm swept 34s of the Horizon he should just think he did know where
he pressed his fingertips to his forehead and then pushed them towards her as if oozing with visible extract of
knowledge more seemed necessary what was the Italian for clergyman Dove Bon yuam said she at last good
scarcely the adjective for those Noble beings he showed her his cigar Uno P Piccolo was her next remark implying has
the cigar been given to you by Mr BBE the smaller of the two good men she was correct as usual he tied the horse to a
tree kicked it to make it stay quiet dusted The Carriage arranged his hair remolded his hat in encouraged his
mustache and in rather less than a quarter of a minute was ready to conduct her Italians are born knowing the way it
would seem that the whole earth lay before them not as a map but as a chessboard whereon they continually
Behold The Changing pieces as well as the squares anyone can find places but the finding of people is a gift from God
he only stopped once to pick her some great blue violets she thanked him with real pleasure in the company of the this
Common Man the world was beautiful and direct for the first time she felt the influence of spring his arm swept the
Horizon gracefully violets like other things existed in great profusion there would she like to see
them he bowed certainly Good Men first violets afterwards they proceeded briskly through the undergrowth which
became thicker and thicker they were nearing the edge of the Promontory and the view was stealing round them but the
brown network of the bushes shattered it into countless pieces he was occupied in his cigar and in holding back the pliant
boughs she was rejoicing in her escape from dullness not a step not a twig was unimportant to her what is that there
was a voice in the wood in the distance behind them the voice of Mr eager he Shrugged his shoulders and Italian's
ignorance is sometimes more remarkable than his knowledge she could not make him understand that perhaps they had
missed the clergyman The View was forming at last she could discern the river the golden plain other Hills Echo
he exclaimed at the same moment the ground gave way and with a cry she fell out of the wood light and Beauty
enveloped her she had fallen on to a little open Terrace which was covered with violets from end to end courage
cried her Companion now standing some 6 ft above courage and love she did not answer from her feet the ground sloped
sharply into view and violets ran down in rivulets and streams and cataracts irrigating the hillside with blue
eddying round the tree stems collecting into pools in the hollows covering the grass with spots of azure foam but never
again were they in such profusion this Terrace was the well head the prime Source when Beauty gushed out to water
the Earth standing at its Brink like a swimmer who prepares was the good man but he was not the good man that she had
expected chapter 7 they return some complicated game had been playing up and down the
hillside all the afternoon what it was and exactly how the players had sided Lucy was slow to discover Mr eager had
met them with a questioning eye Charlotte had repulsed him with much Small Talk Mr Emerson seeking his son
was told whereabouts to find him Mr BBE who wore the heated aspect of a neutral was bidden to collect the factions for
the return home there was a general sense of groping and bewilderment pan had been amongst them not the great God
pan who has been buried these 2,000 years but the little God pan who presides over social conton and
unsuccessful picnics Mr BB had lost everyone and had consumed in solitude the tea basket which he had brought up
as a pleasant surprise Miss lavish had lost Miss Bartlett Lucy had lost Mr eager Mr Emison had lost George Miss
Bartlett had lost a McIntosh Square fyon had lost the game that last fact was undeniable he climbed onto the Box
shivering with his collar up prophesying the Swift approach of bad weather let us go immediately he told them the senoro
will walk all the way he will be ours said Mr BBE apparently I told him it was unwise he would look no one in the face
perhaps defeat was particularly mortifying for him he alone had played skillfully using the whole of his
Instinct while the others had used scraps of their intelligence he alone had divined what things were
and what he wished them to be he alone had interpreted the message that Lucy had received 5 days before from the lips
of a dying man panie who spends half her life in the grave she could interpret it also not so these English they gain
knowledge slowly and perhaps too late the thoughts of a cab driver however just seldom affect the lives of his
employers he was the most competent of Miss Bartlett's opponents but infinitely the least dangerous once back in the
town he and his insight and his knowledge would trouble English ladies no more of course it was most unpleasant
she had seen his black head in the bushes he might make a Tavern story out of it but after all what have we to do
with taverns real Menace belongs to the drawing room it was of drawing room people that Miss Bartlett thought as she
journeyed downwards towards the fading son Lucy sat beside her Mr eager sat opposite trying to catch her eye he was
vaguely suspicious they spoke of alesio Balo venetti rain and darkness came on together the two ladies huddled together
under an inadequate parasol there was a lightning Flash and Miss lavish who was nervous screamed from the carriage in
front at the next flash Lucy screamed also Mr eager addressed her professionally courage Miss honey Church
courage and faith if I might say so there is something almost Blasphemous in this horror of the elements are we
seriously to suppose that all these clouds all this immense electrical display is simply called into existence
to extinguish you or me no of course even from the scientific standpoint the chances against our being struck are
enormous the Steel knives the only articles which might attract the current are in the other carriage and in any
case we are infinitely safer than if we were walking courage courage and Faith under the rug Lucy felt the kindly
pressure of her cousin's hand at times our need for a sympathetic gesture is so great that we care not what exactly it
signifies or how much we may have to pay for it afterwards Miss Bartlet by this timely exercise of her muscles gained
more than she would have got in hours of preaching or cross-examination she renewed it when
the two carriages stopped half into Florence Mr eager called Mr BB we want your assistance will you interpret for
us George cried Mr Emerson ask your driver which way George went the boy may lose his way he may be killed go Mr
eager said Miss Bartlett don't ask our driver our driver is no help go and support poor Mr BBE he is nearly
demented he may be killed cried the old man he may be killed typical Behavior said the chaplain as he quitted the
carriage in the presence of reality that kind of person invariably breaks down what does he know whispered Lucy as soon
as they were alone Charlotte how much does Mr eager know nothing dearest he knows nothing but she pointed at the
driver he knows everything dearest had we better shall I she took out her purse it is Dreadful to be entangled with
low-class people he saw it all tapping Fan's back with her guide book she said sileno and offered him a Frank VI Ben he
replied and accepted it as well this ending to his day as any but Lucy a mortal maid was disappointed Ed in him
there was an explosion up the road the storm had struck the overhead wire of the tram line and one of the great
supports had fallen if they had not stopped perhaps they might have been hurt they chose to regard it as a
miraculous preservation and the floods of love and sincerity which fructify every hour of Life burst forth in tumult
they descended from the carriages they embraced each other it was as joyful to be forgiven past un worthiness is as to
forgive them for a moment they realized vast possibilities of good the older people recovered quickly in the very
height of their emotion they knew it to be unmanly or unladylike Miss lavish calculated that even if they had
continued they would not have been caught in the accident Mr eager mumbled a temperate prayer but the drivers
through miles of dark squalled Road poured out their souls to the dads and the Saints and Lucy poured out hers to
her cousin Charlotte dear Charlotte kiss me kiss me again only you can understand me you warned me to be careful and I I
thought I was developing do not cry dearest take your time I have been obstinate and silly worse than you know
far worse once by the river oh but he isn't killed he wouldn't be killed would he the thought Disturbed her repentance
as a matter of fact the storm was worst along the road but she had been near danger and so she thought it must be
near to everyone I trust not one would always pray against that he is really I think he was taken by surprise just as I
was before but this time I'm not to blame I want you to believe that I simply slipped into those violets no I
want to be really truthful I am a little to blame I had silly thoughts the sky you know was gold and the ground all
blue and for a moment he looked like someone in a book in a book Heroes Gods the nonsense of school girls and then
but Charlotte you know what happened then miss Bartlet was silent e
the luxury of self-exposure kept her almost Happy through the long evening she thought not so much of what had
happened as of how she should describe it all her Sensations her spasms of Courage her moments of unreasonable Joy
her mysterious discontent should be carefully laid before her cousin and together in Divine confidence they would
disentangle and interpret them all at last thought she I shall understand myself I sh again be troubled by things
that come out of nothing and mean I don't know what Miss Allen asked her to play she refused vehemently music seemed
to her the employment of a child she sat close to her cousin who who with commendable patience was listening to a
long story about lost luggage when it was over she capped it by a story of her own Lucy became rather hysterical with
the delay in vain she tried to check or at all events to accelerate the taale it was not till a late hour that Miss
Bartlett had recovered her luggage and could say in her usual tone of gentle reproach well dear I at all events am
ready for Bedford share come into my room and I will give a good brush to your hair with some solemnity the door
was shut and a cane chair placed for the girl then miss Bartlett said so what is to be done she was unprepared for the
question it had not occurred to her that she would have to do anything a detailed exhibition of her emotions was all that
she had counted upon what is to be done a point dearest which you alone can settle the rain was streaming down the
black windows and the great room felt damp and chilly one candle burnt trembling on the chest of drawers close
to miss Bartlett's to which cast monstrous and fantastic Shadows on the bolted door a tram roared by in the dark
and Lucy felt unaccountably sad though she had long since dried her eyes she lifted them to the ceiling where the
Griffins and bassoons were colorless and vague the very ghosts of Joy it has been raining for nearly 4 hours she said at
last Miss Bartlett ignored the remark how do you propose to silence him the driver my dear girl no Mr George Emerson
Lucy began to Pace up and down the room I don't understand she said at last she understood very well but she no longer
wished to be absolutely truthful how are you going to stop him talking about it I have a feeling that talk is a thing he
will never do I too intend to judge him charitably but unfortunately I have met the type before they seldom keep their
exploits to themselves exploits cried Lucy wincing under the horrible plural my poor dear did you suppose that this
was his first come here and listen to me I am only Gathering it from his own remarks do you remember that day at
lunch when he argued with Miss Allen that liking one person is an extra reason for liking another yes said Lucy
whom at the time the argument had pleased well I am no prude there is no need to call him a wicked young man but
obviously he is Thoroughly unrefined let us put it down to his deplorable antecedants and education if you wish
but we are no farther on with our question what do you propose to do an idea rushed across Lucy brain which had
she thought of it sooner and made it part of her might have proved Victorious I propose to speak to him said she miss
Bartlett uttered a cry of genuine alarm you see Charlotte your kindness I shall never forget it but as you said it is my
Affair mine and his and you are going to implore him to beg him to keep silence certainly not there would be no
difficulty whatever you ask him he answers yes or no then it is over I have been frightened of him but now I am not
one little bit but we fear Him for you dear you are so young and inexperienced you have lived among such nice people
that you cannot realize what men can be how they can take a brutal pleasure in insulting a woman whom her sex does not
protect and rally round this afternoon for example if I had not arrived what would have happened
I can't think said Lucy Gravely something in her voice made Miss Bartlett repeat her question in toning
it more vigorously what would have happened if I hadn't arrived I can't think said Lucy again when he insulted
you how would you have replied I hadn't time to think you came yes but won't you tell me now what you would have done I
should have she checked herself and broke the sentence off she went up to the dripping window and strained her
eyes into the darkness she could not think what she would have done come away from the window dear said Miss Bartlet
you will be seen from the road Lucy ayed she was in her cousin's power she could not modulate out the key of
self-abasement in which she had started neither of them referred again to her suggestion that she should speak to
George and settle the matter whatever it was was with him Miss Bartlett became plaintiff oh for a real man we are only
two women you and I Mr BB is hopeless there is Mr eager but you do not trust him oh for your brother he is young but
I know that his sister's insult would Rouse in him a very lion thank God chivalry is not yet dead there are still
left some men who can reverence woman as she spoke she pulled off her rings of which she wore several and ranged them
upon the pin cushion then she blew into her gloves and said it will be a push to catch the morning train but we must try
what train the train to Rome she looked at her gloves critically the girl received the announcement as easily as
it had been given when does the train to Romeo at 8 Senora bertolini would be upset
we must face that said Miss Bartlett not liking to say that she had given notice already she will make us pay for a whole
week's pension I expect she will however we shall be much more comfortable at the vice's hotel isn't afternoon tea given
there for nothing yes but they pay extra for wine after this remark she remained
motionless and Silent to her tired eyes Charlotte thr robbed and swelled like a ghostly figure in a dream they began to
sort their clothes for packing for there was no time to lose if they were to catch the train to Rome Lucy when
admonished began to move to and fro between the rooms more conscious of the discomforts of packing by candlelight
than of a subtler ill Charlotte who was practical without ability knelt by the side of an empty trunk vainly
endeavoring to pave it with books of varying thickness and size she gave two or three
Lucy was on her guard at once knowing by bitter experience what forgiving Miss Bartlett meant her emotion relaxed she
she modified her Embrace a little and she said Charlotte dear what do you mean as if I have anything to forgive you
have a great deal and I have a very great deal to forgive myself too I know well how much I Vex you at every turn
but no Miss Bartlett assumed her favorite role that of the prematurely aged martyr ah but yes I feel that our
tour together is hardly the success I had hoped I might have known it would not do you want someone younger and
stronger and More in sympathy with you I am too uninteresting and old-fashioned only fit to pack and unpack your things
please my only consolation was that you found people more to your taste and were often able to leave me at home I had my
own poor ideas of what a lady ought to do but I hope I did not inflict them on you more than was necessary you had your
own way about these room rooms at all events you mustn't say these things said Lucy Softly She still clung to the hope
that she and Charlotte loved each other heart and soul they continued to pack in silence I have been a failure said Miss
Bartlet as she struggled with the straps of Lucy's trunk instead of strapping her own failed to make you happy failed in
my duty to your mother she has been so generous to me I shall never face her again after this disaster
but mother will understand it is not your fault this trouble and it isn't a disaster either it is my fault it is a
disaster she will never forgive me and rightly for instance what right had I to make friends with Miss lavish every
right when I was here for your sake if I have vexed you it is equally true that I have neglected you your mother will see
this as clearly as I do when you tell her Lucy from a cowardly wish to improve the situation said why need mother hear
of it but you tell her everything Ido generally I dare not break your
confidence there is something sacred in it unless you feel that it is a thing you could not tell her the girl would
not be degraded to this naturally I should have told her but in case she should blame you in any way
I promise I will not I am very willing not to I will never speak of it either to her or to anyone her promise brought
the long-drawn interview to a sudden close Miss Bartlett pecked her smartly on both cheeks wished her good night and
sent her to her own room for a moment the original trouble was in the background George would seem to have
behaved like a cad throughout perhaps that was the view which one would take eventually at present she neither
acquitted nor condemned him she did not pass Judgment at the moment when she was about to judge him her cousin's voice
had intervened and ever since it was Miss Bartlett who had dominated Miss Bartlett who even now could be heard
sighing into a crack in the partition wall Miss Bartlett who had really been neither pliable nor humble nor
inconsistent she had worked like a great artist for a time indeed for years she had been meaningless but at the end
there was presented to the girl the complete picture of a Fearless Loveless World in which the young rush to
destruction until they learn better a shamefaced world of precautions and barriers which may avert evil but which
do not seem to bring good if we may judge from those who have used them most Lucy was suffering from the most
Grievous wrong which this world has yet discovered diplomatic advantage had been taken of her sincerity of her craving
for sympathy and love such a wrong is not easily forgotten never again did she expose herself without do consideration
and precaution against rebuff and such a wrong May react disastrously upon the soul the doorbell rang and she started
to the shutters before she reached them she hesitated turned and blew out the candle thus it was that though she saw
someone standing in the wet below he though he looked up did not see her to reach his room he had to go by hers she
was still dressed it struck her that she might slip into the passage and just say that she would be gone before he was up
and that their extraordinary intercourse was over whether she would have dared to do this was never proved at the critical
moment Miss Bartlett opened her own door and her voice said I wish one word with you in the drawing room Mr Emison please
soon their footsteps returned and Miss Bartlet said good night Mr Emerson his heavy tired breathing was the only reply
the chaperon had done her work Lucy cried aloud it isn't true it can't all be true I want not to be muddled I want
to grow older quickly Miss Bartlett tapped on the wall go to bed at once dear you need all the rest you can get
in the morning they left for Rome chapter 8 medieval the drawing room curtains at Wendy Corner had been pulled
to meet for the carpet was new and deserved protection from the August Sun they were heavy curtains reaching almost
to the ground and the light that filtered through them was subdued and varied a poet none was present might
have quoted life like a dome of many colored glass or might have compared the curtains to slle Gates lowered against
the Intolerable tides of heaven without was poured a sea of Radiance within the glory though visible was tempered to the
capacities of man two Pleasant people sat in the room one a boy of 19 was studying a small
Manual of anatomy and peering occasionally at a bone which lay upon the piano from time to time he bounced
in his chair and puffed and groaned for the day was hot and the print small and the human frame fearfully made and his
mother who was writing a letter did continually read out to him what she had written and continually did she rise
from her seat and part the curtains so that a rivulet of light fell across the carpet and make the remark that they
were still there where aren't they said the boy who was Freddy Lucy's brother I tell you I'm getting fairly sick for
goodness sake go out of my drawing room then cried Mrs honey Church who hoped to cure her children of slang by taking it
literally Freddy did not move or reply I think things are coming to a head she observed rather wanting her son's
opinion on the situation if she could obtain it without undue supplication Tom time they did I am glad that Cecil is
asking I said Dear Mrs Vice Cecil has just asked my permission about it and I
should be delighted if Lucy wishes it but she stopped reading I was rather amused at Cecil asking my permission at
all he has always gone in for unconventionality and parents nowhere and so forth when it comes to the point
he can't get on without me no me you Freddy nodded what do you mean he asked me for my permission also she exclaimed
how very odd of him why so asked the son and Air why shouldn't my permission be asked
what do you know about Lucy or girls or anything whatever did you say I said to Cecil take her or leave her it's no
business of mine what a helpful answer but her own answer though more normal in its wording had been to the same effect
the bother is this began Freddy then he took up his work again too shy to say what the bother was Mrs honey Church
went back to the window Freddy you must come there they still are I don't see you ought to go peeping like that
peeping like that can't I look out of my own window but she returned to the writing table observing as she passed
her son still page 322 Freddy snorted and turned over two leaves for a brief space they were
silent close by beyond the curtains the gentle murmur of a long conversation had never ceased the bother is this I have
put my foot in it with Cecil most awfully he gave a nervous gulp not content with permission which I did give
that is to say I said I don't mind well not content with that he wanted to know whether I wasn't off my head with joy he
practically put it like this wasn't it a splendid thing for Lucy and for Wendy Corner generally if he married her and
he would have an answer he said it would strengthen his hand I hope you gave a careful answer dear I answered no said
the boy grinding his teeth there fly into a stew I can't help it had to say it I had to say no he ought never to
have asked me ridiculous child cried his mother you think you're so holy and truthful but really it's only abominable
conceit do you suppose that a man like Cecil would take the slightest notice of anything you say I hope he boxed your
ears how dare you say no oh do keep quiet mother I had to say no when I couldn't say yes I tried to laugh as if
I didn't mean what I said and as Cecil laughed too and went away it may be all right but I feel my foots in it oh do
keep quiet though and let a man do some work no said is honey church with the air of one who has considered the
subject I shall not keep quiet you know all that has passed between them in Rome you know why he is down here and yet you
deliberately insult him and try to turn him out of my house not a bit he pleaded I only let out I didn't like him I don't
hate him but I don't like him what I mind is that he'll tell Lucy he glanced at the curtains dismally well I I like
him said Mrs honey church I know his mother he's good he's clever he's Rich he's well-connected oh you needn't kick
the piano he's well connected I'll say it again if you like he's well connected she paused as if rehearsing her eulogy
but her face remained dissatisfied she added and he has beautiful manners I liked him till just now I suppose it's
having him spoiling Lucy's first week at home and it's also something that Mr BB said
not knowing Mr BB said his mother trying to conceal her interest I don't see how Mr BB comes in you know Mr BB's funny
way when you never quite know what he means he said Mr Vice is an ideal Bachelor I was very cute I asked him
what he meant he said oh he's like me better detached I couldn't make him say anymore but it set me thinking since
Cecil has come after Lucy he hasn't been so pleasant at least I can't explain you never can dear but I can you are jealous
of Cecil because he may stop Lucy knitting you silk ties the explanation seemed plausible and Freddy tried to
accept it but at the back of his brain there lurked a dim mistrust Cecil praised one too much for being athletic
was that it Cecil made one talk in one's own way this tired one was that it and Cecil was the kind of fellow who would
never wear another fellow's cap unaware of his own profundity Freddy checked himself he must be jealous or he would
not dislike a man for such foolish reasons will this do called his mother Dear Mrs Vice Cecil has just asked my
permission about it and I should be delighted delighted if Lucy wishes it then I put in at the top and I have told
Lucy so I must write the letter out again and I have told Lucy so but Lucy seems very uncertain and in these days
young people must decide for themselves I said that because I didn't want Mrs Vice to think us old-fashioned she goes
in for lectures and improving her mind and all the time a thick layer of flu under the beds and the maid's dirty
thumb marks where you turn on the electric light she keeps that flat abominably suppose Lucy marry Cecil
would she live in a flat or in the country don't interrupt so foolishly where was I oh yes young people must
decide for themselves I know that Lucy likes your son because she tells me everything and she wrote to me from Rome
when he asked her first no I'll cross that last bit out it looks patronizing I'll stop P because she tells me
everything or shall I cross that out too cross it out too said Freddy Mrs honey Church left it in then the whole thing
runs Dear Mrs Vice Cecil has just asked my permission about it and I should be delighted if Lucy wishes it and I have
told Lucy so but Lucy seems very uncertain and in these days young people must decide for themselves I know that
Lucy likes your son because she she tells me everything but I do not know look out cried Freddy the curtains
parted ceil's first movement was one of irritation he couldn't bear the honey Church habit of sitting in the dark to
save the furniture instinctively he gave the curtains a twitch and sent them swinging down their poles light entered
there was revealed a Terrace such as is owned by many villas with trees each side of it and on it a little rustic
seat and two flower beds but it was transfigured by the view beyond for windy Corner was built on the Range that
overlooks the Sussex wield Lucy who was in the little seat seemed on the edge of a green Magic Carpet which hovered in
the air above the tremulous World Cecil entered appearing thus late in the story Cecil must be at once described he was
medieval like a Gothic statue tall and refined with shoulders that seemed braced Square by an effort of the will
and a head that was tilted a little higher than the usual level of vision he resembled those fastidious Saints who
guard the portals of a French Cathedral well educated well- endowed and not deficient physically he remained in the
grip of a certain devil whom the modern world knows as self-consciousness and whom the medieval with dimmer Vision
worshiped as asceticism a Gothic statue implies celibacy just as a Greek statue implies fruition and perhaps this was
what Mr BB meant and Freddy who ignored history and art perhaps meant the same when he failed to imagine Cecil wearing
another fellow's cap Mrs honey Church left her letter on the writing table and moved towards her young acquaintance oh
Cecil she exclaimed oh Cecil do tell me I promise I spos he said he they stared at him anxiously she has accepted me he
said and the sound of the thing in English made him flush and smile with pleasure and look more human I am so
glad said Mrs honey Church while Freddy profer a hand that was yellow with chemicals they wished that they also
knew Italian for our phrases of approval and of Amazement are so connected with little occasions that we fear to use
them on great ones we are obliged to become vaguely poetic or to take refuge in scriptural reminiscences welcome as
one of the family said Mrs honey Church w leaving her hand at the furniture this is indeed a joyous day I feel sure that
you will make our dear Lucy happy e they passed into the sunlight Cecil
watched them cross the Terrace and descend out of sight by the steps they would descend he knew their ways pass
the Shrubbery and pass the tennis lawn and the dollia bed until they reached the kitchen garden and there in the
presence of the potatoes and the peas the great event would be discussed smiling indulgently he lit a cigarette
and rehearsed the events that had led to such a happy conclusion he had known Lucy for several years but only as a
commonplace girl who happened to be musical he could still remember his depression that afternoon at Rome when
she and her terrible cousin fell on him out of the blue and demanded to be taken to St Peter that day she had seemed a
typical tourist shrill crude and gaunt with travel but Italy worked some Marvel in her it gave her light and which he
held more precious it gave her Shadow soon he detected in her a wonderful reticence she was like a woman of
Leonardo D Vinci whom we love not so much for herself as for the things that she will not tell us the things are
assuredly not of this life no woman of Leonardo's could have anything so vulgar as a story she did develop most
wonderfully day by day so it happened that from patronizing civility he had slowly passed if not to Passion at least
to a profound uneasiness already at Rome he had hinted to her that they might be suitable for each other it had touched
him greatly that she had not broken away at the suggestion her refusal had been clear and gentle after it as the horrid
phrase went she had been exactly the same to him as before 3 months later on the margin of Italy among the flower
clad Alps he had asked her again in bald traditional language she reminded him of a Leonardo more than ever her sunburnt
features were shadowed by fantastic rock at his words she had turned and stood between him and the light with
immeasurable Plains behind her he walked home with her unashamed feeling not at all like a rejected suor the things that
really mattered were unshaken so now he had asked her once more and clear and gentle as ever she had accepted him
giving no koi reasons for her delay but simply saying that she loved him and would do her best to make him happy his
mother too would be pleased she had counseled the step he must write her a long account glancing at his hand in
case any of Freddy's chemicals had come off on it he moved to the writing table there he saw Dear Mrs Vice followed by
many erasers he recoiled without reading any more and after a little hesitation sat
down elsewhere and penciled a note on his knee then he lit another cigarette which did not seem quite as Divine as
the first and considered what might be done to make windy Corner drawing room more distinctive with that Outlook it
should have been a successful room but the trail of Tottenham Court Road was upon it he could almost visualize the
motor of messers shbr and messers maple arriving at the door and depositing this chair those varnished bookcases
that writing table the table recalled Mrs honey Church's letter he did not want to read that letter his Temptations
never lay in that direction but he worried about it nonetheless it was his own fault that she was discussing him
with his mother he had wanted her support in his third attempt to win Lucy he wanted to feel that others no matter
who they were agreed with him and so he had asked their permission Mrs honey church had been civil but obtuse in
Essentials while as for Freddy he is only a boy he reflected I represent all that he despises why should he want me
for a brother-in-law the honey churches were a worthy family but he began to realize that Lucy was of another clay
and perhaps he did not put it very definitely he ought to introduce her into more congenial circles as soon as
possible Mr BB said the maid and the new Rector of Summer Street was shown in he had at once started on friendly
relations owing to Lucy's Praise of him in her letters from Florence Cecil greeted him rather critically I've come
for tea Mr Vice do you suppose that I shall get it I should say so food is the thing one does get here don't sit in
that chair young honey church has left a bone in it f I know said Cecil I know I can't think why Mrs honey Church allows
it for Cecil considered the bone and the maples Furniture separately he did not realize that taken together they kindled
the room into the life that he desired I've come for tea and for gossip isn't this news news I don't understand you
said Cecil news Mr BB whose news was of a very different nature prattled forward I met sir Harry Otway as I came up I
have every reason to hope that I am first in the field he has bought and Albert from Mr Flack has he indeed
said Cecil trying to recover himself into what a grotesque mistake had he Fallen was it likely that a clergyman
and a Gentleman would refer to his engagement in a manner so flippant but his stiffness remained and though he
asked who and Albert might be he still thought Mr BB rather AB Bounder unpardonable question to have stopped a
week at Wy corner and not to have met and Albert the semidetached Villas that have been run up opposite the
church I'll set Mrs honey church after you I'm shockingly stupid over local Affairs said the young man languidly I
can't even remember the difference between a parish council and a local government board perhaps there is no
difference or perhaps those aren't the right names I only go into the country to see my friends and to enjoy the
scenery it is very remiss of me Italy and London are the only places where I don't feel to exist on sufferance Mr BB
distressed at this heavy reception of and Albert determined to shift the subject let me see Mr Vice I forget what
is your profession I have no profession said Cecil it is another example of my decadence my attitude quite an
indefensible one is that so long as I am no trouble to anyone I have a right to do as I like I know I ought to be
getting money out of people or devoting myself to things I don't care a straw about but somehow I've not been able to
begin you are very fortunate said Mr B it is a wonderful opportunity the possession of leisure his voice was
rather parochial but he did not quite see his way to answering naturally he felt as all who have regular occupation
must feel that others should have it also I am glad that you approve I Daren face the healthy person for example
Freddy honey Church oh Freddy's a good sort isn't he admirable the sort who has made England what she is Cecil wondered
at himself why on this day of all others was he so hopelessly contrary he tried to get right by inquiring effusively
after Mr bib's mother an old lady for whom he had no particular regard then he flattered the clergyman praised his
liberal mindedness his enlightened attitude towards philosophy and science where are the others said Mr BB at last
I insist on extracting tea before evening service I suppose and never told them you
were e I quite agree at present she has none at present I'm not cynical I'm only
thinking of my pet theory about Miss honey Church does it seem reasonable that she should play so wonderfully and
live so quietly I suspect that one day she will be wonderful in both the watertight compartments in her will
break down and music and life will mingle then we shall have her heroically good heroically bad too heroic perhaps
to be good or bad Cecil found his companion interesting and at present you think her not wonderful as far as life
goes well I must say I've only seen her at tonbridge Wells where she was not wonderful and at Florence since I came
to Summer street she has been away you saw her didn't you at Rome and in the Alps oh I forgot of course you knew her
before no she wasn't wonderful in Florence either but I kept on expecting that she would be in what way
conversation had become agreeable to them and they were pacing up and down the Terrace I could as easily tell you
what tune she'll play next there was simply the sense that she had found wings and meant to use them I can show
you a beautiful picture in my Italian diary Miss honey church as a kite Miss Bartlett holding the string picture
number two the string breaks the sketch was in his diary but it had been made afterwards when he viewed things
artistically at the time he had given surreptitious tugs to the string himself but the string never broke no I mightn't
have seen Miss honey Church rise but I should certainly have heard Miss Bartlett fall it has broken now said the
young man in low vibrating tones immediately he realized that of all the conceited ludicrous contemptible ways of
announcing an engagement this was the worst he cursed his love of metaphor had he suggested that he was a star and that
Lucy was soaring up to reach him broken what do you mean I meant said Cecil stiffly that she is going to marry me
the clergy was conscious of some bitter disappointment which he could not keep out of his voice I am sorry I must
apologize I had no idea you were intimate with her or I should never have talked in this flippant superficial way
Mr Vice you ought to have stopped me and down the garden he saw Lucy herself yes he was disappointed Cecil who naturally
preferred congratulations to apologies Drew down his mouth at the corners was this this the reception his action would
get from the world of course he despised the world as a whole every thoughtful man should it is almost a test of
refinement but he was sensitive to the successive particles of it which he encountered occasionally he could be
quite crude I am sorry I have given you a shock he said Dry I fear that Lucy's Choice does not meet with your approval
not that but you ought to have stopped me I know Miss honey church only a little as time goes perhaps I oughtn't
to have discussed her so freely with anyone certainly not with you you are conscious of having said something
Indiscreet Mr BB pulled himself together really Mr Vice had the art of placing one in the most tiresome positions he
was driven to use the prerogatives of his profession no I have said nothing Indiscreet I foresaw at Florence that
her quiet uneventful childhood must end and it has ended I realized dimly enough that she might take some momentous step
she has taken it she has learned you will let me talk freely as I have begun freely she has leared what it is to love
the greatest lesson some people will tell you that our Earthly life provides it was now time for him to wave his hat
at the approaching Trio he did not omit to do so she has learned through you and if his voice was still clerical it was
now also sincere Let It Be Your care that her knowledge is profitable to her graier taunt said Cecil who did not like
Parsons have you heard shouted Mrs honey church as she toiled up the sloping Garden Oh Mr bb have you heard the news
Freddy now full of geniality whistled The Wedding March youth seldom criticizes the accomplished fact indeed
I have he cried he looked at Lucy in her presence he could not act The Parson any longer at all events not without apology
Mrs honey church I'm going to do what I am always supposed to do but generally I'm too shy I want to invoke every kind
of blessing on them grave and gay Great and Small I want them all their lives to be supremely good and supremely happy as
husband and wife as father and mother and and now I want my tea you only asked for it just in time the lady retorted
how dare you be serious at Windy corner he took his tone from her there was no more heavy beneficence no more attempts
to dignify the situation with poetry or the scriptures none of them dared or was able to be serious anymore an engagement
is so potent a thing that sooner or later it reduces all who speak of it to this state of cheerful awe away from it
in the Solitude of their rooms Mr BBE and even Freddy might again be critical but in its presence and in the presence
of each other they were sincerely hilarious it has a strange power for it compels not only the lips but the very
heart the chief parallel to compare one great thing with another is the power over us of a temple of some alien Creed
standing outside we deride or oppose it or at the most feel sentimental inside though the Saints and gods are
not ours we become True Believers in case any True Believer should be present so it was that after the gropings and
the misgivings of the afternoon they pulled themselves together and settled down to a very pleasant tea party if
they were Hypocrites they did not know it and their hypocrisy had every chance of setting and of becoming true and
putting down each plate as if it were a wedding present stimulated them greatly they could not laugh behind that smile
of hers which she gave them air she kicked the drawing room door Mr BB Cher uped Freddy was at his wittiest
referring to Cecil as the Fiasco family honored pun on fiance Mrs honey Church amusing and portly promised well as a
mother-in-law as for Lucy and Cecil For Whom the temple had been built they also joined in the merry ritual but waited as
Earnest worshippers should for the disclosure of some Holier Shrine of Joy a few days after the engagement was
announced Mrs honey Church made Lucy and her Fiasco come to a little garden party in the neighborhood for naturally she
wanted to show people that her daughter was marrying a presentable man Cecil was more than
presentable he looked distinguished and it was very pleasant to see his slim figure keeping step with Lucy and his
long Fair face responding when Luc spoke to him people congratulated Mrs honey Church which is I believe a social
blunder but it pleased her and she introduced Cecil rather indiscriminately to some stuffy dowagers at tea a
misfortune took place a cup of coffee was upset over Lucy's figured silk and though Lucy feigned indifference her
mother feigned nothing of the sort but dragged her indoors to have the frock treated by a sympathetic maid they were
gone some time and Cecil was left with the dowagers when they returned he was not
as pleasant as he had been do you go to much of this sort of thing he asked when they were driving home oh now and then
said Lucy who had rather enjoyed herself is it typical of country Society I suppose so mother would it be plenty
of society said Mrs honey Church who was trying to remember the hang of one of the dresses seeing that her thoughts
were elsewhere Cecil bent towards Lucy and said to me it seemed perfectly appalling disastrous
portentous I am so sorry that you were stranded not that but the
congratulations it is so disgusting the way an engagement is regarded as public property a kind of waste place where
every Outsider May shoot his vulgar sentiment all those old women smirking one has to go through it I
suppose they won't notice us so much next time but my point is that their whole attitude is wrong an engagement
horrid word in the first place is a private matter and should be treated as such yet the smirking old women however
wrong individually were racially correct the spirit of the generations had smiled through them rejoicing in the engagement
of Cecil and Lucy because it promised the continuance of life on Earth to Cecil and Lucy it promised something
quite different personal love hence Cecil's irritation and Lucy's belief that his irritation was just how
tiresome she said couldn't you have escaped to tennis I don't play tennis at least not
in public the neighborhood is deprived of the romance of me being athletic such romance as I have is that of thees
Italian Italian you know the proverb she did not nor did it seem applicable to a young
man who had spent a quiet winter in Rome with his mother but Cecil since his engagement had taken to effect a
Cosmopolitan naughtiness which he was was far from possessing well said he I cannot help it if they do disapprove of
me there are certain irremovable barriers between myself and them and I must accept them we all have our
limitations I suppose said wise Lucy sometimes they are forced on us though said Cecil who saw from her
remark that she did not quite understand his position how it makes a difference doesn't it whether we fully fence
ourselves in or whether we are fenced out by the barriers of others she thought a moment and agreed
that it did make a difference difference cried Mrs honey Church suddenly alert I don't see any
difference fences are fences especially when they are in the same place we were speaking of motives said
Cecil on whom the interruption Jared my dear Cecil look here she spread out her knees and perched her card case on her
lap this is me that's Wendy Corner the rest of the pattern is the other people motives are all very well but the fence
comes here we weren't talking of real fences said Lucy laughing oh I see dear poetry she lent placidly back Cecil
wondered why Lucy had been amused I tell you who has no fences as you call them she said and that's Mr BB a Parson
fenceless would mean a Parson defenseless Lucy was slow to follow what people said
but quick enough to detect what they meant she missed Cecil's epigram but grasped the feeling that prompted it
don't you like Mr BB she asked thoughtfully I never said so he cried I consider him far above the average I
only denied and he swept off on the subject offensive again and was brilliant now a clergyman that I do hate
said she wanting to say something sympathetic a clergyman that does offenes and the most Dreadful ones is Mr
eager the English chaplain at Florence he was truly insincere not merely the manner
unfortunate he was a snob and so conceited and he did say such unkind things what sort of things there was an
old man at the bertolini whom he said had murdered his wife perhaps he had
no why no he was such a nice old man I'm sure Cecil laughed at her feminine inconsequence well I did try to sift the
thing Mr eager would never never come to the point he prefers it vague said the old
man had practically murdered his wife had murdered her in the sight of God hush dear said Mrs honey church absently
but isn't it intolerable that a person whom we told to imitate should go round spreading slander it was I believe
chiefly owing to him that the old man was was dropped people pretended he was vulgar but he certainly wasn't that poor
old man what was his name Harris said Lucy glibly let's hope that Mrs Harris there weren't no such person said her
mother Cecil nodded intelligently isn't Mr eager a Parson of the cultured type he asked
I don't know I hate him I've heard him lecture on jotto I hate him nothing can hide a petty nature I hate him my
goodness gracious me child said Mrs honey Church you'll blow my head off whatever is there to shout over I forbid
you and Cecil to hate any more clergymen he smiled there was indeed something rather in congruous in Lucy's moral
Outburst over Mr eager it was as if one should see the Leonardo on the ceiling of the
cine he longed to hint to her that not here lay her vocation that a woman's power and charm reside in mystery not in
muscular rant but possibly rant is a sign of Vitality it Mars the beautiful creature
but shows that she is alive after a moment he contemplated her flushed face and excited gestures with a certain
approval he forbore to repress the sources of Youth nature simplest of topics he thought lay around them he
praised the Pine Woods The Deep lasts of bracken the Crimson leaf leaves that spotted the HT bushes the serviceable
beauty of the Turnpike Road The Outdoor World was not very familiar to him and occasionally he went wrong in a question
of fact Mrs honey Church's mouth twitched when he spoke of the Perpetual green of the Larch I count myself a
lucky person he concluded when I'm in London I feel I could never live out of it when when I'm in the country I feel
the same about the country after all I do believe that birds and trees and the sky are the most wonderful things in
life and that the people who live amongst them must be the best it's true that in nine cases out of 10 they don't
seem to notice anything the country gentlemen and the country laborer are each in their way the most depressing of
companions yet they may have a tacit sympathy with the workings of nature which is denied
to us of the town do you feel that Mrs honey Church Mrs honey Church started and
smiled she had not been attending Cecil who was rather crushed on the front seat of the Victoria felt irritable and
determined not to say anything interesting again Lucy Had had not attended either her brow was wrinkled
and she still looked furiously cross the result he concluded of too much moral gymnastics it was sad to see her thus
blind to the beauties of an August wood come down oh maid from Yonder Mountain height he quoted and touched her knee
with his own she flushed again and said what height come down oh maid from Yonder Mountain height what pleasure
lives in height the shepherd sang in height and in the Splendor of the hills let us take Mrs honey Church's
advice and hate clergymen no more what's this place Summer Street of course said Lucy and roused herself the woods had
opened to leave Spas for a sloping triangular Meadow pretty Cottages lined it on two sides and the upper and third
side was occupied by a new Stone Church expensively simple a Charming shingled Spire Mr BB's house was near the church
in height it scarcely exceeded the Cottages some great Mansions were at hand but they were hidden in the trees
the scene suggested a Swiss Alp rather than the shrine and center of a leisured world and was marred only by two ugly
little Villas the Villas that had competed with Cecil's engagement having been acquired by Sir Harry Otway the
very afternoon that Lucy had been acquired by Cecil was the name of one of these Villas Albert of the other
these titles were not only picked out in shaded Gothic on the garden Gates but appeared a second time on the porches
where they followed the semicircular curve of the entrance arch in Block capitals Albert was inhabited his
tortured Garden was bright with geraniums and lilas and Polished shells his little windows were chastely swed in
Nottingham lace was to let three not boards belonging to Dorking agents lulled on her fence and announced the
not surprising fact her paths were already weedy her pocket handkerchief of a lawn was yellow with
dandelions the place is ruined said the ladies mechanically Summer Street will never be the same
again as the carriage passed Sissy's door opened and the the gentleman came out of her stop cried Mrs honey Church
Touching The Coachman with her parasol here's sir Harry now we shall know sir Harry pull those things down at
once sir Harry Otway who need not be described came to the carriage and said Mrs honey church I meant to I can't I
really can't tell turn out Miss Flack am I not always right she ought to have gone before the contract was signed
does she still live rentree as she did in her nephew's time but what can I do he lowered his
voice an old lady so very vulgar and almost bedridden turn her out said Cecil bravely sir Harry sighed and looked at
the Villas mournfully he had had full warning of Mr flack's intentions and might have bought
the plot before building commenced but he was apathetic and dilatory he had known Summer Street for
so many years that he could not imagine it being spoiled not till Mrs Flack had laid the foundation stone and The
Apparition of red and cream brick began to rise did he take alarm he called on Mr Flack The Local Builder a most
reasonable and respectful man who agreed that tiles would have made more artistic roof but pointed out that slates were
cheaper he ventured to differ however about the Corinthian columns which were to cling like leeches to the frames of
the bow Windows saying that for his part he liked to relieve the facade by a bit of decoration sir Harry hinted that a
column if possible should be structural as well as decorative Mr Flack replied that all the columns had been ordered
adding and all the capitals different one with dragons in the foliage another approaching to the ionian style another
introducing Mrs flax initials everyone different for he had read his Ruskin he built his Villas according to his
desire and not until he had inserted an immovable ant into one of them did Sir Harry buy this feudal and unprofitable
transaction filled the night with sadness as he lent on Mrs honey Church's Carriage he had failed in his duties to
the countryside and the countryside was laughing at him as well he had spent money and yet Summer Street was spoiled
as much as ever all he could do now was to find a desirable tenant for someone really desirable the rent is
absurdly low he told them and perhaps I am an easy landlord but it is such an awkward size it is too large for the
peasant class and too small for anyone the least like ourselves see had been hesitating
whether he should despise the Villas or despise sir Harry for despising them the latter impulse seemed the more fruitful
you ought to find a tenant at once he said maliciously it would be a perfect
Paradise for a bank clerk exactly said sir Harry excitedly that is exactly what I fear Mr
Vice it will attract the wrong type of people the train service has improved a fatal Improvement to my mind and what
are five miles from a station in these days of bicycles rather a strenuous clerk it
would be said Lucy Cecil who had his full share of medy evil mischievousness replied that the
physique of the lower middle classes was improving at a most appalling rate she saw that he was laughing at their
harmless neighbor and roused herself to stop him sir Harry she exclaimed I have an idea how would you like
spinsters my dear Lucy it would be Splendid do you know any such yes I met them abroad gentle women he asked
tentative ly yes indeed and at the present moment homeless I heard from them last week Miss Teresa and Miss
Katherine Allen I'm really not joking they are quite the right people Mr BB knows them too may I tell them to write
to you indeed you may he cried here we are with the difficulty solved all ready how delightful it is extra
facilities please tell them they shall have extra facilities for I shall have no agents fees oh the agents the
appalling people they have sent me one woman when I wrote a tactful letter you know asking her to explain her social
position to me replied that she would pay the rent in advance as if one cares about that and several references I took
up were most unsatisfactory people swindlers or not respectable and oh the deceit I have
seen a good deal of the seami side this last week the deceit of the most promising people my dear Lucy the deceit
she nodded my advice put in Mrs honey church is to have nothing to do with Lucy and her decayed gentle women at all
I know the type preserve me from people who have seen better days and bring heirlooms with them that make the house
smell stuffy it's a sad thing but I'd far rather let to someone who is going up in the world than to someone who has
come down I think I follow you said sir Harry but it is as you say a very sad thing the Mrs Allen aren't that cried
Lucy yes they are said Cecil I haven't met them but I should say they were a highly unsuitable addition to the
neighborhood don't listen to him sir Harry he's tiresome it's I who am tiresome he
replied I oughtn't to to come with my troubles to young people but really I am so worried and Lady Otway will only say
that I cannot be too careful which is quite true but no real help then may I write to my Mrs Allen please but his eye
wavered when Mrs honey Church exclaimed beware they are certain to have canaries
Harry beware of canaries they spit the seed out through the bars of the cages and then the mice come beware of women
altogether only let to a man really he murmured gallantly though he saw the wisdom of her remark men don't gossip
over teacups if they get drunk there's an end of them they lie down comfortably and
sleep keep it off if they're vulgar they somehow keep it to themselves it doesn't spread so give me a man of course
provided he's clean sir Harry blushed neither he nor Cecil enjoyed these open compliments to their sex even the
exclusion of the dirty did not leave them much distinction he suggested that Mrs honey
church if she had time should descend from the carriage and inspect for herself she was delighted nature had
intended her to be poor and to live in such a house domestic Arrangements always attracted her especially when
they were on a small scale Cecil pulled Lucy back as she followed her mother Mrs honey Church he said what if we two walk
home and leave you certainly was her cordial reply sir Harry likewise seemed almost too glad to
get rid of them he beamed at them knowingly said aha young people young people and then hastened to unlock the
house hopeless vulgaran exclaimed Cecil almost almost before they were out of
earshot oh Cil I can't help it it would be wrong not to loathe that man he isn't clever
but really he is nice no Lucy he stands for all that is bad in Country Life in London he would
keep his place he would belong to a brainless club and his wife would give brainless dinner part parties but down
here he asks the little god with his gentility and his patronage and his sham athetics and everyone even your mother
is taken in all that you say is quite true said Lucy though she felt discouraged I wonder whether whether it
matters so very much it matters supremely sir Harry is the essence of that garden party oh goodness how cross
I feel how I do hope he'll get some vulgar tenant in that Villa some woman so really vulgar that he'll notice it
gentle folks uh with his bald head and retreating chin but let's forget him this Lucy was glad enough to do if Cecil
disliked sir Harry Otway and Mr BB what guarantee was there that the people who really mattered to her would Escape for
instance Freddy Freddy was neither clever nor subtle nor beautiful and what prevented Cecil from saying any minute
it would be wrong not to loathe Freddy and what would she reply further than Freddy she did not go but he gave her
anxiety enough she could only assure herself that Cecil had known Freddy some time and that they
had always got on pleasantly except perhaps during the last few days which was an accident perhaps which way shall
we go she asked him nature simplest of topics she thought was around them Summer Street lay deep in the woods and
she had stopped where a foot path diverged from The High Road are there two ways perhaps the road is more
sensible as we're got up smart I'd rather go through the wood said Cecil with that subdued irritation
that she had noticed in him all the afternoon why is it Lucy that you always say the road do you know that you have
never once been with me in the fields or the wood since we were engaged haven't I the wood then said
Lucy startled at his queerness but pretty sure that he would explain later it was not his Habit to leave her in
doubt as to his meaning she led the way into the Whispering Pines and sure enough he did explain before they had
gone a dozen yards I had got an idea I dare say wrongly that you feel more at home with me in a room a room she echoed
hopelessly bewildered yes or at the most in a garden or on a road never in the real
country like this oh Cecil whatever do you mean I have never felt anything of the sort you talk as if I was a kind of
poetess s sort of person I don't know that you aren't I connect you with a view a certain type of view why
shouldn't you connect me with a room she reflected a moment and then said laughing do you know that you're right I
do I must be a poetes after all when I think of you it's always as in a room how funny to her surprise he seemed
annoyed a drawing room pray with no view yes with no view I fancy why not I'd rather he said reproachfully that you
connected me with the open air she said again oh Cecil whatever do you mean as no explanation was forthcoming she shook
off the subject as too difficult for a girl and led him further into the wood pausing every now and then at some
particularly beautiful or familiar combination of the trees she had known the wood between Summer Street and windy
Corner ever since she could walk alone she had played at losing Freddy in it when Freddy was a purple-faced baby and
though she had been to Italy it had lost none of its charm presently they came to a little clearing among the Pines
another tiny green Alp solitary this time and holding in its bosom a shallow pool she exclaimed the sacred Lake why
do you call it that I can't remember why I suppose it comes out of some book it's only a puddle now but you see that
stream going through it well a good deal of water comes down after heavy rains and can't get away at once and the pool
becomes quite large and beautiful then Freddy used to bathe there he is very fond of it and you he meant are you fond
of it but she answered dreamily I bathed here too till I was found out then there was a row at a another time he might
have been shocked for he had depths of prudishness within him but now with his momentary Cult of the fresh air he was
delighted at her admirable Simplicity he looked at her as she stood by the pool's Edge she was got up smart as she phrased
it and she reminded him of some brilliant flower that has no leaves of its own but blooms a abruptly out of a
world of green who found you out Charlotte she murmured she was stopping with us Charlotte Charlotte poor girl
she smiled Gravely a certain scheme from which hitherto he had shrunk now appeared practical
Lucy yes I suppose we ought to be going was her reply Lucy I want to ask something of you that I have never asked
before at the serious note in his voice she stepped frankly and kindly towards him what
Cecil hither to never not even that day on the lawn when you agreed to marry me he became self-conscious and kept
glancing round to see if they were observed his courage had gone yes up to now I have never kissed you she was a
Scarlet as if he had put the thing most indelicately no more you have she stammered then I ask you may I now of
course you may Cecil you might before I can't run at you you know at that Supreme moment he was conscious of
nothing but absurdities her reply was inadequate she gave such a businesslike
lift to her veil as he approached her he found time to wish that he could recoil as he touched her his gold ponn became
dislodged and was flattened between them such was the Embrace he considered with truth truth that it had been a failure
passion should believe itself irresistible it should forget Civility and consideration and all the other
curses of a refined nature above all it should never ask for leave where there is a right of way why could he not do as
any laborer or Navi nay as any young man behind the counter would have done he recast the scene Lucy was standing
flowerlike by the water he rushed up and took her in his arms she rebuked him permitted him and revered him ever after
for his manliness for he believed that women Revere men for their manliness they left the pool in silence
after this one salutation he waited for her to make some remark which should show him her
inmost thoughts at last she spoke and with fitting gravity Emerson was the name not
Harris what name the old man's what old man that old man I told you about the one Mr eager was so unkind to he could
not know that this was the most intimate conversation they had ever had chapter 10 Cecil as a humorist the society out
of which Cecil proposed to rescue Lucy was perhaps no very Splendid Affair yet it was more Splendid than her
antecedence entitled her to her father a prosperous local solicitor had built windy Corner as a speculation at the
time the district was opening up and falling in love with with his own creation had ended by living there
himself soon after his marriage the social atmosphere began to alter other houses were built on the brow of that
steep Southern Slope and others again among the pine trees behind and northward on the chalk barrier of the
Downs most of these houses were larger than windy corner and were filled by people who came not from the district
but from London and who mistook the honey churches for the remnants of an indigenous
aristocracy he was inclined to be frightened but his wife accepted the situation without either Pride or
humility I cannot think what people are doing she would say but it is extremely fortunate for the
children she called everywhere her calls were returned Within enthusiasm and by the time people found out that she was
not exactly of their Malu they liked her and it did not seem to matter when Mr honey Church died he had the
satisfaction which few honest solicitors despise of leaving his family rooted in the best Society obtainable the best
obtainable certainly many of the immigrants were rather dull and Lucy realized ized this more vividly since
her return from Italy hither to she had accepted their ideals without questioning their kindly affluence their
inexs of religion their dislike of paper bags orange peel and broken bottles a radical out and out she learned to speak
with horror of Suburbia life so far as she troubled to conceive it was a circle of rich
Pleasant people with identical interests and identical foes in this circle one thought married and died outside it were
poverty and vulgarity forever trying to enter just as the London Fog tries to enter the Pine Woods pouring through the
gaps in the Northern Hills but in Italy where anyone who chooses may warm himself in equality as in the sun this
conception of Life vanished her senses expanded she felt that there was no one whom she might not get to like that
social barriers were irremovable doubtless but not particularly high you jump over them just as you jump into a
peasant's olive yard in the appenines and he is glad to see you she returned with new eyes so did Ce
but Italy had quickened Cecil not to tolerance but to irritation he saw that the local Society
was narrow but instead of saying does that very much matter he rebelled and tried to substitute for it the society
he called broad he did not realize that Lucy Had consecrated her environment by the
Thousand little civilities that create a tenderness in time and the though her eyes saw its defects her heart refused
to despise it entirely nor did he realize a more important point that if she was too great for this Society she
was too great for all society and had reached the stage where personal intercourse would alone satisfy her a
rebel she was but not of the kind he understood a rebel who desired not a wider dwelling room but equality beside
the man she loved for Italy was offering her the most priceless of all possessions her own soul playing Bumble
puppy with mini BBE niece to the Rector and age 13 an ancient and most honorable game which consists in Striking tennis
balls High into the air so that they fall over the net and immoderately bounce some hit Mrs honey Church others
are lost the sentence is confused but the better illustrates Lucy's State of Mind for she was trying to talk to Mr
BBE at the same time oh it has been such a nuisance first he then they no one knowing what they wanted and everyone so
tiresome but they really are coming now said Mr BBE I wrote to Mr Teresa a few days ago she was wondering how often the
butcher called and my reply of once a month must have impressed her favorably they are coming I heard from them this
morning I shall hate those Miss Allens Mrs honey Church cried just because their old and silly ones expected to say
how sweet I hate there evangi and but and an and poor Lucy serve her right warn to a
shadow Mr BB watched The Shadow springing and shouting over the tennis court Cecil was absent one did not play
Bumble puppy when he was there well if they are coming no mini not Saturn Saturn was a tennis ball whose skin was
partially UNS own when in motion his orb was encircled by a ring if they are coming sir Harry will let them move in
before the 29th and he will cross out the claws about whitewashing the ceilings because it made them nervous
and put in the fair wear and tear W that doesn't count I told you not Saturn Saturn's all right for Bumble puppy
cried Freddy join joining them Minnie don't you listen to her Saturn doesn't bounce Saturn bounces
enough no he doesn't well he bounces better than the beautiful white devil hush dear said Mrs honey church
but look at Lucy complaining of Saturn and all the times got the beautiful white devil in her hand
ready to plug it in that's right Minnie go for her get her over The Shins with a racket get her over The
Shins Lucy fell the beautiful white devil rolled from her hand Mr BB picked it up and said the name of this ball is
Victoria Corona please but his correction passed unheeded Freddy possessed to a High
degree the power of lashing little girls to Fury and in half a minute he had transformed many from a well-mannered
child into a howling Wilderness up in the house Cecil heard them and though he was full of entertaining news he did not
come down to impart it in case he got hurt he was not a coward and bore necessary pain as well as any man but
but he hated the physical violence of the young how right it was sure enough it ended in a cry I wish the Miss Allens
could see this observed Mr BBE just as Lucy who was nursing the injured Minnie was in turn lifted off her feet by her
brother who are the Miss Allen Freddy panted they have taken Villa that wasn't the name here his foot slipped
and they all fell most agreeably onto the grass an interval elapses wasn't what name asked Lucy with
her brother's head in her lap Allan wasn't the name of the people sir Harry's let to nonsense Freddy you know
nothing about it nonsense you're yourself I've this minute seen him he said to me a hem honey Church Freddy was
an indifferent mimic a hem a hem I have at last procured really desire Rebel tenants I said uray old boy and slapped
him on the back exactly the Miss Allen rather not more like
Anderson oh good gracious there isn't going to be another muddle Mrs honey Church exclaimed do you notice Lucy I'm
always right I said don't interfere with Villa I'm always right I'm quite uneasy at being always right so often
it's only another muddle of Freddy's Freddy doesn't even know the name of the people he pretends have taken it
instead yes I do I've got it Emerson what name Emerson I'll bet you anything you like
what a weathercock sir Harry is said Lucy quietly I wish I had never bothered over it at all then she lay on her back
and gazed at the cloudless sky Mr BBE whose opinion of her Rose daily whispered to his niece that that was the
proper way to behave if any little thing went wrong meanwhile the name of the new tenants had diverted Mrs honey Church
from the contemplation of her own abilities Emerson Freddy do you know what emersons they are
I don't know whether they any emersons retorted Freddy who was Democratic like his sister and like most young people he
was naturally attracted by the idea of equality and the undeniable fact that there are different kinds of emersons
annoyed him beyond measure I trust they are the right sort of person all right Lucy she was sitting up again I see you
look down your nose and thinking your mother's a snob but there is a right sort and a wrong sort and it's
affectation to pretend there isn't Emerson's a common enough name Lucy remarked she was gazing
sideways Seated on a Promontory herself she could see the pine clad promontories descending one Beyond another into the
wield the further one descended the the garden the more glorious was this lateral view I was merely going to
remark Freddy that I trusted they were no relations of Emerson the philosopher a most trying man pray does that satisfy
you oh yes he grumbled and you will be satisfied too for their friends of Cecil so elaborate irony you and the other
country families will be able to call in perfect safety ceil exclaimed Lucy don't be rude dear
said his mother placidly Lucy don't Screech it's a new bad habit you're getting
into but has Cecil friends of Cecil's he repeated and so really desire a rebel AEM honey ch church I have just
telegraphed to them she got up from the grass it was hard on Lucy Mr BB sympathized with her very much while she
believed that her snub about the Miss Allen came from Sir Harry Otway she had borne it like a good girl she might well
Screech when she heard that it came partly from her lover Mr Vice was a tea teas something worse than a tease he
took a malicious pleasure in thwarting people the clergyman knowing this looked at Miss honey church with more than his
usual kindness when she exclaimed but Cecil's emersons they can't possibly be the same ones there is that he did not
consider that the exclamation was strange but saw in it an opportunity of diting the conversation while she
recovered her composure he diverted it as follows the emersons who were at Florence do you mean no I don't suppose
it will prove to be them it is probably a long cry from them to friends of Mr Vice oh Mrs honey Church the oddest
people the queerest people for our part we like them didn't we he appealed to Lucy there was a great
scene over some violets they picked violets and filled all the vases in the room of these very Miss Allen who have
failed to come to Villa poor little ladies so shocked and so pleased it used to be one of Miss Catherine's
great stories my dear sister loves flowers it began they found the whole room a mass of blue vases and jugs and
the story ends with so ungentlemanly and yet so beautiful it is all very difficult yes I always connect those
Florentine emersons with violets Fiasco's done you this time remarked Freddy not seeing that his
sister's face was very red she could not recover herself Mr BB saw it and continued to divert the
conversation these particular emersons consisted of a father and a son the son a goodly if not a good young man not a
fool I fancy but very immature pessimism Etc our special Joy was the father such a Sentimental darling and people
declared he had murdered his wife in his normal State Mr B would never have repeated such gossip but he was trying
to shelter Lucy in her little trouble he repeated any rubbish that came into his head murdered his wife
said Mrs honey Church Lucy don't desert us go on playing Bumble puppy really the pension bertolini must have been the
oddest place that's the second murderer I've heard of as being there whatever was Charlotte doing to stop by the by we
really must ask Charlotte here sometime Mr B could recall no second murderer he suggested that his Hostess
was mistaken at the hint of opposition she warmed she was perfectly sure that there had been a second tourist of whom
the same story had been told the name escaped her what was the name oh what was the name she clasped her knees for
the name something in thery she struck her matronly forehead Lucy asked her brother whether Cecil was in oh don't go
he cried and tried to catch her by the ankles I must go she said Gravely don't be silly you always overdo it when you
play as she left them her mother shout of Harris shivered the Tranquil air and reminded her that she had told a lie and
had never put it right such a senseless lie too yet it shatter pattered her nerves and made her connect these
emersons friends of Cecil's with a pair of nondescript tourists hitherto truth had come to her
naturally she saw that for the future she must be more Vigilant and be absolutely truthful well at all events
she must not tell lies she hurried up the garden still flushed with shame a word from Cecil would soothe her she was
sure Cecil hello he called and lent out of the smoking room window he seemed in
High Spirits I was hoping you'd come I heard you all bear gardening but there's better fun up here I even I have won a
great victory for the comic Muse George Meredith's right the cause of comedy and the cause of Truth are really the same
and I even I have found tenants for the distressful Villa don't be angry don't be angry you'll forgive me when
you hear it all he looked very attractive when his face was bright and he dispelled her ridiculous for boings
at once I have heard she said fr has told us naughty Cecil I suppose I must forgive you just think of all the
trouble I took for nothing certainly the Miss Allens are a little tiresome and I'd rather have nice friends of yours
but you oughtn't to tease one so friends of mine he laughed but Lucy the whole joke is to come come here but she
remained standing where she was do you know where I met these desirable tenants in the National Gallery when I was up to
see my mother last week what an odd place to meet people she said
nervously I don't quite understand in the umbrian room absolute strangers they were admiring Lucas
senior Elli of course quite stupidly however we got talking and they refreshed me not a little they had been
to Italy but Cecil proceeded hilariously in the course of conversation they said that they wanted
a country cottage the father to live there the son to run down for weekends I thought what a chance of
scoring officer Harry and I took their address and a London reference found they weren't actual blackards it was
great Sport and wrote to him making out CEO no it's not fair I've probably met them before he bore her down perfectly
Fair anything is fair that punishes a snob that old man will do the neighborhood a work world of good sir
Harry is too disgusting with his decayed gentle women I meant to read him a lesson
sometime no Lucy the classes ought to mix and before long you'll agree with me there ought to be intermarriage all
sorts of things I believe in democracy no you don't she snapped you don't know what the word
means he stared at her and felt again that she had failed to be Leonard desk no you don't her face was
inartistic that of a peevish verago it isn't fair Cecil I blame you I Blame You Very Much indeed you had no
business to undo my work about the Miss Allen and make me look ridiculous you call it scoring officer
Harry but do you realize that it is all at my expense I consider it most disloyal of you she left him temper he
thought raising his eyebrows no it was worse than temper snobbishness as long as Lucy thought
that his own smart friends were supplanting the Miss Allen she had not minded he perceived that these new
tenants might be of value educationally he would tolerate the father and draw out the son who was
silent in the interests of the comic Muse and of Truth he would bring them to Wendy Corner chapter 11 in Mrs Vice
well-appointed flat the comic Muse though able to look after her own interests did not disdain
the assistance of Mr Vice his idea of bringing the emersons to Wendy Corner struck her as decidedly
good and she carried through the negotiations without a hitch sir Harry Otway signed the agreement met Mr
Emerson who was duly disillusioned the Miss Allens were duly offended and wrote a dignified letter to
Lucy whom they held responsible for the failure Mr BB planned Pleasant moments for the newcomers and told Mrs honey
church that Freddy must call on them as soon as they arrived indeed so ample was the Muse's equipment that she permitted
Mr Harris never a very robust criminal to droop his head to be forgotten and to die Lucy to descend from Bright Heaven
to Earth whereon there are shadows because there are Hills Lucy was at first plunged into despair but settled
after a little thought that it did not matter the very least now that she was engaged the Emerson would scarcely
insult her and were welcome into the neighborhood and Cecil was welcome to bring whom he would into the
neighborhood therefore Cecil was welcomed to bring the Emer into the neighborhood but as I say this
took a little thinking and so illogical Our Girls the event remained rather greater and rather more Dreadful than it
should have done she was glad that a visit to Mrs Vice now fell due the tenants moved into Villa while she
was safe in the London flat Cecil Cecil darling she whispered the evening she ared arrived and crept into his arms
Cecil too became demonstrative he saw that the needful fire had been kindled in Lucy at last
she longed for attention as a woman should and looked up to him because he was a man so you do love me little thing
he murmured oh Cil I do I do I don't know what I should do without you several days passed then she had a
letter from Miss Bartlett a coolness had sprung up between the two cousins and they had not corresponded since they
parted in August the coolness dated from what Charlotte would call the flight to Rome and in Rome it had increased
amazingly for the companion who is merely congenial in the Medieval World becomes exasperating in the classical
Charlotte unselfish in the Forum would have tried a sweeter temper than Lucy's and once in the baths of caraca they had
doubted whether they could continue their tour Lucy had said she would join the vicces Mrs Vice was an acquaintance
of her mother so there was no impropriety in the plan and Miss Bartlett had replied that she was quite
used to being abandoned suddenly finally nothing happened but the coolness remained and for Lucy was even increased
when she opened the letter and read as follows it had been forwarded from Windy Corner tonbridge
Wells September dearest Lucia I have news of you at last Miss
lavish has been bicycling in your parts but was not sure whether a call would be welcome puncturing her Tire near Summer
Street and it being mended while she sat very wo begone in that pretty churchyard she saw to her astonishment a door open
opposite and the younger Emison man come out he said his father had just taken the house he said he did not know that
you lived in the neighborhood Hood he never suggested giving Eleanor a cup of tea dear Lucy I am much worried
and I advise you to make a clean breast of his past Behavior to your mother Freddy and Mr Vice who will forbid him
to enter the house Etc that was a great Misfortune and I dare say you have told them already Mr Vice is so sensitive I
remember remember how I used to get on his nerves at Rome I am very sorry about it all and should not feel easy unless I
warned you believe me your anxious and loving cousin Charlotte Lucy was much annoyed and
replied as follows beachum Mansions s SW dear Charlotte many thanks for your your warning when Mr Emerson
forgot himself on the mountain you made me promise not to tell mother because you said she would blame you for not
being always with me I have kept that promise and cannot possibly tell her now I have said both to her and Cecil that I
met the emersons at Florence and that they are respectable people which I do think and the reason that he offered
Miss lavish no te was probably that he had none himself she should have tried at the rectory I cannot begin making a
fuss at this stage you must see that it would be too absurd if the emersons heard I had complained of them they
would think themselves of importance which is exactly what they are not I like the old father and look forward to
seeing him again as for for the son I am sorry for him when we meet rather than for myself they are known to Cecil who
is very well and spoke of you the other day we expect to be married in January Miss lavish cannot have told you much
about me for I am not at Windy corner at all but here please do not put private outside your envelope again no one opens
my letters yours affectionately El secrecy has this
disadvantage we lose the sense of proportion we cannot tell whether our secret is important or not were Lucy and
her cousin closeted with a great thing which would destroy Cecil's life if he discovered it or with a little thing
which he would laugh at Miss Bartlett suggested the former perhaps she was right it had become a great thing now
left to herself Lucy would have told her mother and her lover ingenuously and it would have remained a
little thing Emerson not Harris it was only that a few weeks ago she tried to tell Cecil even now when they were
laughing about some beautiful lady who who had smitten his heart at school but her body behaved so ridiculously that
she stopped She and her secret stayed 10 days longer in the deserted Metropolis visiting the scenes they were to know so
well later on it did her no harm Cecil thought to learn the framework of society while Society itself was absent
on the gulf links or the Moors the weather was cool and it did her no harm in spite of the
Season Mrs Vice managed to scrape together a dinner party consisting entirely of the grandchildren of famous
people the food was poor but the talk had a witty weariness that impressed the girl one was tired of everything it
seemed one launched into enthusiasms only to collapse gracefully and pick oneself up up amid sympathetic laughter
in this atmosphere the pension bertolini and Wendy Corner appeared equally crude and Lucy saw that her London career
would estrange her a little from all that she had loved in the past the grandchildren asked her to play the
piano she played Schuman now some Beethoven called Cecil when the querulous beauty of the music had died
she shook her head and played Shuman again the melody Rose unprofitably magical it broke it was resumed broken
not marching once from the Cradle to the Grave the sadness of the incomplete the sadness that is often life but should
never be art throbbed in its disected phrases and made the nerves of the audience throb not thus had she played
on the little draped piano at the bertolini and too much shoan was not the remark that Mr BB had passed to himself
when she returned when the guests were gone and Lucy had gone to bed Mrs Vice paced up and down the drawing room
discussing her little party with her son Mrs Vice was a nice woman but her personality like many anothers had been
swamped by London for it needs a strong head to live among many people the twoo vast orb of her
fate had crushed her and she had seen too many seasons too many cities too many men for her abilities and even with
Cecil she was mechanical and behaved as if he was not one son but so to speak a filial crowd make Lucy one of us she
said looking round intelligent ly at the end of each sentence and straining her lips apart until she spoke again Lucy is
becoming wonderful wonderful her music always was
wonderful yes but she is purging off the honey Church taint most excellent honey churches but you know what I mean she is
not always quoting servants or asking one how the pudding is made made Italy has done it perhaps she
murmured thinking of the museum that represented Italy to her it is just possible Cecil mind you marry her next
January she is one of us already but her music he exclaimed the style of her how she kept to Shuman when like an IDI it I
wanted Beethoven Shuman was right for this evening Shuman was the thing do you know mother I shall have our children
educated just like Lucy bring them up among honest country folks for freshness send them to Italy for subtlety and then
not till then let them come to London I don't believe in these London educations he broke off remembering that he had had
one himself and concluded at all events not for women make her one of us repeated Mrs Vice and processed to bed
as she was dozing off a cry The Cry of nightmare rang from Lucy's room Lucy could ring for the maid if she liked but
Mrs Vice thought it kind to go herself she found the girl sitting upright with her hand on her cheek I am so sorry Mrs
Vice it is these dreams bad dreams just dreams the elder lady smiled
and kissed her saying very distinctly you should have heard us talking about you dear he admires you more than ever
dream of that Lucy returned the kiss still covering One Cheek with her hand Mrs Vice recessed to bed Cecil Whom The
Cry had not awoke snored Darkness enveloped the flat chapter 12 it was a Saturday afternoon gay and Brilliant
after abundant rains and the spirit of Youth dwelt in it though the season was now Autumn all that was great gracious
triumphed as the Motorcars passed through Summer Street they raised only a little dust and their stench was soon
dispersed by the wind and replaced by the scent of the wet Birches or of the Pines Mr BB at leisure for life's
amenities Lent over his rectory gate Freddy lent by him smoking a pendant pipe suppose we go and hinder those new
people opposite for a little men they might amuse you Freddy whom is fellow creatures never amused suggested
that the new people might be feeling a bit busy and so on since they had only just moved in I suggested we should
hinder them said Mr BBE they are worth it unlatching the gate he sauntered over the Triangular green to Villa
hello he cried shouting in at the open door through which much Squall was visible a grave voice replied hello I've
brought someone to see you I'll be down in a minute the passage was blocked by a wardrobe which the removal men had
failed to carry up the stairs Mr BB edged around it with difficulty the sitting room itself was blocked with
books are these people great readers Freddy whispered are they that sort I fancy they know how to read a rare
accomplishment what have they got Byron exactly a shopshire lad never heard of it the way of all All Flesh
never heard of it Gibbon hello dear George reads German um um schopenhauer n and so we go
on well I suppose your generation knows its own business honey Church Mr BB look at that said Freddy in
a struck tones on the cornice of the Wardrobe the hand of an amateur had painted this inscription mistrust all
Enterprises that require new clothes I know isn't it Jolly I like that I'm certain that's the old man's doing how
very odd of him surely you agree but Freddy was his mother's son and felt that one ought not to go on spoiling the
furniture picture the clergyman continued scrambling about the room jotto they got that at Florence
I'll be bound the same as Lucy's got oh by the bye did Miss honey Church enjoy London she came back
yesterday I suppose she had a good time yes very said Freddy taking up a book she and Cecil are thicker than ever
that's good hearing I wish I wasn't such a fool Mr B Mr B ignored the remark Lucy used to be nearly as stupid as I am but
it'll be very different now mother thinks she will read all kinds of books so will you only medical books not
books that you can talk about afterwards Cecil is teaching Lucy Italian and he says her playing is wonderful there are
all kinds of things in it that we have never noticed ceil says what on Earth are those people doing
upstairs Emison we think we'll come another time George ran downstairs and pushed them into the room without
speaking let me introduce Mr honey Church a neighbor then Freddy hurled one of the
Thunderbolts of Youth perhaps he was shy perhaps he was friendly or perhaps he thought that George's face wanted
washing at all events he greeted him with how' G do come and have a bathe oh all right said George in passive Mr BB
was highly entertained how G do how G do come and have a bathe he chuckled that's the best
conversational opening I've ever heard but I'm afraid it will only act between men can you picture a lady who has been
introduced to another lady by a third lady opening civilities with how do you do come and have a
bathe and yet you will tell me that the Sexes are equal I tell you that they shall be said Mr Emerson who had been
slowly descending the stairs good afternoon Mr B I tell you they shall be comrades and George thinks the same we
are to raise ladies to our level the clergy inquired the Garden of Eden pursued Mr
Emerson still descending which you place in the past is really yet to come we shall enter it when we no longer despise
our bodies Mr BB disclaimed placing the Garden of Eden anywhere in this not in other things we men are ahead we despise
the body less than women do but not until we are comrades shall we enter the garden I say what about this bathe
murmured Freddy appalled at the mass of philosophy that was approaching him I believed in a return to Nature once but
how can we return to Nature when we have never been with her today I believe that we must discover nature after many
conquests we shall attain Simplicity it is our heritage let me introduce Mr honey
Church whose sister you will remember at Florence how do you do very glad to see you and that you are taking George for a
bathe very glad to hear that your sister is going to marry marriage is a duty I am sure that she will be happy for we
know Mr Vice too he has been most kind he met us by chance in the National Gallery and arranged everything about
this delightful house though I hope I have not vexed sir Harry Otway I have met so few liberal land owners and I was
anxious to compare his attitude towards the game laws with a conservative attitude ah this wind you do well to
bathe yours is a glorious country honey church not a bit mumbled Freddy I must that is to say I have to have the
pleasure of calling on you later on my mother says I hope call my lad who taught us that drawing room twaddle call
on your grandmother listen to the wind among the Pines yours is a glorious country Mr BB came to the
rescue Mr Emerson he will call I shall call you or your son will return our calls before 10 days have elapsed I
trust that you have realized about the 10 days interval it does not count that I helped you with the stair eyes
yesterday it does not count that they are going to bathe this afternoon yes go and bathe George why do
you Dole talking bring them back to tea bring back some milk cakes honey the change will do you good George has been
working very hard at his office I can't believe he's well George bowed his head Dusty and somber exhaling The Peculiar
smell of one who has handled Furniture do you really want this bathe Freddy asked him it is only a pond
don't you know I dare say you are used to something better yes I have said yes already Mr BB
felt bound to assist his young friend and and led the way out of the house and into the Pine Woods how glorious it was
for a little time the voice of old Mr Emerson pursued them dispensing good wishes and philosophy it ceased and they
only heard the fair wind blowing the Bracken and the trees Mr BBE who could be silent but who could not bear silence
was compelled to chatter since the the Expedition looked like a failure and neither of his companions would utter a
word he spoke of Florence George attended Gravely assenting or dissenting with slight but
determined gestures that were as inexplicable as the Motions of the Treetops above their heads and what a
coincidence that you should meet Mr Vice did you realize that you would find all the pens bertolini down here I did not
miss lavish told me when I was a young man I always meant to write a history of coincidence no
enthusiasm though as a matter of fact coincidences are much rarer than we suppose for example it isn't purely
coincidentally that you are here now when one comes to reflect to his relief George began to
talk it is I have reflected it is fate everything is fate we are flung together by Fate drawn apart by Fate flung
together drawn apart the 12 winds blow us we settle nothing you have not reflected at all
wrapped the CL clergyman let me give you a useful tip Emerson attribute nothing to fate don't say I didn't do this for
you did it 10 to one now I'll cross question you where did you first meet Miss honey church and
myself Italy and where did you meet Mr Vice who is going to marry Miss honey Church National
Gallery looking at Italian art there you are and yet you talk of coincidence and fate you naturally seek out things
Italian and so do we and our friends this Narrows the field immeasurably we meet again in it it is fate that I am
here persisted George but you can call it Italy if it makes you less happy Mr BB slid away from such heavy
treatment of the subject but he was infinitely tolerant of the young and had no desire to snub George and so for this
and for other reasons my history of coincidence is still to write silence wishing to round off the episode
he added we are all so glad that you have come silence here we are called Freddy oh
good exclaimed Mr BBE mopping his brow in there's the pond I wish it was bigger he added
apologetically they climbed down a slippery Bank of pine needles there lay the pond set in its little Alp of green
only a pond but large enough to contain the human body and pure enough to reflect the sky on account of the rains
the waters had flooded the surrounding grass which showed like a beautiful emerald path tempting these feet towards
the central pool it's distinctly successful as ponds go said Mr BBE no apologies are necessary for the
pond George sat down where the ground was dry and drearily unlaced his boots aren't those masses of Willow herbs
Splendid I love Willow Herb in seed what's the name of this aromatic plant no one knew or seemed to care these
abrupt changes of vegetation this little spong's tract of water plants and on either side of it all the growths are
tough or brittle Heather Bracken hurts Pines very Charming very Charming Mr BB aren't you bathing called Freddy as he
stripped himself Mr BB thought he was not water's wonderful cried Freddy prancing in water's water murmured
George wetting his hair first a sure sign of apathy he followed Freddy into the Divine as
indifferent as if he were a statue and the pond a pale of soap suds it was necessary to use his muscles it was
necessary to keep clean Mr BB watched them and watched the seeds of the willow herb dance corally above their heads a
pushu a pushu a pushu when Freddy swimming for two strokes in either direction and then becoming involved in
reads or mud is it worth it asked the other Mitchell angelesque on the flooded margin the bank broke away and he fell
into the pool before he had weighed the question properly he poof I've swallowed a polywog Mr BB water's wonderful
water's simply ripping water's not so so bad said George reappearing from his plunge and sputtering at the sun Waters
wonderful Mr BB do a pushu c Mr BB who was hot and who always acquiesced where possible looked
around him he could detect no parishioners except the pine trees rising up steeply on all sides and
gesturing to each other against the blue how glorious it was the world of Motorcars and Rural Deans receded
inimitably water Sky Evergreens a wind these things not even the seasons can touch and surely they lie beyond the
intrusion of man I may as well wash too and soon his garments made a third little pile on the sword and he too
asserted The Wonder of the water it was ordinary water nor was there very much of it and as Freddy said it reminded one
of swimming in a salad the three gentlemen rotated in the pool breast high after the fashion of the nymphs in
gutter dammerung but either because the Reigns had given a freshness or because the sun was shedding a most glorious
heat or because two of the gentleman were young in years and the third young in spirit for some reason or other a
change came over them and they forgot Italy and botney and fate they began to play Mr BB and Freddy splashed each
other a little differentially they splashed George he was quiet they feared they had offended him then all the
forces of Youth burst out he smiled flung himself at them splashed them ducked them kicked them muddied
them and drove them out of the pool race you round it then cried Freddy and they raced in the sunshine and George took a
short cut and dirted his shins and had to bathe a second time then Mr BB consented to run a memorable sight they
ran to get dry they bathed to get cool they played at being Indians in the willow herbs and in the Bracken they
bathed to get clean and all the time three little bundles lay discreetly on the sword
proclaiming no we are what matters without us shall no Enterprise begin to us shall All Flesh turn in the end a try
a try yell hel Freddy snatching up George's bundle and placing it beside an imaginary
goalpost soccer rules George retorted scattering Freddy's bundle with a kick Go Go pass take care my watch cried Mr
BB clothes flew in all directions take care my hat no that's enough Freddy
dress now no I say but the two young men were Delirious away they twinkled into the
trees Freddy with a clerical waste coat under his arm George with a wide awake hat on his dripping hair that'll do
shouted Mr BBE remembering that after all he was in his own Parish then his voice changed as if every pine tree was
a rural Dean e steady on I see people coming you fellows yells and widening circles over the dappled Earth e e
ladies neither George nor Freddy was truly refined still they did not hear Mr BB's
last warning or they would have avoided Mrs honey Church Cecil and and Lucy who were walking down to call on Old Mrs
Butterworth Freddy dropped the waste coat at their feet and dashed into some Bracken George hooped in their faces
turned and scud away down the path to the pond still clad in Mr BB's hat gracious
alive cried Mrs honey Church whoever were those unfortunate people oh deers look away and poor Mr BB too whatever
has happened come this way immediately commanded Cecil who always felt that he must lead women though he knew not
wither and protect them though he knew not against what he led them now towards the Bracken where Freddy sat
concealed oh poor Mr B was the that his waist coat we left in the path Cecil Mr BB's waist coat no business of ours said
Cecil glancing at Lucy who was all parasol and evidently minded I fancy Mr BB jumped back into the
pond this way please Mrs honey church this way they followed him up the bank attempting the tense yet nonchalant
expression that is suitable for ladies on such occasions well I can't help it said a
voice close ahead and Freddy reared a freckled face and a pair of snowy shoulders out of the fron I can't be
trotten on can I good gracious me dear so it's you what miserable management why not have a comfortable
bath at home home with hot and cold laid on look here mother a fellow must wash and a fellow's got to dry and if another
fellow dear no doubt you're right as usual but you are in no position to argue K
Lucy they turned oh look don't look oh poor Mr BB how un fortunate again for Mr BB was just crawling out of the pond on
Whose surface garments of an intimate nature did float while George the world weary George shouted to Freddy that he
had hooked a fish and me I've swallowed one answered he of the Bracken if swallowed
AOK it wrigth in my tummy I shall die Emison you Beast you've got on my bags hush deers said
Mrs honey Church who found it impossible to remain shocked and do be sure you dry yourselves thoroughly first all these
colds come of not drying thoroughly mother do come away said Lucy oh for goodness sake do come hello cried
George so that again the lady stopped he regarded himself as dressed Barefoot
barechested radiant and personable against the shadowy woods he called hello Miss honey Church hello bow Lucy
better bow whoever is it I shall bow Miss honey Church bowed that evening and all that night the water ran away on the
tomorrow the pool had shrunk to its old size and lost its Glory it had been a call to the blood and to the relaxed
will a passing benediction whose influence did not pass a Holiness a spell a momentary chalice for youth
Chapter 13 How Miss Bartlett's boiler was so tiresome how often had Lucy rehear rehearsed this bow this interview
but she had always rehearsed them indoors and with certain accessories which surely we have a right
to assume who could foretell that she and George would meet in the route of a civilization amidst an army of coats and
collars and boots that lay wounded over the sunlet Earth she had imagined a young Mr Emerson who might be shy or
morbid or indifferent or furtively impudent she was prepared for all of these but
she had never imagined one who would be happy and greet her with a shout of the Morning Star indoors herself partaking
of tea with old Mrs Butterworth she reflected that it is impossible to foretell the future with any degree of
accuracy that it is impossible to rehearse life A Fault In the scenery a face in the audience an erupt of the
audience onto the stage and all our carefully planned gestures mean nothing or mean too much I will bow she had
thought I Will Not Shake Hands with him that will be just the proper thing she had bowed but to whom to Gods to Heroes
to the nonsense of school girls she had bowed across the rubbish that cumbers the world so ran her thoughts thoughts
while her faculties were busy with Cecil it was another of those Dreadful engagement calls Mrs Butterworth had
wanted to see him and he did not want to be seen he did not want to hear about hydranges why they changed their color
at the seaside he did not want to join the sea OS when cross he was always elaborate and made long clever answers
where yes or no would have done Lucy soothed him and tinkered at the conversation in a way that promised well
for their married peace no one is perfect and surely it is wiser to discover the imperfections before
wedlock Miss Bartlett indeed though not in word had taught the girl that this our life contains nothing
satisfactory Lucy though she disliked the teacher regarded the teaching is profound and applied it to her lover
Lucy said her mother when they got home is anything the matter with Cecil the question was
ominous up till now Mrs honey church had behaved with charity and restraint no I don't think so mother Cecil's all right
perhaps he's tired Lucy compromised perhaps Cecil was a little tired because
otherwise she pulled out her Bonnet pins with Gathering displeasure because otherwise I cannot
account for him I do think Mrs Butterworth is rather tiresome if you mean that Cecil has told you to think so
you were devoted to her as a little girl and nothing will describe her goodness to you through the typhoid fever no it
is just the same thing everywhere let me just put your Bonnet away may I surely he could answer her civil for one half
hour Cecil has a very high standard for people faltered Lucy seeing trouble ahead it's part of his
ideals it is really that that makes him sometimes seem oh rubbish if high ideals make a young man Rude the sooner he gets
rid of them the better said Mrs honey Church handing her the Bonnet now mother I've seen you cross with Mrs Butterworth
yourself not in that way at times I could ring her neck but not in that way no it is the same with Cecil all over by
the by I never told you I had a letter from Charlotte while I was away in London this attempt to divert the
conversation was too pural and Mrs honey Church resent Ed it since Cecil came back from London nothing appears to
please him whenever I speak he wices I see him Lucy it is useless to contradict me no
doubt I am neither artistic nor literary nor intellectual nor musical but I cannot help the drawing
room furniture your father bought it and we must put up with it will Cecil kindly
remember I I see what you mean and certainly CE salad and to but he does not mean to be uncivil he once explained
it is the things that upset him he is easily upset by ugly things he is not uncivil to people is it a thing or a
person when Freddy sings you can't expect a really musical person to enjoy comic songs as we do then why didn't he
leave the room why sit wriggling and sneering and spoiling everyone's pleasure we mustn't
be unjust to people faltered Lucy something had enfeebled her and the case for Cecil which she had mastered so
perfectly in London would not come forth in an effective form the two civilizations had clashed Cecil hinted
that they might and she was dazzled and bewildered as though the radiance that lies behind all civilization had blinded
her eyes good taste and bad taste were only catch wordss garments of diverse cut and music itself dissolved to a
whisper through pine trees where the song is not distinguishable from the comic song she remained in much
embarrassment while Mrs honey Church changed her frog for dinner and every now and then she said a word and made
things no better there was no concealing the fact Cecil had meant to be supercilious and he had succeeded and
Lucy she knew not why wished that the trouble could have come at any other time go and dress dear you'll be late
all right mother don't say all right and stop go she obeyed but loitered disconsolately at the Landing window it
faced North so there was little View and no view of a sky now as in the winter the pine trees hung close to her eyes
one connected The Landing window with depression no definite problem menaced her but she sighed to
herself oh dear what shall I do what shall I do it seemed to her that everyone else was behaving very badly
and she ought not to have mentioned Miss Bartlett's letter she must be more careful her mother was rather
inquisitive and might have asked what it was about oh dear what should she do and then Freddy came bounding upstairs and
joined the ranks of the ill behaved I say those are topping people my dear baby how tiresome you've been you have
no business to take them bathing in the sacred Lake it's much too public it was all right
for you but most awkward for everyone else do be more careful you forget the place is growing half Suburban I say is
anything on tomorrow week not that I know of then I want to ask the emersons up to Sunday tennis oh I wouldn't do
that Freddy I wouldn't do that with all this muddle what's wrong with the court they won't mind a bump or two and I've
ordered new bowls I meant it's better not I really mean it he seized her by the elbows and humorously danced her up
and down the passage she pretended not to mind but she could have screamed with temper Cecil glanced at them as he
proceeded to his toilet and they impeded Mary with her brood of hot water cans then Mrs honey Church opened her door
and said Lucy what A noise you're making I have something to say to you did you say you
had had a letter from Charlotte and Freddy ran away yes I really can't stop I must dress too how's Charlotte all
right Lucy the unfortunate girl returned you've a bad habit of hurrying away in the middle of one sentences did
Charlotte mention her boy boiler her what don't you remember that her boiler was to be had out in October and her
bath sistern cleaned out and all kinds of terrible Tod doings I can't remember all Charlotte's worries said Lucy
bitterly I shall have enough of my own now that you are not pleased with Cecil Mrs honey Church might have flamed out
she did not she said come here old lady thank you for putting away my Bonnet kiss me and though nothing is perfect
Lucy felt for the moment that her mother and windy corner and the wield and the declining Sun were perfect so the
grittiness went out of life it generally did at Windy corner at the last minute when the social machine was clogged
hopelessly one member or other of the family poured in a drop of oil Cecil despised their methods perhaps rightly
at all events they were not his own dinner was at half 7 Freddy gabbled the grace and they drew up their heavy
chairs and fell to fortunately the men were hungry nothing untour occurred until the pudding then
Freddy said Lucy what's Emerson like I saw him in Florence said Lucy hoping that this would pass for a reply is he
the clever sword or is he a decent chap ask Cecil it is Cecil who brought him here
he is a clever sort like myself said Cecil Freddy looked at him doubtfully how well did you know them at the
bolini asked Mrs honey Church oh very slightly I mean Charlotte knew them even less than I did oh that reminds me you
never told me what Charlotte said in her letter one thing and another said Lucy wondering whether she would get through
the meal without a lie among other things that an awful friend of hers had been bicycling through Summer Street
wondered if she'd come up and see us and mercifully didn't Lucy I do call the way you talk unkind she was a novelist
said Lucy craftily the remark was a happy one for nothing roused Mrs honey church so much as literature in the
hands of females she would abandon every topic to envey against those women who instead of minding their houses and
their children seek notoriety by print her attitude was if books must be written let them be written by men and
she developed it at Great length while Cecil yawned and Freddy played it this year next year now never with his Plum
stones and Lucy artfully fed the Flames of her mother's wrath but soon the congration died down and the ghosts
began to gather in the darkness there were too many ghosts about the original ghost that touch of lips on her cheek
had surely been laid long ago it could be nothing to her that a man had kissed her on a mountain once but it
had begotten a spectral family Mr Harris Miss Bartlett's letter Mr BB's memories of
violets and one or other of these was bound to haunt her before Cecil's very eyes it was Miss Bartlett who returned
now and with appalling vividness I have been thinking Lucy of that letter of charlott's how is she I tore the thing
up didn't she say how she was how does she sound cheerful oh yes I suppose so no not very cheerful I suppose then
depend upon it it is the boiler I know myself how water prays upon one's mind I would rather anything else even a
misfortune with a meat Cecil laid his hand over his eyes so would I asserted Freddy backing his
mother up backing up the spirit of her remark rather than the substance and I have been
thinking she added rather nervously surely we could squeeze Charlotte in here next week and give her
a nice holiday while the plumbers at tonbridge Wells finish I have not seen poor Charlotte for so long it was more
than her nerves could stand and she could not protest violently after her mother's goodness to her
upstairs mother no she pleaded it's impossible we can't have Charlotte on the top of the other things we're
squeezed to death as it is Freddy's got a friend coming Tuesday their Cecil and you've promised to take in mini BB
because of the def Furious scare it simply can't be done nonsense it can if Minnie sleeps in the bath not otherwise
Minnie can sleep with you I won't have her then if you're so selfish Mr Floyd must share a room with Freddy Miss
Bartlett Miss Bartlett Miss Bartlett moaned Cecil again laying his hand over his
eyes it's impossible repeated Lucy I don't want to make difficulties but itre really isn't fair
on the maids to fill up the house so alas the truth is dear you don't like Charlotte no I don't and no more to
Cecil she gets on our nerves you haven't seen her lately and don't realize how tiresome she can be though so good so
please mother don't worry us this last summer but spoil Us by not asking her to come here here said Cecil Mrs honey
church with more gravity than usual and with more feeling than she usually permitted herself
replied this isn't very kind of you too you have each other and all these Woods to walk in so full of beautiful things
and poor Charlotte has only the water turned off in plumbers you are young deers and however clever young people
are and however many books they read they will never guess what it feels like to grow old Cecil crumbled his bread I
must say cousin Charlotte was very kind to me that year I called on my bike put in Freddy she thanked me for coming till
I felt like such a fool and fussed round no end to get an egg boiled for my tea just right I know dear she is kind to
everyone and yet Lucy makes this difficulty when we try to give her some little return but Lucy hardened her
heart it was no good being kind to miss Bartlett she had tried herself too often and too recently one might lay up
treasure in Heaven by the attempt but one enriched neither Miss Bartlett nor anyone else upon Earth she was reduced
to saying I can't help it mother I don't like Charlotte I admit it's horrid of me
from your own account you told her as much well she would leave Florence so stupidly she flurried the ghosts were
returning they filled Italy they were even usurping the places she had known as a child the sacred Lake would never
be the same again and on Sunday week something would even happen to Wendy Corner how would she fight against
ghosts for a moment the visible World faded away and memories and emotions alone seemed real I suppose Miss
Bartlett must come since she boils eggs so well said Cecil who was in rather a happier frame of mind thanks to the
admirable cooking I didn't mean the egg was well boiled corrected Freddy because in point of fact she forgot to take it
off and as a matter of fact I don't care for eggs I only meant how Jolly kind she seemed Cecil frowned again oh these
honey churches eggs boilers hydranges maides of such were their lives compact May me
and Lucy get down from our chairs he asked with scarcely veiled insolence we don't want no dessert chapter 14
how Lucy faced the external situation bravely of course Miss Bartlett accepted and equally of course she felt sure that
she would prove a nuisance and begged to be given an inferior spare room something with no view anything her love
to Lucy and equally of course George Emerson could come to tennis on the Sunday week Lucy faced the situation
bravely though like most of us she only faced the situation that encompassed her she never gazed inwards if at times
strange images Rose from the depths she put them down to nerves when Cecil brought the emersons to Summer Street it
had upset her nerves Charlotte would burnish up past foolishness and this might upset her
nerves she was nervous at night when she talked to George they met again almost immediately at the rectory his voice
moved her deeply and she wished to remain near him how Dreadful if she really wished to remain near him of
course the wish was due to nerves which loved to play Such perverse tricks upon us once she had suffered from things
that came out of nothing and meant she didn't know what now Cecil had explained psychology to her one wet
afternoon and All the Troubles of Youth in an unknown world could be dismissed it is obvious enough for the reader to
conclude she loves young Emerson a reader in Lucy's place would not find it obvious life is easy to Chronicle but
bewildering to practice and we welcome nerves or any other shibolet that will cloak our personal desire she loved
Cecil George made her nervous will the reader explain to her that the phrases should have been reversed but the
external situation she will face that bravely the meeting at the rectory had passed off well enough standing between
Mr BBE and Cecil she had made a few tempered Illusions to Italy and George had
replied she was anxious to show that she was not shy and was glad that he did not seem shy either a nice fellow said Mr BB
afterwards he will work off his crudities in time I rather mistrust young men who slip into life gracefully
Lucy said he seems in better spirits he laughs more yes replied the clergyman he is waking up that was all
but as the week wore on more of her defenses fell and she entertained an image that had physical Beauty in spite
of the clearest directions Miss Bartlett contrived to bungle her arrival she was due at the
Southeastern station at Dorking with her Mrs honey Church drove to meet her she arrived at the London
and Brighton station and had to hire a cab up no one no one was at home except Freddy and his friend who had to stop
their tennis and to entertain her for a solid hour Cecil and Lucy turned up at 4:00 and these with little mini BBE made
a somewhat lugubrious sexet upon the upper lawn for tea I shall never forgive myself said Miss Bartlett who kept on
rising from her seat and had to be begged by the United company to to remain I have upset everything bursting
in on young people but I insist on paying for my cab up Grant that at any rate our visitors never do such Dreadful
things said Lucy while her brother in whose memory the boiled egg had already grown
unsubstantial exclaimed in irritable tones just what I've been trying to convince cousin Charlotte of Lucy for
the last half hour I do not feel myself an ordinary visitor said Miss Bartlett and looked at her Fray glove all right
if you'd really rather five Shillings and I gave a bob to the driver Miss Bartlett looked in her purse only
sovereigns and pennies could anyone give her change Freddy had half a quid and his friend had four half crowns Miss
Bartlett accepted their money and then said but who am I to give the Sovereign to let's leave it all till mother comes
back suggested Lucy no dear your mother may take quite a long drive now that she is not hampered with me we all have our
little foibles and mine is the prompt settling of accounts here Freddy's friend Mr
Floyd made the one remark of his that need be quoted he offered to toss Freddy for Miss Bartlett's quit a solution
seemed in sight and even Cecil who had been ostentatiously drinking his tea at the view felt the Eternal attraction of
chance and turned around but this did not do either please please I know I am a sad spoil sport but it would make me
wretched I should practically be robbing the one who lost Freddy owes me 15 Shillings
interposed Cecil so it will work out right if you give the pound to me 15 Shillings said Miss Bartlett
dubiously how is that Mr Vice because don't you see Freddy paid your cab give me the pound and we shall avoid this
deplorable gambling Miss Bartlett who was poor at figures became bewildered and rendered up The Sovereign amidst the
suppressed gurgles of the other youths for a moment Cecil was happy he was playing at nonsense among his peers then
he glanced at Lucy in whose face Petty anxieties had marred the smiles in January he would rescue his Leonardo
from this Stupify twaddle but I don't see that exclaimed mini B who had narrowly watched the iniquitous
transaction I don't see why Mr Vice is to have the quid because of the 15 Shillings and the five they said
solemnly 15 Shillings and 5 Shillings make one pound you see but I don't see they tried to stifle her with cake no
thank you I'm done I don't see why Freddy don't poke me Miss honey Church your brother's hurting me ow what about
Mr Floyd's 10 Shillings ow no I don't see and I never shall see why Miss Watts her name shouldn't pay that Bob for the
driver I had forgotten the driver said Miss Bartlett reing thank you dear for reminding me a shilling was it can
anyone give me change for half a crown I'll get it said the young Hostess Rising with decision Cecil give me that
sovereign no give me up that Sovereign I'll get euphemia to change it and we'll start
the whole thing again from the beginning Lucy Lucy what a nuisance I am protested Miss Bartlett and followed her across
the lawn Lucy tripped ahead simulating hilarity when they were out of airshot Miss Bartlett stopped her whales and
said quite briskly have you told him about him yet no I haven't replied Lucy and then could
have bidden her tongue for understanding so quickly what her cousin meant let me see a sovereign's worth of silver she
escaped into the kitchen Miss Bartlett's sudden transitions were too uncanny it sometimes seemed as if she planned every
word she spoke or caused to be spoken as if all this worry about cabs and change had been a ruse to surprise
the soul no I haven't told Cecil or anyone she remarked when she returned I promised you I shouldn't here is your
money all Shillings except two half crowns would you count it you can settle your debt nicely now miss Bartlett was
in the drawing room gazing at the photograph of St John ascending which had been framed how Dreadful she
murmured how more than Dreadful if Mr Vice should come to hear of it from some other source oh no Charlotte said the
girl entering the battle George Emerson is all right and what other source is there miss Bartlett considered for
instance the driver I saw him looking through the bushes at you remember he had a violet between his teeth
Lucy shuddered a little we shall get the silly affair on our nerves if we aren't careful how could a Florentine cab
driver ever get hold of Cecil we must think of every possibility oh it's all right or perhaps old Mr Emerson knows in
fact he is certain to know I don't care if he does I was grateful to you for your letter but even if the news does
get around I think I can trust Cecil to laugh at it to contradict it no to laugh at it but she knew in her heart that she
could not trust him for he desired her untouched very well dear you know best perhaps gentlemen are different to what
they were when I was young ladies are certainly different now Charlotte she struck at her playfully you kind anxious
thing what would you have me do first you say don't tell and then you say tell which is it to be quick Miss Bartlett
side I am no match for you in conversation dearest I blush when I think how I interfered at Florence and
you so well able to look after yourself and so much clever in all ways than I am you will never forgive me shall we go
out then they will smash all the China if we don't for the air rang with the shrieks of Minnie who is being scalped
with a teaspoon dear one moment we may not have this chance for a chat again have you seen the young one yet yes I
have what happened we met at the rectory what line is he taking up no line he talked about Italy like any other person
it is really all right what advantage would he get from being a cat to put it bluntly I do wish I could make you see
it my way he really won't be any nuisance Charlotte once a cat always a cat that is my poor opinion Lucy paused
Cecil said one day and I thought it so profound that there are two kinds of cats the conscious and the subconscious
she paused again to be sure of doing Justice to Cecil's profundity through the window she saw Cecil himself turning
over the pages of a novel it was a new one from Smith's Library her mother must have returned from the station once a
cad always a cad Dron Miss Bartlett what I mean by subconscious is that Emerson Lost His Head I fell into all those
violets and he was silly and surprised I don't think we ought to blame him very much it makes such a difference when you
see a person with beautiful things behind him unexpectedly it really does it makes an
enormous difference and he lost his head he doesn't admire me or any of that nonsense one straw Freddy rather likes
him and has asked him up here on Sunday so you can judge for yourself he has improved he doesn't always look as if
he's going to burst into tears he is a clerk in the general manager's office at one of the big Railways not a porter and
runs down to his father for weekends Papa was to do with journalism but is rheumatic and has retired there now for
the garden she took hold of her guest by the arm suppose we don't don't talk about this silly Italian business
anymore we want you to have a nice restful visit at Windy corner with no wording Lucy thought this rather a good
speech the reader may have detected an unfortunate slip in it whether Miss Bartlett detected the slip one cannot
say for it is impossible to penetrate into the minds of elderly people she might have spoken further but they were
interrupted by the entrance of her Hostess explanations took place and in the midst of them Lucy escaped the
images throbbing a little more vividly in her brain chapter 15 The Disaster within the Sunday after Miss Bartlett's
arrival was a glorious day like most of the days of that year in the wheel Autumn approached breaking up the green
monotony of summer touching the parks with the gray Bloom of mist the beach trees with russet the oak trees with
gold up on the heights battalions of Black Pines witnessed the change themselves
unchangeable either country was spanned by a cloudless sky and in either arose the tinkle of church bells The Garden of
windy Corners was deserted except for a red book when which lay sunning itself upon the gravel path from the house came
incoherent sounds as a female's preparing for worship the men say they won't
go well I don't blame them Minnie says go tell her no nonsense and Mary hook me behind dearest
Lucia may I trespass upon you for a pin for Miss Bartlett had announced that she at all events was one for church the sun
rose higher on its Journey guided not by fettin but by Apollo competent unswerving Divine it's Rays fell on the
ladies whenever they Advanced towards the bedroom windows on Mr BB down at Summer Street
as he smiled over a letter from miss Catherine Allen on George Emerson cleaning his father's boots and lastly
to complete the catalog of memorable things on the red book mentioned previously the ladies move Mr BB moves
George moves and movement May in gender Shadow but this book Lies motionless to be caressed all the
Morning by the Sun and to raise its cover slightly as though acknowledging the caress presently Lucy step steps out
of the drawing room window her new Ser dress has been a failure and makes her look todrey in one at her throat is a
garnet brooch on her finger a ring set with rubies and engagement ring her eyes are bent to the wield she frowns a
little not in anger but as a brave child frowns when he is trying not to cry in all that expanse no human eyes looking
at her and she may frown unrebuked and measure the spaces that yet survive between Apollo and the Western Hills
Lucy Lucy what's that book who's been taking a book out of the shelf and leaving it about to spoil it's only the
library book that Cecil's been reading but pick it up and don't stand idling there like a flamingo Lucy picked up the
book and glanced at the title list LLY under Elia she no longer read novels herself devoting all her spare time to
solid literature in the hope of catching Cecil up it was Dreadful how little she knew and even when she thought she knew
a thing like the Italian painters she found she had forgotten it only this morning she had confused Francesco
Francia with Pierro DEA Francesca and Cecil had said what you aren't forgetting your Italy already and
this too had lent anxiety to her eyes when she saluted the dear View and the dear Garden in the foreground and above
them scarcely conceivable elsewhere the Dear Son Lucy have you a six pence for Minnie and
a shilling for yourself she hastened into her mother who was rapidly working herself into a sun
fluster it's a special collection I forget what for I do beg no vulgar clinking in the plate with
henies see that Minnie has a nice bright six pence where is a child Minnie that book's all warped gracious how plain you
look put it under the atlas to press Minnie oh Mrs honey Church from the upper regions
Minnie don't be late here comes the horse it was always the horse never The Carriage where's Charlotte run up and
hurry her why is she so long she had nothing to do she never brings anything but blouses poor Charlotte how I do
detest blouses many paganism is infectious more infectious than deia or p iy and the rector's niece was taken to
church protesting as usual she didn't see why why shouldn't she sit in the sun with the young men the young men who had
now appeared mocked her with ungenerous words Mrs honey Church defended Orthodoxy and in the midst of the
confusion Miss Bartlett dressed in the very height of the fashion came strolling down the stairs
dear Maran I am very sorry but I have no small change nothing but sovereigns and half crowns could anyone give me yes
easily jump in gracious me how smart you look what a lovely frock you put us all to shame if I did not wear my best rags
and tatters now when should I wear them said Miss Bartlett reproachfully she got into the Victoria and placed herself
with her back to the horse the necessary Roar ensued and then they drove off goodbye be good called out Cecil Lucy
bit her lip for the tone was sneering on the subject of church and so on they had had rather an unsatisfactory
conversation he had said that people ought to overhaul themselves and she did not want to overhaul herself she did not
know it was done honest Orthodoxy Cecil respected but he always assumed that honesty is the result of a spiritual
crisis he could not imagine it as a natural Birthright that might grow heavenward like flowers all that he said
on this subject pained her though he exuded tolerance from every pore somehow the Emerson were different
she saw the emersons after church there was a line of carriages down the road and the Honey Church vehicle happened to
be opposite Villa to save time they walked over the green to it and found Father and Son smoking in the
garden introduce me said her mother unless the young man considers that he knows me already he probably did but
Lucy ignored the sacred Lake and introduced them formally old Mr Emerson claimed her with much warmth and said
how glad he was that she was going to be married she said yes she was glad too and then as Miss Bartlett and Minnie
were lingering behind with Mr BBE she turned the conversation to a less disturbing topic and asked him how he
liked his new house very much he replied but there was a note of offense in his voice she had never known him offended
before he added we find though that the Miss Allens were coming and that we have turned them out women mind such a thing
I am very much upset about it I believe that there was some misunderstanding said Mrs honey Church
un easily our landlord was told that we should be a different type of person said George who seemed disposed to carry
the matter further he thought we should be artistic he is disappointed and I wonder whether we ought to write to the
Miss Allen and offer to give it up what do you think he appealed to Lucy oh stop now you have come said Lucy lightly she
must avoid censuring Cecil for it was on Cecil that the little episode turned though his name was never mentioned so
George says he says that the Miss Allen must go to the wall yet it does seem so unkind there is only a certain amount of
kindness in the world said George watching the sunlight flash on the panels of the passing
carriages yes exclaimed Mrs honey church that's exactly what I say why all this twiddling and taddl over two Miss
Allen's there is a certain amount of kindness just as there is a certain amount of light he continued in measured
tones we cast a shadow on something Wherever We Stand and it is no good moving from place to place to save
things because the shadow always follows choose a place where you won't do harm yes choose a place where you won't
do very much harm and stand in it for all you are worth facing the sunshine oh Mr Emerson I see you're
clever I see you're going to be clever I hope you didn't go behaving like that to poor Freddy George's eyes laughed and
Lucy suspected that he and her mother would get on rather well no I didn't he said he behaved that way to me it is his
philosophy only he starts life with it and I have tried the note of interrogation first what do you mean no
never mind what you mean don't explain he looks forward to seeing you this afternoon do you play tennis do you mind
tennis on Sunday George mind tennis on Sunday George after his education distinguish between Sunday
very well George doesn't mind tennis on Sunday no more do I that's settled Mr Emerson
if you could come with your son we should be so pleased he thanked her but the walk sounded rather
far he could only Potter about in these days she turned to George and then he wants to give up his
house to the Miss Allen I know said George and put his arm around his father's neck the kindness that Mr BB
and Lucy had always known to exist in him came out suddenly like sunlight touching a vast
landscape a touch of the morning sun she remembered that in all his perversities he had never spoken against affection
Miss Bartlett approached you know our cousin Miss Bartlett said Mrs honey Church pleasantly you met her with my
daughter in Florence yes indeed said the old man and made as if he would
come out of the garden to meet the lady Miss Bartlett promptly got into the Victoria thus entrenched she emitted a
formal bow it was the pension barolini again the dining table with the decanters of water and wine it was the
old old Battle of the room with the view George did not respond to the bow like any boy he blushed and was ashamed
he knew that the chaperon remembered he said I I'll come up to tennis if I can manage it and went into the house
perhaps anything that he did would have pleased Lucy but his awkwardness went straight to her heart men were not Gods
after all but as human and as clumsy as girls even men might suffer from unexplained desires and need help to one
of her upbringing and of her destination the weakness of men was a
truth unfamiliar but she had surmised it at Florence when George threw her
photographs into the river Arno George don't go cried his father who thought it a great treat for people if his son
would talk to them George has been in such good spirits today and I am sure he will end by coming up this afternoon l
caught her cousin's eye something in its mute appeal made her Reckless yes she said raising her voice
I do hope he will then she went to the carriage and murmured the old man hasn't been told I knew it was all right Mrs
honey Church followed her and they drove away satisfactory that Mr Emerson had not been told of the Florence escapade
yet Lucy Spirits should not have leapt up as if she had sighted the ramparts of Heaven
satisfactory yet surely she greeted it with disproportionate Joy all the way home the horse's hoof sang a tune to her
he has not told he has not told her brain expanded the melody he has not told his father to whom he tells all
things it was not an exploit he did not laugh at me when I had gone she raised her hand to her cheek he does not love
me no how terrible if he did but he has not told he will not tell she longed to shout the
words it is all right it's a secret between us two forever Cecil will never hear she was even glad that Miss
Bartlett had made her promise secrecy that last dark evening at Florence when they had knelt packing in
his room the secret big or little was guarded only three English people knew of it in the world thus she interpreted
her Joy she greeted Cecil with unusual Radiance because she felt so safe as he helped her out of the carriage she said
the emersons have been so nice George Emerson has improved enormously how are my proteges asked Cecil who took
no real interest in them and had long since forgotten his resolution to bring them to Wendy corner for educational
purposes protes she exclaimed with some warmth for the only relationship which Cecil conceived was feudal that of
protector and protected he had no glimpse of a comradeship after which the girl's Soul yearned you shall see for
yourself how your proteges are George Emerson is coming up this afternoon he is a most interesting man to talk to
only don't she nearly said don't protect him but the Bell was ringing for lunch and as often happened Cecil had paid no
great attention to her remarks charm not argument was to be her forte lunch was a cheerful meal generally Lucy was
depressed at meals someone had to be soothed either Cecil or Miss Bartlet or a being not visible to the Mortal eye a
being who whispered to her soul it will not last this cheerfulness in January you must go to
London to entertain the grandchildren of celebrated men but today she felt she had received a guarantee her mother
would always sit there her brother here the sun though it had moved a little since the morning would never be hidden
behind the Western Hills after luncheon they asked her to play she had seen glu's armide that year and played from
memory the music of the Enchanted Garden the music to which Renault approaches beneath the light of an eternal Dawn the
music that never gains never waines but ripples forever like the tideless Seas of Fairyland such
music is not for the piano and her audience began to get restive and Cecil sharing the discontent called
out now play us the other Garden the one in paral she closed the instrument not very dutiful said her mother's voice
fearing that she had offended Cecil she turned quickly around there George was he had crept in without interrupting
her oh I had no idea she exclaimed getting very red and then without a word of greeting she reopened the piano Cecil
should have the parl and anything else that he liked our performer has changed her mind said Miss Bartlett perhaps
implying she will play the music to Mr Emerson Lucy did not know what to do nor even what she wanted to do she played a
few bars of the flower Maiden song very badly and then she stopped I vote tennis said Freddy disgusted at the scrappy
entertainment yes so do I once more she Clos the unfortunate piano I vote you have amends for all right not for me
thank you said Cecil I will not spoil the set he never realized that it may be an act of kindness and a bad player to
make up a fourth Oh Come Along Cecil I'm bad Floyd's rotten and so I dare says Emerson George corrected him I am not
bad one looked down one's nose at this then certainly I won't play said Cecil while miss Bartlett under the
impression that she was snubbing George added I agree with you Mr Vice you had much better not play much better not
Minnie rushing in where Cecil feared To Tread announced that she would play I shall miss every ball anyway so what
does it matter but Sunday intervened and stamped heavily upon the kindly suggestion then it will have to be Lucy
said Mrs honey Church you must fall back on Lucy there is no other way out of it Lucy go and change your frock Lucy's
Sabbath was generally of this amphibious nature she kept it without hypocrisy in the morning and broke it without
reluctance in the afternoon as she changed her frock she wondered whether Cecil was sne staring at her really she
must overhaul herself and settle everything up before she married him Mr Floyd was her partner she liked music
but how much better tennis seemed how much better to run about in comfortable clothes than to sit at the piano and
feel gir under the arms once more music appeared to her the employment of a child George served and surprised her by
his anxiety to win she remembered how he had sigh among the tombs at Santa cochi because things
wouldn't fit how after the death of that obscure Italian he had Lent over the parapet by the Arno and said to
her I shall want to live I tell you he wanted to live now to win at tennis to stand for all he was worth in the sun
the sun which had begun to decline and was shining in her eyes and he did win ah how beautiful the wield looked the
hills stood out above its Radiance as falis stands above the Tuscan plain and the South Downs if one chose were the
mountains of kurara she might be forgetting her Italy but she was noticing more things in her England one
could play a new game with the view and try to find in its innumerable folds some town or Village that would do for
Florence ah how beautiful the wield looked but now Cecil claimed her he chanced to be in a lucid critical mood
and would not sympathize with exaltation he had been rather a nuisance all through the tennis for the novel
that he was reading was so bad that he was obliged to read it aloud to others he would stroll around the precincts of
a court and call out I say listen to this Lucy three split infinitives Dreadful said Lucy and
missed her stroke when they had finished their set he still went on reading there was some murder scene and really
everyone must listen to it Freddy and Mr Floyd were obliged to hunt for a lost ball in The
Laurels but the other two acquiesced the scene is late in Florence what fun Cecil read away come Mr Emerson sit down after
all your energy she had forgiven George as she put it and she made a point of being Pleasant to him he jumped over the
net and sat down at her feet asking you and are you tired of course I'm not do you mind being beaten she was
going to answer no when it struck her that she did much mind so she answered yes she
added merrily I don't see you're such a splendid player though the light was behind you and it was in my eyes I never
said I was why you did you didn't attend you said oh don't go in for accuracy at this house we all exaggerate and we get
very angry with people who don't the scene is laid in Florence repeated Cecil with an upward note Lucy recollected
herself Sunset Leonora was speeding Lucy interrupted Leonora is Leonora the heroine who's the book by Joseph Emory
prank Sunset Leonora speeding across the square pray the Saints she might not arrive too late Sunset the sunset of
Italy under ARA's logia the logia de lanzi as we sometimes call it now Lucy burst into laughter Joseph Emory prank
indeed why it's Miss lavish it's Miss lavish novel and she's publishing it under somebody else's name who may miss
lavish be oh a dreadful person Mr Emerson you remember Miss lavish excited by her Pleasant
afternoon she clapped her hands George looked up of course I do I saw her the day I arrived at Summer Street it was
she who told me that you lived here weren't you pleased she meant to see Miss
lavish but when he bent down to the grass without replying it struck her that she could
mean something else she watched his head which was almost resting against her knee and she thought that the ears were
rening no wonder the novel's bad she added I never liked Miss lavish but I suppose one ought to read it as one's
met her all modern books are bad said Cecil who was annoyed at her in attention and vented his annoyance on
literature everyone writes for money in these days oh Cecil it is so I will inflict Joseph Emory prank on you no
longer Cecil this afternoon seemed such a twittering Sparrow the ups and downs in
his voice were noticeable but they did not affect her she had dwelt amongst Melody and
movement and her nerves refused to answer to the clang of his leaving him to be
annoyed she gazed at the blackhead again she did not want to stroke it but she saw herself wanting to stroke it the
sensation was curious how do you like this view of ours Mr Emerson I never noticed much difference in views what do
you mean because they're all alike because all that matters in them is distance and air hum said Cecil
uncertain whether the remark was striking or not my father he looked up at her and he was a little
flushed says that there is only one perfect view the view of the sky straight over our heads and that all
these views on Earth are but bungled copies of it I expect your father has been reading
Dante said Cecil fingering the novel which alone permitted him to lead the conversation he told us another day that
views are really crowds crowds of trees and houses and hills and are bound to resemble each other like human crowds
and that the power they have over us is sometimes Supernatural for the same reason Lucy's lips parted for a crowd is
more than the people who make it up something gets added to it no one knows how just as something has got added to
those Hills he pointed with his racket to the South Downs what what a splendid idea she murmured I shall enjoy hearing
your father talk again I'm so sorry he's not so well no he isn't well there's an absurd account of a view in this book
said Cecil also that men fall into two classes those who forget views and those who remember them even in small rooms Mr
Emerson have you any brothers or sisters none why you spoke of us my mother I was meaning Cecil closed the novel with a
bang oh Cecil how you made me jump I will inflict Joseph Emory prank on you no longer I can just remember us all
three going into the country for the day and seeing us far as hind head it is the first thing that I remember Cecil got up
the man was Ill bred he hadn't put on his coat after tennis he didn't do he would have strolled away if Lucy had not
stopped him Cecil do read the thing about the view not while Mr Emerson is here to entertain us no read away I
think nothing's funnier than to hear silly things read out loud if Mr Emerson thinks us frivolous he can go this
struck Cecil as subtle and pleased him it put their visitor in the position of a prig somewhat mollified he sat down
again Mr Emerson go and find tennis balls she opened the book Cecil must have his reading and anything else that
he liked but her attention wandered to George's mother who according to Mr eager had been murdered in the sight of
God and according to her son had seen as far as hindhead am I really to go asked George no of
course not really she answered chapter 2 said Cecil yawning find me chapter 2 if it isn't bothering you chapter 2 was
found and she glanced at its opening sentences she thought she had gone mad here hand me the book she heard her
voice saying it isn't worth reading it's too silly to read I never saw such rubbish it oughtn't to be allowed to be
printed he took the book from her Leonora he read sat pensive and alone before her
lay the rich champag of Tuscany dotted over with many a smiling Village the season was spring Miss lavish knew
somehow and had printed the past and draggled Pros for Cecil to read and for George to hear a golden Haze he read he
read a far off the towers of Florence while the bank on which she sat was carpeted with violets all unobserved
Antonio stole up behind her lest Cecil should see her face she turned to George and saw his face he
read There came from his lips no wordy protestation such as formal lovers use no eloquence was his nor did he suffer
from the lack of it he simply unfolded her in his manly arms this isn't the passage I wanted he informed them there
is another much funnier further on he turned over the leaves should we go into tea said Lucy whose voice remained
steady she led the way up the garden Cecil following her George last she thought a disaster was averted but when
they entered the Shrubbery it came the book as if it had not worked Mischief enough had been forgotten and Cecil must
go back for it and George Who Loved passionately must blunder against her in the Narrow Path no she gassed and for
the second time was kissed by him as if no more was possible he slipped back Cecil rejoined her they reached the
upper lawn alone chapter 16 lying to George but Lucy had developed since the spring that is to say she was now better
able to stifle the emotions of which the conventions and the world disapprove though the danger was greater she was
not shaken by Deep sobs she said to Cecil I am not coming into tea tell mother I must write some letters and
went up to her room then she prepared for Action love felt and returned love which our bodies exact and our hearts
have transfigured love which is the most real thing that we shall ever meet reappeared
now as the world's enemy and she must stifle it she sent for Miss Bartlett the contest lay not between love love and
Duty perhaps there never is such a contest it lay between the real and the pretended and Lucy's first aim was to
defeat herself as her brain clouded over as the memory of the views grew dim and the words of the book died away she
returned to her old shth of nerves she conquered her breakdown tampering with the truth she forgot that the truth had
ever been remembering that she was engaged to Cecil she compelled herself to confused
remembrances of George he was nothing to her he never had been anything he had behaved
abominably she had never encouraged him the armor of falsehood is subtly rought out of darkness and hides a man not only
from others but from his own soul in a few moments Lucy was equipped for battle something too awful has happened she
began as soon as her cousin arrived do you know anything about Miss lavish novel Miss Bartlett looked surprised and
said that she had not read the book nor known that it was published Eleanor was a reticent woman
at heart there's a scene in it the hero and heroine make love do you know about that dear here do you know about it
please she repeated they are on a Hillside and Florence is in the distance my good Lucia I am all at Sea I know
nothing about it whatever there are violets I cannot believe it is a coincidence Charlotte Charlotte how
could you have told her I have thought before speaking it must be you told her what she asked with growing
agitation about that Dreadful afternoon in February Miss Bartlett was genuinely moved oh Lucy dearest girl she hasn't
put that in her book Lucy nodded not so that one could recognize it yes then never never never more shall Eleanor
lavish be a friend of mine so you did tell I did just happen when I had tea with her at Rome in the course of
conversation but Charlotte what about the promise you gave me when we were packing why did you
tell Miss lavish when you wouldn't even let me tell mother I will never forgive Eleanor she has betrayed my confidence
why did you tell her though this is a most serious thing why does anyone tell anything the question is eternal and it
was not Sur surprising that Miss Bartlett should only sigh faintly in response she had done wrong she admitted
it she only hoped that she had not done harm she had told Eleanor in the strictest confidence Lucy stamped with
irritation Cecil happened to read out the passage aloud to me and to Mr Emerson it upset Mr Emerson and he
insulted me again behind Cecil's back uh is it possible that men are such brutes behind Cecil's back as we were walking
up the garden Miss Bartlett burst into self- accusations and regrets what is to be done now can you tell me oh Lucy I
shall never forgive myself never to my dying day fancy if your prospects I know said Lucy wincing at
the word I see now why you wanted me to tell Cecil and what you meant by some other
source you knew that you had told Miss lavish and that she was not reliable it was Miss Bartlett's turn to
Wiz however said the girl despising her cousin's shiftiness what's stun stun you have put
me in a most awkward position how am I to get out of it Miss Bartlett could not think the days of her energy were over
she was a visitor not a chaperon and a discredited visitor at that she stood with clasped hands while the girl worked
herself into the necessary rage he must that man must have such a setting down that he won't forget and who's to give
it him I can't tell mother now o to you nor Cecil Charlotte owing to you I am caught up every way I think I shall go
mad I have no one to help me that's why I've sent for you what's wanted is a man with a whip Miss Bartlett agreed one
wanted a man with a whip yes but it's no good agreeing what's to be done we women go mandering on what is a girl do when
she comes across a cad I always said he was a cad dear give me credit for that at all events from the very first moment
when he said his father was having a bath oh bother the credit and who's been right or wrong we've both made a muddle
of it George Emerson is still down the garden there and is he to be left unpunished or isn't he I want to know
Miss Barta was absolutely helpless her own exposure had un nerved her and thoughts were colliding painfully in her
brain she moved feebly to the window and tried to detect the cat's white flannels Among The Laurels you were ready enough
at the barolini when you rushed me off to Rome can't you speak again to him now willingly would I move Heaven and Earth
I want something more definite said Lucy contemptuously will you speak to him it is the least you can do surely
considering it all happened because you broke your word never again shall Elenor lavish be a friend of mine really
Charlotte was outdoing herself yes or no please yes or no it is the kind of thing that only a gentleman can settle George
Emerson was coming up the garden with a tennis ball in his hand very well said Lucy with an angry gesture no one will
help me I will speak to him myself and immediately she realized that this was what her cousin had intended all along
hello Emerson called Freddy from below th the lost ball good man want any tea and
there was an eruption from the house onto the Terrace oh Lucy but that is brave of you I admire you they had
gathered round George Who beckoned she felt over the rubbish the sloppy thoughts the furtive yearnings that were
beginning to cumber her soul her anger faded at the sight of him ah the emersons were fine people in their way
she had to subdue a rush in her blood before saying Freddy has taken him into the dining room the others are going
down the garden Gard go let us get this over quickly G I want you in the room of course Lucy do you mind doing it how can
you ask such a ridiculous question poor Lucy she stretched out her hand I seem to bring nothing but Misfortune Wherever
I Go Lucy nodded she remembered their last evening at Florence the packing the candle the sh shadow of Miss Bartlett's
to on the door she was not to be trapped by posos a second time eluding her cousin's caress she led the way
downstairs try the jam Freddy was saying the Jam's jolly good George looking big and disheveled was pacing up and down
the dining room as she entered he stopped and said no nothing to eat you go down to the other said Lucy Charlotte
and I will give Mr Emerson all he wants where's mother she started on her Sunday writing she's in the drawing room that's
all right you go away he went off singing Lucy sat down at the table Miss Bartlett who was thoroughly frightened
took up a book and pretended to read she would not be drawn into an elaborate speech she just said I can't have it Mr
Emerson I cannot even talk to you go out of this house and never come into it again as long as I live here flushing as
she spoke and pointing to the door I hate a row go please what no discussion but I can't she shook her head go please
I do not want to call in Mr Vice you don't mean he said absolutely ignoring Miss
Bartlett you don't mean that you are going to marry that man the line was unexpected she Shrugged her shoulders as
if his vulgarity wearied her you are merely ridiculous she said quietly then his
words Rose Gravely over hers you cannot live with Vice he's only for an acquaintance he is for society
and cultivated talk he should know no one intimately least of all a woman it was a new light on Cecil's character
have you ever talked to Vice without feeling tired I can scarcely discuss no but have you ever he is the sword who
are all right so long as they keep to things books pictures but kill when they come to people that's why I'll speak out
through all the muddle even now it's shocking enough to lose you in any case but generally a man must deny himself
joy and I would have held back if your Cecil had been a different person I would never have let myself go but I saw
him first in the National Gallery when he wents because my father mispronounced the names of great painters then he
brings us here and we find it is to play some silly trick on a kind neighbor that is the man all over Playing Tricks on
people on the most sacred form of life that he can find next I meet you together and find him protecting and
teaching you and your mother to be shocked when it was for you to settle whether you were shocked or no Cecil all
over again he dare let a woman decide he's the type who's kept Europe back for a thousand years every moment of his
life he's forming you telling you what's Charming or amusing or lat to likee telling you what a man thinks womanly
and you you of all women listen to his voice instead of to your own so it was at the rectory when I met you both again
so it has been the whole of this afternoon therefore not therefore I kissed you because the book made me do
that and I wish to goodness I had more self-control I'm not ashamed I don't apologize but it has frightened you and
you may not have noticed that I love you or would you have told me to go and dealt with a tremendous thing so lightly
but therefore therefore I settled to fight him Lucy thought of a very good remark you say Mr Vice wants me to
listen to him Mr Emerson pardon me for suggesting that you have caught the habit and he took the shoddy reproof and
touched it into immortality he said yes I have and sank down as if suddenly weary I'm the same
kind of Brut bottom this desire to govern a woman it lies very deep and men and women must fight it together before
they shall enter the garden but I do love you surely in a better way way than he does he thought yes really in a
better way I want you to have your own thoughts even when I hold you in my arms he stretched them towards her Lucy be
quick there's no time for us to talk now come to me as you came in the spring and afterwards I will be gentle and explain
I have cared for you since that man died I cannot live without you no good I thought she is marrying someone
else but I meet you again when all the world is glorious water and Sun as you came through the wood I saw that nothing
else mattered I called I wanted to live and have my chance of joy and Mr Vice said Lucy who kept commendably calm does
he not matter that I love Cecil and shall be his wife shortly a detail of no importance I suppose but he stretched
his arms over the table towards her may I ask what you intend to gain by this exhibition he said it is our last chance
I shall do all that I can and as if he had done all else he turned to miss Bartlett who sat like some portent
against the Skies of the evening you wouldn't stop us the second time if you understood he said I have been into the
dark and I am going back into it unless you will try to understand her long narrow head drove backwards and
forwards as though demolishing some invisible obstacle she did not answer it is being young he said quietly picking
up his racket from the floor and preparing to go it is being certain that Lucy cares for me really
it is that love and youth matter intellectually in Silence the two women watched him his last remark they knew
was nonsense but was he going after it or not would not he the cad the charlatan attempt a more dramatic finish
no he was apparently content he left them carefully closing the front door and when they looked through the hall
window they saw him go up the drive and begin to climb the slopes of withered Fern behind the house their tongues were
loosed and they burst into stealthy rejoicings oh Lucia come back here oh what an awful man Lucy had no reaction
at least not yet well he amuses me she said either I'm mad or else he is and I'm inclined to think it's the latter
one more fuss through with you Charlotte many thanks I think though that this is the last my admirer will hardly trouble
me again and Miss Bartlett too essay the roguish well it isn't everyone who could boast such a conquest dearest is it oh
one oughtn't to laugh really it might have been very serious but you were so sensible Brave so unlike the girls of my
day let's go down to them but once in the open air she paused some emotion pity Terror love but the emotion was
strong seized her and she was aware of autumn summer was ending and the evening brought her odors of Decay the more
pathetic because they were reminiscent of spring that something or other mattered
intellectually a leaf violently agitated danced past her while other leaves lay motionless that the Earth was hastening
to re-enter darkness and the shadows of those trees over windy Corner Hello Lucy there's
still light enough for another set if you tool hurry Mr Emerson has had to go what a nuisance that spoils the four I
say Cecil do playd do there's a good chap it's Floyd's last day do you play tennis with us just this once Cecil's
voice came my dear Freddy I am no athlete as you well remarked this very morning there are some chaps who are no
good for anything but books I plead guilty to being such a chap and will not inflict my myself on you the scales fell
from Lucy's eyes how had she stood ceil for a moment he was absolutely intolerable and the same evening she
broke off her engagement chapter 17 lying to Cecil he was bewildered he had nothing to say he was not even angry but
stood with a glass of whiskey between his hands trying to think what had led her to such to conclusion she had chosen
the moment before bed when in accordance with their Bourgeois habit she always dispensed drinks to the men Freddy and
Mr Floyd were sure to retire with their glasses while Cecil invariably lingered sipping at his while she locked up the
sideboard I am very sorry about it she said I have carefully thought things over we are too different
I must ask you to release me and try to forget that there ever was such a foolish girl it was a suitable speech
but she was more Angry than sorry and her voice showed it different how how I haven't had a really good education for
one thing she continued still on her knees by the sideboard my Italian trip came too late and I am forgetting all
that I learned aren't there I shall never be able to talk to your friends or behave as a wife of yours should I don't
understand you you aren't like yourself you're tired Lucy tired she retorted kindling at once that is exactly like
you you always think women don't mean what they say well you sound tired as if something has worried you what if I do
it doesn't prevent me from realizing the truth I can't marry you and you will thank me for saying so
someday well you sound tired as if something has worried you what if I do it doesn't prevent me from realizing the
truth I can't marry you and you will thank me for saying so someday you had that bad headache yesterday all right
for she had exclaimed indignantly I see it's much more than headaches but give me a moment's time he
closed his eyes you must excuse me if I say stupid things but my brain has gone to Pieces part of it lives 3 minutes
back when I was sure that you loved me and the other part I find it difficult I am likely to say the wrong thing it
struck her that he was not behaving so badly and her irritation increased she again desired a struggle not a
discussion to bring on the crisis she said there are days when one sees clearly and this is one of them things
must come to a Breaking Point sometime and it happens to be today if you want to know quite a little thing decided me
to speak to you when you wouldn't play tennis with Fredy I never do play tennis said Cecil painfully bewildered
I never could play I don't understand a word you say you can play well enough to make up a four I thought it abominably
selfish of you no I can't well never mind the tennis why couldn't you couldn't you have warned me if you felt
anything wrong you talked of our wedding at lunch at least you let me talk I knew you wouldn't understand said Lucy Qui
quite crossly I might have known there would have been these Dreadful explanations of course it isn't the
tennis that was only the last straw to all I have been feeling for weeks surely it was better not to speak until I felt
certain she developed this position often before I have wondered if I was fitted for your wife for instance in
London and are you fitted to be my husband I don't think so oh you don't like Freddy nor my mother there was
always a lot against our engagement Cecil but all our relations seemed pleased and we met so often and it was
no good mentioning it until well until all things came to a point they have today I see clearly I must speak that's
all I cannot think you were right said Cecil gently I canot not tell why but though all that you say sounds true I
feel that you are not treating me fairly it's all too horrible what's the good of a scene no good but surely I have a
right to hear a little more he put down his glass and opened the window from where she knelt jangling her keys she
could see a slit of darkness and peering into it as if it was would tell him that little more his long thoughtful face
don't open the window and you'd better draw the curtain too Freddy or anyone might be outside he obeyed I really
think we had better go to bed if you don't mind I shall only say things that will make me unhappy afterwards as you
say it is all too horrible and it is no good talking but to Cecil now that he was about to lose her she seemed each
moment more desirable he looked at her instead of through her for the first time since they were engaged from a
Leonardo she had become a living woman with Mysteries and forces of her own with qualities that even eluded art his
brain recovered from the shock and in a burst of genuine devotion he cried but I love you and I did think you
loved me I did not she said I thought I did at first I am sorry and ought to have refused you this last time too he
began to walk up and down the room and she grew more and more vexed at his dignified Behavior she had counted on
his being petty it would have made things easier for her by a cruel irony she was drawing out all that was F
finest in his disposition you don't love me evidently I dare say you are right not to but it would hurt a little less
if I knew why because a phrase came to her and she accepted it you're the sort who can't know anyone intimately a
horrified look came into his eyes I don't mean exactly that but you will question me though I beg you not to and
I must say something it is that more or less when we were only acquaintances you let me be myself but now you're always
protecting me her voice swelled I won't be protected I will choose for myself what is late alike and right to Shield
me is an insult can't I be trusted to face the truth but I must get it secondhand through you A Woman's Place
you despise my mother I know you do because she's conventional and bothers over puddings but oh goodness she Rose
to her feet conventional Cecil you're that for you may understand beautiful things but
you don't know how to use them and you wrap yourself up in art and books and music and would try to wrap up me I
won't be stifled not by the most glorious music for people are more
glorious and you hide them from me that's why I break off my engagement you were all right as long as you kept to
things but when you came to people she stopped there was a pause then Cecil said with great emotion it is true true
on the whole she corrected full of some vague shame true every word it is a re ation it is I anyhow those are my
reasons for not being your wife he repeated the sort that can know no one intimately it is true I felt to Pieces
the very first day we were engaged I behave like a cat to BB into your brother you are even greater than I
thought she withdrew a step I'm not going to worry you you are far too good to me
I shall never forget your Insight and dear I only blame you for this you might have warned me in the
early stages before you felt you wouldn't marry me and so have given me a chance to improve I have never known you
till this evening I have just used you as a peg for my silly Notions of what a woman should be but this evening you are
a different person new thoughts even a new voice what do you mean by a new voice she asked seized with
incontrollable anger I mean that a new person seems speaking through you said he then she lost her balance she
cried if you think I am in love with someone else you are very much mistaken of course I don't think that you are not
that kind Lucy oh yes you do think it it it's your old idea the idea that has kept your aback I mean the idea that
women are always thinking of men if a girl breaks off her engagement everyone says oh she had someone else in her mind
she hopes to get someone else it's disgusting brutal as if a girl can't break it off for the sake of Freedom he
answered reverently I made have said that in the past I shall never say it again you have
taught me better she began to readen and pretended to examine the windows again of course there is no question of
someone else in this no jilting or any such nauseous stupidity I beg your pardon most humbly if my words suggested
that there was I only meant that there was a force in you that I hadn't known of up till now now all right Cecil that
will do don't apologize to me it was my mistake it is a question between ideals yours and mine pure abstract
ideals and yours are the nobler I was bound up in the old vicious Notions and all the time you were
Splendid and new his voice broke I must actually thank you for what you have done for showing me what I really am
solemnly I thank you for showing me a true woman will you shake hands of course I will said Lucy twisting up her
other hand in the curtains good night Cecil goodbye that's all right I'm sorry about it thank you very much for your
gentleness let me light your candle shall I they went into the Hall thank you good night again God bless you Lucy
goodbye Cecil she watched him steel upstairs while the Shadows from three banisters passed over her face like the
bead of wings on the landing he paused strong in his renunciation and gave her a look of
memorable Beauty for all his culture Cecil was an aesthetic at heart and nothing and his love became him like the
leaving of it she could never marry in the tumult of her soul that stood firm Cecil believed in her she must someday
believe in herself she must be one of the women whom she had praised so eloquently who care for Liberty and not
for men she must forget that George loved her that George had been thinking through her and gained her this
honorable release that George had gone away into what was it the darkness she put out the lamp it
did not do to think nor for the matter of that to feel she gave up trying to understand herself and joined the vast
armies of the bited who follow neither the heart nor the brain and March to their Destiny by
catchwords the armies are full of pleasant and Pious folk but they have yielded to the only enemy that matters
the Enemy Within they have sinned against passion and truth and vain will be their Strife after virtue as the
years pass they are censured their pleasantry and their piy show cracks their wit becomes cynicism their
unselfishness hypocrisy they feel and produce discomfort wherever they go they have
sinned against Arrow s against Palace aine and not by any Heavenly intervention but by the ordinary course
of nature those Allied deities will be Avenged Lucy entered this Army when she
pretended to George that she did not love him and pretended to ceil that she loved no one the night received her as
it had received Miss Bartlett 30 years before chapter 18 lying to Mr B Mrs honey Church Freddy and the servants
windy Corner lay not on the summit of the ridge but a few hundred feet down the Southern Slope at the springing of
one of the great buttresses that supported the hill on either side of it was a shallow Ravine filled with Ferns
and pine trees and down the Ravine on the left ran the highway into the wield whenever Mr BB crossed the
and caught sight of these Noble dispositions of the earth and poised in the middle of them Wendy corner he
laughed the situation was So Glorious the house so commonplace not to say impertinent the late Mr honey church
had affected the cube because it gave him the most accommodation for his money and the only addition made by his widow
had been a small turret shaped like a rhinoceros horn where she could sit in wet weather and watch the
carts going up and down the road so impertinent and yet the house did for it was the home of people who loved their
surroundings honestly other houses in the neighborhood had been built by expensive
Architects over others their inmates had fidgeted sedulously yet all these suggested The
Accidental the temporary while windy Corner seemed as inevitable as an ugliness of Nature's
Own creation one might laugh at the house but one never shuddered Mr BB was bicycling over this Monday afternoon
with a piece of Gossip he had heard from the Miss Allens these admirable ladies since they could not go to Villa
had changed their plans they were going to Greece and instead since Florence did my poor sister so much good wrote Miss
Catherine we do not see why we should not try Athens this winter of course Athens is a plunge and the doctor has
ordered her special digestive bread but after all we can take that with us and it is only getting first into a steamer
and then into a train but is there an English church and the letter went on to to
say I do not expect we shall go any further than Athens but if you knew of a really comfortable pension at
Constantinople we should be so grateful Lucy would enjoy this letter and the smile with which Mr BB greeted Wendy
Corner was partly for her she would see the fun of it and some of its beauty for she must see some beauty though she was
hopeless about pictures and though she dressed so unevenly oh that's sir's frock yesterday
at church she must see some beauty in Life or she could not play the piano as she did he had a theory that musicians
are incredibly complex and know far less than other artists what they want and what they are that they puzzle
themselves as well as their friends that their psychology is a modern development and has not yet been understood this
Theory had he known it had possibly just been illustrated by facts ignorant of the events of yesterday he was only
riding over to get some tea to see his niece and to observe whether Miss honey Church saw anything beautiful in the
desire of two old ladies to visit Athens a carriage was drawn up outside Wendy corner and just as he caught sight of
the house that started bowled up the drive and stopped abruptly when it reached the main road therefore it must
be the horse who always expected people to walk up the hill in case they tired him the door opened obediently and two
men emerged whom Mr BB recognized as Cecil and Freddy they were an Odd Couple to go
driving but he saw a trunk beside the Coachman's legs Cecil who wore a bowler must be going
away while Freddy AAP was seeing him to the station they walked rapidly taking the
shortcuts and reached the summit while the carriage was still pursuing the windings of the road they shook hands
with the clergymen but did not speak so you're off for a minute Mr Vice he asked Cecil
said yes well Freddy edged away I was coming to show you this delightful letter from those friends of Miss honey
church he quoted from it isn't it wonderful isn't it romance most certainly they will go to
Constantinople they are taken in a snare that cannot fail they will end by going around the world Cecil listened civy and
said he was sure that Lucy would be amused and interested is a romance capricious I never notice it in you
young people you do nothing but play lawn tennis and say that romance is dead while the Miss Allen are struggling with
all the weapons of propriety against the terrible thing a really comfortable pension at
Constantinople so they call it out of decency but in their hearts they want a pension with magic Windows opening on
the foam of perilous seas in Fairyland forlorn No Ordinary view will content the Miss Allen they want the pension
Keats I'm awfully sorry to interrupt Mr BB said Freddy but have you any matches I have said Cecil and it did not Escape
Mr BB's notice that he spoke to the boy more kindly you have never met these Miss Allens have you Mr Vice never then
you don't see The Wonder of this Greek visit I haven't been to Greece myself and don't mean to go and I can't imagine
any of my friends going it is altogether too big for a little lot don't you think so Italy is just about as much as we can
manage Italy is heroic but Greece is Godlike or devilish I am not sure which and in either case absolutely out of our
suburb urb and focus all right Freddy I am not being clever upon my word I am not I took the idea from another fellow
and give me those matches when you've done with them he lit a cigarette and went on talking to the two young men I
was saying if our poor little Cockney lives must have a background Let It Be Italian big enough in all conscience the
ceiling of a assisting Chapel for me there the contrast is just as much as I can realize but not the
Parthenon not the freeze of fidus at any price and here comes the Victoria you're quite right said Cecil Greece is not for
our little lot and he got in Freddy followed nodding to the clergyman whom he trusted not to be pulling one's leg
really and before they had gone a dozen yards he jumped out and came running back for vice Matchbox which had not
been returned as he took it he said I'm so glad you only talked about books cil's hard hit Lucy won't marry
him if you'd gone on about her as you did about them he might have broken down but when late last night I must go
perhaps they won't want me down there no Goan goodbye thank goodness exclaimed Mr BB to himself and struck the saddle of
his bicycle approvingly it was the one foolish thing she ever did oh what a glorious riddance
and after a little thought he negotiated the slope into windy corner light of heart the house was again as it ought to
be cut off forever from Cecil's pretentious world he would find Miss Minnie down in the garden in the drawing
room Lucy was tinkling at a Mozart Sonata he hesitated a moment but went down the garden as requested there he
found a mournful company it was a blustering day and the wind had taken and broken the dalas Mrs honey Church
who looked cross was tying them up while miss Bartlett unsuitable dressed impeded her with offers of assistance at
a little distance stood many in the garden child a minute importation each holding either end of a
long piece of Bas oh how do you do Mr BBE gracious what a mess everything is look at my Scarlet pom poms and the wind
blowing your skirts about and the ground so hard that not a prop will stick in and then the carriage having to go out
when I had counted on having Powell who give everyone their due does tie up Dias properly evidently Mrs honey church was
shattered how do you do said Miss Bartlett with a meaning glance as though conveying that more than dalas had been
broken off by the Autumn Gales here Lenny the Bas cried Mrs honey Church the garden child
who did not know what Bas was stood rooted to the path with horror Minnie slipped to her uncle and whispered that
everyone was very disagreeable today and that it was not her fault if dollia strings would tear long ways instead of
a cross come for a walk with me he told her you have worried them as much as they can stand Mrs honey church I only
called in aimlessly I shall take her up to tea at the Beehive Tavern if I may oh must you
yes dude not the scissors thank you Charlotte when both my hands are full already I'm perfectly certain that the
orange Cactus will go before I can get to it Mr B who was an Adept at relieving situations invited Miss Bartlett to
accompany them to this this mild festivity yes Charlotte I don't want you to go there's nothing to stop about 4:
either in the house or out of it Miss Bartlett said that her Duty lay in the Dalia bed but when she had exasperated
everyone except Minnie by a refusal she turned around and exasperated mini by an acceptance as
they walked up the garden the orange Cactus fell and Mr BB's last Vision was of the
garden child clasping It Like a Lover his dark head buried in a wealth of Blossom it is terrible this Havoc among
the flowers he remarked it is always terrible when the promise of months is destroyed in a moment enunciated Miss
Bartlett perhaps we ought to send Miss honey Church down to her mother or will she come with us I think had better
leave Lucy to herself and to her own Pursuits they're angry with Miss honey church because she was late for
breakfast whispered Minnie and Floyd has gone and Mr Vice has gone and Freddy won't play with me in fact Uncle Arthur
the house is not at all what it was yesterday don't be a prick said her Uncle Arthur go and put on your boots he
stepped into the draw drawing room where Lucy was still attentively pursuing the sonatas of Mozart she stopped when he
entered how do you do Miss Bartlett and Minnie are coming with me to tea at the Beehive would you come too I don't think
I will thank you no I didn't suppose you would care to much Lucy turned to the piano and struck a few chords how
delicate those sonatas are said Mr B though at the bottom of his heart he thought them silly little things Lucy
passed into Schuman Miss honey Church yes I met them on the hill your brother told me oh he did she sounded annoyed Mr
B felt hurt for he had thought that she would like him to be told I needn't say that it will go no further mother
Charlotte see s Freddy you said Lucy playing a note for each person who knew and then playing a sixth note if you'll
let me say so I am very glad and I am certain that you have done the right thing so I hoped other people would
think but they don't seem to I could see that Miss Bartlett thought it unwise so does mother mother Minds
dreadfully I am very sorry for that said Mr BB with feeling Mrs honey Church who hated all changes did mind but not
nearly as much as her daughter pretended and only for the minute it was really a ruse of Lucy to justify her
despondency a ruse of which she was not herself conscious for she was Marching In the armies of darkness and Freddy
Minds still Freddy never hit it off with Vice much did he I gathered that he disliked the
engagement and felt it might separate him from you boys are so odd many could be heard arguing with Miss Bartlett
through the floor TI the be have apparently involved a complete change of apparel Mr BBE saw that Lucy very
properly did not wish to discuss her action so after a sincere expression of sympathy he
said I have had an absurd letter from Miss Allen that was really what brought me over I thought it might amuse you all
how delightful said Lucy in a dull voice for the sake of something to do he began to read her the letter after a few words
her eyes grew Alert and soon she interrupted him with going abroad when do they start next week I gather did
Freddy say whether he was driving straight back no he didn't because I do hope he won't go gossiping so she didn't
want to talk about her broken engagement always complacent he put the letter away but she at once exclaimed in a high
voice oh do tell me more about the Miss Allen how perfectly Splendid of them to go abroad I want them to start from
Venice and go in a cargo steamer down on the yyan coast she laughed heartily oh delightful I wish they'd take me has
Italy filled you with a fever of travel perhaps George Emerson is right he says that Italy is only in yism for fate oh
not Italy but Constantinople I have always longed to go to
Constantinople Constantinople is practically Asia isn't it Mr B reminded her that Constantinople was still
unlikely and that the Miss Allen's only aimed at aens with Deli perhaps if the roads are
safe but this made no difference to her enthusiasm she had always longed to go to Greece even more it seemed he saw to
his surprise that she was apparently serious I didn't realize that you and the Miss
Allens were still such friends after Villa oh that's nothing I assure you Villa is nothing to me I would
give anything to go with them would your mother spare you again so soon you have scarcely been home 3 months she must
spare me cried Lucy in growing excitement I simply must go away I have to she ran her fingers hysterically
through her hair don't you see that I have to go away I didn't realize at the time and of course I want to see
Constantinople so particularly you mean that since you have broken off your engagement you
feel yes yes I knew you'd understand Mr B did not quite understand why could not miss honey Church Repose in the bosom of
her family Cecil had evidently taken up the dignified line and was not going to annoy her then it
struck him that her family itself might be annoying he hinted this to her and she accepted the hint eagerly yes of
course to go to Constantinople until they are used to the idea and everything has calmed down I am afraid it has been
a bothersome business he said gently no not at all Cecil was very kind indeed only I had better tell you the whole
truth since you have heard a little it was that he is so masterful I found that he wouldn't let
me go my own way he would improve me in places where I can't be improved Cecil won't let a woman decide for herself in
fact he Daren what nonsense I do talk but that is the kind of thing it is what I gathered from my own observation of Mr
Vice it is what I gather from all that I have known of you I do sympathize and agree
most profoundly I agree so much that you must let me make one little criticism is it worthwhile rushing off
to Greece but I must go somewhere she cried I have been worrying all the morning and here comes the very thing
she struck her knees with clenched fists and repeated I must and the time I shall have with
mother and all the money she spent on me last spring you all think much too highly of me I wish you weren't so kind
at this moment Miss Bartlett entered and her nervousness increased I must get away ever so far I must know my own mind
and where I want to go come along t t t said Mr BBE and bustled his guests out of the front door he hustled them so
quickly that he forgot his hat when he returned for it he heard to his relief and surprise the tinkling of a Mozart
Sonata she is playing again he said to miss Bartlett Lucy can always play was the acid reply one is very thankful that
she has such a resource she is evidently much worried as of course she ought to be I know all about it the marriage was
so near that it must have been a hard struggle before she could wind herself up to speak Miss Bartlett gave a kind of
wriggle and he prepared for a discussion he had never fathomed miss Bartlett as he had put it to himself at
Florence she might yet reveal depths of strangeness if not of meaning but she was so unsympathetic pathetic that she
must be reliable he assumed that much and he had no hesitation in discussing Lucy with her Minnie was fortunately
collecting ferns she opened the discussion with we had much better let the matter drop I wonder it is of the
highest importance that there should be no gossip In Summer Street it would be de to gossip about Mr Vice dismissal at
the present moment Mr BB raised his eyebrows death is a strong word surely too strong there was
no question of tragedy he said of course Miss honey church will make the fact public in her own way and when she
chooses Freddy only told me because he knew she would not mind I know said Miss Bartlett civil yet Freddy ought not to
have told even you one cannot be too careful quite so I do implore absolute secrecy a chance word
to a chattering friend and exactly he was used to these nervous old maids and to the exaggerated
importance that they attach to words erector lives in a web of petty secrets and confidences and warnings and the
wiser he is the less he will regard them he will change the subject as did Mr BB saying
cheerfully have you heard from any berini people lately I believe you keep up with Miss lavish it is odd how we
have that pension who seem such a fortuitous collection have been working into one
another's lives 2 3 4 six of us no eight I had forgotten the emersons have kept more or less touch we must really give a
Senora a testimonial and Miss Bartlett not favoring the scheme they walked up the
hill in a silence which was only broken by the Rector naming some Fern on the summit they paused The Sky Had grown
Wilder since he stood there last hour giving to the land a tragic greatness that is rare and Su gray clouds were
charging across tissues of white which stretched and shredded and tore slowly until through their final layers
there gleamed a hint of the disappearing blue summer was retreating the wind roared the trees groaned yet the noise
seemed insufficient for those vast operations in heaven the weather was breaking up breaking broken and it is a
sense of the fit rather than of the supernatural that equips such crisis with the salvos of angelic artillery Mr
BB's eyes rested on Windy corner where Lucy sat practicing Mozart no smile came to his lips and changing the subject
again he said we sh have rain but we shall have Darkness so let us hurry on the darkness last night was appalling
they reached the Beehive Tavern at about 5:00 that amiable hostile possesses a veranda in which The Young and the
unwise do dearly love to sit while guests of more mature years seek a pleasant sanded room and have tea at a
table comfortably Mr BB saw that Miss Bartlett would be cold if she sat out and that Minnie would be dull if she sat
in so he proposed a division of forces they would hand the child her food through the window thus he was in
entally enabled to discuss the fortunes of Lucy I have been thinking Miss Bartlett he said and unless you very
much object I would like to reopen that discussion she bowed nothing about the past I know little and care less about
that I am absolutely certain that it is to your cousin's credit she has acted loftily and rightly and it is like her
gentle modesty to say that we think too highly of her but the future seriously what do you think of this Greek plan he
pulled out the letter again I don't know whether you overheard but she wants to join the Miss Allens in their mad career
it's all I can't explain it's wrong Miss Bartlett read the letter in silence laid it down seemed to hesitate and then read
it again I can't see the point of it myself to his astonishment she replied there I cannot agree with you in
it I spy Lucy salvation really now why she wanted to leave Wendy corner I know but it seems
so odd so unlike her so I was going to say selfish it is natural surely after such painful scenes that she should
desire a change here apparently was one of those points that the male intellect misses Mr B
exclaimed so she says herself and since another lady agrees with her I must own that I am partially convinced perhaps
she must have a change I have no sisters or and I don't understand these things but why need she go as far as Greece you
may well ask that replied Miss Bartlet who was evidently interested and had almost dropped her evasive manner why
Greece what is it mini dear Jam why not tumbridge Wells oh Mr BB I had a long and most unsatisfactory interview with
dear Lucy this morning I cannot help her I will say no more perhaps I have already said too much I am not to talk I
wanted her to spend 6 months with me at tonbridge Wells and she refused Mr BB poked at a crumb with his knife but my
feelings are of no importance I know too well that I get on Lucy's nerves our tour was a failure she wanted to leave
Florence and when we got to Rome she did not want to be in Rome and all the time I felt that I was spending her mother's
money let us keep to the future though interrupted Mr BBE I want your advice very well said Charlotte with a chokey
abruptness that was new to him though familiar to Lucy I for one will help her to go to Greece will you Mr BB
considered it is absolutely necessary she continued lowering her veil and Whispering through it with a passion an
intensity that surprised him I know I know the darkness was coming on and he felt that this odd woman really did know
she must not stop here a moment and we must keep quiet till she goes I trust that the servants know nothing
afterwards but I may have said too much already only Lucy and I are helpless against Mrs honey Church alone if you
help we may succeed otherwise otherwise otherwise she repeated as if the word h
finality yes I will help her said the clergyman setting his jaw firm come let us go back now and settle the whole
thing up Miss Bartlett burst into florid gratitude The Tavern sign a beehive trimmed evenly with bees Creek in the
wind outside as she thanked him Mr BB did not quite understand the situation but then he did not desire to understand
it nor to jump to the conclusion of another man that would have attracted a grosser mind he only felt that Miss
Bartlett knew of some vague influence from which the girl desired to be delivered and which might well be
clothed in the fleshly form its very vagueness spurred him into to night Aron tree his belief in
celibacy so reticent so carefully concealed beneath his tolerance and culture now came to the surface and
expanded like some delicate flower they that marry do well but they that refrain do better so ran his belief and he never
heard that an engagement was broken off but with a slight feeling of pleasure in the case of Lucy the feeling was
intensified through dislike of Cecil and he was willing to go further to place her out of danger until she
could confirm her resolution of virginity the feeling was very subtle and quite
undogmatic and he never imparted it to any other of the characters in this entanglement yet it existed and it alone
explains his action subsequently and his influence on the action of others the compact that he
made with Miss Bartlet in the tavern was to help not only Lucy but religion also they hurried home through a world of
black and gray he conversed on indiff topics the Emerson's need of a housekeeper servants Italian servants
novels about Italy novels with a purpose could literature influence life Wendy Corner glimmered in the garden Mrs honey
church now helped by Freddy still wrestled with the lives of her flowers it gets too dark she said hopelessly
this comes of putting off we might have known the weather would break up soon and now Lucy wants to go to Greece I
don't know what the world's coming to Mrs honey church he said go to Greece she must come up to the
house and let's talk it over do you in the first place mind her breaking with Vice Mr BB I'm thankful simply thankful
so am I said Freddy good now come up to the house they conferred in the dining room for half an hour Lucy would never
have carried the Greek scheme alone it was expensive and dramatic IC both qualities that her mother loathed nor
would Charlotte have succeeded the honors of the day rested with Mr BBE by his tact and Common Sense and by his
influence as a clergyman for a clergyman who was not a fool influenced Mrs honey Church greatly he bent her to their
purpose I don't see why Greece is necessary she said but as you do iose supp it is all right it must be
something I can't understand Lucy let's tell her Lucy she's playing the piano Mr BB said he opened the door and heard the
words of a song look not thou on Beauty's Charming I didn't know that Miss honey Church sang Too sit thou
still when kings are arming taste not when the wine cup glistens it's a song that Cecil gave her
how odd girls are what's that called Lucy stopping short all right dear said Mrs honey Church kindly she went into
the drawing room and Mr BBE heard her kiss Lucy and say I am sorry I was so cross about
Greece but it came on the top of the delas rather a hard voice said Thank thank you mother that doesn't matter a
bit and you are right too Greece will be all right you can go if the Miss Allen will have you oh Splendid oh thank you
Mr BB followed Lucy still sat at the piano with her hands over the keys she was glad but he had expected greater
gladness her mother bent over her Freddy to whom she had been singing reclined on the floor with his head against her and
an unlit pipe between his lips oddly enough the group was beautiful Mr BBE who loved the art of the past was
reminded of a favorite theme the Santa conversa in which people who care for one another are painted chatting
together about Noble things a theme neither sensual nor sensational and therefore ignored by the art of
today why should Lucy want either to marry or to travel when she had such friends at home taste not when the wine
cup glistens speak not when the people listens she continued here's Mr BBE Mr BB knows my rude ways it's a beautiful
song and a wise one said he go on it isn't very good she said
listlessly I forget why Harmony or something I suspected it was unscholarly it's so beautiful the tune's
right enough said Freddy but the words are rotten why throw up the sponge how stupidly you talk said his sister the
Santa conversion was broken up after all there was no reason that Lucy should talk about grease or thank him for
persuading her mother so he said goodbye Freddy lit his bicycle lamp for him in the porch and with his usual Felicity of
phrase said this has been a day and a half stop thine ear against the singer wait a
minute she is finishing from the Red Gold keep thy finger vacant Heart and Hand and eye easy live and quiet die I I
love weather like this said Freddy Mr BB passed into it the two main facts were clear she had behaved splendidly and he
had helped her he could not expect to master the details of so big a change in a girl's life if here and there he was
dissatisfied or puzzled he must acquas she was choosing the better part vacant Heart and Hand and eye perhaps
the song stated the better part rather too strongly he half fancied that the saring accompaniment which he did not
lose in the shout of the Gale really agreed with Freddy and was gently criticizing the words that it adorned
they can Heart and Hand and eye easy live and quiet die however for the fourth time windy Corner lay poised
below him now as a beacon in the Roaring tides of Darkness chapter 19 lying to Mr Emerson the Miss
Allens were found in their beloved Temperance hotel near Bloomsbury a clean airless establishment
much patronized by provincial England they always perched there before crossing the great seas and for a week
or two would fidget gently over cloes guide books Macintosh squares Digest of bread and other Continental necessaries
that there are shops abroad even in Athens never occurred to them for they
regarded travel as a species of warfare only to be undertaken by those who have been fully armed at the Hay
Market stores Miss honey Church they trusted would take care to equip herself duly quinine could now be obtained in
tabloids paper soap was a great help towards freshening up one's face in the train Lucy promised a little depressed
but of course you know all about these things and you have Mr Vice to help you a gentleman is such a standby Mrs honey
Church who had come up to town with her daughter began to drum nervously Upon Our card case we think it's so good of
Mr Vice to spare you miss Catherine continued it is not every young man who would be so
unselfish but perhaps he will come out and join you later on or does his work keep him in London said Miss Teresa the
more acute and less kindly of the Two Sisters however we shall see him when he sees you off I do so long to see him no
one will see Lucy off interposed Mrs honey Church she doesn't like it no I hate seeing zof said Lucy really how
funny I should have thought that in this case oh Mrs honey Church you aren't going it is such a pleasure to have met
you they escaped and Lucy said with relief that's all right we just got through that time but her mother was
annoyed I should be told de here that I am unsympathetic but I cannot see why you
didn't tell your friends about Cecil and be done with it there all the time we had to sit fencing and almost telling
lies and be seen through too I dare say which is most unpleasant Lucy had plenty to say in reply she described the Miss
Allen's character they were such gossips and if one told them the news would be
everywhere in no time but why shouldn't it be everywhere in no time because I settled with Cecil not to announce it
until I left England I shall tell them then it's much pleasanter how what it is let's turn in here here was the British
museum Mrs honey Church refused if they must take shelter let it be in a shop Lucy felt
contemptuous for she was on the tack of caring for Greek sculpture and had already borrowed a mythical dictionary
from Mr B to get up the names of the goddesses and gods oh well let it be shop then let's go to Moody's I'll buy a
guide book you know Lucy you and Charlotte and Mr BB all tell me I'm so stupid so I suppose I am but I shall
never understand this hole and Corner work you've got rid of Cecil well and good and I'm thankful he's gone
though I did feel angry for the minute but why not announce it why this hushing up and tiptoeing it's only for a few
days but why at all Lucy was silent she was drifting away from her mother it was quite easy to say because George Emerson
has been bothering me and if he hears I've given up Cecil May Begin Again again quite easy and it had the
incidental advantage of being true but she could not say it she disliked confidences for they might lead to
self-knowledge and to that King Of Terror light ever since that last evening at Florence she had deemed it
unwise to reveal her soul Mrs honey church too was silent she was thinking my daughter won't answer me she
would rather be with those inquisitive old maids than with Freddy and me any rag tag and bobtail apparently does if
she can leave her home and as in her case thoughts never remained unspoken long she burst out with you're tired of
Wendy Corner this was perfectly true Lucy had hoped to return to Wendy Corner when she escaped from
Cecil but she discovered that her home existed no longer it might exist for Freddy who still lived and thought
straight but not for one who had deliberately warped the brain she did not acknowledge that her brain was
warped for the brain itself must assist in that acknowledgment and she was disordering
the very instruments of life she only felt I do not love George I broke off my engagement because I did not love George
I must go to Greece because I do not love George it is more important that I should look up gods in the dictionary
than that I should help my mother everyone else is behaving very badly she only felt irritable and
petulent and anxious to do what she was not expected to do and in this Spirit she proceeded with the
conversation oh mother what rubbish you talk of course I'm not tired of Wendy Corner then why not say so at once
instead of considering half an hour she laughed faintly half a minute would be nearer perhaps you would like to stay
away from your home Alto together hush mother people will hear you for they had entered moody she bought Baker and then
continued of course I want to live at home but as we are talking about it I may as well say that I shall want to be
away in the future more than I have been you see I come into my money next year tears came into her mother's eyes driven
by nameless bewilderment by what is in older people termed
eccentricity Lucy determined to make this point clear I've seen the world so little I felt so out of things in Italy
I have seen so little of Life One ought to come up to London more not a cheap ticket like today but to stop I might
even share a flat for a little with some other girl and mess with typewriters and latch Keys exploded Mrs honey church and
agitate and scream and be carried off kicking by the police and call it a mission when no one wants you and call
it Duty when it means that you can't stand your own home and call it work when thousands
of men are starving with the competition as it is and then to prepare yourself find two daughtering old ladies and go
abroad with them I want more Independence said Lucy lamely she knew that she wanted something and
Independence is a useful cry we can always say that we have not got it she tried to remember her emotions in
Florence those had been sincere and passionate and had suggested Beauty rather than short skirts and latch keys
but Independence was certainly her cue very well take your Independence and be gone Rush up and down and round the
world and come back as thin as a laugh with the bad food despise the house that your father built and the garden that he
planted and our dear View and then share a flat with another girl Lucy screwed up her mouth and said perhaps I spoke
hastily oh goodness her mother flashed how you do remind me of Charlotte Bartlett Charlotte flashed Lucy in her
turn pierced at Last by a vivid pain more every moment I don't know what you mean mother Charlotte and I are not the
very least alike well I see the likeness the same Eternal worrying the same taking back of words you and Charlotte
trying to divide two apples among three people last night might be sisters what rubbish and if you dislike
Charlotte so it's rather a pity you asked her to stop I warned you about her I begged you implored you not not to but
of course it was not listened to there you go I beg your pardon Charlotte again my dear that's all her very words Lucy
clenched her teeth my point is that you oughtn't to have asked Charlotte to stop I wish she would keep to the point and
the conversation died off into a Wrangle she and her mother shopped in silence spoke little in the train
little again in the carriage which met them at Dorking station it had poured all day and as they ascended through the
Deep Sur Lanes Showers of water fell from the overhanging beach trees and rattled on the hood Lucy complained that
the hood was stuffy leaning forward she looked out into the steaming Dusk and watched The Carriage lamp pass like a
search light over mud and leaves and reveal nothing beautiful the crush when Charlotte gets him will be abominable
she remarked for they were to pick up Miss Bartlet at Summer Street where she had been dropped as the carriage went
down to pay a call on Mr BB's old mother we shall have to sit three aside because the trees drop and yet it isn't raining
oh for a little air then she listened to the hores hoofs he has not told he has not told that
melody was blurred by the soft Road can't we have the hood down she demanded and her mother with sudden tenderness
said very well old lady sto the horse and the horse was stopped and Lucy and Powell wrestled with the hood and
squirted water down Mrs honey Church's neck but now that the hood was down she did see something that she would have
missed there were no lights in the windows of Villa and round the garden gate she fancied she saw a
padlock is that house to let again Powell she called yes Miss he replied have they gone it is too far out of town
for the young gentleman and his father's rheumatism has come on so he can't stop on alone so they are trying to let furn
finished was the answer they have gone then yes Miss they have gone Lucy sank back the carriage stopped at the rectory
she got out to call for Miss Bartlett so the emersons had gone and all this bother about Greece had been
unnecessary waste that word seemed to sum up the whole of life wasted plans wasted money wasted love and she had
wounded her mother was it possible that she had muddled things away quite possible other people had when the maid
opened the door she was unable to speak and stared stupidly into the Hall Miss Bartlett at once came forward and after
a long Preamble asked a great favor might she go to church Mr BBE and his mother had already gone but she had
refused to start until she obtained her hostess's full sanction for it would mean keeping the horse waiting a good 10
minutes more certainly said the hostess wearily I forgot it was Friday let's all go Powell can go round to the Stables
Lucy dearest no church for me thank you a sigh and they Departed the church was invisible but up in the the darkness to
the left there was a hint of color this was a stained window through which some feeble light was
shining and when the door opened Lucy heard Mr BB's voice running through the litany to a minute congregation even
their church built upon the slope of the hill so artfully with its beautiful rais Transit and its Spire of silvery
shingle even their church had lost its charm and the thing one never talked about
religion was fading like all the other things she followed the made into the rectory would she object to sitting in
Mr BB's study there was only that one fire she would not object someone was there already for Lucy heard the words a
lady to wait sir old Mr Emerson was sitting by the fire with his foot Upon a gou stool oh miss honey church that you
should come he quavered and Lucy saw an alteration in him since last Sunday not a word would come to her lips George she
had faced and could have faced again but she had forgotten how to treat his father Miss honey Church dear we are so
sorry George is so sorry he thought he had a right to try I cannot blame my my boy and yet I wish he had told me first
he ought not to have tried I knew nothing about it at all if only she could remember how to behave he held up
his hand but you must not scold him Lucy turned her back and began to look at Mr BB's books I taught him he quavered to
trust in love I said When Love Comes that is reality I said passion does not blind no passion is sanity and the woman
you love she is the only person you will ever really understand he sighed true everlastingly true though my day is over
and though there is the result poor boy he is so sorry he said he knew it was Madness when you brought your cousin in
that whatever you felt you did not mean yet his voice gathered strength he spoke out to make
certain Miss honey church do you remember Italy Lucy selected a book a volume of Old Testament commentaries
holding it up to her eyes she said I have no wish to discuss Italy or any subject connected with your son but
you do remember it he has misbehaved himself from the first I only was told that he loved you last Sunday I never
could judge Behavior I I suppose he has feeling a little steadier she put the book back and turned around to him his
face was drooping and swollen but his eyes though they were sunken deep gleamed with a child's courage why he
has behaved abominably she said I am glad he is sorry do you know what he did not
abominably was the gentle correction he only tried when he should not have tried you have all you want Miss honey Church
you are going to marry the man you love do not go out of George's life saying he is
abominable no of course said Lucy ashamed at the reference to C abominable is much too strong I am sorry
I used it about your son I think I will go to church after all my mother and my cousin have gone I shall not be so very
late especially as he has gone under he said quietly what was that gone under naturally he beat his palms together in
silence his head fell on his chest I I don't understand as his mother did but Mr Emerson Mr Emerson what are you
talking about when I wouldn't have George baptized said he Lucy was frightened and
she agreed that baptism was nothing but he caught that fever when he was 12 and she turned around she thought it a
judgment he shuddered oh horrible when we had given up that sort of thing and broken away from her parents oh horrible
worst of all worse than death when you have made a little clearing in the wilderness planted your little garden
letting your sunlight and then the weeds creeping again a judgment and our boy had typhoid because no clergyman had
dropped water on him in church is it possible Miss honey Church shall we slip back into the darkness forever I don't
know gasped Lucy I don't understand this sort of thing I was not meant to understand it but Mr eager he came when
I was out and acted according to his principles I don't blame him or anyone but by the time George was well she was
Ill he made her think about Sin and she went under thinking about it it was thus that Mr Emerson had murdered his wife in
the sight of God oh how terrible said Lucy forgetting her own Affairs at last he was not baptized said the old man I
did hold firm and he looked with unwavering eyes at the rows of books as if at what cost he had won a victory
over them my boy shall go back to the Earth untouched she asked whether Young Mr Emerson was Ill oh last Sunday he
started into the present George last Sunday no not ill just gone under he is never ill but he is his mother's son her
eyes were his and she had that forehead that I think so beautiful and he will not think it worthwhile to live it was
always touch and go he will live but he will not think it worthwhile to live he will never think anything worthwhile
you remember that church of Florence Lucy did remember and how she had suggested that George should collect
postage stamps after you left Florence horrible then we took the house here and he goes bathing with your brother and
became better you saw him bathing I am so sorry but it is no good discussing this affair I'm I am deeply sorry about
it then there came something about a novel I didn't follow it at all I had to hear so much and he minded telling me he
finds me too old ah well one must have failures George comes down tomorrow and takes me up to his London rooms he can't
bear to be about here and I must be where he is Mr Emerson cried the girl don't leave at least not on my account I
am going to Greece don't leave your comfortable house it was the first time her voice had been kind and he smiled
how good everyone is and look at Mr BB housing me came over this morning and heard I was going here I am so
comfortable with a fire yes but you won't go back to London it's absurd I must be with George
I must make him care to live and down here he can't he says the thought of seeing you and of hearing about you I am
not justifying him I am only saying what has happened oh Mr Emerson she took hold of his hand you mustn't I've been bother
enough to the World by now I can't have you moving out of your house when you like it and perhaps losing money through
it all on my account you must stop I am just going to Greece all the way to Greece her manner altered to Greece so
you must stop you won't talk about this business I know I can trust you both certainly you can we either have you in
our lives or leave you to the life that you have chosen I shouldn't want I suppose Mr Vice is very angry with
George no it was wrong of George to try we have pushed our beliefs too far I fancy that we deserve sorrow she looked
at the books again black brown and that accurd theological blue they surrounded the visitors on every side they were
piled on the tables they pressed against the very ceiling to Lucy who could not see that Mr Emerson was profoundly
religious and differed from Mr BB chiefly by his acknowledgment of passion it seemed Dreadful that the old man
should crawl into such a sanctum when he was unhappy and be dependent on the Bounty of a clergyman more certain than
ever that she was tired he offered her his chair no please sit still I think I will sit in the carriage Miss honey
Church you do sound tired not a bit said said Lucy with Trembling Lips but you are and there's a look of George about
you and what were you saying about going abroad she was silent Greece and she saw that he was thinking the word over
Greece but you were to be married this year I thought not till January it wasn't said Lucy clasping her hands
would she tell an actual lie when it came to the point I suppose that m Vice is going with you I hope it isn't
because George spoke that you are both going no I hope that you will enjoy Greece with Mr Vice thank you at that
moment Mr BB came back from church his cassic was covered with rain that's all right he said kindly I counted on you
two keeping each other company it's pouring again the entire congregation which consists of your
cousin your mother and my mother stands waiting in the church till the carriage fetches it did Powell go around I think
so I'll see no of course I'll see how are the Miss Allens very well thank you did you tell Mr Emerson about Greece I I
did don't you think it very Plucky of her Mr Emerson to undertake the two Miss Allens now miss honey Church go back
keep warm I think three is such a courageous number to go traveling and he hurried off to the Stables he is not
going she said hely I made a slip Mr Vice to stop behind in England somehow it was impossible to cheat this old man
to George to Cecil she would have lied again but he seemed so near the end of things
so dignified in his approach to the Gulf of which he gave one account and the books that surrounded him another so
mild to the rough paths that he had traversed that the true chivalry not the worn out chivalry of
sex but the true chivalry that all the young may show to all the old awoken her and at whatever risk R she told him that
Cecil was not her companion to Greece and she spoke so seriously that the rist became a certainty and he lifting his
eyes said you are leaving him you are leaving the man you love I I had to why Miss
honey Church why Terror came over her and she lied again she made the long convincing speech that she had made to
Mr B and intended to make to the world when she announced that her engagement was no
more he heard her in silence and then said my dear I am worried about you it seems to me dreamily she was not
alarmed that you are in a muddle she shook her head take an old man's word there's nothing worse than a muddle in
all the world it is easy to face death and fate and and the things that sound so Dreadful it is on my muddles that I
look back with horror on the things that I might have avoided we can help one another but little I used to think I
could teach young people the whole of life but I know better now and all my teaching of George has come down to this
beware of muddle do you remember in that church when you pretended to be annoyed with me and weren't do you remember
before when you refus the room with the view those were muddles little but ominous and I am fearing that you are in
one now she was silent don't trust me Miss honey Church though life is very glorious it is difficult she was still
silent life wrote A friend of mine is a public performance on the violin in which you must learn the instrument as
you go along I think he puts it well man has to pick up the use of his functions as he goes along especially the function
of love then he burst out excitedly that's it that's what I mean you love George and after his long
Preamble the three words burst against Lucy like waves from the Open Sea but you do he went on not waiting for
contradiction you love the boy Body and Soul plainly directly as he loves you and no other word expresses it you won't
marry the other man for his sake how dare you gasped Lucy with the Roaring of waters in her ears oh how like a man I
mean to suppose that a woman is always thinking about a man but you are she summoned physical disgust you're shocked
but I mean to shock you it's the only hope at times I can reach you no other way you must marry or your life will be
wasted you have gone too far to retreat I have no time for the tenderness and the comradeship and the poetry and the
things that really matter and for which you marry I know that with George you will find them and that you love him
then be his wife he is already part of you though you fly to Greece and never see him again or forget his very name
George will work in your thoughts till you die it is impossible to love and to part you will wish that it was you can
transmute love ignore it muddle it but you can never pull it out of you I know by experience that the poets are right
love is eternal Lucy began to cry with anger and though her anger passed away soon her tears remained I only wish
poets would say this too love is of the body not the body but of the body ah the misery that would be saved if we
confessed that ah for a little directness to liberate the Soul Your Soul dear Lucy I hate the word now
because of all the can't with which Superstition has wrapped it round but we have souls I cannot say how they came
nor whether they go but we have them and I see you ruining yours I cannot bear it it is again the darkness creeping in it
is hell then he checked himself what nonsense I have talked how abstract and remote and I have made you cry
dear girl forgive my prosess marry my boy when I think what life is and how seldom love is answered
by love marry him it is one of the moments for which the world was made she could not understand him the words were
indeed remote yet as he spoke the darkness was withdrawn Veil after Veil and she saw to
the bottom of her soul then Lucy you frightened me she moaned see so Mr B the tickets bought everything she fell
sobbing into the chair I'm caught in the tangle I must suffer and grow old away from him I cannot break the whole of
life for his sake they trusted me a carriage Drew up at the front door give George my love once only tell him muddle
then she arranged her veil while the tears poured over her cheeks inside Lucy no they are in the hall oh please not Mr
Emerson they trust me but why should they when you have deceived them Mr BB opened the door saying here's my mother
you're not worthy of their trust what's that said Mr B sharply I was saying why should you trust trust her when she
deceived you one minute mother he came in and shut the door I don't follow you Mr Emerson to whom do you refer trust
whom I mean she has pretended to you that she did not love George they have loved one another all along Mr B looked
at the sobbing girl he was very quiet and his white face with its Ruddy whiskers seemed suddenly inhuman a long
black column he stood and awaited her reply I shall never marry him quavered Lucy a look of contempt came over him
and he said why not Mr BBE I have misled you I have misled myself oh rubbish Miss honey Church it is not rubbish said the
old man hotly it's the part of people that you don't understand Mr BB laid his hand on the old man's shoulder
pleasantly Lucy Lucy called voices from The Carriage Mr B could you help me he looked amazed at the request and said in
a low Stern voice I am more grieved than I can possibly Express it is lamentable
lamentable incredible what's wrong with the boy fired up the other again nothing Mr
Emerson except that he no longer interest me Mary George Miss honey church he will do admirably he walked
out and left them they heard him guiding his mother upstairs Lucy the voices called she turned to Mr Emerson in
despair but his face revived her it was the face of a saint who understood now it is all dark now Beauty and
passion seem never to have existed I know but remember the mountains Over Florence and The View ah dear if I were
George and gave you one kiss it would make you Brave you have to go cold into a battle that needs warmth out into the
muddle that you have made yourself and your mother and all your friends will despise you oh my darling and rightly if
it is ever right to despise George still dark all the tussle and the misery without a word from him am I
Justified into his own eyes tears came yes for we fight for more than love or pleasure there is truth truth counts
truth does count you kiss me said the girl you kiss me I will try he gave her a sense of deities
reconciled a feeling that in gaining the man she loved she would gain something for the whole world throughout the
squalor of her Homeward Drive she spoke at once his salutation remained he had robbed the body of its
taint the world's taunts of their sting he had shown her the Holiness of direct desire she never exactly
understood she would saying after years how he managed to strengthen her it was as if he had made her see the whole of
Everything at Once chapter 20 the end of the Middle Ages the Miss Allens did go to Greece but they went by themselves
they alone of this little company will double Malia and plow the Waters of the ceranic gulf they alone will visit
Athens and Deli and either Shrine of intellectual song that upon the Acropolis in circled
by Blue seas that under Parnassus where the Eagles build and the bronze charioteer
drives undismayed towards Infinity trembling anxious cumbered with much digestive bread they did proceed to
Constantinople they did go around the world the rest of us must be contented with a fair but a less arduous goal
Italian petus we returned to the pension bolini George said it was his old room
no it isn't said Lucy because it is the room I had and I had your father's room I forget why Charlotte made me for some
reason he knelt on the til floor and laid his face in her lap George you baby get up why shouldn't I be a baby
murmured George unable to answer this question she put down his sock which she was trying to mend and gazed out through
the window it was evening and again the spring oh bother Charlotte she said thoughtfully what can
such people be made of same stuff as Parsons are made of nonsense quite right it is nonsense
now you get up off the cold floor or you'll be starting rheumatism next and you stop laughing and being so silly why
shouldn't I laugh he asked pinning her with his elbows and advancing his face to hers what's there to cry at kiss me
here he indicated the spot where a kiss would be welcome he was a boy after all when it came to the point it was she who
remembered the past she into whose Soul the iron had entered she who knew whose room this had been last year it endeared
him to her strangely that he should be sometimes wrong any letters he asked just a line from Freddy now kiss me here
then here then threatened again with rheumatism he strolled to the window opened it as the English will and lent
out there was the parapet there the river there to the left the beginnings of the hills the cab driver who had once
saluted him with the hiss of a serpent might be that very fettin who had set this happiness in motion 12
months ago a passion of gratitude all feelings grow to passions in the South came over the husband and
he blessed the people and the things who had taken so much trouble about a young fool he had helped himself it is true
but how stupidly all the fighting that mattered had been done by others by Italy by his father by his wife Lucy you
come and look at the cypresses and the church whatever its name is still shows s Minato I'll just
finish your sock sorino Domani Fimo Uno gyro called the cabman with engaging certainty George
told him that he was mistaken they had no money to throw away on driving and the people who had not meant to help the
miss lavishes the cecils the Miss Bartlet ever prone to magnify fate George counted up the forces that had
swept him into this contentment anything good in Freddy's letter not yet his own content was absolute but hers held
bitterness the honey churches had not forgiven them they were disgusted at her past
hypocrisy she had alienated Wendy Corner perhaps forever what does he say silly boy he thinks he's being dignified he
knew we should go off in the spring he has known it for 6 months that if Mother wouldn't give her consent we should take
the thing into her own hands they had fair warning and now he calls it an elopement ridiculous
boyo but it will all come right in the end he has to build us both up from the beginning again I wish though that Cecil
had not turned so cynical about women he has for the second time quite altered why will men have theories about women
women I haven't any about men I wish too that Mr BBE you may well wish that he will never forgive us I mean he will
never be interested in us again I wish that he did not influence them so much at Wy corner I wish he hadn't but if we
act the truth the people who really love us are sure to come back to us in the long run perhaps then he said more
gently well I acted the truth the only thing I did do and you came back to me so possibly you know he turned back into
the room nonsense with that sock he carried her to the window so that she too saw all the view they sank upon
their knees invisible from the road they hoped and began to whisper one another's names ah it was
worthwhile it was the great joy that they had expected and countless little joys of which they had never dreamt they
were silent soroo oh bother that man but Lucy remembered the vendor of photographs and
said no don't be rude to him then with a catching of her breath she murmured Mr eager and Charlotte Dreadful
Frozen and Charlotte how cruel she would be to a man like that look at the lights going over the bridge but this room
reminds me of Charlotte how horrible to grow old in Charlotte's way to think that evening at the rectory that she
shouldn't have heard your father was in the house for she would have stopped me going in and he was the only person
alive who could have made me see sense you couldn't have made me when I am very very happy she kissed him I remember on
how little it all hangs if Charlotte had only known she would have stopped me going in and I should have gone to silly
Greece and become different forever but she did know said George she did see my father surely he said so oh no she
didn't see him she was upstairs with old Mrs BB don't you remember and then went straight to the church she
said so George was obstinate again my father said he saw her and I prefer his word he was dozing by the study fire and
he opened his eyes and there was Miss Bartlet a few minutes before you came in she was turning to go as he woke up he
didn't speak to her then they spoke of other things the deslor talk of those who have been fighting to reach one
another and whose reward is to rest quietly in each other's arms it was long a they returned to miss Bartlet but when
they did her behavior seemed more interesting George Who disliked any Darkness said it's clear that she knew
then why did she risk the meeting she knew he was there and yet she went to church Church they tried to piece the
thing together as they talked an incredible solution came into Lucy's mind she rejected it and said how like
Charlotte to undo her work by a feeble muddle at the last moment but something in the dying evening in the Roar of the
river in their very Embrace warned them that her words fell short of life and George
whispered or did she mean it mean what Lucy bent forward and said with gentleness
prto Senora he replied in tones as gentle and whipped up his horse the cman drove away singing mean
what George he whispered is it this is this possible I'll put a Marvel to you that your
cousin has always hoped that from the very first moment we met she hoped far down in her mind that we should be like
this of course very far down that she fought us on the surface and yet she hoped I can't explain her any other way
can you look how she kept me alive in you all the summer how she gave you no peace how
month after month she became more eccentric and unreliable the sight of us haunted her
or she couldn't have described us as she did to her friend there are details at burnt I read the book afterwards she is
not frozen Lucy she is not withered up all through she tore us apart twice but in the rectory that evening she was
given one more chance to make us happy we can never make friends with her or thank her but I do believe that far down
in her heart far below all speech and behavior she is glad it is impossible murmured Lucy and then remembering the
experiences of her own heart she said no it is just possible youth en wrapped them
the song of fetan announced passion requited love attained but they were conscious of a love more mysterious than
this the song died away they heard the river bearing down the Snows of winter into the Mediterranean
The setting, primarily at Pension Bertolini in Florence, highlights the cultural clash between English tourists and the freer Italian way of life. This backdrop exposes social tensions and contrasts that shape Lucy Honeychurch's experiences, emphasizing themes of societal constraints versus personal freedom.
Lucy undergoes a journey of self-discovery, grappling with internal conflicts between societal expectations and her own desires. Through her interactions with characters like the Emersons and Cecil Vyse, she confronts questions of love, class, and personal authenticity, leading to significant emotional and psychological growth.
Social class and cultural conflict are central themes, depicted through the clash of Victorian English values with the passionate Italian lifestyle. Characters like the Emersons challenge English social norms, prompting Lucy to reconsider her inherited beliefs about propriety, duty, and personal freedom.
Love is shown as a complex, sometimes tumultuous experience, with Lucy caught between her engagement to Cecil Vyse, who represents societal rigidity, and her growing feelings for George Emerson, who symbolizes emotional truth and freedom. This tension illustrates the broader conflict between societal approval and individual desires.
The 'room with a view' symbolizes broader horizons—both literal and metaphorical—offering characters like Lucy new perspectives that challenge their confined, traditional English viewpoints. It represents the possibility of personal growth and breaking free from restrictive social conventions.
Key supporting characters include Charlotte Bartlett, Lucy’s chaperone embodying conventional values; the Emersons, outsiders who challenge social norms; Reverend Cuthbert Eager, a mediator of cultural nuances; and Cecil Vyse, Lucy’s fiancé who reflects societal expectations. Each influences Lucy by representing contrasting societal attitudes, thus shaping her journey.
Forster employs settings like pensions, churches, and villas in Florence to illustrate the complexities of Edwardian English society abroad. Through nuanced social interactions among tourists and locals, the narrative critiques rigid class structures and highlights the tensions between tradition and modernity during that era.
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