Introduction
Lucy Honey Church, a young woman seeking order in her chaotic life, finds solace in music, particularly when playing the piano. Music offers her an escape from societal labels and personal chaos, allowing a glimpse into a deeper, more transcendent world.
Lucy’s Relationship with Music
- Lucy's piano playing is characterized by passion and subtle tragedy, not by virtuosity or flashy technique.
- She chooses to make Beethoven’s sonatas triumphant rather than despairing, reflecting her inner strength. This personal engagement aligns with themes discussed in The Lasting Influence of Beethoven: A Journey Through Music History, enriching our understanding of Beethoven's broader cultural impact.
- Music represents a kingdom beyond social class and intellect, accepting even those rejected by society.
Social Interactions and Challenges
- Lucy’s experiences in Italy and England highlight complex social dynamics and class distinctions.
- Encounters with characters such as Mr. BB (a clergyman), Miss Bartlett, Miss Lavish, and the Emerson family illustrate tensions between youthful idealism and societal expectations. Insights from The Evolution of Music: Exploring Its Impact on Society offer complementary perspectives on how cultural expressions intersect with social structures.
- The Emersons, particularly George Emerson, challenge traditional norms and evoke both admiration and unease.
Personal and Emotional Conflicts
- Lucy faces emotional turmoil involving two men: Cecil Vice, her fiancé representing traditional societal values, and George Emerson, who embodies a more unconventional path.
- The episode involving a dramatic incident near the Arno river, Lucy’s fainting, and the loss of her photographs symbolize her internal conflict and the crossing of personal boundaries.
- She struggles with secrecy, loyalty, and the pressure to conform, leading to moments of hypocrisy and self-denial.
Themes of Identity and Growth
- The narrative explores Lucy’s quest for autonomy, especially in the context of gender roles and societal expectations.
- The tension between love and duty, reality and pretense, is central to her character development. Readers interested in nuanced explorations of love and class might find Exploring Themes of Love and Class in Thomas Hardy's A Pair of Blue Eyes illuminative.
- Music and travel expand Lucy’s perspectives, yet also accentuate her alienation from her original social environment.
Social and Family Dynamics
- Interactions with family members, especially her mother Mrs. Honey Church and brother Freddy, reveal generational and class-based contrasts.
- The arrival of new neighbors, the Miss Allens, and the shifting social landscape of Windy Corner reflect broader societal changes.
Conclusion
Lucy’s journey is one of self-discovery marked by music’s transformative power, the challenge of navigating social constraints, and the complexities of intimate relationships. Her story highlights the universal struggle between personal desires and societal demands, framed within richly described settings and vividly drawn characters.
It so happened that Lucy, who found daily life rather chaotic, entered a more solid world when she opened the
piano. She was then no longer either differential or patronizing, no longer either a rebel or a slave. The kingdom
of music is not the kingdom of this world. It will accept those whom breeding and intellect and culture have
alike rejected. The commonplace person begins to play and shoots into the empiran without effort whilst we look up
marveling how he has escaped us and thinking how we could worship him and love him. Would he but translate his
visions into human words and his experiences into human actions? Perhaps he cannot. Certainly he does not or does
so very seldom. Lucy had done so never. She was no dazzling executant. Her runs were not at all like strings of pearls,
and she struck no more right notes than was suitable for one of her age and situation. Nor was she the passionate
young lady who performed so tragically on a summer's evening with the window open. Passion was there, but it could
not be easily labeled. It slipped between love and hatred and jealousy and all the furniture of the pictorial
style. And she was tragical only in the sense that she was great for she loved to play on the side of victory. Victory
of what and over what that is more than the words of daily life can tell us. But that some sonatas of Beethoven are
written tragic no one can gain say yet they can triumph or despair as the player decides and Lucy had decided that
they should triumph. A very wet afternoon at the Bertoini permitted her to do the thing she really liked, and
after lunch she opened the little draped piano. A few people lingered round and praised her playing, but finding that
she made no reply, dispersed to their rooms to write up their diaries or to sleep. She took no notice of Mr. Emerson
looking for his son, nor of Miss Bartlett looking for Miss Lavish, nor of Miss Lavish looking for her cigarette
case. Like every true performer, she was intoxicated by the mere feel of the notes. They were fingers caressing her
own, and by touch, not by sound alone, did she come to her desire. Mr. BBE, sitting unnoticed, in the window,
pondered this illogical element in Miss Honey Church, and recalled the occasion at TBridge Wells when he had discovered
it. It was at one of those entertainments where the upper classes entertain the lower. The seats were
filled with a respectful audience and the ladies and gentlemen of the parish under the opaces of their vicor sang or
recited or imitated the drawing of a champagne cork. Among the promised items was Miss Honey Church piano beethoven
and Mr. BB was wondering whether it would be Adelaide or the March of the Ruins of Athens when his composure was
disturbed by the opening bars of Opus 3. He was in suspense all through the introduction, for not until the pace
quickens does one know what the performer intends. With the roar of the opening theme, he knew that things were
going extraordinarily. In the chords that herald the conclusion, he heard the hammer strokes of
victory. He was glad that she only played the first movement, for he could have paid no attention to the winding
intricacies of the measures of 916. The audience clapped, no less respectful. It was Mr. BB who started the stamping. It
was all that one could do. Who is she? He asked the vicer afterwards. cousin of one of my parishioners. I do not
consider her choice of a piece happy. Beethoven is so usually simple and direct in his appeal that it is sheer
perversity to choose a thing like that which if anything disturbs. Introduce me. She will be
delighted. She and Miss Bartlett are full of the praises of your sermon. My sermon? Cried Mr. BBE, why ever did she
listen to it? When he was introduced, he understood why, for Miss Honeyurch, disjoined from her music stool, was only
a young lady with a quantity of dark hair and a very pretty, pale, undeveloped face. She loved going to
concerts. She loved stopping with her cousin. She loved iced coffee and merangues. He did not doubt that she
loved his sermon also. But before he left Tunbridge Wells, he made a remark to the vicer, which he now made to Lucy
herself when she closed the little piano and moved dreily towards him. "If Miss Honeyurch ever takes to live as she
plays, it will be very exciting both for us and for her." Lucy at once re-entered daily life. "Oh, what a funny thing."
Someone said just the same to mother and she said she trusted I should never live a duet. Doesn't Mrs. Honey Church like
music? She doesn't mind it, but she doesn't like one to get excited over anything. She thinks I am silly about
it. She thinks I can't make out. Once, you know, I said that I liked my own playing better than anyone's. She has
never got over it. Of course, I didn't mean that I played well. I only meant. Of course, said he, wondering why she
bothered to explain. Music, said Lucy, as if attempting some generality. She could not complete it, and looked out
absently upon Italy in the wet. The whole life of the South was disorganized, and the most graceful n
"What is it about?" "It will be a novel," replied Mr. B, dealing with modern Italy. Let me refer you for an
account to Miss Catherine Allen, who uses words herself more admirably than anyone I know. I wish Miss Lavish would
tell me herself. We started such friends, but I don't think she ought to have run away with Beder that morning in
Santa Crochi. Charlotte was most annoyed at finding me practically alone, and so I couldn't help being a little annoyed
with Miss Lavish. The two ladies, at all events, have made it up. He was interested in the sudden friendship
between women so apparently dissimilar as Miss Bartlett and Miss Lavish. They were always in each other's company,
with Lucy a slighted third. Miss Lavish, he believed he understood, but Miss Bartlett might reveal unknown depths of
strangeness, though not perhaps of meaning. was Italy deflecting her from the path of prim chaperon which he had
assigned to her at Tbridge Wells. All his life he had loved to study maiden ladies. They were his specialty and his
profession had provided him with ample opportunities for the work. Girls like Lucy were charming to look at, but Mr.
BB was, from rather profound reasons, somewhat chilly in his attitude towards the other sex, and preferred to be
interested rather than enthralled. Lucy, for the third time, said that poor Charlotte would be sobbed. The Anunn was
rising in flood, washing away the traces of the little carts upon the foreshore. But in the southwest there had appeared
a dull haze of yellow, which might mean better weather if it did not mean worse. She opened the window to inspect, and a
cold blast entered the room, drawing a plaintive cry from Miss Catherine Allen, who entered at the same moment by the
door. "Oh, dear Miss Honey Church, you will catch a chill. And Mr. B here, besides, who would suppose this is
Italy? There is my sister actually nursing the hot water can. No comforts or proper
provisions. She sidled towards them and sat down, self-conscious as she always was on entering a room which contained
one man or a man and one woman. I could hear your beautiful playing, Miss Honey Church, though I was in my room with a
door shut. Door shut indeed. Most necessary. No one has the least idea of privacy in this country, and one person
catches it from another. Lucy answered suitably. Mr. BB was not able to tell the ladies of his adventure at Medina,
where the chambermaid burst in upon him in his bath, exclaiming cheerfully, "Effe
sonia." He contented himself with saying, "I quite agree with you, Miss Allan. The Italians are a most
unpleasant people. They pry everywhere. They see everything and they know what we want before we know it ourselves. We
are at their mercy. They read our thoughts. They foretell our desires. From the cab driver down to to jotto,
they turn us inside out. And I resent it. Yet in their heart of hearts they are. How superficial. They have no
conception of the intellectual life. How right is Senora Bertalini who exclaimed to me the other day, "Oh, Mr. B, if you
knew what I suffer over the children's education, I won't a my little vicarier taught by a ignorant Italian, what can't
explain nothing?" Miss Allan did not follow, but gathered that she was being mocked in an agreeable way. Her sister
was a little disappointed in Mr. BBE, having expected better things from a clergyman whose head was bald and who
wore a pair of russet whiskers. Indeed, who would have supposed that tolerance, sympathy, and a sense of humor would
inhabit that militant form? In the midst of her satisfaction, she continued to sidle, and at last the cause was
disclosed. From the chair beneath her, she extracted a gunmetal cigarette case on which were powdered in turquoise the
initials E L. That belongs to Lavish, said the clergyman. A good fellow, Lavish, but I wish she'd start a pipe.
Oh, Mr. B, said Miss Allen, divided between awe and mirth. Indeed, though it is dreadful for her to smoke, it is not
quite as dreadful as you suppose. She took to it practically in despair after her life's work was carried away in a
landslip. Surely that makes it more excusable. "What was that?" asked Lucy. Mr. BB sat back complacently, and Miss
Allen began as follows. It was a novel and I am afraid from what I can gather not a very nice novel. It is so sad when
people who have abilities misuse them and I must say they nearly always do. Anyhow, she left it almost finished in
the grotto of the Calvary at the Capuccini Hotel at a Malfi while she went for a little ink. She said, "Can I
have a little ink, please?" But you know what Italians are. And meanwhile, the grotto fell roaring onto the beach. And
the saddest thing of all is that she cannot remember what she has written. The poor thing was very ill after it and
so got tempted into cigarettes. It is a great secret, but I am glad to say that she is writing another novel. She told
Teresa and Miss Pole the other day that she had got up all the local color. This novel is to be about modern Italy. The
other was historical but that she could not start till she had an idea. First she tried Peruja for an inspiration then
she came here. This must on no account get round and so cheerful through it all. I cannot help thinking that there
is something to admire in everyone even if you do not approve of them. Miss Allan was always thus being charitable
against her better judgment. A delicate pathos perfumed her disconnected remarks, giving them unexpected beauty,
just as in the decaying autumn woods there sometimes rise odors reminiscent of spring. She felt she had made almost
too many allowances, and apologized hurriedly for her toleration. All the same, she is a little too, I hardly like
to say unwomanly, but she behaved most strangely when the Emersons arrived. Mr. BB smiled as Miss Allen plunged into
our dear queen. It was horrible speaking. I reminded her how the queen had been to Ireland when she did not
want to go, and I must say she was dumbfounded and made no reply. But unluckily Mr. Emerson overheard this
part and called in his deep voice, "Quite so, quite so. I honor the woman for her Irish visit. The woman, I tell
things so badly, but you see what a tangle we were in by this time, all on account of s having been mentioned in
the first place." But that was not all. After dinner, Miss Lavish actually came up and said, "Miss Allan, I am going
into the smoking room to talk to those two nice men. Come too." Needless to say, I refused such an unsuitable
invitation, and she had the impertinence to tell me that it would broaden my ideas, and said that she had four
brothers, all university men, except one who was in the army, who always made a point of talking to commercial
travelers. Let me finish the story, said Mr. BBE, who had returned. Miss Lavish tried Miss Pole, myself, everyone, and
finally said, I shall go alone. She went. At the end of 5 minutes, she returned unobtrusively with a green Baze
board and began playing patience. "Whatever happened!" cried Lucy. "No one knows. No one will ever know. Miss
Lavish will never dare to tell. And Mr. Emerson does not think it worth telling. Mr. BB, old Mr. Emerson, is he nice or
not nice. I do so want to know. Mr. B laughed and suggested that she should settle the question for herself. No, but
it is so difficult. Sometimes he is so silly and then I do not mind him. Miss Allan, what do you think? Is he nice?
The little old lady shook her head and sighed disapprovingly. Mr. BB, whom the
conversation amused, stirred her up by saying, "I consider that you are bound to class him as nice, Miss Allen, after
that business of the violets. Violets? Oh dear, who told you about the violets? How do things get round? A pension is a
bad place for gossips. No, I cannot forget how they behaved at Mr. Eager's lecture at Santa Croachi. Oh, poor Miss
Honey Church. It really was too bad. No, I have quite changed. I do not like the Emersons. They are not nice. Mr. BB
smiled nonchalantly. He had made a gentle effort to introduce the Emersons into Bertilini society and the effort
had failed. He was almost the only person who remained friendly to them. Miss Lavish, who represented intellect,
was avowedly hostile, and now the Miss Allens, who stood for good breeding, were following her. Miss Bartlett,
smarting under an obligation, would scarcely be civil. The case of Lucy was different. She had given him a hazy
account of her adventures in Santa Crochi, and he gathered that the two men had made a curious and possibly
concerted attempt to annex her, to show her the world from their own strange standpoint, to interest her in their
private sorrows and joys. This was impertinent. He did not wish their cause to be championed by a young girl. He
would rather it should fail. After all, he knew nothing about them, and pension joys, pension sorrows are flimsy things,
whereas Lucy would be his parishioner. Lucy, with one eye upon the weather, finally said that she thought the
Emersons were nice, not that she saw anything of them now. Even their seats at dinner had been moved. But aren't
they always weighing you to go out with them, dear? said the little lady inquisitively. Only once Charlotte
didn't like it, and said something quite politely, of course. Most right of her. They don't understand our ways. They
must find their level. Mr. BB rather felt that they had gone under. They had given up their attempt, if it was one,
to conquer society, and now the father was almost as silent as the son. He wondered whether he would not plan a
pleasant day for these folk before they left, some expedition, perhaps with Lucy well chaperoned to be nice to them. It
was one of Mr. BB's chief pleasures to provide people with happy memories. Evening approached while they chatted.
The air became brighter. The colors on the trees and hills were purified. And the Arno lost its muddy solidity and
began to twinkle. There were a few streets. Mr. BB was right. Lucy never knew her
desires so clearly as After Music. She had not really appreciated the clergymen's wit, nor the suggestive
twitterings of Miss Allen. Conversation was tedious. She wanted something big, and she believed that it would have come
to her on the windswept platform of an electric tram. This she might not attempt. It was
unladylike. Why? Why were most big things unladylike? Charlotte had once explained
to her why. It was not that ladies were inferior to men. It was that they were different. Their mission was to inspire
others to achievement rather than to achieve themselves indirectly by means of tact and a spotless name. A lady
could accomplish much. But if she rushed into the fry herself, she would be first centured, then despised, and finally
ignored. Poems had been written to illustrate this point. There is much that is immortal in this medieval lady.
The dragons have gone, and so have the knights, but still she lingers in our midst. She reigned in many and early
Victorian castle, and was queen of much early Victorian song. It is sweet to protect her in the intervals of
business, sweet to pay her honor when she has cooked our dinner well. But war. A radiant crust built around the
central fires, spinning towards the receding heavens. Men, declaring that she inspires them to it, move joyfully
over the surface, having the most delightful meetings with other men, happy not because they are masculine,
but because they are alive. Before the show breaks up, she would like to drop the August title of the eternal woman
and go there as her transitory self. Lucy does not stand for the medieval lady, who was rather an ideal to which
she was bidden to lift her eyes when feeling serious, nor has she any system of revolt. Here and there a restriction
annoyed her particularly, and she would transgress it, and perhaps be sorry that she had done so. This afternoon she was
peculiarly restive. She would really like to do something of which her well-wishers disapproved, as she might
not go on the electric tram, she went to Alinari's shop. There she bought a photograph of Bacelli's birth of Venus.
Venus being a pity spoiled the picture otherwise so charming and Miss Bartlett had persuaded her to do without it. A
pity in art of course signified the nude. Georgion's tempesta the idolino some of the cyine fresco and the
epoxyominos were added to it. She felt a little calmer then and bought for Angelico's coronation jotto's ascension
of St. John, some Delarabia babies and some Guido Reni Madanas, for her taste was Catholic, and she extended
uncritical approval to every well-known name. But though she spent nearly seven L, the gates of liberty seemed still
unopened. She was conscious of her discontent, it was new to her to be conscious of it. The world, she thought,
is certainly full of beautiful things. If only I could come across them. It was not surprising that Mrs. Honeyurch
disapproved of music, declaring that it always left her daughter peevish, unpractical and touchy. "Nothing ever
happens to me," she reflected as she entered the patza senoria and looked nonchalantly at its marvels, now fairly
familiar to her. "The great square was in shadow. The sunshine had come too late to strike it. Neptune was already
unsubstantial in the twilight, half god, half ghost, and his fountain plashed dreily to the men and sats who idled
together on its marge. The loia showed as the triple entrance of a cave, wherein many a deity, shadowy, but
immortal, looking forth upon the arrivals and departures of mankind. It was the hour of unreality. The hour that
is when unfamiliar things are real. An older person at such an hour and in such a place might think that sufficient was
happening to him and rest content. Lucy desired more. She fixed her eyes wistfully on the tower of the palace,
which rose out of the lower darkness like a pillar of roughened gold. It seemed no longer a tower, no longer
supported by earth, but some unattainable treasure throbbing in the tranquil sky. Its brightness mesmerized
her, still dancing before her eyes when she bent them to the ground and started towards home. Then something did happen.
Two Italians by the lodia had been bickering about a debt. They had cried.
They sparred at each other and one of them was hit lightly upon the chest. He frowned. He bent towards Lucy with a
look of interest as if he had an important message for her. He opened his lips to deliver it, and a stream of red
came out between them and trickled down his unshaven chin. That was all. A crowd rose out of the dusk. It hid this
extraordinary man from her and bore him away to the fountain. Mr. George Emerson happened to be a few paces away, looking
at her across the spot where the man had been. How very odd. Across something. Even as she caught sight of him, he grew
dim. The palace itself grew dim, swayed above her, fell onto her softly, slowly, nolessly, and the sky fell with it. she
thought. "Oh, what have I done?" "Oh, what have I done?" she murmured and opened her eyes. George Emerson still
looked at her, but not across anything. She had complained of dullness, and low, one man was stabbed, and another held
her in his arms. They were sitting on some steps in the Ufazy arcade. He must have carried her. He rose when she spoke
and began to dust his knees. She repeated, "Oh, what have I done? You fainted. I I am very sorry. How are you
now?" "Perfectly well." "Absolutely well," and she began to nod and smile. "Then let us come home. There's no point
in our stopping." He held out his hand to pull her up. She pretended not to see it. The cries from
the fountain, they had never ceased, rangily. The whole world seemed pale and void of its original meaning. How very
kind you have been. I might have hurt myself falling, but now I am well. I can go alone. Thank you. His hand was still
extended. Oh, my photographs, she exclaimed suddenly. What photographs? I bought some photographs
at Alinari's. I must have dropped them out there in the square. She looked at him cautiously. Would you add to your
Fine. Being strong physically, she soon overcame the horror of blood. She rose
without his assistance, and though wings seemed to flutter inside her, she walked firmly enough towards the Arno. There a
cabman signaled to them, they refused him, and the murderer tried to kiss him. You say how very odd Italians are and
gave himself up to the police. Mr. BB was saying that Italians know everything, but I think they are rather
childish. When my cousin and I were at the pity yesterday, what was that? He had thrown something into the stream.
What did you throw in? Things I didn't want, he said crossly. Mr. Emerson. Well, where are the
photographs? He was silent. I believe it was my photographs that you threw away. I didn't know what to do with them, he
cried, and his voice was that of an anxious boy. Her heart warmed towards him for the first time. They were
covered with blood. there. I'm glad I've told you. And all the time we were making conversation, I was wondering
what to do with them. He pointed downream. They've gone. The river swirled under the bridge. I did mind
them so, and one is so foolish. It seemed better that they should go out to the sea. I don't know. I may just mean
that they frightened me. Then the boy verged into a man. For something tremendous has happened. I must face it
without getting muddled. It isn't exactly that a man has died. Something warned Lucy that she must stop him. It
has happened, he repeated. And I mean to find out what it is. Mr. Emerson. He turned towards her frowning
as if she had disturbed him in some abstract quest. I want to ask you something before we go in.
They were close to their pension. She stopped and lent her elbows against the parapet of the embankment. He did
likewise. There is at times a magic in identity of position. It is one of the things that have suggested to us eternal
comradeship. She moved her elbows before saying, "I have behaved ridiculously." He was following his own
thoughts. I was never so much ashamed of myself in my life. I cannot think what came over me. I nearly fainted myself,
he said. But she felt that her attitude repelled him. Well, I owe you a thousand apologies. Oh, all right. And this is
the real point. You know how silly people are gossiping. Ladies especially, I am afraid. You understand what I mean?
I'm afraid I don't. I mean, would you not mention it to anyone? My foolish behavior. Your behavior? Oh, yes. All
right. All right. Thank you so much. And would you? She could not carry her request any further. The river was
rushing below them, almost black in the advancing night. He had thrown her photographs into it, and then he had
told her the reason. It struck her that it was hopeless to look for chivalry in such a man. He would do her no harm by
idol gossip. He was trustworthy, intelligent, and even kind. He might even have a high opinion of her, but he
lacked chivalry. His thoughts, like his behavior, would not be modified by awe. It was useless to say to him and would
you and hope that he would complete the sentence for himself. Avert. Chapter 5. Possibilities of a pleasant
outing. It was a family saying that you never knew which way Charlotte Bartlett would turn. She was perfectly pleasant
and sensible over Lucy's adventure. found the abridged account of it quite adequate and paid suitable tribute to
the courtesy of Mr. George Emerson. She and Miss Lavish had had an adventure also. They had been stopped at the Dio
coming back, and the young officials there, who seemed impedent and dissuaded to search their reticules for
provisions. It might have been most unpleasant. Fortunately, Miss Lavish was a match for anyone. For good or for
evil, Lucy was left to face her problem alone. None of her friends had seen her, either in the piaza or later on by the
embankment. Mr. BBE indeed noticing her startled eyes at dinnertime, had again passed to himself the remark of too much
Beethoven, but he only supposed that she was ready for an adventure, not that she had encountered it. This solitude
oppressed her. She was accustomed to have her thoughts confirmed by others, or at all events contradicted. It was
too dreadful not to know whether she was thinking right or wrong. At breakfast next morning, she took decisive action.
There were two plans between which she had to choose. Mr. BB was walking up to the Tory Dell Gallow with the Emersons
and some American ladies. Would Miss Bartlett and Miss Honeyurch join the party? Charlotte declined for herself.
She had been there in the rain the previous afternoon, but she thought it an admirable idea for Lucy, who hated
shopping, changing money, fetching letters, and other irksome duties, all of which Miss Bartlett must accomplish
this morning and could easily accomplish alone. "No, Charlotte," cried the girl with real warmth. "It's very kind of Mr.
B, but I am certainly coming with you. I had much rather. Very well, dear, said Miss Bartlett, with a faint flush of
pleasure that called forth a deep flush of shame on the cheeks of Lucy. How abominably she behaved to Charlotte now
as always. But now she should alter. All morning she would be really nice to her. She slipped her arm into her cousins,
and they started off along the lung Ano. The river was a lion that morning in strength, voice, and color. Miss
Bartlett insisted on leaning over the parapet to look at it. She then made her usual remark, which was, "How I do wish
Freddy and your mother could see this, too." Lucy fidgeted. It was tiresome of Charlotte to have stopped exactly where
she did. Look, Lucia. Oh, you are watching for the Tory Dell Gallow party. I feared you would repent you of your
choice. Serious as the choice had been, Lucy did not repent. Yesterday had been a muddle, queer and odd, the kind of
thing one could not write down easily on paper, but she had a feeling that Charlotte and her shopping were
preferable to George Emerson and the summit of the Tory Del Gallow, since she could not unravel the tangle, she must
take care not to re-enter it. She could protest sincerely against Miss Bartlett's insinuations.
But though she had avoided the chief actor, the scenery unfortunately remained. Charlotte, with a complacency
of fate, led her from the river to the patza senoria. She could not have believed that stones, a lodia, a
fountain, a palace tower would have such significance. For a moment she understood the nature of ghosts. The
exact sight of the murder was occupied, not by a ghost, but by Miss Lavish, who had the morning newspaper in her hand.
She hailed them briskly. The dreadful catastrophe of the previous day had given her an idea which she thought
would work up into a book. "Oh, let me congratulate you," said Miss Bartlett, "after your despair of yesterday. What a
fortunate thing." Aha! Miss Honey Church, come you hear I am in luck. Now you are to tell me absolutely everything
that you saw from the beginning." Lucy poked at the ground with her parasol, "but perhaps you would rather not." "I'm
sorry. If you could manage without it, I think I would rather not." The elder ladies exchanged glances, not of
disapproval. It is suitable that a girl should feel deeply. It is I who am sorry, said Miss Lavish. We literary
hacks are shameless creatures. I believe there's no secret of the human heart into which we wouldn't pry. She marched
cheerfully to the fountain and back and did a few calculations in realism. Then she said that she had been in the piaza
since 8:00 collecting material. A good deal of it was unsuitable. But of course, one
I confess that in Italy my sympathies are not with my own countrymen. It is the neglected Italians who attract me
and whose lives I am going to paint so far as I can. For I repeat, and I insist, and I have always held most
strongly, that a tragedy such as yesterday's is not the less tragic because it happened in humble life.
There was a fitting silence when Miss Lavish had concluded. "Then the cousins wished success to her labors, and walked
slowly away across the square. "She is my idea of a really clever woman," said Miss Bartlett. That last remark struck
me as so particularly true. It should be a most pathetic novel. Lucy asented. At present her great aim was not to get put
into it. Her perceptions this morning were curiously keen and she believed that Miss Lavish had her on trial for an
anenu. She is emancipated, but only in the very best sense of the word, continued Miss Bartlett slowly. None but
the superficial would be shocked at her. We had a long talk yesterday. She believes in justice and truth and human
interest. She told me also that she has a high opinion of the destiny of woman. Mr. Eager. Why, how nice. What a
pleasant surprise. Ah, not for me, said the chaplain blandly, for I have been watching you and Miss Honeyurch for
quite a little time. We were chatting to Miss Lavish. His brow contracted, so I saw, "Were you
indeed?" The last remark was made to a vendor of panoramic photographs who was approaching with a courteous smile. I am
about to venture a suggestion. Would you and Miss Honey Church be disposed to join me in a drive someday this week? A
drive in the hills? We might go up by Fasila and back by Setigano. There is a point on that road where we could get
down and have an hour's ramble on the hillside. The view then of Florence is most beautiful, far better than the
hackneed view of Fasila. It is the view that Allesio Baldo Vanetti is fond of introducing into his pictures. That man
had a decided feeling for landscape decidedly. But who looks at it today? Ah, the world is too much for us. Miss
Bartlett had not heard of Allesio Baldoetti, but she knew that Mr. Eager was no commonplace chaplain. He was a
member of the residential colony who had made Florence their home. He knew the people who never walked about with
Bakers, who had learned to take a siesta after lunch, who took drives the pension tourists had never heard of, and saw by
private influence galleries which were closed to them. living in delicate seclusion, some in furnished flats,
others in Renaissance villas on fasilous slope. They read, wrote, studied, and exchanged ideas, thus attaining to that
intimate knowledge, or rather perception of Florence, which is denied to all who carry in their pockets the coupons of
cook. Therefore, an invitation from the chaplain was something to be proud of. between the two sections of his flock.
He was often the only link, and it was his avowed custom to select those of his migratory sheep who seemed worthy, and
give them a few hours in the pastures of the permanent. T They asented. This very square, so I am
told, witnessed yesterday the most sorted of tragedies. To one who loves the Florence of Dante and Savinarola,
there is something portentous in such desecration. Portentous and humiliating. Humiliating indeed, said Miss Bartlett.
Miss Honey Church happened to be passing through as it happened. She can hardly bear to speak of it. She glanced at Lucy
proudly. "And how came we to have you here?" asked the chaplain paternally. "Miss Bartlett's recent liberalism oozed
away at the question. Do not blame her, please, Mr. Eager. The fault is mine. I left her
unshaperoned. So you were here alone, Miss Honey Church. His voice suggested sympathetic reproof, but at the same
time indicated that a few harrowing details would not be unacceptable. His dark, handsome face drooped mournfully
towards her to catch her reply. Practically one of our pension acquaintances kindly brought her home,
said Miss Bartlett, adroitly concealing the sex of the preserver. For her also it must have been a terrible experience.
I trust that neither of you was at all that it was not in your immediate proximity. Of the many things Lucy was
noticing today, not the least remarkable was this, the ghoulish fashion in which respectable people will nibble after
blood. George Emerson had kept the subject strangely pure. He died by the fountain, I believe, was her reply. And
you and your friend were over at the lodia. That must have saved you much. You have not, of course, seen the
disgraceful illustrations which the gutter press. This man is a public nuisance. He knows that I am a resident
perfectly well, and yet he goes on worrying me to buy his vulgar views. Surely the vendor of photographs was in
league with Lucy, in the eternal league of Italy with youth. He had suddenly extended his book before Miss Bartlett
and Mr. eager, binding their hands together by a long glossy ribbon of churches, pictures, and views. This is
too much, cried the chaplain, striking petulently at one of Fry Angelico's angels. She tore. A shrill cry rose from
the vendor. The book, it seemed, was more valuable than one would have supposed. Willingly would I purchase,
began Miss Bartlett. Shopping was the topic that now ensued. Under the chaplain's guidance, they
selected many hideous presents and momentos. Fid little picture frames that seemed fashioned in gilded pastry. Other
little frames, more severe, that stood on little easels and were carving out of oak. A blotting book of vellum, a Dante
of the same material, cheap mosaic brooches which the maids next Christmas would never tell from real. Pins, pots,
heraldic saucers, brown art photographs, aeros and psyche in alabaster, St. Peter to match, all of which would have cost
less in London. This successful morning left no pleasant impressions on Lucy. She had been a little frightened both by
Miss Lavish and by Mr. Eager. She knew not why, and as they frightened her, she had, strangely enough, ceased to respect
them. She doubted that Miss Lavish was a great artist. She doubted that Mr. Eager was as full of spirituality and culture
as she had been led to suppose. They were tried by some new test, and they were found wanting. As for Charlotte, as
for Charlotte, she was exactly the same. It might be possible to be nice to her. It was impossible to love her. The son
of a laborer, I happened to know it for a fact, a mechanic of some sort himself when he was young. Then he took to
writing for the socialistic press. I came across him at Brixton. They were talking about the
Emersons. How wonderfully people rise in these days, sighed Miss Bartlett, fingering a model of the leaning tower
of Pisa. Generally, replied Mr. Eager, one has only sympathy for their success, the desire for education and for social
advance. In these things, there is something not wholly vile. There are some working men whom one would be very
willing to see out here in Florence, little as they would make of it. Is he a journalist now? Miss Bartlett asked. He
is not. He made an advantageous marriage. He uttered this remark with a voice full of meaning and ended with a
sigh. Oh, so he has a wife. Dead. Miss Bartlett. Dead. I wonder. Yes, I wonder how he has the affronttery to look me in
the face, to dare to claim acquaintance with me. He was in my London parish long ago. The other day in Santa Crochi when
he was with Miss Honey Church, I snubbed him. Let him beware that he does not get more than a snub. What? cried Lucy
flushing. Exposure hissed Mr. Eager. He tried to change the subject, but in scoring a dramatic point, he had
interested his audience more than he had intended. Miss Bartlett was full of very natural curiosity. "Lucy, though she
wished never to see the Emersons again, was not disposed to condemn them on a single word." "Do you mean," she asked,
"that he is an irreligious man?" We know that already, Lucy. Dear, said Miss Bartlett, gently reproving her cousin's
penetration. I should be astonished if you knew all the boy, an innocent child at the time. I will exclude. God knows
what his education and his inherited qualities may have made him. Perhaps, said Miss Bartlett, it is something that
we had better not hear. To speak plainly, said Mr. Eager. It is. I will say no more. For the first time, Lucy's
rebellious thoughts swept out in words. For the first time in her life. You have said very little. It was my intention to
say very little, was his frigid reply. He gazed indignantly at the girl, who met him with equal indignation. She
turned towards him from the shop counter, her breast heaved quickly. He observed her brow and the sudden
strength of her lips. It was intolerable that she should disbelieve him. "Murder, if you want to know," he cried angrily.
"That man murdered his wife." "How?" she retorted. To all intents and purposes, he murdered her that day in Santa
Crochi. Did they say anything against me? Not a word, Mr. Eager. Not a single word. Oh, I thought they had been
lieling me to you. But I suppose it is only their personal charms that makes you defend them. I'm not defending them,
said Lucy, losing her courage and relapsing into the old chaotic methods. They're nothing to me. How could you
think she was defending them, said Miss Bartlett, much discomforted by the unpleasant scene? The shopman was
possibly listening. She will find it difficult, for that man has murdered his wife in the sight of God. The addition
of God was striking, but the chaplain was really trying to qualify a rash remark. A silence followed which might
have been impressive, but was merely awkward. Then Miss Bartlett hastily purchased the leaning tower and led the
way into the Great. They were now in the newspaper room at the English bank. Lucy stood by the
central table, heedless of punch and the graphic, trying to answer or at all events to formulate the questions
rioting in her brain. The well-known world had broken up, and there emerged Florence, a magic city where people
thought and did the most extraordinary things. Murder, accusations of murder, a lady clinging to one man and being rude
to another. Were these the daily incidents of her streets? Was there more in her frank beauty than met the eye?
the power perhaps to evoke passions good and bad and to bring them speedily to a fulfillment. Happy Charlotte, who though
greatly troubled over things that did not matter, seemed oblivious to things that did, who could conjecture with
admirable delicacy where things might lead to, but apparently lost sight of the goal as she approached it. Now she
was crouching in the corner trying to extract a circular note from a kind of linen nose bag which hung in chased
concealment round her neck. She had been told that this was the only safe way to carry money in Italy. It must only be
brooached within the walls of the English bank. As she groped, she murmured whether it is Mr. BB who forgot
to tell Mr. Eager or Mr. eager who forgot when he told us, or whether they have decided to leave Eleanor out
altogether, which they could scarcely do. But in any case, we must be prepared. It is you they really want. I
am only asked for appearances. You shall go with the two gentlemen, and I and Eleanor will follow behind. A one-horse
carriage would do for us. Yet how difficult it is. It is indeed," replied the girl with a gravity that sounded
sympathetic. "What do you think about it?" asked Miss Bartlett, flushed from the struggle and buttoning up her dress.
"I don't know what I think, nor what I want." "Oh, dear Lucy, I do hope Florence isn't boring you. Speak the
word, and as you know, I would take you to the ends of the earth tomorrow." Thank you, Charlotte," said Lucy, and
pondered over the offer. There were letters for her at the bureau, one from her brother, full of athletics and
biology, one from her mother, delightful as only her mother's letters could be. She had read in it of the crocuses which
had been bought for yellow and were coming up puse of the new parlaid who had watered the ferns with essence of
lemonade of the semi- detached cottages which were ruining summer street and breaking the heart of Sir Harry Otwway.
She recalled the free pleasant life of her home where she was allowed to do everything and where nothing ever
happened to her. The road up through the pinewoods, the clean drawing room, the view over the Sussex wheeled, all hung
before her, bright and distinct, but pathetic as the pictures in a gallery to which, after much experience, a traveler
returns. And the news, asked Miss Bartlett. Mrs. Vice and her son have gone to Rome, said Lucy, giving the news
that interested her least. Do you know the vices? Oh, not that way back. We can never have too much of the dear Patza
Senoria. They're nice people. The vices. So clever. My idea of what's really clever. Don't you long to be in Rome. I
die for it. The Piaza Senoria is too stony to be brilliant. It has no grass, no flowers, no fresco, no glittering
walls of marble or comforting patches of ruddy brick. By an odd chance, unless we believe in a presiding genius of places,
the statues that relieve its severity suggest not the innocence of childhood, nor the glorious bewilderment of youth,
but the conscious achievements of maturity. Perseus and Judith, Hercules and thus Nelda, they have done or
suffered something. And though they are immortal, immortality has come to them after experience, not before. Here, not
only in the solitude of nature might a hero meet a goddess, or a heroine a god. Charlotte, cried the girls suddenly,
here's an idea. What if we popped off to Rome tomorrow, straight to the Vic's hotel, for I do know what I want. I'm
sick of Florence. No, you said you'd go to the ends of the earth. Do do Miss Bartlett with equal vivacity replied,
"Oh, you droll person, pray, what would become of your drive in the hills?" They passed together through the gaunt beauty
of the square, laughing over the unpractical suggestion. It was Fyetin who drove them to Fasila that memorable
day, a youth all irresponsibility and fire, recklessly urging his master's horses up the stony hill. Mr. BB
recognized him at once. Neither the ages of faith nor the age of doubt had touched him. He was Fatin in Tuskanyany
driving a cab. And it was Pphanie whom he asked leave to pick up on the way, saying that she was his sister.
Praphanie, tall and slender and pale, returning with a spring to her mother's cottage, and still shading her eyes from
the unaccustomed light. To her Mr. Eager objected, saying that here was the thin edge of the wedge, and one must guard
against imposition. But the ladies interceded, and when it had been made clear that it was a very great favor,
the goddess was allowed to mount beside the god. Fyetin at once slipped the left rain over her head, thus enabling
himself to drive with his arm round her waist. She did not mind. Mr. Eager, who sat with his back to the horses, saw
nothing of the indecorous proceeding, and continued his conversation with Lucy. The other two occupants of the
carriage were old Mr. Mr. Emerson and Miss Lavish, for a dreadful thing had happened. Mr. BBE, without consulting
Mr. Eager, had doubled the size of the party, and though Miss Bartlett and Miss Lavish had planned all the morning how
the people were to sit, at the critical moment when the carriages came round, they lost their heads, and Miss Lavish
got in with Lucy, while Miss Bartlett, with George Emerson and Mr. BBE, followed on behind. It was hard on the
poor chaplain to have his party carry thus transformed. Tea at a Renaissance villa, if he had ever meditated it, was
now impossible. Lucy and Miss Bartlett had a certain style about them, and Mr. BBE, though unreliable, was a man of
parts. But a shoddy lady writer and a journalist who had murdered his wife in the sight of God, they should enter no
villa at his introduction. Lucy, elegantly dressed in white, sat erect and nervous amid these explosive
ingredients, attentive to Mr. Eager, repressive towards Miss Lavish, watchful of old Mr. Emerson, hitherto fortunately
asleep, thanks to a heavy lunch and the drowsy atmosphere of spring. She looked on the expedition as the work of fate,
but for it she would have avoided George Emerson successfully. In an open manner, he had shown that he wished to continue
their intimacy. She had refused, not because she disliked him, but because she did not know what had happened, and
suspected that he did know, and this frightened her, for the real event, whatever it was, had taken place, not in
the lodia, but by the river. To behave wildly at the sight of death, is pardonable. but to discuss it
afterwards, to pass from discussion into silence, and through silence into sympathy, that is an error not of a
startled emotion, but of the whole fabric. There was really something blamew worthy, she thought, in their
joint contemplation of the shadowy stream, in the common impulse which had turned them to the house without the
passing of a look or word. This sense of wickedness had been slight at first. She had nearly joined the party to the Tory
del Gallow. But each time that she avoided George, it became more imperative that she should avoid him
again. And now celestial irony, working through her cousin and two clergymen, did not suffer her to leave Florence
till she had made this expedition with him through the hills. Meanwhile, Mr. Eager held her in civil converse. Their
little tiff was over. So, Miss Honey Church, you are traveling as a student of art. Oh, dear me, no. Oh, no. Perhaps
as a student of human nature, interposed Miss Lavish, like myself. Oh, no. I am here as a tourist. Oh, indeed, said Mr.
Eager. Are you indeed? If you will not think me rude, we residents sometimes pity you poor tourists. Not a little
handed about like a parcel of goods from Venice to Florence, from Florence to Rome, living herded together in pensions
or hotels, quite unconscious of anything that is outside Baker, their one anxiety to get done or through and go on
somewhere else. The result is they mix up towns, rivers, palaces in one inextricable whirl. You know the
American girl in punch who says, "Say papa, what did we see at Rome?" And the father replies, "Why? Guess Rome was the
place where we saw the Yoller dog." "There's traveling for you." "Ah." "I quite agree," said Miss Lavish,
who had several times tried to interrupt his mortant wit. "The narrowness and superficiality of the Anglo-Saxon
tourist is nothing less than a menace." Quite so. Now the English colony at Florence, Miss Honey Church, and it is
of considerable size, though of course not all equally. A few are here for trade, for example, but the greater part
are students. Lady Helen Levertock is at present busy over Fra Angelico. I mention her name because we are passing
her villa on the left. No, you can only see it if you stand. No, do not stand. You will fall. She is very proud of that
thick hedge inside. Perfect seclusion. One might have gone back 600 years. Some critics believe that her garden was the
scene of the Dameron, which lends it an additional interest, does it not? It does indeed, cried Miss Lavish. Tell me,
where do they place the scene of that wonderful seventh day? But Mr. Eager proceeded to tell Miss Honeyurch that on
the right lived Mr. someone something an American of the best type so rare and that the somebody else's were farther
down the hill. Doubtless you know her monographs in the series of meaty evil byways. He is working at Jistus Pletho.
Sometimes as I take tea in their beautiful grounds I hear over the wall the electric tram squealing up the new
road with its loads of hot dusty unintelligent tourists who are going to do fasila in an hour in order that they
may say they have been there. And I think, think, I think how little they think what lies so near them. During
this speech, the two figures on the box were sporting with each other disgracefully. Lucy had a spasm of envy.
Granted that they wished to misbehave, it was pleasant for them to be able to do so. They were probably the only
people enjoying the expedition. The carriage swept with agonizing jolts up through the piaza of Fiasela and into
the Setnano road. Piano. Piano, said Mr. Eager, elegantly waving his hand over his head. Venet senor ven ven cruned the
driver and whipped his horses up again. Now Mr. Eager and Miss Lavish began to talk against each other on the subject
of Allesio Baldo Vanetti. Was he a cause of the Renaissance, or was he one of its manifestations? The other carriage was
left behind. As the pace increased to a gallop, the large, slumbering form of Mr. Emerson was thrown against the
chaplain with a regularity of a machine. "Piano, piano," said he, with a martyed look at Lucy. An extra lurch made him
turn angrily in his seat. Fyetin, who for some time had been endeavoring to kiss Pphanie, had just succeeded. A
little scene ensued, which, as Miss Bartlett said afterwards, was most unpleasant. The horses were stopped. The
lovers were ordered to disentangle themselves. The boy was to lose his poorbir. The girl was immediately to get
down. She is my sister, said he. "Surely no," said Miss Lavish, her order visibly decreasing. The other carriage
had drawn up behind, and sensible Mr. BBE called out that after this warning, the couple would be sure to behave
themselves properly. Leave them alone, Mr. Emerson begged the chaplain, of whom he stood in no awe. Do we find happiness
so often that we should turn it off the box when it happens to sit there to be driven by lovers? A king might envy us,
and if we part them, it's more like sacrilege than anything I know. Here the voice of Miss Bartlett was heard saying
that a crowd had begun to collect. Mr. Eager, who suffered from an overfluent tongue rather than a resolute will, was
determined to make himself heard. He addressed the driver again. Italian in the mouth of Italians is a deep voiced
stream with unexpected cataracts and boulders to preserve it from monotony. In Mr. Eager's mouth, it resembled
nothing so much as an acid whistling fountain, which played ever higher and higher and quicker and quicker and more
and more shrilly, till abruptly it was turned off with a click. Senorina said the man to Lucy when the display had
ceased. Why should he appeal to Lucy? Senorina echoed Praphanie in her glorious contralto. She pointed at the
other carriage. Why? For a moment the two girls looked at each other. Then Pphanie got down from the box. Victory
at last, said Mr. Eager, smiting his hands together as the carriages started again. It is not victory, said Mr.
Emerson. It is defeat. You have parted two people who were happy. Mr. Eager shut his eyes. He was obliged to sit
next to Mr. Emerson, but he would not speak to him. The old man was refreshed by sleep and took up the matter warmly.
He commanded Lucy to agree with him. He shouted for support to his son. We have tried to buy what cannot be bought with
money. He has bargained to drive us and he is doing it. We have no rights over his soul. Miss Lavish frowned. It is
hard when a person you have classed as typically British speaks out of his character. He was not driving us well.
She said he jolted us. That I deny. It was as restful as sleeping. Uh-huh. He is jolting us now. Can you wonder? He
would like to throw us out. And most certainly he is justified and if I were superstitious I'd be frightened of the
girl too. It doesn't do to injure young people. Have you ever heard of Lorenzo Demedi? Miss Lavish bristled. Most
certainly I have. Do you refer to Lorenzo Iel Magnico or to Lorenzo Duke of Erbino or to Lorenzo surnamed
Lorenzino on account of his dimminionive stature? The Lord knows. Possibly he does know for I refer to Lorenzo the
poet. He wrote a line so I heard yesterday which runs like this. Don't go fighting against the spring. Mr. Eager
could not resist the opportunity for audition. War not with the may would render a correct meaning. The point is
we have wared with it. Look, he pointed to the Val Darno, which was visible far below them through the budding trees. 50
mi of spring, and we've come up to admire them. Do you suppose there's any difference between spring in nature and
spring in man? But there we go, praising the one and condemning the other as improper, ashamed that the same laws
work eternally through both. No one encouraged him to talk. Presently, Mr. eager gave a signal for the carriages to
stop and marshaled the party for their ramble on the hill. A hollow like a great amphitheater full of terrace steps
and misty olives now lay between them and the heights of Fazila and the road still following its curve was about to
sweep on to a promontory which stood out in the plane. It was this promontory, uncultivated, wet, covered with bushes
and occasional trees, which had caught the fancy of Allesio Baldo Vanetti nearly 500 years before. He had ascended
it, that diligent and rather obscure master, possibly with an eye to business, possibly for the joy of
ascending. Standing there, he had seen that view of the Vald Darno and distant Florence, which he afterwards had
introduced not very effectively into his work. But where exactly had he stood? That was the question which Mr. Eager
hoped to solve now. And Miss Lavish, whose nature was attracted by anything problematical, had become equally
enthusiastic. But it is not easy to carry the pictures of Allesio Buloven Vanetti in your head, even if you have
remembered to look at them before starting, and the haze in the valley increased the difficulty of the quest.
The party sprang about from tuft to tuft of grass, their anxiety to keep together being only equaled by their desire to go
different directions. Finally, they split into groups. Lucy clung to Miss Bartlett and Miss Lavish. The Emersons
returned to hold laborious converse with the drivers, while the two clergymen, who were expected to have topics in
common, were left to each other. The two elder ladies soon threw off the mask. In the audible whisper that was now so
familiar to Lucy, they began to discuss, not Allesio Baldoveni, but the drive. Miss Bartlett had asked Mr. George
Emerson what his profession was, and he had answered the railway. She was very sorry that she had asked him. She had no
idea that it would be such a dreadful answer or she would not have asked him. Mr. BBE had turned the conversation so
cleverly, and she hoped that the young man was not very much hurt at her asking him. The railway, gasped Miss Lavish.
Oh, but I shall die. Of course, it was the railway. She could not control her mirth. He is the image of a porter on on
the southeastern. Eleanor, be quiet, plucking at her vivacious companion.
Hush. They'll hear the Emersons. I can't stop. Let me go my wicked way. Apoki. Eleanor. I'm sure it's all right,
put in Lucy. The Emersons won't hear, and they wouldn't mind if they did. Miss Lavish did not seem pleased at this.
Miss Honey Church listening, she said rather crossly. Poof! Woof! You naughty girl! Go away! Oh, Lucy, you ought to be
with Mr. Eager. I'm sure. I can't find them now, and I don't want to either. Mr. Eager will be offended. It is your
party. Please, I'd rather stop here with you. No, I agree, said Miss Lavish. It's like a school feast. The boys have
Then sit you down, said Miss Lavish. Observe my foresight. With many a smile, she produced two of those Macintosh
squares that protect the frame of the tourist from damp grass or cold marble steps. She sat on one. Who was to sit on
the other? Lucy, without a moment's doubt. Lucy, the ground will do for me. Really, I have not had rheumatism for
years. If I do feel it coming on, I shall stand. Imagine your mother's feelings if I let you sit in the wet in
your white linen. She sat down heavily, where the ground looked particularly moist. Here we are, all settled
delightfully. Even if my dress is thinner, it will not show so much being brown. Sit down, dear. You are too
unselfish. You don't assert yourself enough. She cleared her throat. Now, don't be alarmed. This isn't a cold.
It's the tiniest cough, and I have had it 3 days. It's nothing to do with sitting here at all. There was only one
way of treating the situation. At the end of 5 minutes, Lucy departed in search of Mr. BB and Mr. Eager.
Vanquished by the Macintosh Square, she addressed herself to the drivers, who were sprawling in the carriages,
perfuming the cushions with cigars, the miscreant, a bony young man scorched black by the sun, rose to greet her with
the courtesy of a host and the assurance of a relative. Dove, said Lucy, after much anxious thought. His face lit up.
Of course, he knew where not so far either. His arms swept three/4s of the horizon. He should just think he did
nowhere. He pressed his fingertips to his forehead and then pushed them towards her as if oozing with visible
extract of knowledge. More seemed necessary. What was the Italian for clergymen? Dove bony. Yuani, said she at
last. Good. Scarcely the adjective for those noble beings. He showed her his cigar. Uno Pu Piccolo was her next
remark, implying, "Has the cigar been given to you by Mr. B, the smaller of the two good men?" She was correct as
usual. He tied the horse to a tree, kicked it to make it stay quiet, dusted the carriage, arranged his hair,
remolded his hat, encouraged his mustache, and in rather less than a quarter of a minute was ready to conduct
her. Italians are born knowing the way. It would seem that the whole earth lay before them, not as a map, but as a
chessboard, whereon they continually behold the changing pieces as well as the squares. Anyone can find places, but
the finding of people is a gift from God. He only stopped once to pick her some great blue violets. She thanked him
with real pleasure. In the company of this common man, the world was beautiful and direct. For the first time, she felt
the influence of spring. His arm swept the horizon gracefully. Violets, like other things, existed in great profusion
there. Would she like to see them? Money wi he bowed. Certainly. Good men first, violets afterwards. They proceeded
briskly through the undergrowth, which became thicker and thicker. They were nearing the edge of the promontory, and
the view was stealing round them, but the brown network of the bushes shattered it into countless pieces. He
was occupied in his cigar, and in holding back the pliant boughs. She was rejoicing in her escape from dullness.
Not a step, not a twig, was unimportant to her. "What is that?" There was a voice in the wood, in the distance
behind them, the voice of Mr. Eager. He shrugged his shoulders. An Italian's ignorance is sometimes more remarkable
than his knowledge. She could not make him understand that perhaps they had missed the clergymen. The view was
forming at last. She could discern the river, the golden plain, other hills. "Echalo," he exclaimed. At the same
moment the ground gave way, and with a cry she fell out of the wood. Light and beauty enveloped her. She had fallen on
to a little open terrace, which was covered with violets from end to end. Courage, cried her companion, now
standing some 6 ft above. Courage and love. She did not answer. From her feet the ground sloped sharply into view, and
violets ran down in rivullets and streams and cataracts, irrigating the hillside with blue, eddying round the
tree stems, collecting into pools in the hollows, covering the grass with spots of azure foam. But never again were they
in such profusion. This terrace was the wellhead, the primal source whence beauty gushed out to water the earth.
Standing at its brink, like a swimmer who prepares, was the good man. But he was not the good man that she had
expected. Good. Chapter 7. They return. Some complicated game had been playing up and down the
hillside all the afternoon. What it was and exactly how the players had sided, Lucy was slow to discover. Mr. Eager had
met them with a questioning eye. Charlotte had repulsed him with much small talk. Mr. Emerson, seeking his
son, was told whereabouts to find him. Mr. BB, who wore the heated aspect of a neutral, was bidden to collect the
factions for the return home. There was a general sense of groping and bewilderment. Pan had been amongst them.
Not the great god Pan, who has been buried these 2,000 years, but the little god Pan, who presides over social
contractton and unsuccessful picnics. Mr. BB had lost everyone, and had consumed in solitude the tea basket,
which he had brought up as a pleasant surprise. Miss Lavish had lost Miss Bartlett. Lucy had lost Mr. Eager. Mr.
Emerson had lost George. Miss Bartlett had lost a Macintosh Square. Fyetin had lost the game. That last fact was
undeniable. He climbed onto the box, shivering with his collar up, prophesying the swift approach of bad
weather. Let us go immediately, he told them. The seniorino will walk all the way. He will be ours, said Mr. B.
Apparently, I told him it was unwise. He would look no one in the face. Perhaps defeat was particularly mortifying for
him. He alone had played skillfully, using the whole of his instinct, while the others had used scraps of their
intelligence. He alone had divined what things were and what he wished them to be. He alone had interpreted the message
that Lucy had received 5 days before from the lips of a dying man. Pphanie, who spends half her life in the grave,
she could interpret it also. Not so these English. They gain knowledge slowly and perhaps too late. The
thoughts of a cab driver, however, just seldom affect the lives of his employers. He was the most competent of
Miss Bartlett's opponents, but infinitely the least dangerous. Once back in the town, he and his insight and
his knowledge would trouble English ladies no more. Of course, it was most unpleasant. She had seen his black head
in the bushes. He might make a tavern story out of it. But after all, what have we to do with taverns? Real menace
belongs to the drawing room. It was of drawing room people that Miss Bartlett thought as she journeyed downwards
towards the fading sun. Lucy sat beside her. Mr. Eager sat opposite trying to catch her eye. He was vaguely
suspicious. They spoke of Allesio Baldo Vanetti. Rain and darkness came on together. The two ladies huddled
together under an inadequate parasol. There was a lightning flash and Miss Lavish, who was nervous, screamed from
the carriage in front. At the next flash, Lucy screamed also. Mr. Eager addressed her professionally. Courage,
Miss Honeyurch. Courage and faith. If I might say so, there is something almost blasphemous in this horror of the
elements. Are we seriously to suppose that all these clouds, all this immense electrical display is simply called into
existence to extinguish you or me? No. Of course. Even from the scientific standpoint, the chances against our
being struck are enormous. The steel knives, the only articles which might attract the current are in the other
carriage. And in any case, we are infinitely safer than if we were walking. Courage. courage and faith
under the rug. Lucy felt the kindly pressure of her cousin's hand. At times our need for a sympathetic gesture is so
great that we care not what exactly it signifies or how much we may have to pay for it afterwards. Miss Bartlett, by
this timely exercise of her muscles, gained more than she would have got in hours of preaching or cross-examination.
She renewed it when the two carriages stopped half into Florence. Mr. Eager called Mr. BB, we want your assistance.
Will you interpret for us? George, cried Mr. Emerson. Ask your driver which way George went. The boy may lose his way.
He may be killed. Go, Mr. Eager, said Miss Bartlett. Don't ask our driver. Our driver is no help. Go and support poor
Mr. BB. He is nearly demented. He may be killed, cried the old man. He may be killed. Typical behavior, said the
chaplain as he quitted the carriage. In the presence of reality, that kind of person invariably breaks down. What does
he know? whispered Lucy as soon as they were alone. Charlotte, how much does Mr. Eager know? Nothing, dearest. He knows
nothing. But, she pointed at the driver. He knows everything. Dearest, had we better? Shall I? She took out her purse.
It is dreadful to be entangled with lowclass people. He saw it all. Tapping Fyetin's back with her guide book, she
said. Silencio, and offered him a frank. Va Benet, he replied and accepted it. As well, this ending to his day as any. But
Lucy, a mortal maid, was disappointed in him. There was an explosion up the road. The storm had struck the overhead wire
of the tramline, and one of the great supports had fallen. If they had not stopped, perhaps they might have been
hurt. They chose to regard it as a miraculous preservation, and the floods of love and sincerity, which frucify
every hour of life, burst forth in tumult. They descended from the carriages. They embraced each other. It
was as joyful to be forgiven past unworthinesses as to forgive them. For a moment they realized vast possibilities
of good. The older people recovered quickly. In the very height of their emotion, they knew it to be unmanly or
unladylike. Miss Lavish calculated that even if they had continued, they would not have been caught in the accident.
Mr. eager mumbled a temperate prayer. But the drivers through miles of dark squalid road poured out their souls to
the dryads and the saints. And Lucy poured out hers to her cousin. Charlotte, dear Charlotte, kiss me. Kiss
me again. Only you can understand me. You warned me to be careful and I I thought I was developing. Do not cry,
dearest. Take your time. I have been obstinate and silly. Worse than you know. Far worse. Once by the river. Oh,
but he isn't killed. He wouldn't be killed, would he? The thought disturbed her repentance. As a matter of fact, the
storm was worst along the road. But she had been near danger, and so she thought it must be near to everyone. I trust
not. One would always pray against that. He is really I think he was taken by surprise just as I was before. But this
time I'm not to blame. I want you to believe that I simply slipped into those violets. No, I want to be really
truthful. I am a little to blame. I had silly thoughts. The sky, you know, was gold and the ground all blue. And for a
moment he looked like someone in a book. In a book. Heroes, gods, the nonsense of school girls. And then, but Charlotte,
you know what happened then? Miss Bartlett was silent. The luxury of self-exposure kept her
almost happy through the long evening. She thought not so much of what had happened as of how she should describe
it. All her sensations, her spasms of courage, her moments of unreasonable joy, her mysterious discontent should be
carefully laid before her cousin, and together in divine confidence, they would disentangle and interpret them
all. At last, thought she, I shall understand myself, I shant again be troubled by things that come out of
nothing, and mean I don't know what. Miss Allan asked her to play. She refused vehemently. Music seemed to her
the employment of a child. She sat close to her cousin who, with commendable patience, was listening to a long story
about lost luggage. When it was over, she kept it by a story of her own. Lucy became rather hysterical with the delay.
In vain, she tried to check, or at all events to accelerate the tale. It was not till a late hour that Miss Bartlett
had recovered her luggage and could say in her usual tone of gentle reproach, "Well, dear, I at all events am ready
for Bedfordshire. Come into my room, and I will give a good brush to your hair." With some somnity, the door was shut,
and a cane chair placed for the girl. Then Miss Bartlett said, "So, what is to be done?" She was unprepared for the
question. It had not occurred to her that she would have to do anything. A detailed exhibition of her emotions was
all that she had counted upon. What is to be done? A point, dearest, which you alone can settle. The rain was streaming
down the black windows, and the great room felt damp and chilly. One candle burnt trembling on the chest of drawers
close to Miss Bartlett's toque, which cast monstrous and fantastic shadows on the bolted door. A tram roared by in the
dark, and Lucy felt unaccountably sad, though she had long since dried her eyes. She lifted them to the ceiling,
where the griffins and bassoons were colorless and vague, the very ghosts of joy. It has been raining for nearly 4
hours, she said at last. Miss Bartlett ignored the remark. How do you propose to silence him? The driver, my dear
girl, no, Mr. George Emerson. Lucy began to pace up and down the room. I don't understand, she said at last. She
understood very well, but she no longer wished to be absolutely truthful. How are you going to stop him talking about
it? I have a feeling that talk is a thing he will never do. I too intend to judge him charitably, but unfortunately
I have met the type before. They seldom keep their exploits to themselves. Exploits? Cried Lucy,
wincing under the horrible plural. My poor dear, did you suppose that this was his first? Come here and listen to me. I
am only gathering it from his own remarks. Do you remember that day at lunch when he argued with Miss Allan
that liking one person is an extra reason for liking another? Yes, said Lucy, whom at the time the argument had
pleased. Well, I am no prude. There is no need to call him a wicked young man, but obviously he is thoroughly
unrefined. Let us put it down to his deplorable antecedence and education, if you wish, but we are no farther on with
our question. What do you propose to do? An idea rushed across Lucy's brain, which had she thought of it sooner, and
made a part of her, might have proved victorious. "I proposed to speak to him," said she. Miss Bartlett uttered a
cry of genuine alarm. "You see, Charlotte, your kindness, I shall never forget it. But as you said, it is my
affair, mine and his, and you are going to implore him to beg him to keep silence. Certainly not. There would be
no difficulty. Whatever you ask him, he answers yes or no. Then it is over. I have been frightened of him. But now I
am not one little bit. But we fear him for you, dear. You are so young and inexperienced. You have lived among such
nice people that you cannot realize what men can be. How they can take a brutal pleasure in insulting a woman whom her
sex does not protect and rally round. This afternoon, for example, if I had not arrived, what would have happened? I
can't think, said Lucy gravely. Something in her voice made Miss Bartlett repeat her question, in toning
it more vigorously. What would have happened if I hadn't arrived. I can't think, said Lucy again. When he insulted
you, how would you have replied? I hadn't time to think. You came. Yes, but won't you tell me now what you would
have done? I should have. She checked herself and broke the sentence off. She went up to the dripping window and
strained her eyes into the darkness. She could not think what she would have done. Come away from the window, dear,
said Miss Bartlett. You will be seen from the road. Lucy obeyed. She was in her cousin's power. She could not
modulate out the key of self-abasement in which she had started. Neither of them referred again to her suggestion
that she should speak to George and settle the matter, whatever it was, with him. Miss Bartlett became plaintiff. Oh,
for a real man. We are only two women, you and I. Mr. BB is hopeless. There is Mr. Eager, but you do not trust him. Oh,
for your brother. He is young, but I know that his sister's insult would rouse in him a very lion. Thank God.
Chivalry is not yet dead. There are still left some men who can reverence woman. As she spoke, she pulled off her
rings, of which she wore several, and ranged them upon the pin cushion. Then she blew into her gloves, and said, "It
will be a push to catch the morning train, but we must try." What train? The train to Rome. She looked at her gloves
critically. The girl received the announcement as easily as it had been given. When does the train to Rome go?
At 8. Senora Bertoini would be upset. We must face that, said Miss Bartlett, not liking to say that she had given notice
already. She will make us pay for a whole week's pension. I expect she will. However, we shall be much more
comfortable at the Vice's hotel. Isn't afternoon tea given there for nothing? Yes, but they pay extra for wine. After
this remark, she remained motionless and silent. To her tired eyes, Charlotte throbbed and swelled like a ghostly
figure in a dream. They began to sort their clothes for packing, for there was no time to lose if they were to catch
the train to Rome. Lucy, when admonished, began to move to and fro between the rooms, more conscious of the
discomforts of packing by candle light than of a subtler ill. Charlotte, who was practical without ability, knelt by
the side of an empty trunk, vainly endeavoring to pave it with books of varying thickness and size. She gave two
or three Lucy was on her guard at once, knowing by bitter experience what forgiving Miss
Bartlett meant. Her emotion relaxed. She modified her embrace a little and she said, "Charlotte, dear, what do you
mean? As if I have anything to forgive. You have a great deal, and I have a very great deal to forgive myself, too. I
know well how much I vex you at every turn." But no, Miss Bartlett assumed her favorite role, that of the prematurely
aged martyr. Ah, but yes, I feel that our tour together is hardly the success I had hoped. I might have known it would
not do. You want someone younger and stronger and more in sympathy with you. I am too uninteresting and
old-fashioned, only fit to pack and unpack your things. Please. My only consolation was that you found people
more to your taste, and were often able to leave me at home. I had my own poor ideas of what a lady ought to do, but I
hope I did not inflict them on you more than was necessary. You had your own way about these rooms at all events. You
mustn't say these things, said Lucy softly. She still clung to the hope that she and Charlotte loved each other heart
and soul. They continued to pack in silence. I have been a failure, said Miss Bartlett, as she struggled with the
straps of Lucy's trunk instead of strapping her own. Failed to make you happy. Failed in my duty to your mother.
She has been so generous to me. I shall never face her again after this disaster. But mother will understand. It
is not your fault, this trouble, and it isn't a disaster either. It is my fault. It is a disaster. She will never forgive
me. and rightly. For instance, what right had I to make friends with Miss Lavish? Every right. When I was here for
your sake, if I have vexed you, it is equally true that I have neglected you. Your mother will see this as clearly as
I do when you tell her. Lucy, from a cowardly wish to improve the situation, said, "Why need mother hear of it? But
you tell her everything. Eido generally I dare not break your confidence. There is something sacred in
it unless you feel that it is a thing you could not tell her. The girl would not be degraded to this. Naturally, I
should have told her. But in case she should blame you in any way, I promise I will not. I am very willing not to. I
will never speak of it either to her or to anyone. Her promise brought the long-drawn interview to a sudden close.
Miss Bartlett pecked her smartly on both cheeks, wished her good night, and sent her to her own room. For a moment, the
original trouble was in the background. George would seem to have behaved like a cad throughout. Perhaps that was the
view which one would take eventually. At present, she neither acquitted nor condemned him. She did not pass
judgment. At the moment when she was about to judge him, her cousin's voice had intervened, and ever since it was
Miss Bartlett who had dominated, Miss Bartlett, who even now could be heard sighing into a crack in the partition
wall, Miss Bartlett, who had really been neither pliable nor humble nor inconsistent. She had worked like a
great artist. For a time, indeed, for years, she had been meaningless. But at the end, there was presented to the girl
the complete picture of a cheerless, loveless world in which the young rush to destruction until they learn better.
A shamefaced world of precautions and barriers which may avert evil, but which do not seem to bring good, if we may
judge from those who have used them most. Lucy was suffering from the most grievous wrong which this world has yet
discovered. diplomatic advantage had been taken of her sincerity, of her craving for sympathy and love. Such a
wrong is not easily forgotten. Never again did she expose herself without due consideration and precaution against
rebuff, and such a wrong may react disastrously upon the soul. The doorbell rang, and she started to the shutters.
Before she reached them, she hesitated, turned, and blew out the candle. Thus it was that though she saw someone standing
in the wet below, he though he looked up, did not see her to reach his room, he had to go by hers. She was still
dressed. It struck her that she might slip into the passage and just say that she would be gone before he was up, and
that their extraordinary intercourse was over. Whether she would have dared to do this was never proved. At the critical
moment, Miss Bartlett opened her own door, and her voice said, "I wish one word with you in the drawing room, Mr.
Emerson, please." Soon their footsteps returned, and Miss Bartlett said, "Good night, Mr. Emerson." His heavy, tired
breathing was the only reply. The chaperon had done her work. Lucy cried aloud, "It isn't true. It can't all be
true. I want not to be muddled. I want to grow older quickly. Miss Bartlett tapped on the wall. Go to bed at once,
dear. You need all the rest you can get. In the morning, they left for Rome. Chapter 8. Medieval. The drawing room
curtains at Windy Corner had been pulled to meet, for the carpet was new, and deserved protection from the August sun.
They were heavy curtains, reaching almost to the ground, and the light that filtered through them was subdued and
varied. A poet, none was present, might have quoted, "Life like a dome of many colored glass, or might have compared
the curtains to slle gates, lowered against the intolerable tides of heaven. Without was poured a sea of radiance.
Within the glory, though visible, was tempered to the capacities of man." Two pleasant people sat in the room. One, a
boy of 19, was studying a small manual of anatomy, and peering occasionally at a bone which lay upon the piano. From
time to time he bounced in his chair, and puffed and groaned, for the day was hot, and the prince small, and the human
frame fearfully made, and his mother, who was writing a letter, did continually read out to him what she had
written. and continually did she rise from her seat and part the curtains so that a rivullet of light fell across the
carpet and make the remark that they were still there. "Where aren't they?" said the boy, who was Freddy, Lucy's
brother. "I tell you, I'm getting fairly sick." "For goodness sake, go out of my drawing room, then!" cried Mrs.
Honeyurch, who hoped to cure her children of slang by taking it literally. Freddy did not move or reply.
I think things are coming to a head, she observed rather wanting her son's opinion on the situation if she could
obtain it without undue supplication. Time they did. I am glad that Cecil is asking
I said, "Dear Mrs. Vice, Cecil has just asked my permission about it, and I should be delighted if Lucy wishes it,
but she stopped reading. I was rather amused at Cecil asking my permission at all. He has always gone in for
unconventionality and parents nowhere, and so forth. When it comes to the point, he can't get on without me. Nor
me. You? Freddy nodded. What do you mean? He asked me for my permission also. She exclaimed. How very odd of
him. Why so? asked the son and heir. Why shouldn't my permission be asked? What do you know about Lucy or girls or
anything? Whatever did you say? I said to Cecil, "Take her or leave her. It's no business of mine." "What a helpful
answer!" But her own answer, though more normal in its wording, had been to the same effect. "The bother is this," began
Freddy. Then he took up his work again, too shy to say what the bother was. "Mrs. Honeyurch went back to the
window." "Freddy, you must come. There they still are. I don't see you ought to go peeping like that. Peeping like that?
Can't I look out of my own window? But she returned to the writing table, observing as she passed her son. Still
page 322. Freddy snorted and turned over two leaves. For a brief space they were
silent, close by, beyond the curtains, the gentle murmur of a long conversation had never ceased. The bother is this. I
have put my foot in it with Cecil most awfully. He gave a nervous gulp. Not content with permission, which I did
give. That is to say, I said, I don't mind. Well, not content with that, he wanted to know whether I wasn't off my
head with joy. He practically put it like this. Wasn't it a splendid thing for Lucy and for Windy Corner generally
if he married her? And he would have an answer. He said it would strengthen his hand. I hope you gave a careful answer,
dear. I answered no, said the boy, grinding his teeth. There, fly into a stew. I can't help it. Had to say it. I
had to say no. He ought never to have asked me. Ridiculous child, cried his mother. You think you're so holy and
truthful, but really it's only abominable conceit. Do you suppose that a man like Cecil would take the
slightest notice of anything you say? I hope he boxed your ears. How dare you say no. Oh, do keep quiet, mother. I had
to say no when I couldn't say yes. I tried to laugh as if I didn't mean what I said. And as Cecil laughed too, and
went away, it may be all right, but I feel my foots in it. Oh, do keep quiet, though, and let a man do some work. No,
said Mrs. Honey Church, with the air of one who has considered the subject. I shall not keep quiet. You know all that
has passed between them in Rome. You know why he is down here, and yet you deliberately insult him and try to turn
him out of my house. Not a bit, he pleaded. I only let out, I didn't like him. I don't hate him, but I don't like
him. What I mind is that he'll tell Lucy. He glanced at the curtains dismally. Well, I like him, said Mrs.
Honey Church. I know his mother. He's good. He's clever. He's rich. He's wellconed. Oh, you needn't kick the
piano. He's wellconed. I'll say it again if you like. He's wellconed. She paused as if rehearsing
her eulogy, but her face remained dissatisfied. she added. And he has beautiful manners.
I liked him till just now. I suppose it's having him spoiling Lucy's first week at home. And it's also something
that Mr. Bbe said, not knowing. Mr. B, said his mother, trying to conceal her interest. I don't see how Mr. BB comes
in. You know Mr. BB's funny way when you never quite know what he means. He said, Mr. advice is an ideal bachelor. I was
very cute. I asked him what he meant. He said, "Oh, he's like me, better detached." I couldn't make him say
anymore, but it set me thinking. Since Cecil has come after Lucy, he hasn't been so pleasant, at least. I can't
explain. You never can, dear. But I can. You are jealous of Cecil because he may stop Lucy knitting you silk ties. The
explanation seemed plausible, and Freddy tried to accept it. But at the back of his brain, there lurked a dim mistrust.
Cecil praised one too much for being athletic. Was that it? Cecil made one talk in one's own way. This tired one.
Was that it? And Cecil was the kind of fellow who would never wear another fellow's cap. Unaware of his own
profoundity, Freddy checked himself. He must be jealous or he would not dislike a man for such foolish reasons. Will
this do? Called his mother. Dear Mrs. Vice, Cecil has just asked my permission about it, and I should be delighted if
Lucy wishes it. Then I put in at the top, and I have told Lucy so. I must write the letter out again, and I have
told Lucy so. But Lucy seems very uncertain and in these days young people must decide for themselves. I said that
because I didn't want Mrs. Vice to think us old-fashioned. She goes in for lectures and improving her mind and all
the time a thick layer of flu under the beds and the maid's dirty thumb marks where you turn on the electric light.
She keeps that flat abominably. Suppose Lucy marries Cecil. Would she live in a flat or in the country? Don't interrupt
so foolishly. Where was I? Oh, yes. Young people must decide for themselves. I know that Lucy likes your son because
she tells me everything and she wrote to me from Rome when he asked her first. No, I'll cross that last bit out. It
looks patronizing. I'll stop at because she tells me everything. Or shall I cross that out too? Cross it out too,
said Freddy. Mrs. Honey church left it in. Then the whole thing runs. Dear Mrs. Vice, Cecil has just asked my permission
about it, and I should be delighted if Lucy wishes it, and I have told Lucy so. But Lucy seems very uncertain, and in
these days, young people must decide for themselves. I know that Lucy likes your son because she tells me everything,
"But I do not know." "Look out!" cried Freddy. The curtains parted. Cecil's first movement was one of irritation. He
couldn't bear the honeyurch habit of sitting in the dark to save the furniture. Instinctively, he gave the
curtains a twitch and sent them swinging down their poles. Light entered. There was revealed a terrace such as is owned
by many villas with trees each side of it, and on it a little rustic seat and two flower beds. But it was transfigured
by the view beyond, for windy corner was built on the range that overlooks the Sussex wield. Lucy, who was in the
little seat, seemed on the edge of a green magic carpet which hovered in the air above the tremulous world. Cecil
entered, appearing thus late in the story. Cecil must be at once described. He was medieval, like a Gothic statue,
tall and refined, with shoulders that seemed braced square by an effort of the will, and a head that was tilted a
little higher than the usual level of vision, he resembled those fidious saints who guard the portals of a French
cathedral. well- educated, well-endowed, and not deficient physically, he remained in the grip of a certain devil
whom the modern world knows as self-consciousness, and whom the medieval with dimmer vision worshiped as
aceticism. A Gothic statue implies celibacy, just as a Greek statue implies fruition, and perhaps this was what Mr.
BB meant. And Freddy, who ignored history and art, perhaps meant the same when he failed to imagine Cecil wearing
another fellow's cap. Mrs. Honeyurch left her letter on the writing table and moved towards her young acquaintance.
"Oh, Cecil," she exclaimed. "Oh, Cecil, do tell me." "I promise I suppose," said he. They stared at him anxiously. "She
has accepted me," he said, and the sound of the thing in English made him flush and smile with pleasure and look more
human. "I am so glad," said Mrs. honey church, while Freddy profered a hand that was yellow with chemicals. They
wished that they also knew Italian, for our phrases of approval and of amazement are so connected with little occasions
that we fear to use them on great ones. We are obliged to become vaguely poetic or to take refuge in scriptural
reminiscences. Welcome as one of the family, said Mrs. Honeyurch, waving her hand at the furniture. This is indeed a
joyous day. I feel sure that you will make our dear Lucy happy. They passed into the sunlight. Cecil
watched them cross the terrace and descend out of sight by the steps. They would descend. He knew their ways. past
the shrubbery and past the tennis lawn and the dolly beded until they reached the kitchen garden, and there in the
presence of the potatoes and the peas, the great event would be discussed. Smiling indulgently, he lit a cigarette
and rehearsed the events that had led to such a happy conclusion. He had known Lucy for several years, but only as a
commonplace girl who happened to be musical. He could still remember his depression that afternoon at Rome when
she and her terrible cousin fell on him out of the blue and demanded to be taken to St. Peter's. That day she had seemed
a typical tourist, shrill, crude, and gaunt with travel. But Italy worked some marvel in her. It gave her light, and
which he held more precious, it gave her shadow. Soon he detected in her a wonderful reticence. She was like a
woman of Leonardo da Vinci's whom we love not so much for herself as for the things that she will not tell us. The
things are assuredly not of this life. No woman of Leonardo could have anything so vulgar as a story. She did develop
most wonderfully day by day. So it happened that from patronizing civility he had slowly passed, if not to passion,
at least to a profound uneasiness. already at Rome. He had hinted to her that they might be suitable for each
other. It had touched him greatly that she had not broken away at the suggestion. Her refusal had been clear
and gentle. After it, as the horrid phrase went, she had been exactly the same to him as before. 3 months later,
on the margin of Italy, among the flowerclad Alps, he had asked her again in bald traditional language. She
reminded him of a Leonardo more than ever. Her sunburnt features were shadowed by fantastic rock. At his
words, she had turned and stood between him and the light with immeasurable plains behind her. He walked home with
her unashamed, feeling not at all like a rejected suitor. The things that really mattered were unshaken. So now he had
asked her once more, and clear and gentle as ever, she had accepted him, giving no koi reasons for her delay, but
simply saying that she loved him and would do her best to make him happy. His mother, too, would be pleased. She had
counseledled the step, he must write her a long account. Glancing at his hand in case any of Freddy's chemicals had come
off on it, he moved to the writing table. There he saw, "Dear Mrs. advice, followed by many erasers. He recoiled
without reading anymore, and after a little hesitation, sat down elsewhere, and penciled a note on his knee. Then he
lit another cigarette, which did not seem quite as divine as the first, and considered what might be done to make
Windy Corner drawing room more distinctive. With that outlook, it should have been a successful room, but
the trail of Tottenham Court Road was upon it. He could almost visualize the motivans of Messer's Schulbread and
Messer's Maple arriving at the door and depositing this chair, those varnished bookcases, that writing table. The table
recalled Mrs. Honey Church's letter. He did not want to read that letter. His temptations never lay in that direction,
but he worried about it nonetheless. It was his own fault that she was discussing him with his mother. He had
wanted her support in his third attempt to win Lucy. He wanted to feel that others, no matter who they were, agreed
with him, and so he had asked their permission. Mrs. Honeyurch had been civil but obtuse in essentials, while as
for Freddy, he is only a boy, he reflected. I represent all that he despises. Why should he want me for a
brother-in-law? The honey churches were a worthy family, but he began to realize that Lucy was of another clay, and
perhaps he did not put it very definitely. He ought to introduce her into more congenial circles as soon as
possible. Mr. BB, said the maid, and the new recctor of Summer Street was shown in. He had at once started on friendly
relations, owing to Lucy's praise of him in her letters from Florence. Cecil greeted him rather critically. I've come
for tea, Mr. Vice. Do you suppose that I shall get it? I should say so. Food is the thing one does get here. Don't sit
in that chair. Young Honey Church has left a bone in it. Fee, I know, said Cecil. I know. I can't think why Mrs.
Honeyurch allows it. For Cecil considered the bone and the maple's furniture separately. He did not realize
that taken together, they kindled the room into the life that he desired. I've come for tea and for gossip. Isn't this
news? News? I don't understand you, said Cecil. News. Mr. BB, whose news was of a very different nature, prattled forward.
I met Sir Harry Otwway as I came up. I have every reason to hope that I am first in the field. He has bought
and Albert from Mr. Flack. Has he indeed? said Cecil, trying to recover himself. Into what a grotesque mistake
had he fallen? Was it likely that a clergyman and a gentleman would refer to his engagement in a manner so flippant?
But his stiffness remained, and though he asked who and Albert might be, he still thought Mr. BB rather a
bounder. Unpardonable question to have stopped a week at Windy Corner and not to have met and Albert, the semi-
detached villas that have been run up opposite the church. I'll set Mrs. Honey Church after you. I'm shockingly stupid
over local affairs, said the young man languidly. I can't even remember the difference between a parish council and
a local government board. Perhaps there is no difference, or perhaps those aren't the right names. I only go into
the country to see my friends and to enjoy the scenery. It is very remiss of me. Italy and London are the only places
where I don't feel to exist on sufference. Mr. BB distressed at this heavy reception of and Albert
determined to shift the subject. Let me see, Mr. Vice, I forget. What is your profession? I have no profession, said
Cecil. It is another example of my decadence. My attitude, quite an indefensible one, is that so long as I
am no trouble to anyone, I have a right to do as I like. I know I ought to be getting money out of people or devoting
myself to things I don't care a straw about, but somehow I've not been able to begin. You are very fortunate, said Mr.
BB. It is a wonderful opportunity, the possession of leisure. His voice was rather parochial, but he did not quite
see his way to answering naturally. He felt, as all who have regular occupation must feel, that others should have it
also. I am glad that you approve. I dare face the healthy person, for example, Freddy Honey Church. Oh, Freddy's a good
sort, isn't he? Admirable, the sort who has made England what she is. Cecil wondered at himself. Why, on this day,
of all others, was he so hopelessly contrary? He tried to get right by inquiring effusively after Mr. BB's
mother, an old lady for whom he had no particular regard. Then he flattered the clergyman, praised his
liberal-mindedness, his enlightened attitude towards philosophy and science. Where are the others? said Mr. BB at
last. I insist on extracting tea before evening service. I suppose, and never told them you were
I quite agree. At present, she has none. At present, I'm not cynical. I'm only thinking of my pet theory about Miss
Honey Church. Does it seem reasonable that she should play so wonderfully and live so quietly? I suspect that one day
she will be wonderful in both. The watertight compartments in her will break down, and music and life will
mingle. Then we shall have her heroically good, heroically bad, too heroic perhaps, to be good or bad. Cecil
found his companion interesting. And at present, you think her not wonderful as far as life goes? Well, I must say I've
only seen her at Tundbridge Wells, where she was not wonderful, and at Florence. Since I came to Summer Street, she has
been away. You saw her, didn't you? At Rome and in the Alps. Oh, I forgot. Of course, you knew her before. No, she
wasn't wonderful in Florence either, but I kept on expecting that she would be. In what way? Conversation had become
agreeable to them, and they were pacing up and down the terrace. I could as easily tell you what tune she'll play
next. There was simply the sense that she had found wings and meant to use them. I can show you a beautiful picture
in my Italian diary. Miss Honeyurch as a kite. Miss Bartlett holding the string. Picture number two. The string breaks.
The sketch was in his diary, but it had been made afterwards when he viewed things artistically. At the time he had
given surreptitious tugs to the string himself, but the string never broke. No, I mightn't have seen Miss Honeyurch
rise, but I should certainly have heard Miss Bartlett fall. "It has broken now," said the young man in low, vibrating
tones. Immediately he realized that of all the conceited, ludicrous, contemptable ways of announcing an
engagement, this was the worst. He cursed his love of metaphor. Had he suggested that he was a star and that
Lucy was soaring up to reach him? Broken? What do you mean? I meant, said Cecil stiffly, that she is going to
marry me. The clergyman was conscious of some bitter disappointment which he could not keep out of his voice. I am
sorry. I must apologize. I had no idea you were intimate with her, or I should never have talked in this flippant,
superficial way. Mr. Vice, you ought to have stopped me. And down the garden he saw Lucy herself. Yes, he was
disappointed. Cecil, who naturally preferred congratulations to apologies, drew down his mouth at the corners. Was
this the reception his action would get from the world? Of course, he despised the world as a whole. Every thoughtful
man should. It is almost a test of refinement. But he was sensitive to the successive particles of it which he
encountered. Occasionally he could be quite crude. I am sorry I have given you a shock, he said dryly. I fear that
Lucy's choice does not meet with your approval. Not that, but you ought to have stopped me. I know Miss Honeyurch
only a little as time goes. Perhaps I oughtn't to have discussed her so freely with anyone. Certainly not with you. You
are conscious of having said something indiscreet. Mr. BB pulled himself together. Really, Mr. vice had the art
of placing one in the most tiresome positions. He was driven to use the prerogatives of his profession. No, I
have said nothing indiscreet. I foresaw at Florence that her quiet, uneventful childhood must end, and it has ended. I
realized dimly enough that she might take some momentous step. She has taken it. She has learned. You will let me
talk freely as I have begun freely. She has learned what it is to love. The greatest lesson some people will tell
you that our earthly life provides. It was now time for him to wave his hat at the approaching trio. He did not omit to
do so. She has learned through you, and if his voice was still clerical, it was now also sincere. Let it be your care
that her knowledge is profitable to her. Gratzier taunt, said Cecil, who did not like Parsons. Have you heard? shouted
Mrs. Honey Church as she toiled up the sloping garden. Oh, Mr. BB, have you heard the news? Freddy, now full of
geniality, whistled the wedding march. Youth seldom criticizes the accomplished fact. Indeed, I have, he cried. He
looked at Lucy. In her presence, he could not act the parson any longer. At all events, not without apology. Mrs.
Honey church, I'm going to do what I am always supposed to do, but generally I'm too shy. I want to invoke every kind of
blessing on them, grave and gay, great and small. I want them all their lives to be supremely good and supremely happy
as husband and wife, as father and mother. And now I want my tea. You only asked for it just in time, the lady
retorted. How dare you be serious at Windy Corner? He took his tone from her. There was no more heavy beneficence, no
more attempts to dignify the situation with poetry or the scriptures. None of them dared or was able to be serious
anymore. An engagement is so potent a thing that sooner or later it reduces all who speak of it to this state of
cheerful awe. Away from it, in the solitude of their rooms, Mr. BB and even Freddy might again be critical. But in
its presence and in the presence of each other, they were sincerely hilarious. It has a strange power, for it compels not
only the lips, but the very heart. The chief parallel to compare one great thing with another is the power over us
of a temple of some alien creed. Standing outside, we deride or oppose it, or at the most feel sentimental.
Inside, though the saints and gods are not ours, we become true believers. in case any true believer should be
present. So it was that after the gropings and the misgivings of the afternoon, they pulled themselves
together and settled down to a very pleasant tea party. If they were hypocrites, they did not know it, and
their hypocrisy had every chance of setting and of becoming true. And putting down each plate as if it were a
wedding present, stimulated them greatly. They could not lag behind that smile of hers, which she gave them air,
she kicked the drawing room door. Mr. BB churupted. Freddy was at his wittiest, referring to Cecil as the fiasco
familyhonored pun on fiance. Mrs. Honey Church, amusing and portly, promised well as a mother-in-law. As for Lucy and
Cecil, for whom the temple had been built, they also joined in the merry ritual, but waited, as earnest
worshippers should, for the disclosure of some holier shrine of joy. A few days after the engagement was announced, Mrs.
Honey Church made Lucy and her fiasco come to a little garden party in the neighborhood, for naturally she wanted
to show people that her daughter was marrying a presentable man. Cecil was more than presentable. He looked
distinguished, and it was very pleasant to see his slim figure keeping step with Lucy and his long fair face responding
when Lucy spoke to him. People congratulated Mrs. honey church, which is, I believe, a social blunder, but it
pleased her, and she introduced Cecil rather indiscriminately to some stuffy dowaggers. At tea, a misfortune took
place. A cup of coffee was upset over Lucy's figured silk, and though Lucy feigned indifference, her mother feigned
nothing of the sort, but dragged her indoors to have the frock treated by a sympathetic maid. They were gone some
time, and Cecil was left with the dowaggers. When they returned, he was not as pleasant as he had been. "Do you
go to much of this sort of thing?" he asked when they were driving home. "Oh, now and then," said Lucy, who had rather
enjoyed herself. "Is it typical of country society?" "I suppose so, mother, would
it be? Plenty of society," said Mrs. Honey Church, who was trying to remember the hang of one of the dresses. Seeing
that her thoughts were elsewhere, Cecil bent towards Lucy and said, "To me it seemed perfectly appalling, disastrous,
portentous. I am so sorry that you were stranded. Not that, but the congratulations. It is so disgusting the
way an engagement is regarded as public property, a kind of waste place where every outsider may shoot his vulgar
sentiment. All those old women smirking. One has to go through it. I suppose they won't notice us so much
next time. But my point is that their whole attitude is wrong. An engagement, horrid word in the first place, is a
private matter and should be treated as such. Yet the smirking old women, however wrong individually, were
racially correct. The spirit of the generations had smiled through them, rejoicing in the engagement of Cecil and
Lucy, because it promised the continuence of life on Earth. To Cecil and Lucy, it promised something quite
different. Personal love. Hence Cecil's irritation and Lucy's belief that his irritation was just. How tiresome, she
said. Couldn't you have escaped to tennis? I don't play tennis, at least not in public. The neighborhood is
deprived of the romance of me being athletic. Such romance as I have is that of the
engalato ital. You know the proverb? She did not. Nor did it seem applicable to a young
man who had spent a quiet winter in Rome with his mother. But Cecil, since his engagement, had taken to effect a
cosmopolitan naughtiness which he was far from possessing. Well, said he, I cannot help
it if they do disapprove of me. There are certain irreovable barriers between myself and them, and I must accept them.
We all have our limitations, I suppose, said Wise Lucy. Sometimes they are forced on us though, said Cecil, who saw
from her remark that she did not quite understand his position. How it makes a difference, doesn't it? Whether we fully
fence ourselves in, or whether we are fenced out by the barriers of others. She thought a moment, and agreed
that it did make a difference. Difference? Cried Mrs. Honey church suddenly alert. I don't see any
difference. Fences are fences especially when they are in the same place. We were speaking of motives said
Cecil on whom the interruption Jared. My dear Cecil look here. She spread out her knees and perched her card case on her
lap. This is me. That's windy corner. The rest of the pattern is the other people. Motives are all very well, but
the fence comes here. We weren't talking of real fences, said Lucy, laughing. Oh, I see, dear poetry. She lent placidly
back. Cecil wondered why Lucy had been amused. I tell you who has no fences, as you call them, she said, and that's Mr.
BB. A parson fenceless would mean a parson defenseless. Lucy was slow to follow
what people said, but quick enough to detect what they meant. She missed Cecil's epig, but grasped the feeling
that prompted it. "Don't you like Mr. B?" she asked thoughtfully. I never said so, he cried.
I consider him far above the average. I only denied, and he swept off on the subject of fences again, and was
brilliant. Now, a clergyman that I do hate, said she, wanting to say something sympathetic, a clergyman that does have
fences, and the most dreadful ones, is Mr. Eager, the English chaplain at Florence. He was truly
insincere, not merely the manner unfortunate. He was a snob and so conceited, and he did say such unkind
things. What sort of things? There was an old man at the Bertoini whom he said had murdered his
wife. Perhaps he had. No. Why, no, he was such a nice old man, I'm sure. Cecil laughed at her feminine
inconsequence. Well, I did try to sift the thing. Mr. Eager would never come to the
point. He prefers it vague, said the old man had practically murdered his wife, had murdered her in the sight of God.
Hush, dear, said Mrs. Honey Church absently. But isn't it intolerable that a person whom we're told to imitate
should go round spreading slander? It was, I believe, chiefly owing to him that the old man was dropped. People
pretended he was vulgar, but he certainly wasn't that. Poor old man. What was his name?
Harris, said Lucy glibly. Let's hope that Mrs. Harris there weren't no such person, said her mother. Cecil nodded
intelligently. Isn't Mr. Eager a parson of the cultured type? He asked. I don't know. I hate him. I've heard him lecture
on Jotto. I hate him. Nothing can hide a petty nature. I hate him. My goodness gracious me, child, said Mrs. Honey
Church. You'll blow my head off. Whatever is there to shout over. I forbid you and Cecil to hate any more
clergymen. He smiled. There was indeed something rather inongruous in Lucy's moral outburst over
Mr. Eager. It was as if one should see the Leonardo on the ceiling of the cyine. He longed to hint to her that not
here lay her vocation that a woman's power and charm reside in mystery, not in muscular rant, but possibly rant is a
sign of vitality. It mars the beautiful creature but shows that she is alive. After a moment he contemplated her
flushed face and excited gestures with a certain approval. He forbore to repress the sources of youth. Nature simplest of
topics he thought lay around them. He praised the pinewoods, the deep lasts of bracken, the crimson leaves that spotted
the hurt bushes, the serviceable beauty of the turnpike road. The outdoor world was not very familiar to him, and
occasionally he went wrong in a question of fact. Mrs. Honeyurch's mouth twitched when he spoke of the perpetual green of
the larch. I count myself a lucky person, he concluded. When I'm in London, I feel I could never live out of
it. When I'm in the country, I feel the same about the country. After all, I do believe that birds and trees and the sky
are the most wonderful things in life, and that the people who live amongst them must be the best. It's true that in
nine cases out of 10, they don't seem to notice anything. The country gentlemen and the country laborer are each in
their way the most depressing of companions. Yet they may have a tacit sympathy with the workings of nature
which is denied to us of the town. Do you feel that Mrs. Honeyurch Mrs. Honey Church started and
smiled. She had not been attending. Cecil, who was rather crushed on the front seat of the Victoria, felt
irritable and determined not to say anything interesting again. Lucy had not attended either. Her brow was wrinkled,
and she still looked furiously cross. The result, he concluded, of too much moral gymnastics.
It was sad to see her thus blind to the beauties of an august wood. "Come down, oh maid, from yonder mountain height,"
he quoted and touched her knee with his own. She flushed again and said, "What height? Come down, O maid, from y
mountain height. What pleasure lives in height?" The shepherd sang in height and in the splendor of
the hills. Let us take Mrs. Honeyurch's advice and hate clergymen no more. What's this place? Summer Street, of
course, said Lucy, and roused herself. The woods had opened to leave space for a sloping triangular meadow. Pretty
cottages lined it on two sides, and the upper and third side was occupied by a new stone church, expensively simple, a
charming shingled spire. Mr. BB's house was near the church. In height, it scarcely exceeded the
cottages. Some great mansions were at hand, but they were hidden in the trees. The scene suggested a Swiss Alp rather
than the shrine and center of a leisured world and was marred only by two ugly little villas. The villas that had
competed with Cecil's engagement, having been acquired by Sir Harry Otwway the very afternoon that Lucy had been
acquired by Cecil. was the name of one of these villas, Albert of the other. These titles were not only picked
out in shaded Gothic on the garden gates, but appeared a second time on the porches, where they followed the
semi-ircular curve of the entrance arch in block capitals. Albert was inhabited. His tortured garden was
bright with geraniums and loilas and polished shells. His little windows were chastely suathed in Nottingham lace.
was to let three notice boards belonging to Dorking agents lulled on her fence and announced the
notsurprising fact. Her paths were already weedy. Her pocket handkerchief of a lawn was yellow with dandelions.
The place is ruined, said the ladies mechanically. Summer Street will never be the same
again. As the carriage passed, Sissy's door opened, and a gentleman came out of her. "Stop!" cried Mrs. Honeyurch,
touching the coachman with her parasol. "Here's Sir Harry. Now we shall know. Sir Harry, pull those things down at
once. Sir Harry Otwway, who need not be described, came to the carriage and said, "Mrs. Honey Church, I meant to. I
can't. I really can't turn out Miss Flack. Am I not always right? She ought to have gone before the contract was
signed. Does she still live rent-free as she did in her nephew's time? But what can I do? He lowered his
voice. An old lady so very vulgar and almost bedridden. Turn her out, said Cecil bravely. Sir Harry sighed and
looked at the villas mournfully. He had had full warning of Mr. Flax's intentions and might have
bought the plot before building commenced, but he was apathetic and dilatory. He had known Summer Street for
so many years that he could not imagine it being spoiled. Not till Mrs. Flack had laid the foundation stone, and the
apparition of red and cream brick began to rise did he take alarm. He called on Mr. Flack, the local builder, a most
reasonable and respectful man, who agreed that tiles would have made more artistic roof, but pointed out that
slates were cheaper. He ventured to differ, however, about the Corinthian columns, which were to cling like
leeches to the frames of the bow windows, saying that for his part he liked to relieve the facade by a bit of
decoration. Sir Harry hinted that a column, if possible, should be structural as well as decorative. Mr.
Flack replied that all the columns had been ordered, adding, and all the capitals different, one with dragons in
the foliage, another approaching to the Ionian style, another introducing Mrs. Flax initials, everyone
different, for he had read his Ruskin. He built his villas according to his desire, and not until he had inserted an
immovable ant of them did Sir Harry buy. This feutal and unprofitable transaction filled the night with sadness, as he
lent on Mrs. Honeyurch's carriage. He had failed in his duties to the countryside, and the countryside was
laughing at him as well. He had spent money, and yet Summer Street was spoiled as much as ever. All he could do now was
to find a desirable tenant for someone really desirable. The rent is absurdly low, he told them. And perhaps
I am an easy landlord. But it is such an awkward size. It is too large for the peasant class and too small for anyone
the least like ourselves. Cecil had been hesitating whether he should despise the villas or
despise Sir Harry for despising them. The latter impulse seemed the more fruitful. "You ought to find a tenant at
once," he said maliciously. "It would be a perfect paradise for a bank clerk." Exactly, said Sir Harry
excitedly. That is exactly what I fear, Mr. Vice. It will attract the wrong type of people. The train service has
improved. A fatal improvement to my mind. And what are five miles from a station in these days of
bicycles? Rather a strenuous clerk it would be, said Lucy. Cecil, who had his full share of meaty evil
mischievousness, replied that the physique of the lower middle classes was improving at a most appalling rate. She
saw that he was laughing at their harmless neighbor and roused herself to stop him.
"Sir," she exclaimed, "I have an idea. How would you like spinsters?" My dear Lucy, it would be splendid. Do
you know any such? Yes, I met them abroad. Gentle women, he asked tentatively. Yes, indeed, and at the
present moment homeless. I heard from them last week. Miss Teresa and Miss Catherine Allen. I'm really not joking.
They are quite the right people. Mr. BB knows them, too. May I tell them to write to you? Indeed, you may, he cried.
Here we are with the difficulty solved already. How delightful it is. Extra facilities. Please tell them they shall
have extra facilities, for I shall have no agents fees. Oh, the agents, the appalling people they have sent me. One
woman, when I wrote a tactful letter, you know, asking her to explain her social position to me, replied that she
would pay the rent in advance, as if one cares about that, and several references I took up were most
unsatisfactory, people swindlers, or not respectable. And oh, the deceit. I have seen a good deal of the seem side this
last week. The deceit of the most promising people. My dear Lucy, the deceit. She nodded. My advice, put in
Mrs. Honey Church, is to have nothing to do with Lucy and her decayed gentle women at all. I know the type. preserve
me from people who have seen better days, and bring heirlooms with them that make the house smell stuffy. It's a sad
thing, but I'd far rather let to someone who is going up in the world than to someone who has come down. I think I
follow you, said Sir Harry. But it is, as you say, a very sad thing. The Mrs. Alan aren't that cried Lucy. Yes, they
are, said Cecil. I haven't met them, but I should say they were a highly unsuitable addition to the
neighborhood. Don't listen to him, Sir Harry. He's tiresome. It's I who am tiresome, he replied. I ought to come
with my troubles to young people, but really I am so worried, and Lady Otwway will only say that I cannot be too
careful, which is quite true, but no real help. Then may I write to my Mrs. Allen, please? But his eye wavered when
Mrs. Honeyurch exclaimed, "Beware! They are certain to have canaries. Sir Harry, beware of canaries.
They spit the seed out through the bars of the cages and then the mice come. Beware of women
altogether. Only let to a man. Really? He murmured gallantly, though he saw the wisdom of her remark. Men don't gossip
over teacups. If they get drunk, there's an end of them. They lie down comfortably and sleep it off. If they're
vulgar, they somehow keep it to themselves. It doesn't spread so. Give me a man. Of course, provided he's
clean. Sir Harry blushed. Neither he nor Cecil enjoyed these open compliments to their sex. Even the exclusion of the
dirty did not leave them much distinction. He suggested that Mrs. Honey Church, if she had time, should
descend from the carriage and inspect for herself. She was delighted. Nature had intended her to be poor and
to live in such a house. Domestic arrangements always attracted her, especially when they were on a small
scale. Cecil pulled Lucy back as she followed her mother. Mrs. Honey Church, he said, "What if we two walk home and
leave you?" "Certainly," was her cordial reply. Sir Harry likewise seemed almost too glad to
get rid of them. He beamed at them knowingly said, "Aha, young people, young people." And then hastened to
unlock the house. Hopeless vulgarian, exclaimed Cecil, almost before they were out of
earshot. Oh, Cecil, I can't help it. It would be wrong not to loathe that man. He isn't clever, but really he is
nice. No, Lucy. He stands for all that is bad in country life. In London he would keep his place. He would belong to
a brainless club and his wife would give brainless dinner parties. But down here he acts the little god with his
gentility and his patronage and his sham aesthetics. And everyone, even your mother, is taken in. All that you say is
quite true, said Lucy, though she felt discouraged. I wonder whether whether it matters so very much. It matters
supremely. Sir Harry is the essence of that garden party. Oh goodness, how cross I feel.
How I do hope he'll get some vulgar tenant in that villa. Some woman so really vulgar that he'll notice it.
Gentle folks with his bald head and retreating chin. But let's forget him. This Lucy
was glad enough to do. If Cecil disliked Sir Harry Otwway and Mr. BB, what guarantee was there that the people who
really mattered to her would escape? For instance, Freddy. Freddy was neither clever nor subtle nor beautiful, and
what prevented Cecil from saying any minute, "It would be wrong not to loathe Freddy." And what would she reply?
further than Freddy. She did not go, but he gave her anxiety enough. She could only assure herself that Cecil had known
Freddy some time, and that they had always got on pleasantly, except perhaps during the last few days, which was an
accident perhaps. "Which way shall we go?" she asked him. Nature, simplest of topics, she thought, was around them.
Summer Street lay deep in the woods, and she had stopped where a footpath diverged from the high road. Are there
two ways? Perhaps the road is more sensible, as we're got up smart. I'd rather go through the wood,
said Cecil, with that subdued irritation that she had noticed in him all the afternoon. Why is it, Lucy, that you
always say the road? Do you know that you have never once been with me in the fields or the woods since we were
engaged? Haven't I? the wood, then said Lucy, startled at his queerness, but pretty sure that he would explain later,
it was not his habit to leave her in doubt as to his meaning. She led the way into the whispering pines, and sure
enough, he did explain before they had gone a dozen yards. I had got an idea, I dare say wrongly, that you feel more at
home with me in a room. A room, she echoed, hopelessly bewildered. Yes. Or at the most in a
garden or on a road. Never in the real country like this. Oh, Cecil, whatever do you mean. I have never felt anything
of the sort. You talk as if I was a kind of poetous sort of person. I don't know that you
aren't. I connect you with a view, a certain type of view. Why shouldn't you connect me with a room? She reflected a
moment and then said, laughing. Do you know that you're right? I do. I must be a poetist after all. When I think of
you, it's always as in a room. How funny. To her surprise, he seemed annoyed. A drawing room? Prey. With no
view. Yes, with no view. I fancy. Why not? I'd rather, he said reproachfully, that you connected me with the open air.
She said again. Oh, Cecil, whatever do you mean? As no explanation was forthcoming, she shook off the subject
as too difficult for a girl, and led him further into the wood, pausing every now and then at some particularly beautiful
or familiar combination of the trees. She had known the wood between Summer Street and Windy Corner ever since she
could walk alone. She had played at losing Freddy in it when Freddy was a purple-faced baby, and though she had
been to Italy, it had lost none of its charm. Presently they came to a little clearing among the pines, another tiny
green alp, solitary this time, and holding in its bosom a shallow pool. She exclaimed, "The sacred lake. Why do you
call it that? I can't remember why. I suppose it comes out of some book. It's only a puddle now, but you see that
stream going through it. Well, a good deal of water comes down after heavy rains and can't get away at once, and
the pool becomes quite large and beautiful. Then Freddy used to bathe there. He is very fond of it. And you?
He meant, "Are you fond of it?" But she answered dreily. I bathed here too, till I was found out. Then there was a row.
At another time he might have been shocked, for he had depths of prudishness within him, but now with his
momentary cult of the fresh air, he was delighted at her admirable simplicity. He looked at her as she stood by the
pool's edge. She was got up smart, as she phrased it, and she reminded him of some brilliant flower that has no leaves
of its own, but blooms abruptly out of a world of green. Who found you out? Charlotte, she murmured. She was
stopping with us. Charlotte, Charlotte, poor girl. She smiled gravely. A certain scheme from which hitherto he had shrunk
now appeared practical. Lucy, yes, I suppose we ought to be going, was her reply. Lucy, I want
to ask something of you that I have never asked before. At the serious note in his
voice, she stepped frankly and kindly towards him. What, Cecil? Hitherto. Not even that day on the lawn
when you agreed to marry me. He became self-conscious and kept glancing round to see if they were observed. His
courage had gone. Yes, up to now I have never kissed you. She was as scarlet as if he had put the thing most
indelicately. No more you have, she stammered. Then I ask you, may I now? Of course you may,
Cecil. You might before. I can't run at you. You know, at that supreme moment, he was conscious of nothing but
absurdities. Her reply was inadequate. She gave such a businesslike lift to her veil. As he approached her, he found
time to wish that he could recoil. As he touched her, his gold ponne became dislodged and was flattened between
them. Such was the embrace. He considered with truth that it had been a failure. Passion should believe itself
irresistible. It should forget civility and consideration and all the other curses
of a refined nature. Above all, it should never ask for leave where there is a right of way. Why could he not do
as any laborer or navi, nay, as any young man behind the counter would have done? He recast the scene. Lucy was
standing flowerike by the water. He rushed up and took her in his arms. She rebuked him, permitted him, and revered
him ever after for his manliness. For he believed that women revere men for their manliness. They left the pool in silence
after this one salutation. He waited for her to make some remark which should show him her
inmost thoughts. At last she spoke and with fitting gravity Emerson was the name, not
Harris. What name? The old man's. What old man? That old man I told you about. The one Mr. Eager was so unkind to. He
could not know that this was the most intimate conversation they had ever had. Chapter 10. Cecil as a humorist. The
society out of which Cecil proposed to rescue Lucy was perhaps no very splendid affair. Yet it was more splendid than
her antecedence entitled her to. Her father, a prosperous local solicitor, had built Windy Corner, as a speculation
at the time the district was opening up, and falling in love with his own creation, had ended by living there
himself. Soon after his marriage, the social atmosphere began to alter. Other houses were built on the brow of that
steep southern slope and others again among the pine trees behind and northward on the chalk barrier of the
downs. Most of these houses were larger than Windy Corner and were filled by people who came not from the district
but from London and who mistook the honey churches for the remnants of an indigenous aristocracy.
He was inclined to be frightened, but his wife accepted the situation without either pride or humility. I cannot think
what people are doing, she would say. But it is extremely fortunate for the children. She called everywhere. Her
calls were returned with enthusiasm, and by the time people found out that she was not exactly of their malu, they
liked her, and it did not seem to matter. When Mr. Honey Church died, he had the satisfaction, which few honest
solicitors despise, of leaving his family rooted in the best society obtainable, the best obtainable.
Certainly, many of the immigrants were rather dull, and Lucy realized this more vividly since her return from Italy.
Hitherto she had accepted their ideals without questioning, their kindly affluence, their inexplossive religion,
their dislike of paper bags, orange peel, and broken bottles. A radical out and out, she learned to speak with
horror of suburbia. Life, so far as she troubled to conceive it, was a circle of rich, pleasant people with identical
interests and identical foes. In this circle, one thought, married, and died. Outside it were poverty and vulgarity
forever trying to enter, just as the London fog tries to enter the pinewoods pouring through the gaps in the northern
hills. But in Italy, where anyone who chooses may warm himself in equality, as in the sun, this conception of life
vanished. Her senses expanded. She felt that there was no one whom she might not get to like, that social barriers were
irreovable, doubtless, but not particularly high. You jump over them just as you jump into a peasant's
oliveyard in the Aenines, and he is glad to see you. She returned with new eyes. So did Cecil, but Italy had quickened
Cecil not to tolerance but to irritation. He saw that the local society was narrow, but instead of
saying, "Does that very much matter?" he rebelled and tried to substitute for it the society he called broad.
He did not realize that Lucy had consecrated her environment by the thousand little civilities that create a
tenderness in time, and that though her eyes saw its defects, her heart refused to despise it entirely. Nor did he
realize a more important point, that if she was too great for the society, she was too great for all society, and had
reached the stage where personal intercourse would alone satisfy her. A rebel she was, but not of the kind he
understood, a rebel who desired, not a wider dwelling room, but equality beside the man she loved. for Italy was
offering her the most priceless of all possessions, her own soul. Playing Bumble Puppy with Mini BB, niece to the
recctor, and age 13, an ancient and most honorable game which consists in striking tennis balls high into the air
so that they fall over the net and immodderately bounce. Some hit Mrs. Honeyurch, others are lost. The sentence
is confused, but the better illustrates Lucy's state of mind, for she was trying to talk to Mr. BB at the same time. Oh,
it has been such a nuisance. First he, then they, no one knowing what they wanted, and everyone so tiresome. But
they really are coming now, said Mr. BB. I wrote to Mr. Risa a few days ago. She was wondering how often the butcher
called, and my reply of once a month must have impressed her favorably. They are coming. I heard from them this
morning. I shall hate those Miss Allens. Mrs. Honey Church, cried, just because their old and silly ones expected to
say, "How sweet. I hate there if but an poor Lucy serve her right worn
to a shadow. Mr. BB watched the shadow springing and shouting over the tennis court. Cecil was absent. One did not
play Bumble Puppy when he was there. Well, if they are coming. No, Minnie, not Saturn. Saturn was a tennis ball
whose skin was partially unsewn. When in motion, his orb was encircled by a ring. If they are coming,
Sir Harry will let them move in before the 29th, and he will cross out the claws about whitewashing the ceilings
because it made them nervous and put in the fairear and tear wand. That doesn't count. I told you not Saturn. Saturn's
all right for Bumble Puppy, cried Freddy, joining them. Minnie, don't you listen to her. Saturn doesn't
bounce. Saturn bounces enough. No, he doesn't. Well, he bounces better than the beautiful white
devil. Hush, dear, said Mrs. Honey church. But look at Lucy complaining of Saturn and all the times got the
beautiful white devil in her hand, ready to plug it in. That's right, Minnie. Go for her. Get her over the shins with the
racket. Get her over the shins. Lucy fell. The beautiful white devil rolled from her hand. Mr. BB
picked it up and said, "The name of this ball is Victoria Corbona, please." But his correction passed
unheeded. Freddy possessed to a high degree the power of lashing little girls to fury, and in half a minute he had
transformed many from a well-mannered child into a howling wilderness. Up in the house, Cecil heard them, and though
he was full of entertaining news, he did not come down to impart it in case he got
hurt. He was not a coward, and bore necessary pain as well as any man. But he hated the physical violence of the
young. How right it was. Sure enough, it ended in a cry. I wish the Miss Allens could see this, observed Mr. BBE, just
as Lucy, who was nursing the injured Minnie, was in turn lifted off her feet by her brother. Who are the Miss Allens?
Freddy panted. They have taken Villa. That wasn't the name. Here his foot slipped, and they all fell most
agreeably onto the grass. An interval elapses. Wasn't what name? asked Lucy with her brother's head in her lap. Alan
wasn't the name of the people Sir Harry's led to. Nonsense, Freddy. You know nothing about it. Nonsense
yourself. I've this minute seen him. He said to me, "Ahem honey church Freddy was an
indifferent mimic. Ahem, a hem, I have at last procured really desire rebel tenants." I said, "Ouray, old boy." and
slapped him on the back. Exactly. the Miss Allen's rather not more like
Anderson. Oh, good gracious. There isn't going to be another muddle. Mrs. Honey Church
exclaimed. Do you notice, Lucy? I'm always right. I said, don't interfere with Villa. I'm always right. I'm
quite uneasy at being always right so often. It's only another muddle of Freddy's. Freddy doesn't even know the
name of the people he pretends have taken it instead. Yes, I do. I've got it.
Emerson. What name? Emerson. I'll bet you anything you like. What a weathercock Sir Harry is," said
Lucy quietly. "I wish I had never bothered over it at all." Then she lay on her back and gazed at the cloudless
sky. Mr. B, whose opinion of her rose daily, whispered to his niece that that was the proper way to behave if any
little thing went wrong. Meanwhile, the name of the new tenants had diverted Mrs. Honey Church from the contemplation
of her own abilities. Emerson Freddy, do you know what Emersons they are? I don't know
whether there any Emersons, retorted Freddy, who was democratic. Like his sister and like most young people, he
was naturally attracted by the idea of equality, and the undeniable fact that there are different kinds of Emersons
annoyed him beyond measure. I trust they are the right sort of person. All right, Lucy, she was sitting up again. I see
you looking down your nose and thinking your mother's a snob. But there is a right sort and a wrong sort, and its
affictation to pretend there isn't. Emerson's a common enough name, Lucy remarked. She was gazing
sideways, seated on a promontory herself. She could see the pineclad promontories descending one beyond
another into the wield. The further one descended the garden, the more glorious was this lateral view. I was merely
going to remark, Freddy, that I trusted they were no relations of Emerson the philosopher, a most trying man. Pray,
does that satisfy you? Oh yes, he grumbled. And you will be satisfied, too, for their friends of Cecil. though
elaborate irony. You and the other country families will be able to call in perfect safety. Cecil exclaimed Lucy.
Don't be rude, dear, said his mother placidly. Lucy, don't screech. It's a new bad habit you're getting
into. But has Cecil friends of Cecil, he repeated. And so really desire rebel. Ahem honey church I have just
telegraphed to them. She got up from the grass. It was hard on Lucy. Mr. BB sympathized with her very much. While
she believed that her snub about the Miss Allens came from Sir Harry Otwway, she had borne it like a good girl. She
might well screech when she heard that it came partly from her lover. Mr. Vice was a tease, something worse than a
tease. He took a malicious pleasure in thwarting people. The clergyman, knowing this, looked at Miss Honey Church with
more than his usual kindness. When she exclaimed, "But Cecil's Emersons, they can't possibly be the same ones. There
is that. He did not consider that the exclamation was strange, but saw in it an opportunity of diverting the
conversation while she recovered her composure. He diverted it as follows. The Emersons who were at Florence. Do
you mean? No, I don't suppose it will prove to be them. It is probably a long cry from them to friends of Mr. Vice.
Oh, Mrs. Honey Church, the oddest people, the queerest people. For our part, we liked them, didn't
we? He appealed to Lucy. There was a great scene over some violets. They picked violets and filled all the vases
in the room of these very Miss Allens, who have failed to come to Villa. Poor little ladies.
so shocked and so pleased. It used to be one of Miss Catherine's great stories. My dear sister loves flowers, it began.
They found the whole room a mass of blue vases and jugs and the story ends with so ungentlemanly and yet so beautiful.
It is all very difficult. Yes, I always connect those Florentine Emersons with violets. Fiasco's done you this time,
remarked Freddy, not seeing that his sister's face was very red. She could not recover
herself. Mr. BB saw it and continued to divert the conversation. These particular Emersons
consisted of a father and a son. the son a goodly if not a good young man not a fool I fancy but very immature pessimism
etc. Our special joy was the father such a sentimental darling and people declared he had murdered his wife in his
normal state Mr. BB would never have repeated such gossip, but he was trying to shelter Lucy in her little trouble.
He repeated any rubbish that came into his head. Murdered his wife, said Mrs. Honey Church. Lucy, don't desert us. Go
on playing Bumble Puppy. Really, the pension beerini must have been the oddest place. That's the second murderer
I've heard of as being there. Whatever was Charlotte doing to stop by the by. We really must ask Charlotte here
sometime. Mr. BB could recall no second murderer. He suggested that his hostess was mistaken. At the hint of opposition,
she warned. She was perfectly sure that there had been a second tourist of whom the same story had been told. The name
escaped her. What was the name? Oh, what was the name? She clasped her knees for the name. Something in the She struck
her matronly forehead. Lucy asked her brother whether Cecil was in. Oh, don't go, he cried and tried to catch her by
the ankles. I must go, she said gravely. Don't be silly. You always overdo it when you play. As she left them, her
mother's shout of Harris, shivered the tranquil air, and reminded her that she had told a lie and had never put it
right. Such a senseless lie, too. Yet it shattered her nerves and made her connect these Emersons, friends of
Cecils, with a pair of nondescript tourists. Hitherto truth had come to her naturally. She saw that for the future
she must be more vigilant and be absolutely truthful. Well, at all events she must not tell lies. She hurried up
the garden, still flushed with shame. A word from Cecil would soothe her. She was sure.
"Cecil." "Hello," he called and lent out of the smoking room window. "He seemed in high spirits. I was hoping you'd
come. I heard you all bear gardening, but there's better fun up here. I even I have won a great victory for the comic
muse. George Meredith's right. The cause of comedy and the cause of truth are really the same. And I even I have found
tenants for the distressful villa. Don't be angry. Don't be angry. You'll forgive me when you hear it all. He
looked very attractive when his face was bright, and he dispelled her ridiculous forboings at once. "I have heard," she
said. "Freddy has told us, "Naughty Cecil. I suppose I must forgive you. Just think of all the trouble I took for
nothing. Certainly the Miss Allens are a little tiresome, and I'd rather have nice friends of yours. But you oughtn't
to tease one so friends of mine. He laughed. But Lucy, the whole joke is to come, come here. But she remained
standing where she was. Do you know where I met these desirable tenants? in the National Gallery when I was up to
see my mother last week. "What an odd place to meet people," she said nervously. "I don't quite
understand. In the Umbrean room, "Absolute strangers. They were admiring Luca
Senorelli, of course, quite stupidly. However, we got talking and they refreshed me not a little. They had been
to Italy, but Cecil proceeded hilariously. In the course of conversation, they said that they wanted
a country cottage, the father to live there, the son to run down for weekends. I thought, what a chance of scoring off
Sir Harry. and I took their address and a London reference. Found they weren't actual blards. It was great sport. And
wrote to him making out. Cecil, no, it's not fair. I've probably met them before. He bore her down. Perfectly fair.
Anything is fair that punishes a snob. That old man will do the neighborhood a world of good. Sir Harry is too
disgusting with his decayed gentle women. I meant to read him a lesson sometime. No, Lucy, the classes ought to
mix, and before long you'll agree with me. There ought to be intermarriage, all sorts of things. I
believe in democracy. No, you don't. She snapped. You don't know what the word
means. He stared at her and felt again that she had failed to be Leonardesque. No, you don't. Her face
was in artistic, that of a peeish Verago. It isn't fair, Cecil. I blame you. I blame you very much indeed. You
had no business to undo my work about the Miss Allens and make me look ridiculous. You call it scoring off Sir
Harry, but do you realize that it is all at my expense? I consider it most disloyal of you. She left him. Temper,
he thought, raising his eyebrows. No, it was worse than temper. Snobbishness. As long as Lucy thought that his own
smart friends were supplanting the Miss Allens, she had not minded. He perceived that these new tenants might be of value
educationally. He would tolerate the father and draw out the son who was silent. In the interests of the comic
muse and of truth, he would bring them to Windy Corner. Chapter 11. In Mrs. Vice wellappointed flat, the comic muse,
though able to look after her own interests, did not disdain the assistance of Mr.
Vice. His idea of bringing the Emersons to Windy Corner struck her as decidedly good, and she carried through the
negotiations without a hitch. Sir Harry Otwway signed the agreement, met Mr. Emerson, who was duly disillusioned. The
Miss Allens were duly offended and wrote a dignified letter to Lucy, whom they held responsible for the failure. Mr. BB
planned pleasant moments for the newcomers, and told Mrs. Honey Church that Freddy must call on them as soon as
they arrived. Indeed, so ample was the muse's equipment that she permitted Mr. Harris, never a very robust criminal to
droop his head, to be forgotten, and to die. Lucy, to descend from bright heaven to earth, whereon there are shadows,
because there are hills. Lucy was at first plunged into despair, but settled after a little thought that it did not
matter the very least. Now that she was engaged, the Emersons would scarcely insult her and were welcome into the
neighborhood, and Cecil was welcome to bring whom he would into the neighborhood. Therefore, Cecil was
welcome to bring the Emersons into the neighborhood. But, as I say, this took a little thinking, and so illogical are
girls. The event remained rather greater and rather more dreadful than it should have done. She was glad that a visit to
Mrs. Vice now fell due. The tenants moved into Villa while she was safe in the London flat. "Cecil, Cecil,
darling," she whispered the evening she arrived and crept into his arms. Cecil too became demonstrative.
He saw that the needful fire had been kindled in Lucy. At last she longed for attention as a woman should and looked
up to him because he was a man. So you do love me, little thing, he murmured. Oh, Ceil, I do. I do. I don't know what
I should do without you. Several days passed. Then she had a letter from Miss Bartlett. A coolness had sprung up
between the two cousins, and they had not corresponded since they parted in August. The coolness dated from what
Charlotte would call the flight to Rome, and in Rome it had increased amazingly, for the companion, who is merely
uncongenial in the medieval world becomes exasperating in the classical. Charlotte, unselfish in the forum, would
have tried a sweeter temper than Lucy's, and once in the baths of Caracala, they had doubted whether they could continue
their tour. Lucy had said she would join the Vices. Mrs. Vice was an acquaintance of her mother, so there was no impropriy
in the plan, and Miss Bartlett had replied that she was quite used to being abandoned suddenly. Finally, nothing
happened, but the coolness remained, and for Lucy was even increased when she opened the letter and read as follows.
It had been forwarded from Windy Corner. Tonbridge Wells,
September, Dearest Lucia, I have news of you at last. Miss Lavish has been bicycling in your parts,
but was not sure whether a call would be welcome. Puncturing her tire near Summer Street, and it being mended, while she
sat very wobiggone in that pretty churchyard, she saw to her astonishment a door open opposite and the younger
Emerson man come out. He said his father had just taken the house. He said he did not know that you lived in the
neighborhood. He never suggested giving Eleanor a cup of tea. Dear Lucy, I am much worried, and I advise you to make a
clean breast of his past behavior to your mother, Freddy, and Mr. Vice, who will forbid him to enter the house, etc.
That was a great misfortune, and I dare say you have told them already. Mr. Vice is so sensitive. I remember how I used
to get on his nerves at Rome. I am very sorry about it all, and should not feel easy unless I warned you. Believe me,
your anxious and loving cousin, Charlotte. Lucy was much annoyed and replied as follows. Vichum
Mansions SW. Dear Charlotte, many thanks for your warning. When Mr. Emerson forgot himself
on the mountain, you made me promise not to tell mother because you said she would blame you for not being always
with me. I have kept that promise and cannot possibly tell her now. I have said both to her and Cecil that I met
the Emersons at Florence and that they are respectable people, which I do think, and the reason that he offered
Miss Lavish no tea was probably that he had none himself. She should have tried at the rectory. I cannot begin making a
fuss at this stage. You must see that it would be too absurd. If the Emersons heard I had complained of them, they
would think themselves of importance, which is exactly what they are not. I like the old father and look forward to
seeing him again. As for the son, I am sorry for him when we meet rather than for myself. They are known to Cecil who
is very well and spoke of you the other day. We expect to be married in January. Miss Lavish cannot have told you much
about me, for I am not at Windy Corner at all, but here. Please do not put private outside your envelope again. No
one opens my letters. yours affectionately. Secrecy has this disadvantage. We lose the sense of
proportion. We cannot tell whether our secret is important or not. Were Lucy and her cousin closeted with a great
thing which would destroy Cecil's life if he discovered it, or with a little thing which he would laugh at? Miss
Bartlett suggested the former. Perhaps she was right. It had become a great thing now. Left to herself, Lucy would
have told her mother and her lover ingenuously, and it would have remained a little thing. Emerson, not Harris. It
was only that a few weeks ago. She tried to tell Cecil even now when they were laughing about some beautiful lady who
had smitten his heart at school, but her body behaved so ridiculously that she stopped. She and her secret stayed 10
days longer in the deserted metropolis, visiting the scenes they were to know so well later on. It did her no harm, Cecil
thought, to learn the framework of society, while society itself was absent on the golf links or the moors. The
weather was cool, and it did her no harm. In spite of the season, Mrs. Vice managed to scrape together a dinner
party consisting entirely of the grandchildren of famous people. The food was poor, but the talk had a witty
weariness that impressed the girl. One was tired of everything, it seemed. One launched into enthusiasms, only to
collapse gracefully, and pick oneself up amid sympathetic laughter. In this atmosphere, the pension Balini and Windy
Corner appeared equally crude, and Lucy saw that her London career would estrange her a little from all that she
had loved in the past. The grandchildren asked her to play the piano. She played Schuman, now some Beethoven, called
Cecil, when the quarrelless beauty of the music had died. She shook her head and played Schuman again. The melody
rose unprofitably magical. It broke. It was resumed broken, not marching once from the cradle to the grave. The
sadness of the incomplete, the sadness that is often life, but should never be art, throbbed in its disjected phrases,
and made the nerves of the audience throb. Not thus had she played on the little draped piano at the
Bertoini, and too much Schuman was not the remark that Mr. BB had passed to himself when she returned. When the
guests were gone, and Lucy had gone to bed, Mrs. Vice paced up and down the drawing room, discussing her little
party with her son. Mrs. Vice was a nice woman, but her personality, like many and others, had been swamped by London,
for it needs a strong head to live among many people. The too vast orb of her fate had crushed her, and she had seen
too many seasons, too many cities, too many men for her abilities. And even with Cecil, she was mechanical and
behaved as if he was not one son, but so to speak, a filial crowd. "Make Lucy one of us," she said, looking round
intelligently at the end of each sentence, and straining her lips apart until she spoke again. "Lucy is becoming
wonderful, wonderful. Her music always was wonderful. Yes, but she is purging off
the honey church taint, most excellent honey churches. But you know what I mean. She is not always quoting servants
or asking one how the pudding is made. Italy has done it. Perhaps, she murmured, thinking of the museum that
represented Italy to her. It is just possible. Cecil, mind you marry her next January. She is one of us already. But
her music, he exclaimed, the style of her, how she kept to Schuman when, like an idiot, I wanted Beethoven. Schumann
was right for this evening. Schumann was the thing. Do you know, mother? I shall have our children educated just like
Lucy. Bring them up among honest country folks for freshness. Send them to Italy for subtlety and then not till then let
them come to London. I don't believe in these London educations. He broke off remembering that he had had one himself
and concluded at all events not for women. Make her one of us," repeated Mrs. Vice, and processed to bed. As she
was dozing off, a cry, the cry of nightmare, rang from Lucy's room. Lucy could ring for the maid if she liked,
but Mrs. Vice thought it kind to go herself. She found the girl sitting upright with her hand on her cheek. "I
am so sorry, Mrs. Vice. It is these dreams, bad dreams, just dreams. The elder lady
smiled and kissed her, saying very distinctly, "You should have heard us talking about you, dear. He admires you
more than ever. Dream of that." Lucy returned the kiss, still covering one cheek with her hand. Mrs. Vice recessed
to bed. Cecil, whom the cry had not awoke, snored. Darkness enveloped the flat.
Chapter 12. It was a Saturday afternoon, gay and brilliant after abundant rains, and the spirit of youth dwelt in it,
though the season was now autumn. All that was gracious triumphed. As the motorc cars passed through summer
street, they raised only a little dust, and their stench was soon dispersed by the wind and replaced by the scent of
the wet birches or of the pines. Mr. BB, at leisure for life's amenities, lent over his rectory gate. Freddy lent by
him, smoking a pendant pipe. Suppose we go and hinder those new people opposite for a little.
Me, they might amuse you. Freddy, whom his fellow creatures never amused, suggested that the new people might be
feeling a bit busy, and so on, since they had only just moved in. I suggested we should hinder them, said Mr. B. They
are worth it. Unlatching the gate, he sauntered over the triangular green to Villa. "Hello," he cried, shouting
in at the open door, through which much squallow was visible. A grave voice replied,
"Hello, I've brought someone to see you. I'll be down in a minute." The passage was blocked by a wardrobe which the
removal men had failed to carry up the stairs. Mr. BB edged round it with difficulty. The sitting room itself was
blocked with books. Are these people great readers? Freddy whispered. Are they that sort? I fancy they know how to
read. A rare accomplishment. What have they got? Byron. Exactly. A Shropshshire lad. Never heard
of it. The way of all flesh. Never heard of it. Gibbon. Hello, dear George reads German. Um um Schopenhau Nietze. And so
we go on. Well, I suppose your generation knows its own business, honeyurch, look at that, said Freddy in
aruck tones. On the corners of the wardrobe, the hand of an amateur had painted this inscription. Mistrust all
enterprises that require new clothes. I know, isn't it jolly? I like that. I'm certain that's the old man's doing. How
very odd of him. Surely you agree. But Freddy was his mother's son, and felt that one ought not to go on spoiling the
furniture. Pictures, the clergymen continued, scrambling about the room. Jotto, they got that at Florence. I'll
be bound the same as Lucy's got. Oh, by the by. Did Miss Honey Church enjoy London? She came back
yesterday. I suppose she had a good time. Yes, very, said Freddy, taking up a book. She and Cecil are thicker than
ever. That's good hearing. I wish I wasn't such a fool, Mr. BB. Mr. B ignored the remark. Lucy used to be
nearly as stupid as I am, but it'll be very different now. Mother thinks she will read all kinds of
books. So, will you only medical books, not books that you can talk about afterwards?
Cecil is teaching Lucy Italian and he says her playing is wonderful. There are all kinds of things in it that we have
never noticed. Cecil says, "What on earth are those people doing upstairs?" Emerson, we think we'll come
another time. George ran downstairs and pushed them into the room without speaking. Let me introduce Mr. Honey
Church, a neighbor. Then Freddy hurled one of the thunderbolts of youth. Perhaps he was
shy. Perhaps he was friendly. Or perhaps he thought that George's face wanted washing. At all events he greeted him
with, "How' you do? Come and have a bathe." "Oh, all right," said George, impassive. Mr. BB was highly
entertained. How do you do? How do you do? Come and have a bathe. He chuckled. That's the best conversational opening
I've ever heard. But I'm afraid it will only act between men. Can you picture a lady who has been introduced to another
lady by a third lady opening civilities with, "How do you do? come and have a bathe, and yet you will tell me that the
sexes are equal. I tell you that they shall be, said Mr. Emerson, who had been slowly descending the stairs. Good
afternoon, Mr. BB. I tell you, they shall be comrades, and George thinks the same. We are to raise ladies to our
level, the clergyman inquired. The Garden of Eden, pursued Mr. Emerson, still descending. Which you place in the
past, is really yet to come. We shall enter it when we no longer despise our bodies," Mr. B disclaimed, placing the
Garden of Eden anywhere. In this, not in other things. We men are ahead. We despise the body less than women do. But
not until we are comrades shall we enter the garden. I say, what about this bathe? murmured Freddy, appalled at the
mass of philosophy that was approaching him. I believed in a return to nature once. But how can we return to nature
when we have never been with her? Today I believe that we must discover nature. After many conquests we shall attain
simplicity. It is our heritage. Let me introduce Mr. Honey Church whose sister you will remember at
Florence. How do you do? Very glad to see you and that you are taking George for a bathe. Very glad to hear that your
sister is going to marry. Marriage is a duty. I am sure that she will be happy, for we know Mr. Vice, too. He has been
most kind. He met us by chance in the National Gallery and arranged everything about this delightful house. Though I
hope I have not vexed Sir Harry Otwway, I have met so few liberal land owners, and I was anxious to compare his
attitude towards the game laws with a conservative attitude. Ah, this wind. You do well to bathe. Yours is a
glorious country, honeyurch. Not a bit, mumbled Freddy. I must, that is to say, I have to have the
pleasure of calling on you later on. My mother says, I hope. Call my lad who taught us that drawing room twaddle.
Call on your grandmother. Listen to the wind among the pines. Yours is a glorious country.
Mr. BB came to the rescue. Mr. Emerson. He will call. I shall call. You or your son will return our calls before 10 days
have elapsed. I trust that you have realized about the 10 days interval. It does not count that I helped you with
the stairs yesterday. It does not count that they are going to bathe this afternoon. Yes, go and bathe. George,
why do you doawle talking? Bring them back to tea. Bring back some milk, cakes, honey. The change will do you
good. George has been working very hard at his office. I can't believe he's well. George bowed his head, dusty and
somber, exhaling the peculiar smell of one who has handled furniture. "Do you really want this
bathe?" Freddy asked him. "It is only a pond, don't you know? I dare say you are used to something better." "Yes, I have
said yes already." Mr. BBE felt bound to assist his young friend and led the way out of the house and into the
pinewoods. How glorious it was. For a little time the voice of old Mr. Emerson pursued them, dispensing good wishes and
philosophy. It ceased, and they only heard the fair wind blowing the bracken and the trees. Mr. BBE, who could be
silent, but who could not bear silence, was compelled to chatter, since the expedition looked like a failure, and
neither of his companions would utter a word. He spoke of Florence. George attended gravely, asing
or dissenting with slight but determined gestures that were as inexplicable as the motions of the treetops above their
heads. And what a coincidence that you should meet Mr. Vice. Did you realize that you would find all the pension
Bertoini down here? I did not. Miss Lavish told me. When I was a young man, I always meant to write a history of
coincidence. No enthusiasm. Though as a matter of fact, coincidences are much rarer than we suppose. For
example, it isn't purely coincidentally that you are here now when one comes to reflect. To his relief, George began to
talk. It is I have reflected. It is fate. Everything is fate. We are flung together by fate, drawn apart by fate,
flung together, drawn apart. The 12 winds blow us, we settle nothing. You have not reflected at all,
wrapped the clergyman. Let me give you a useful tip, Emerson. Attribute nothing to fate. Don't say I didn't do this for
you did it 10 to one. Now I'll cross question you. Where did you first meet Miss Honey Church and
myself? Italy. And where did you meet Mr. Vice who is going to marry Miss Honeyurch? National
Gallery. Looking at Italian art. There you are. And yet you talk of coincidence and fate. You naturally seek out things
Italian, and so do we and our friends. This narrows the field immeasurably we meet again in it. It is fate that I am
here, persisted George. But you can call it Italy if it makes you less unhappy. Mr. BB slid away from such
heavy treatment of the subject, but he was infinitely tolerant of the young, and had no desire to snub George. And
so, for this, and for other reasons, my history of coincidence is still to write. Silence. Wishing to round off the
episode, he added, "We are all so glad that you have come." Silence. Here we are, called Freddy. Oh,
good, exclaimed Mr. BB, mopping his brow. In there's the pond. I wish it was bigger, he added
apologetically. They climbed down a slippery bank of pine needles. There lay the pond set in its little alp of green,
only a pond, but large enough to contain the human body and pure enough to reflect the sky. On account of the
rains, the waters had flooded the surrounding grass, which showed like a beautiful emerald path, tempting these
feet towards the central pool. "It's distinctly successful as pawns go," said Mr. BBE, no apologies are necessary for
the pond. George sat down where the ground was dry and dreily unlaced his boots.
Aren't those masses of willow herbs splendid? I love willow herb in seed. What's the name of this aromatic plant?
No one knew or seemed to care. These abrupt changes of vegetation, this little sponges tract of water plants,
and on either side of it, all the growths are tough or brittle. Heather bracken hurts
pines. Very charming, very charming, "Mr. B, aren't you bathing?" called Freddy as he stripped himself. Mr. B
thought he was not. Water's wonderful," cried Freddy, prancing in. "Water's water!" murmured George, wetting his
hair first, a sure sign of apathy. He followed Freddy into the divine, as indifferent as if he were a
statue, and the pond a pale of soap suds. It was necessary to use his muscles. It was necessary to keep clean.
Mr. BB watched them and watched the seeds of the willow herb dance corically above their heads. "A pushu, a pushu, a
pushu," went Freddy, swimming for two strokes in either direction, and then becoming involved in reeds or mud. "Is
it worth it?" asked the other, Michelangelooded margin. The bank broke away and he fell into the pool before he
had weighed the question properly. He poof. I've swallowed a polywog, Mr. BB. Waters wonderful. Waters simply ripping.
Water's not so bad, said George, reappearing from his plunge and sputtering at the sun. Waters wonderful,
Mr. BB do a pushu cuff. Mr. BB, who was hot and who always acquiesced where possible,
looked around him. He could detect no parishioners except the pine trees, rising up steeply on all sides, and
gesturing to each other against the blue. How glorious it was. The world of motorcars and rural Deans receded
ineitably. Water, sky, evergreens, a wind. These things not even the seasons can touch, and surely they lie beyond
the intrusion of man. I may as well wash too. And soon his garments made a third little pile on the sword, and he too
asserted the wonder of the water. It was ordinary water, nor was there very much of it, and as Freddy said, it reminded
one of swimming in a salad. The three gentlemen rotated in the pool, breast high, after the fashion of the nymphs in
gutter damarong, but either because the rains had given a freshness, or because the sun was shedding a most glorious
heat, or because two of the gentlemen were young in years, and the third young in spirit. For some reason, or other a
change came over them, and they forgot Italy, and botany, and fate. They began to play. Mr. BB and Freddy splashed each
other a little differentially. They splashed George. He was quiet. They feared they had offended him. Then all
the forces of youth burst out. He smiled, flung himself at them, splashed them, ducked them, kicked them, muddied
them, and drove them out of the pool. Race you round it then," cried Freddy, and they raced in the sunshine, and
George took a shortcut and dirted his shins, and had to bathe a second time. Then Mr. BB consented to run, a
memorable sight. They ran to get dry. They bathed to get cool. They played at being Indians in the willow herbs and in
the bracken. They bathed to get clean. And all the time three little bundles lay discreetly on the sword proclaiming,
"No, we are what matters. Without us shall no enterprise begin. To us shall all flesh turn in the end." "A try, a
try!" yelled Freddy, snatching up George's bundle and placing it beside an imaginary goalpost.
Soccer rules, George retorted, scattering Freddy's bundle with a kick. Goal, goal, pass. Take care my watch,
cried Mr. BB. Clothes flew in all directions. Take care my hat. No, that's enough, Freddy. Dress now. No, I say.
But the two young men were delirious. Away they twinkled into the trees. Freddy with a clerical waste coat
under his arm. George with a wide awake hat on his dripping hair. That'll do, shouted Mr. BB, remembering that after
all he was in his own parish. Then his voice changed as if every pine tree was a rural dean. E steady on. I see people
coming. You fellows yells and widening circles over the dappled earth. E ladies. Neither George nor Freddy was
truly refined. Still, they did not hear Mr. BB's last warning, or they would have
avoided Mrs. Honey Church, Cecil and Lucy, who were walking down to call on old Mrs. Butterworth. Freddy dropped the
waste coat at their feet, and dashed into some bracken. George hooped in their faces, turned and scud away down
the path to the pond, still clad in Mr. BB's hat. "Gracious alive!" cried Mrs. Honey Church. Whoever were those
unfortunate people. Oh dears, look away. And poor Mr. BB too. Whatever has happened, come this way immediately,
commanded Cecil, who always felt that he must lead women, though he knew not wither, and protect them, though he knew
not against what. He led them now towards the bracken where Freddy sat concealed. Oh, poor Mr. BB. Was that his
waist coat we left in the path? Cecil Mr. BB's waste coat. No business of ours, said Cecil,
glancing at Lucy, who was all parasol and evidently minded. I fancy Mr. BB jumped back into the
pond. This way, please, Mrs. Honey Church. This way, they followed him up the bank, attempting the tense yet
nonchalant expression that is suitable for ladies on such occasions. Well, I can't help it, said a
voice close ahead, and Freddy reared a freckled face and a pair of snowy shoulders out of the fronds. I can't be
trotten on, can I? Good gracious me, dear. So it's you. What miserable management, why not have a comfortable
bath at home with hot and cold laid on. Look here, mother. A fellow must wash, and a fellow's got to dry. And if
another fellow dear, no doubt you're right as usual, but you are in no position to argue. Kou
Lucy. They turned. Oh, look. Don't look. Oh, poor Mr. B. How unfortunate again. For Mr. BBE was just crawling out of the
pond, on whose surface garments of an intimate nature did float, while George, the worldweary George, shouted to Freddy
that he had hooked a fish. "And me, I've swallowed one," answered he of the bracken. "I swallowed a polivoc. It
rigleth in my tummy. I shall die. Emerson, you beast, you've got on my bags. Hush, deers, said Mrs. Honeyurch,
who found it impossible to remain shocked. And do be sure you dry yourselves thoroughly first. All these
colds come of not drying thoroughly. Mother, do come away, said Lucy. Oh, for goodness sake, do come.
Hello!" cried George, so that again the lady stopped. He regarded himself as dressed, barefoot, bare-chested,
radiant, and personable against the shadowy woods. He called, "Hello, Miss Honey Church. Hello. Bow, Lucy. Better
bow. Whoever is it, I shall bow. Miss Honey Church bowed. That evening and all that night the water ran away. On the
tomorrow the pool had shrunk to its old size and lost its glory. It had been a call to the blood and to the relaxed
will, a passing benediction whose influence did not pass. A holiness, a spell, a momentary chalice for youth.
Chapter 13. how Miss Bartlett's boiler was so tiresome. How often had Lucy rehearsed this bow this interview, but
she had always rehearsed them indoors, and with certain accessories, which surely we have a
right to assume, who could foretell that she and George would meet in the route of a
civilization, amidst an army of coats and collars, and boots that lay wounded over the sunlit earth. She had imagined
a young Mr. Emerson who might be shy or morbid or indifferent or fertively impeded. She was prepared for all of
these, but she had never imagined one who would be happy and greet her with the shout of the morning star. Indoors
herself, partaking of tea with old Mrs. Butterworth, she reflected that it is impossible to foretell the future with
any degree of accuracy, that it is impossible to rehearse life. A fault in the scenery, a
face in the audience, an eruption of the audience onto the stage, and all our carefully planned gestures mean nothing
or mean too much. I will bow, she had thought. I will not shake hands with him. That will be just the proper thing.
She had bowed. But to whom? To gods, to heroes, to the nonsense of school girls. She had bowed across the rubbish that
cumbers the world. So ran her thoughts. While her faculties were busy with Cecil. It was another of those dreadful
engagement calls. Mrs. Butterworth had wanted to see him, and he did not want to be seen. He did not want to hear
about hydrangeas, why they changed their color at the seaside. He did not want to join the sea. O when cross, he was
always elaborate, and made long, clever answers where yes or no would have done. Lucy soothed him and tinkered at the
conversation in a way that promised well for their married peace. No one is perfect, and surely it is wiser to
discover the imperfections before wedlock. Miss Bartlett indeed, though not in word, had taught the girl that
this our life contains nothing satisfactory. Lucy, though she disliked the teacher,
regarded the teaching as profound and applied it to her lover. Lucy, said her mother, when they got home, is anything
the matter with Cecil? The question was ominous. Up till now, Mrs. Honey Church had behaved with charity and restraint.
No, I don't think so, mother. Cecil's all right. Perhaps he's tired. Lucy compromised. Perhaps Cecil was a little
tired. Because otherwise, she pulled out her bonnet pins with gathering
displeasure. Because otherwise, I cannot account for him. I do think Mrs. Butterworth is rather tiresome, if you
mean that. Cecil has told you to think so. You were devoted to her as a little girl, and nothing will describe her
goodness to you through the typhoid fever. No, it is just the same thing everywhere. Let me just put your bonnet
away, may I? Surely he could answer her civily for one half hour. Cecil has a very high standard for people, faltered
Lucy, seeing trouble ahead. It's part of his ideals. It is really that that makes him sometimes seem, "Oh, rubbish. If
high ideals make a young man rude, the sooner he gets rid of them, the better," said Mrs. Honey Church, handing her the
bonnet. "Now, mother, I've seen you cross with Mrs. Butterworth yourself." "Not in that way. At times I could ring
her neck, but not in that way. No, it is the same with Cecil all over. By the by, I never told you. I had a letter from
Charlotte while I was away in London. This attempt to divert the conversation was too pure, and Mrs. Honey Church
resented it. Since Cecil came back from London, nothing appears to please him. Whenever I speak, he
winces. I see him Lucy. It is useless to contradict me. No doubt I am neither artistic nor literary nor
intellectual nor musical. But I cannot help the drawing room
furniture. Your father bought it and we must put up with it. Will Cecil kindly remember. I I see what you mean and
certainly Ceil and too. But he does not mean to be univil. He once explained it is the things that upset him. He is
easily upset by ugly things. He is not univil to people. Is it a thing or a person when Freddy sings? You can't
expect a really musical person to enjoy comic songs as we do. Then why didn't he leave the room? Why sit wriggling and
sneering and spoiling everyone's pleasure? We mustn't be unjust to people, faltered Lucy. Something had
infeebled her, and the case for Cecil, which she had mastered so perfectly in London, would not come forth in an
effective form. The two civilizations had clashed. Cecil hinted that they might, and she was dazzled and
bewildered, as though the radiance that lies behind all civilization had blinded her eyes. Good taste and bad taste were
only catch, garments of diverse cut, and music itself dissolved to a whisper
through pine trees, where the song is not distinguishable from the comic song. She remained in much embarrassment while
Mrs. Honey Church changed her frock for dinner, and every now and then she said a word and made things no better. There
was no concealing the fact. Cecil had meant to be super sillious, and he had succeeded. And Lucy, she knew not why,
wished that the trouble could have come at any other time. Go and dress, dear. You'll be late. All right, mother. Don't
say all right and stop. Go. She obeyed, but loitered discconulately at the landing window. It faced north, so there
was little view and no view of the sky. Now, as in the winter, the pine trees hung close to her eyes. One connected
the landing window with depression. No definite problem menaced her, but she sighed to
herself, "Oh dear, what shall I do? What shall I do?" It seemed to her that everyone else was behaving very badly,
and she ought not to have mentioned Miss Bartlett's letter. She must be more careful. Her mother was rather
inquisitive and might have asked what it was about. "Oh dear, what should she do?" And then Freddy came bounding
upstairs and joined the ranks of the ill- behaved. I say those are topping people. My dear baby, how tiresome
you've been. You have no business to take them bathing in the sacred lake. It's much too public. It was all right
for you, but most awkward for everyone else. Do be more careful. You forget the place is growing half suburban. I say,
"Is anything on tomorrow week?" "Not that I know of." Then I want to ask the Emerson's up to Sunday tennis. "Oh, I
wouldn't do that, Freddy. I wouldn't do that with all this muddle." "What's wrong with the court? They won't mind a
bump or two, and I've ordered new balls." "I meant it's better not. I really mean it." He seized her by the
elbows and humorously danced her up and down the passage. She pretended not to mind, but she could have screamed with
temper. Cecil glanced at them as he proceeded to his toilet, and they impeded Mary with her brood of hot water
cans. Then Mrs. Honeyurch opened her door and said, "Lucy, what a noise you're making. I have something to say
to you. Did you say you had had a letter from Charlotte? And Freddy ran away. Yes, I really can't stop. I must dress,
too. How's Charlotte? All right, Lucy. The unfortunate girl returned. You have a bad habit of hurrying away in the
middle of one's sentences. Did Charlotte mention her boiler? Her what? Don't you remember that her boiler was to be had
out in October and her bath system cleaned out and all kinds of terrible toddings? I can't remember all
Charlotte's worries, said Lucy bitterly. I shall have enough of my own now that you are not pleased with Cecil. Mrs.
Honey Church might have flamed out. She did not. She said, "Come here, old lady. Thank you for putting away my bonnet.
Kiss me. And though nothing is perfect, Lucy felt for the moment that her mother and windy corner and the wield in the
declining sun were perfect. So the grittiness went out of life. It generally did a windy corner. At the
last minute, when the social machine was clogged hopelessly, one member or other of the
family poured in a drop of oil. Cecil despised their methods, perhaps rightly at all events. They were not his own.
Dinner was at 7. Freddy gabbled the grace, and they drew up their heavy chairs and fell to.
Fortunately, the men were hungry. Nothing untored occurred until the pudding. Then Freddy said, "Lucy, what's
Emerson like?" "I saw him in Florence," said Lucy, hoping that this would pass for a reply. "Is he the clever sort?"
"Or is he a decent chap?" "Ask Cecil." "It is Cecil who brought him here." He is a clever sort like myself, said
Cecil. Freddy looked at him doubtfully. How well did you know them at the Bertoini? asked Mrs. Honey Church. Oh,
very slightly. I mean, Charlotte knew them even less than I did. Oh, that reminds me. You never told me what
Charlotte said in her letter. One thing and another," said Lucy, wondering whether she would get through the meal
without a lie. Among other things, that an awful friend of hers had been bicycling through Summer Street,
wondered if she'd come up and see us, and mercifully didn't. "Lucy, I do call the way you talk unkind. She was a
novelist," said Lucy craftily. The remark was a happy one, for nothing roused Mrs. Honey Church so much as
literature in the hands of females. She would abandon every topic to invey against those women who, instead of
minding their houses and their children, seek notoriety by print. Her attitude was, "If books must be written, let them
be written by men." and she developed it at great length, while Cecil yawned and Freddy played it this year, next year,
now never with his plumstones, and Lucy artfully fed the flames of her mother's wrath. But soon the confflgration died
down, and the ghost began to gather in the darkness. There were too many ghosts about. The original ghost, that touch of
lips on her cheek, had surely been laid long ago. It could be nothing to her that a man had kissed her on a mountain
once, but it had begotten a spectral family, Mr. Harris, Miss Bartlett's letter, Mr. BB's memories of
violets, and one or other of these was bound to haunt her before Cecil's very eyes. It was Miss Bartlett who returned
now and with appalling vividness. I have been thinking, Lucy, of that letter of Charlotte's. How is she? I tore the
thing up. Didn't she say how she was? How does she sound? Cheerful. Oh, yes, I suppose so. No, not very cheerful, I
suppose. Then depend upon it. It is the boiler. I know myself how water prays upon one's mind. I would rather anything
else, even a misfortune with a meat, Cecil laid his hand over his eyes. So would I, asserted Freddy, backing his
mother up, backing up the spirit of her remark rather than the substance. And I have been
thinking, she added rather nervously. Surely we could squeeze Charlotte in here next week and give her
a nice holiday while the plumbers at Tumbbridge will finish. I have not seen poor Charlotte for so long. It was more
than her nerves could stand, and she could not protest violently after her mother's goodness to her upstairs.
"Mother, no," she pleaded. "It's impossible. We can't have Charlotte on the top of the other things. We're
squeezed to death as it is. Freddy's got a friend coming Tuesday, their Cecil. And you've promised to take in Mini BB
because of a deferious scare. It simply can't be done. Nonsense. It can. If Minnie sleeps in
the bath, not otherwise. Minnie can sleep with you. I won't have her. Then if you're so selfish, Mr. Floyd must
share a room with Freddy. Miss Bartlett, Miss Bartlett, Miss Bartlett, moaned Cecil again, laying his hand over his
eyes. It's impossible, repeated Lucy. I don't want to make difficulties. But it really isn't fair
on the maids to fill up the house. So alas, the truth is, dear, you don't like Charlotte. No, I don't. And no more to
Cecil. She gets on our nerves. You haven't seen her lately, and don't realize how tiresome she can be, though
good. So please, mother, don't worry us this last summer. But spoil us by not asking her to come. Here, here, said
Cecil. Mrs. Honey, church, with more gravity than usual and with more feeling than she usually permitted herself,
replied, "This isn't very kind of you, too. You have each other and all these woods to walk in. So full of beautiful
things, and poor Charlotte has only the water turned off, and plumbers. You are young deers, and however clever young
people are, and however many books they read, they will never guess what it feels like to grow old. Cecil crumbled
his bread. I must say, cousin Charlotte was very kind to me that year I called on my bike, put in Freddy. She thanked
me for coming till I felt like such a fool, and fussed round no end to get an egg boiled for my tea just right. I
know, dear. She is kind to everyone, and yet Lucy makes this difficulty when we try to give her some little return. But
Lucy hardened her heart. It was no good being kind to Miss Bartlett. She had tried herself too often, and too
recently. One might lay up treasure in heaven by the attempt, but one enriched neither Miss Bartlett nor anyone else
upon earth. She was reduced to saying, "I can't help it, mother. I don't like Charlotte. I admit it's horrid of me.
From your own account, you told her as much." "Well, she would leave Florence so stupidly." She flurried. The ghosts
were returning. They filled Italy. They were even userping the places she had known
as a child. The sacred lake would never be the same again. And on Sunday week, something would even happen to windy
corner. How would she fight against ghosts? For a moment the visible world faded away, and memories and emotions
alone seemed real. I suppose Miss Bartlett must come since she boils eggs so well, said Cecil, who was in rather a
happier frame of mind, thanks to the admirable cooking. I didn't mean the egg was well boiled, corrected Freddy,
because in point of fact she forgot to take it off, and as a matter of fact, I don't care for eggs. I only meant how
jolly kind she seemed. Cecil frowned again. Oh, these honey churches, eggs, boilers, hydrangeas, maids, of such were
their lives compact. May me and Lucy get down from our chairs, he asked with scarcely veiled insulence. We don't want
no dessert. Chapter 14. How Lucy faced the external situation bravely. Of course, Miss Bartlett accepted. And
equally, of course, she felt sure that she would prove a nuisance and begged to be given an inferior spare room,
something with no view, anything. Her love to Lucy, and equally, of course, George Emerson could come to tennis on
the Sunday week. Lucy faced the situation bravely, though like most of us, she only faced the situation that
encompassed her. She never gazed inwards. If at times strange images rose from the depths, she put them down to
nerves. When Cecil brought the Emersons to Summer Street, it had upset her nerves. Charlotte would burnish up past
foolishness, and this might upset her nerves. She was nervous at night. When she talked to George, they met again
almost immediately at the rectory. His voice moved her deeply, and she wished to remain near him. How dreadful if she
really wished to remain near him. Of course, the wish was due to nerves which love to play such perverse tricks upon
us. Once she had suffered from things that came out of nothing and meant she didn't know what. Now Cecil had
explained psychology to her one wet afternoon, and all the troubles of youth in an unknown world could be dismissed.
It is obvious enough for the reader to conclude she loves young Emerson. A reader in Lucy's place would not find it
obvious. Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice, and we welcome nerves, or any other shibileth that will
cloak our personal desire. She loved Cecil. George made her nervous. Will the reader explain to her that the phrases
should have been reversed? But the external situation, she will face that bravely. The meeting at the rectory had
passed off well enough, standing between Mr. BB and Cecil. She had made a few tempered
illusions to Italy, and George had replied. She was anxious to show that she was not shy, and was glad that he
did not seem shy either. "A nice fellow," said Mr. B afterwards. He will work off his crudities in time. I rather
mistrust young men who slip into life gracefully. Lucy said he seems in better spirits. He laughs more. Yes, replied
the clergyman. He is waking up. That was all. But as the week wore on, more of her defenses fell, and she entertained
an image that had physical beauty. In spite of the clearest directions, Miss Bartlett contrived to
bungle her arrival. She was due at the southeastern station at Doring. Whether Mrs. Honey Church drove
to meet her, she arrived at the London and Brighton station and had to hire a cab up. No one was at home except Freddy
and his friend, who had to stop their tennis and to entertain her for a solid hour. Cecil and Lucy turned up at
4:00, and these with little mini BB, made a somewhat lubrious sex upon the upper lawn for tea. "I shall never
forgive myself," said Miss Bartlett, who kept on rising from her seat, and had to be begged by the United Company to
remain. I have upset everything. Bursting in on young people, but I insist on paying for my cabup. Grant
that at any rate, our visitors never do such dreadful things, said Lucy, while her brother, in whose memory the boiled
egg had already grown unsubstantial, exclaimed in irritable tones.
Just what I've been trying to convince cousin Charlotte of Lucy for the last half hour. I do not feel myself an
ordinary visitor, said Miss Bartlett, and looked at her frayed glove. All right, if you'd really rather. Five
shillings, and I gave a bob to the driver. Miss Bartlett looked in her purse. Only sovereigns and pennies.
Could anyone give her change? Freddy had half a quid and his friend had four half crowns. Miss Bartlett accepted their
monies and then said, "But who am I to give the sovereign to?" "Let's leave it all till mother comes back," suggested
Lucy. "No, dear. Your mother may take quite a long drive now that she is not hampered with me. We all have our little
foibless, and mine is the prompt settling of accounts. Here Freddy's friend, Mr. Floyd, made the one remark
of his that need be quoted. He offered to toss Freddy for Miss Bartlett's quit. A solution seemed in sight, and even
Cecil, who had been ostentatiously drinking his tea at the view, felt the eternal attraction of chance and turned
round. But this did not do either. Please, please. I know I am a sad spoil sport, but it would make me wretched. I
should practically be robbing the one who lost. Freddy owes me 15 shillings, interposed Cecil. So it will
work out right if you give the pound to me. 15 shillings, said Miss Bartlett dubiously. How is that, Mr. Vice?
Because don't you see Freddy paid your cab? Give me the pound and we shall avoid this deplorable gambling. Miss
Bartlett, who was poor at figures, became bewildered and rendered up the sovereign amidst the suppressed gurgles
of the other youths. For a moment Cecil was happy. He was playing at nonsense among his peers. Then he glanced at
Lucy, in whose face petty anxieties had marred the smiles. In January he would rescue his Leonardo from this stupifying
twaddle. But I don't see that, exclaimed Mini BB, who had narrowly watched the iniquitous
transaction. I don't see why Mr. Vice is to have the quidd. Because of the 15 shillings and the five, they said
solemnly. 15 shillings and five shillings make one pound, you see. But I don't see. They
tried to stifle her with cake. No, thank you. I'm done. I don't see why. Freddy, don't poke me. Miss Honey Church, your
brother's hurting me. Ow. What about Mr. Floyd's 10 shillings? Ow. No, I don't see. And I never shall see why Miss
Watts her name shouldn't pay that bob for the driver. I had forgotten the driver, said Miss Bartlett rening. Thank
you, dear, for reminding me. A shilling was it. Can anyone give me change for half a crown? I'll get it, said the
young hostess, rising with decision. Cecil, give me that sovereign. No, give me up that sovereign. I'll get Euphimia
to change it and we'll start the whole thing again from the beginning. Lucy, Lucy, what a nuisance I am, protested
Miss Bartlett and followed her across the lawn. Lucy tripped ahead, simulating hilarity. When they were out of airshot,
Miss Bartlett stopped her whales and said quite briskly, "Have you told him about him
yet?" "No, I haven't," replied Lucy, and then could have bitten her tongue for understanding so quickly what her cousin
meant. "Let me see." A sovereign's worth of silver, she escaped into the kitchen. Miss Bartlett's sudden transitions were
too uncanny. It sometimes seemed as if she planned every word she spoke or caused to be spoken, as if all this
worry about cabs and change had been a ruse to surprise the soul. No, I haven't told Cecil or
anyone, she remarked when she returned. I promised you I shouldn't. Here is your money. All shillings except two half
crowns. Would you count it? You can settle your debt nicely now. Miss Bartlett was in the drawing room, gazing
at the photograph of St. John ascending, which had been framed. How dreadful, she murmured. How more than dreadful if Mr.
Vice should come to hear of it from some other source. Oh no, Charlotte, said the girl, entering the battle. George
Emerson is all right. And what other source is there? Miss Bartlett considered, "For instance,
the driver. I saw him looking through the bushes at you. Remember, he had a violet between his
teeth." Lucy shuddered a little. We shall get the silly affair on our nerves if we aren't careful. How could a
Florentine cab driver ever get hold of Cecil? We must think of every possibility. Oh, it's all right. Or
perhaps old Mr. Emerson knows. In fact, he is certain to know. I don't care if he does. I was grateful to you for your
letter, but even if the news does get round, I think I can trust Cecil to laugh at it. To contradict it? No, to
laugh at it. But she knew in her heart that she could not trust him, for he desired her untouched. Very well, dear.
you know best. Perhaps gentlemen are different to what they were when I was young. Ladies are certainly different.
Now, Charlotte, she struck at her playfully. You kind anxious thing. What would you have me do? First you say
don't tell, and then you say tell. Which is it to be? Quick. Miss Bartlett sighed. I am no match for you in
conversation, dearest. I blush when I think how I interfered at Florence, and you so well able to look after yourself,
and so much clever in all ways than I am. You will never forgive me. Shall we go out then? They will smash all the
china if we don't, for the air rang with the shrieks of Minnie, who was being scalped with a teaspoon. Dear, one
moment. We may not have this chance for a chat again. Have you seen the young one yet? Yes, I have. What happened? We
met at the rectory. What line is he taking up? No line. He talked about Italy like any other person. It is
really all right. What advantage would he get from being a CAD? To put it bluntly, I do wish I could make you see
it my way. He really won't be any nuisance, Charlotte. Once a CAD, always a CAD. That is my poor opinion. Lucy
paused. Cecil said one day. And I thought it so profound that there are two kinds of cats, the conscious and the
subconscious. She paused again to be sure of doing justice to Cecil's profoundity. Through
the window, she saw Cecil himself turning over the pages of a novel. It was a new one from Smith's
library. Her mother must have returned from the station. Once a CAD, always a CAD, drone Miss Bartlett. What I mean by
subconscious is that Emerson lost his head. I fell into all those violets and he was silly and surprised. I don't
think we ought to blame him very much. It makes such a difference when you see a person with beautiful things behind
him unexpectedly. It really does. It makes an enormous difference. And he lost his
head. He doesn't admire me or any of that nonsense. One straw. Freddy rather likes him. and has asked him up here on
Sunday so you can judge for yourself. He has improved. He doesn't always look as if he's going to burst into tears. He is
a clerk in the general manager's office at one of the big railways, not a porter and runs down to his father for
weekends. Papa was to do with journalism but is rumatic and has retired. There now for the garden. She took hold of her
guest by the arm. Suppose we don't talk about this silly Italian business anymore. We want you to have a nice
restful visit at Windy Corner with no wording. Lucy thought this rather a good speech. The reader may have detected an
unfortunate slip in it. Whether Miss Bartlett detected the slip, one cannot say, for it is impossible to penetrate
into the minds of elderly people. She might have spoken further, but they were interrupted by the entrance of her
hostess. Explanations took place, and in the midst of them, Lucy escaped, the images throbbing a little more vividly
in her brain. Chapter 15. the disaster within. The Sunday after Miss Bartlett's arrival was a glorious day, like most of
the days of that year. In the wield, autumn approached, breaking up the green monotony of summer, touching the parks
with the gray bloom of mist, the beach trees with russet, the oak trees with gold. Up on the heights, battalions of
black pines witnessed the change, themselves unchangeable. Either country was spanned
by a cloudless sky, and in either arose the tinkle of church bells. The garden of windy corners was deserted except for
a red book, which lay sunning itself upon the gravel path. From the house came incoherent sounds as a female's
preparing for worship. The men say they won't go. Well, I don't blame them. Minnie
says need she go. Tell her no nonsense. And Mary, hook me behind. Dearest Lucia, may I trespass upon you
for a pin? For Miss Bartlett had announced that she at all events was one for church. The sun rose higher on its
journey, guided not by Fyatin, but by Apollo, competent, unswerving divine, its rays fell on the ladies whenever
they advanced towards the bedroom windows. On Mr. BB down at Summer Street as he smiled over a letter from Miss
Catherine Allen on George Emerson cleaning his father's boots and lastly to complete
the catalog of memorable things on the red book mentioned previously. The ladies move, Mr. BB moves, George moves,
and movement may engender shadow, but this book lies motionless to be caressed all the
morning by the sun and to raise its cover slightly, as though acknowledging the caress. Presently, Lucy steps out of
the drawing room window. Her new Siri's dress has been a failure and makes her look to one. At her throat is a garnet
brooch. On her finger a ring set with rubies, an engagement ring. Her eyes are bent to the wield. She frowns a little,
not in anger, but as a brave child frowns when he is trying not to cry. In all that expanse, no human eye is
looking at her. And she may frown unrebuked and measure the spaces that yet survive between Apollo and the
western hills. Lucy, Lucy, what's that book? Who's been taking a book out of the shelf and
leaving it about to spoil? It's only the library book that Cecil's been reading. But pick it up and don't stand idling
there like a flamingo. Lucy picked up the book and glanced at the title listlessly under Elijah. She no longer
read novels herself, devoting all her spare time to solid literature in the hope of catching Cecil up. It was
dreadful how little she knew, and even when she thought she knew a thing, like the Italian painters, she found she had
forgotten it. Only this morning she had confused Francesco Francia with Pierro Dela
Francesca and Cecil had said what? You aren't forgetting your Italy already. And this too had lent anxiety to her
eyes when she saluted the dear view and the dear garden in the foreground and above them scarcely conceivable
elsewhere the dear son. Lucy, have you a six pence for Minnie and a shilling for yourself? She
hastened into her mother, who was rapidly working herself into a Sunday fluster. It's a special collection. I
forget what for. I do beg. No vulgar clinking in the plate with henies. See that mini has a nice bright
six pence. Where is the child? Minnie, that book's all warped. Gracious, how plain you look. Put it under the atlas
to press. Minnie. Oh, Mrs. Honey Church from the upper regions. Minnie, don't be late. Here comes the horse. It was
always the horse, never the carriage. Where's Charlotte? Run up and hurry her. Why is she so long? She had nothing to
do. She never brings anything but blouses. Poor Charlotte. How I do detest blouses. Minnie, paganism is
infectious. More infectious than dtheria or piety. And the recctor's niece was taken to church protesting. As usual,
she didn't see why. Why shouldn't she sit in the sun with the young men? The young men who had now appeared mocked
her with ungenerous words. Mrs. Honey Church defended Orthodoxy, and in the midst of the
confusion, Miss Bartlett, dressed in the very height of the fashion, came strolling down the stairs. "Dear Marion,
I am very sorry, but I have no small change, nothing but sovereigns and half crowns. Could anyone give me
Yes, easily. Jump in. Gracious me. How smart you look. What a lovely frock. You put us all to shame. If I did not wear
my best rags and tatters now, when should I wear them, said Miss Bartlett reproachfully. She got into the Victoria
and placed herself with her back to the horse. The necessary roar ensued, and then they drove off.
Goodbye. Be good, Called out Cecil. Lucy bit her lip, for the tone was sneering. On the subject of church and so on, they
had had rather an unsatisfactory conversation. He had said that people ought to overhaul themselves, and she
did not want to overhaul herself. She did not know it was done. honest orthodoxy Cecil respected, but he always
assumed that honesty is a result of a spiritual crisis. He could not imagine it as a
natural birthright that might grow heavenward like flowers. All that he said on this subject pained her, though
he exuded tolerance from every poor. Somehow the Emersons were different. She saw the Emersons after
church. There was a line of carriages down the road, and the honey church vehicle happened to be opposite
Villa. To save time, they walked over the green to it and found father and son smoking in the garden. "Introduce me,"
said her mother. "Unless the young man considers that he knows me already, he probably did." But Lucy ignored the
sacred lake and introduced them formally. Old Mr. Emerson claimed her with much warmth and said how glad he
was that she was going to be married. She said yes, she was glad, too. And then, as Miss Bartlett and Minnie were
lingering behind with Mr. BB, she turned the conversation to a less disturbing topic and asked him how he liked his new
house. "Very much," he replied, but there was a note of offense in his voice.
She had never known him offended before. He added, "We find though that the Miss Allens were coming and that we have
turned them out. Women mind such a thing. I am very much upset about it." "I believe that there was some
misunderstanding," said Mrs. Honey Church uneasily. Our landlord was told that we should be a different type of
person, said George, who seemed disposed to carry the matter further. He thought we should be artistic. He is
disappointed. And I wonder whether we ought to write to the Miss Allens and offer to give it up. What do you think?
He appealed to Lucy. Oh, stop. Now you have come, said Lucy lightly. She must avoid censuring Cecil, for it was on
Cecil that the little episode turned, though his name was never mentioned. So George says, he says that the Miss
Allens must go to the wall. Yet it does seem so unkind. There is only a certain amount of kindness in the world, said
George, watching the sunlight flash on the panels of the passing carriages. Yes, exclaimed Mrs. Honey Church. That's
exactly what I say. Why all this twiddling and twaddling over to Miss Allen's? There is a certain amount of
kindness just as there is a certain amount of light, he continued in measured tones. We cast a shadow on
something wherever we stand and it is no good moving from place to place to save things because the shadow always
follows. Choose a place where you won't do harm. Yes, choose a place where you won't do very much harm and stand in it
for all you are worth. Facing the sunshine. Oh, Mr. Emerson, I see you're clever.
I see you're going to be clever. I hope you didn't go behaving like that to poor Freddy. George's eyes laughed. And Lucy
suspected that he and her mother would get on rather well. No, I didn't. He said he behaved that way to me. It is
his philosophy. Only he starts life with it. And I have tried the note of
interrogation first. What do you mean? No, never mind. What you mean? Don't explain. He looks forward to seeing you
this afternoon. Do you play tennis? Do you mind tennis on Sunday? George mind tennis on Sunday. George after his
education. Distinguish between Sunday. Very well. George doesn't mind tennis on Sunday. No more do I. That's settled.
Mr. Emerson, if you could come with your son, we should be so pleased. He thanked her, but the walk sounded rather far. He
could only potter about in these days. She turned to George, and then he wants to give up his
house to the Miss Allens. I know, said George, and put his arm around his father's neck. The kindness that Mr. BB
and Lucy had always known to exist in him came out suddenly, like sunlight touching a vast
landscape. A touch of the morning sun. She remembered that in all his perversities he had never spoken against
affection. Miss Bartlett approached. You know our cousin Miss Bartlett, said Mrs. Honey Church pleasantly. You met her
with my daughter in Florence. Yes indeed," said the old man, and made as if he would come out of the garden to
meet the lady. Miss Bartlett promptly got into the Victoria, thus entrenched, she emitted a formal bow. It was the
pension beerini again, the dining table with the decanters of water and wine. It was the old, old battle of the room with
the view. George did not respond to the bow. Like any boy, he blushed and was ashamed. He knew that the chaperon
remembered. He said, "I I'll come up to tennis if I can manage it." And went into the house. Perhaps anything that he
did would have pleased Lucy. But his awkwardness went straight to her heart. Men were not gods after all, but as
human and as clumsy as girls. even men might suffer from unexplained desires and need help to one of her
upbringing and of her destination. The weakness of men was a truth unfamiliar, but she had surmised
it at Florence when George threw her photographs into the river Arno. George, don't go, cried his father, who thought
it a great treat for people if his son would talk to them. George has been in such good spirits today and I am sure he
will end by coming up this afternoon. Lucy caught her cousin's eye. Something in its mute appeal made her reckless.
Yes, she said, raising her voice. I do hope he will. Then she went to the carriage and murmured. The old man
hasn't been told. I knew it was all right. Mrs. Honey Church followed her and they drove away. Satisfactory that
Mr. Emerson had not been told of the Florence Escapade. Yet Lucy's spirits should not have leapt up as if she had
cited the ramparts of heaven, satisfactory. Yet surely she greeted it with disproportionate joy. All the way
home the horse's hoof sang a tune to her. He has not told. He has not told her brain expanded the melody. He has
not told his father to whom he tells all things. It was not an exploit. He did not laugh at me when I had gone. She
raised her hand to her cheek. He does not love me. No, how terrible if he did. But he has not told. He will not tell.
She longed to shout the words. It is all right. It's a secret between us two forever. Cecil will never hear.
She was even glad that Miss Bartlett had made her promise secrecy that last dark evening at
Florence when they had knelt packing in his room. The secret, big or little, was guarded. Only three English people knew
of it in the world. Thus she interpreted her joy. She greeted Cecil with unusual radiance because she felt so safe as he
helped her out of the carriage. She said, "The Emersons have been so nice." "George Emerson has improved
enormously." "How are my proteges?" asked Cecil, who took no real interest in them, and had long since forgotten
his resolution to bring them to Windy Corner for educational purposes. proteées," she exclaimed with some
warmth. For the only relationship which Cecil conceived was feudal, that of protector and protected. He had no
glimpse of the comradeship after which the girl's soul yearned. "You shall see for yourself how your proteges are."
"George Emerson is coming up this afternoon. He is the most interesting man to talk to." only don't, she nearly
said, don't protect him. But the bell was ringing for lunch, and as often happened, Cecil had paid no great
attention to her remarks. Charm, not argument, was to be her forte. Lunch was a cheerful meal. Generally, Lucy was
depressed at meals. Someone had to be soothed. Either Cecil or Miss Bartlett, or a being not visible to the mortal
eye, a being who whispered to her soul. It will not last this cheerfulness. In January, you must go to
London to entertain the grandchildren of celebrated men. But today, she felt she had received a guarantee. Her mother
would always sit there, her brother here. The sun, though it had moved a little since the morning, would never be
hidden behind the western hills. After lunchon, they asked her to play. She had seen Glux Armide that year and played
from memory the music of the enchanted garden. The music to which Renault approaches beneath the light of an
eternal dawn. The music that never gains, never waines, but ripples forever like the tideless seas of fairyland.
Such music is not for the piano. And her audience began to get restive. and Cecil sharing the discontent called
out. Now play us the other garden, the one in Parl. She closed the instrument. Not very beautiful, said her mother's
voice, fearing that she had offended Cecil. She turned quickly round. There George was. He had crept in without
interrupting her. Oh, I had no idea, she exclaimed, getting very red. And then, without a word of greeting, she reopened
the piano. Cecil should have the parciful and anything else that he liked. Our performer has changed her
mind, said Miss Bartlett, perhaps implying she will play the music to Mr. Emerson. Lucy did not know what to do,
nor even what she wanted to do. She played a few bars of the Flower Maiden song very badly, and then she stopped.
"I vote tennis," said Freddy, disgusted at the scrappy entertainment. "Yes, so do I." Once more she closed the
unfortunate piano. "I vote you have amends for." All right. Not for me, thank you, said Cecil. I will not spoil
the set. He never realized that it may be an act of kindness and a bad player to make up a fourth. Oh, come along,
Cecil. I'm bad. Floyd's rotten. And so I dare says Emerson. George corrected him. I am not bad. One looked down one's nose
at this. Then certainly I won't play, said Cecil, while Miss Bartlett, under the impression that she was snubbing
George added. I agree with you, Mr. Vice. You had much better not play. Much better
not. Minnie, rushing in where Cecil feared to tread, announced that she would play. I shall miss every ball
anyway, so what does it matter? But Sunday intervened and stamped heavily upon the kindly suggestion. Then it will
have to be Lucy, said Mrs. Honey Church. You must fall back on Lucy. There is no other way out of it. Lucy, go and change
your frock. Lucy's Sabbath was generally of this amphibious nature. She kept it without hypocrisy in the morning and
broke it without reluctance in the afternoon. As she changed her frock, she wondered whether Cecil was sneering at
her. Really, she must overhaul herself and settle everything up before she married him. Mr. Floyd was her partner.
She liked music, but how much better tennis seemed. How much better to run about in comfortable clothes than to sit
at the piano and feel good under the arms. Once more music appeared to her, the employment of a child. George served
and surprised her by his anxiety to win. She remembered how he had sighed among the tombs at Santa Crochi because things
wouldn't fit. How after the death of that obscure Italian, he had lent over the parapet by the Arno and said to her,
"I shall want to live. I tell you, he wanted to live now, to win at tennis, to stand for all he was worth in the sun.
The sun which had begun to decline and was shining in her eyes, and he did win. Ah, how beautiful the wield looked. The
hills stood out above its radiance as Fazala stands above the Tuscan plain and the South Downs if one chose were the
mountains of Kurara. She might be forgetting her Italy, but she was noticing more things in her England. One
could play a new game with the view and try to find in its innumerable fold some town or village that would do for
Florence. Ah, how beautiful the wield looked. But now Cecil claimed her. He chanced to be in a lucid critical mood
and would not sympathize with exaltation. He had been rather a nuisance all through the tennis, for the
novel that he was reading was so bad that he was obliged to read it aloud to others. He would stroll around the
precincts of a court and call out. I say, listen to this, Lucy. Three split infinitives. Dreadful, said Lucy, and
missed her stroke. When they had finished their set, he still went on reading. There was some murder scene,
and really everyone must listen to it. Freddy and Mr. and Floyd were obliged to hunt for a lost ball in the laurels, but
the other two acquested. The scene is laid in Florence. What fun, Cecil, read away. Come, Mr. Emerson, sit down after
all your energy. She had forgiven George, as she put it, and she made a point of being pleasant to him. He
jumped over the net and sat down at her feet, asking, "You and are you tired?" "Of
course I'm not. Do you mind being beaten?" she was going to answer. "No." When it struck her that she did
mind, so she answered. "Yes," she added merrily. "I don't see you're such a splendid player, though. The light was
behind you, and it was in my eyes. I never said I was. Why you did? You didn't attend. You said, "Oh, don't go
in for accuracy at this house. We all exaggerate and we get very angry with people who don't. The scene is late in
Florence," repeated Cecil with an upward note. Lucy recollected herself. Sunset. Leonora was speeding. Lucy interrupted.
Leonora is Leonora the heroine. Who is the book by? Joseph Emory prank. Sunset. Leonora speeding across the square. Pray
the saints she might not arrive too late. Sunset. The sunset of Italy under Orana's lodia. The lodia de Lanszi as we
sometimes call it now. Lucy burst into laughter. Joseph Emory prank indeed. Why, it's Miss Lavish. It's Miss
Lavish's novel, and she's publishing it under somebody else's name. Who may Miss Lavish be? Oh, a dreadful person, Mr.
Emerson. You remember Miss Lavish? Excited by her pleasant afternoon, she clapped her hands. George
looked up. Of course I do. I saw her the day I arrived at Summer Street. It was she who told me that you lived here.
Weren't you pleased? She meant to see Miss Lavish. But when he bent down to the
grass without replying, it struck her that she could mean something else. She watched his
head, which was almost resting against her knee, and she thought that the ears were reening. No wonder the novel's bad,
she added. I never liked Miss Lavish. But I suppose one ought to read it as once met her. All modern books are bad,
said Cecil, who was annoyed at her in attention, invented his annoyance on literature. Everyone writes for money in
these days. Oh, Cecil, it is so. I will inflict Joseph Emory prank on you no longer, Cecil. This afternoon seemed
such a twittering sparrow. The ups and downs in his voice were noticeable, but they did not affect her. She had dwelt
amongst melody and movement, and her nerves refused to answer to the clang of his, leaving him to be
annoyed. She gazed at the blackhead again. She did not want to stroke it, but she saw herself wanting to stroke
it. The sensation was curious. How do you like this view of ours, Mr. Emerson? I never notice much difference in views.
What do you mean? Because they're all alike. Because all that matters in them is distance and air. H said Cecil,
uncertain whether the remark was striking or not. My father, he looked up at her and he was a little
flushed. Says that there is only one perfect view, the view of the sky straight over our heads, and that all
these views on Earth are but bungled copies of it. I expect your father has been reading
Dante, said Cecil, fingering the novel, which alone permitted him to lead the conversation. He told us another day
that views are really crowds, crowds of trees and houses and hills, and are bound to resemble each other like human
crowds, and that the power they have over us is sometimes supernatural for the same reason. Lucy's lips parted, for
a crowd is more than the people who make it up. Something gets added to it. No one knows how, just as something has got
added to those hills. He pointed with his racket to the South Downs. "What a splendid idea," she
murmured. "I shall enjoy hearing your father talk again. I'm so sorry he's not so well." "No, he isn't well. There's an
absurd account of a view in this book," said Cecil. also that men fall into two classes. Those who forget views and
those who remember them, even in small rooms. Mr. Emerson, have you any brothers or sisters? None. Why? You
spoke of us. My mother, I was meaning. Cecil closed the novel with a bang. Oh, Cecil, how you made me jump. I will
inflict Joseph Emory prank on you no longer. I can just remember us all three going into the country for the day and
seeing as far as Hindad. It is the first thing that I remember. Cecil got up. The man was ill bred. He hadn't put on his
coat after tennis he didn't do. He would have strolled away if Lucy had not stopped him. Cecil, do read the thing
about the view. Not while Mr. Emerson is here to entertain us. No, read away. I think nothing's funnier than to hear
silly things read out loud. If Mr. Emerson thinks us frivolous, he can go. This struck Cecil as subtle and pleased
him. It put their visitor in the position of a pri. Somewhat mllified, he sat down again. Mr.
Emerson, go and find tennis balls. She opened the book. Cecil must have his reading and anything else that he liked.
But her attention wandered to George's mother, who, according to Mr. Eager, had been murdered in the sight of God, and
according to her son, had seen as far as Hindad. Am I really to go? asked George. No, of course not really, she answered.
Chapter 2, said Cecil, yawning. Find me chapter 2 if it isn't bothering you. Chapter 2 was found and she glanced at
its opening sentences. She thought she had gone mad. Here, hand me the book. She heard her voice saying, "It isn't
worth reading. It's too silly to read. I never saw such rubbish. It oughtn't to be allowed to be printed." He took the
book from her. Leonora, he read sat pensive and alone. Before her lay the rich champagne of Tuscanyany,
dotted over with many a smiling village. The season was spring. Miss Lavish knew somehow, and had printed the past and
draggled pros, for Cecil to read, and for George to hear. A golden haze, he read. he
read. A far off the towers of Florence, while the bank on which she sat was carpeted with violets, all unobserved
Antonio stole up behind her. Less Cecil should see her face, she turned to George and saw his face, he
read. There came from his lips no wordy protestation such as formal lovers use. No eloquence was his, nor did he suffer
from the lack of it. He simply unfolded her in his manly arms. "This isn't the passage I wanted," he informed them.
"There is another much funnier further on." He turned over the leaves. "Should we go into tea?" said Lucy, whose voice
remained steady. She led the way up the garden. Cecil following her George last. She thought a disaster was averted. But
when they enter the shrubbery, it came. The book, as if it had not worked mischief enough, had been forgotten, and
Cecil must go back for it. And George, who loved passionately, must blunder against her
in the narrow path. "No!" she gasped and for the second time was kissed by him as if no more was possible. He slipped
back. Cecil rejoined her. They reached the upper lawn alone. Chapter 16. Lying to George, but Lucy had developed since
the spring. That is to say, she was now better able to stifle the emotions of which the conventions and the world
disapprove, though the danger was greater. She was not shaken by deep sobs. She said to
Cecil, "I am not coming into tea. Tell mother I must write some letters." And went up to her room. Then she prepared
for action. Love felt and returned. Love which our bodies exact and our hearts have
transfigured. Love which is the most real thing that we shall ever meet. Reappeared now as the world's enemy, and
she must stifle it. She sent for Miss Bartlett. The contest lay not between love and duty. Perhaps there never is
such a contest. It lay between the real and the pretended. And Lucy's first aim was to defeat herself. As her brain
clouded over as the memory of the views grew dim and the words of the book died away, she returned to her old shibilith
of nerves. She conquered her breakdown. Tampering with the truth, she forgot that the truth had ever been.
Remembering that she was engaged to Cecil, she compelled herself to confused remembrances of George. He was nothing
to her. He never had been anything. He had behaved abominably. She had never encouraged
him. The armor of falsehood is subtly wrought out of darkness and hides a man not only from others but from his own
soul. In a few moments, Lucy was equipped for battle. "Something too awful has happened," she began as soon
as her cousin arrived. "Do you know anything about Miss Lavish's novel?" Miss Bartlett looked surprised and said
that she had not read the book, nor known that it was published. Eleanor was a reticent woman
at heart. There is a scene in it, the hero and heroine make love. Do you know about that, dear? Do you know about it,
please? She repeated. They are on a hillside and Florence is in the distance. My good Lucia, I am all at
sea. I know nothing about it. Whatever. There are violets. I cannot believe it is a
coincidence. Charlotte, Charlotte, how could you have told her? I have thought before speaking. It must be you. told
her what she asked with growing agitation about that dreadful afternoon in February. Miss Bartlett was genuinely
moved. Oh, Lucy, dearest girl, she hasn't put that in her book. Lucy nodded, not so that one could recognize
it. Yes. Then never, never, never more shall Eleanor Lavish be a friend of mine. So you did tell I
did just happen when I had tea with her at Rome in the course of conversation. But Charlotte, what about
the promise you gave me when we were packing? Why did you tell Miss Lavish when you wouldn't even let me tell
mother? I will never forgive Eleanor. She has betrayed my confidence. Why did you tell her though? This is the most
serious thing. Why does anyone tell anything? The question is eternal, and it was not surprising that Miss Bartlett
should only sigh faintly in response. She had done wrong. She admitted it. She only hoped that she had not done harm.
She had told Eleanor in the strictest confidence. Lucy stamped with irritation. Cecil happened to read out
the passage aloud to me and to Mr. Emerson. It upset Mr. Emerson and he insulted me
again. Behind Cecil's back. Uggh. Is it possible that men are such brutes? Behind Cecil's back. As we were walking
up the garden, Miss Bartlett burst into self accusations and regrets. What is to be done now? Can you tell me? Oh, Lucy,
I shall never forgive myself. Never to my dying day. Fancy of your prospects. I know, said Lucy, wincing at
the word. I see now why you wanted me to tell Cecil, and what you meant by some other source. You knew that you had told
Miss Lavish, and that she was not reliable. It was Miss Bartlett's turn to WZ. However, said the girl, despising
her cousin's shiftiness. What's done? You have put me in a most awkward position. How am I to
get out of it? Miss Bartlett could not think. The days of her energy were over. She was a visitor, not a chaperone, and
a discredited visitor at that. She stood with clasped hands while the girl worked herself into the necessary rage. He must
that man must have such a setting down that he won't forget. And who's to give it him? I can't tell mother now owing to
you. Nor Cecil Charlotte owing to you. I am caught up every way. I think I shall go mad. I have no one to help me. That's
why I've sent for you. What's wanted is a man with a whip. Miss Bartlett agreed. One wanted a man with a whip.
Yes, but it's no good agreeing. What's to be done? We women go mandering on. What does a girl do when she comes
across a CAD? I always said he was a CAD, dear. Give me credit for that at all events. from the very first moment
when he said his father was having a bath. Oh, bother the credit. And who's been right or wrong? We've both made a
muddle of it. George Emerson is still down the garden there, and is he to be left
unpunished, or isn't he? I want to know. Miss Bartleta was absolutely helpless. Her own exposure had unnerved her, and
thoughts were colliding painfully in her brain. She moved feebly to the window and tried to detect the CAD's white
flannels among the laurels. You were ready enough at the Berolini when you rushed me off to Rome. Can't you speak
again to him now? Willingly would I move heaven and earth. I want something more definite, said Lucy
contemptuously. Will you speak to him? It is the least you can do. Surely, considering it all happened because you
broke your word. Never again shall Eleanor Lavish be a friend of mine. Really? Charlotte was outdoing herself.
Yes or no, please? Yes or no? It is the kind of thing that only a gentleman can settle. George Emerson was coming up the
garden with a tennis ball in his hand. "Very well," said Lucy with an angry gesture. "No one will help me. I will
speak to him myself." And immediately she realized that this was what her cousin had intended all along. "Hello,
Emerson," called Freddy from below. "Found the lost ball. Good man. Want any tea? And there was an eruption from the
house onto the terrace. Oh, Lucy, but that is brave of you. I admire you. They had gathered round George, who beckoned.
She felt over the rubbish, the sloppy thoughts, the furt of yearnings that were beginning to cumber her soul. Her
anger faded at the sight of him. Ah, the Emersons were fine people in their way. She had to subdue a rush in her blood
before saying Freddy has taken him into the dining room. The others are going down the garden. Come, let us get this
over quickly. Come, I want you in the room. Of course, Lucy, do you mind doing it? How can you ask such a ridiculous
question? Poor Lucy. She stretched out her hand. I seem to bring nothing but misfortune wherever I go. Lucy nodded.
She remembered their last evening at Florence. The packing, the candle, the shadow of Miss Bartlett's took on the
door. She was not to be trapped by Pthos a second time, eluding her cousin's caress. She led the way downstairs. "Try
the jam," Freddy was saying. The jam's jolly good. George, looking big and disheveled, was pacing up and down the
dining room. As she entered, he stopped and said, "No, nothing to eat. You go down to the others," said Lucy.
"Charlott and I will give Mr. Emerson all he wants." "Where's Mother?" She started on her Sunday writing. "She's in
the drawing room." "That's all right. You go away. He went off singing. Lucy sat down at the table. Miss Bartlett,
who was thoroughly frightened, took up a book and pretended to read. She would not be drawn into an elaborate speech.
She just said, "I can't have it, Mr. Emerson. I cannot even talk to you. Go out of this house and never come into it
again as long as I live here." flushing as she spoke and pointing to the door. I hate a row. Go, please. What? No
discussion. But I can't. She shook her head. Go, please. I do not want to call him, Mr. Vice. You don't mean, he said,
absolutely ignoring Miss Bartlett. You don't mean that you are going to marry that man? The line was
unexpected. She shrugged her shoulders as if his vulgarity wearied her. "You are merely
ridiculous," she said quietly. Then his words rose gravely over hers. "You cannot live with vice. He's
only for an acquaintance. He is for society and cultivated talk. He should know no one intimately, least of all a
woman." It was a new light on Cecil's character. Have you ever talked to Vice without feeling tired? I can scarcely
discuss. No, but have you ever? He is the sword who are all right so long as they keep to things, books, pictures,
but kill when they come to people. That's why I'll speak out through all this muddle even now. It's shocking
enough to lose you in any case. But generally, a man must deny himself joy. and I would have held back if your Cecil
had been a different person. I would never have let myself go. But I saw him first in the National Gallery when he
went because my father mispronounced the names of great painters. Then he brings us here and we find it is to play some
silly trick on a kind neighbor. That is the man all over playing tricks on people on the most sacred form of life
that he can find. Next, I meet you together and find him protecting and teaching you and your mother to be
shocked when it was for you to settle whether you were shocked or no. Cecil all over again. He dare let a woman
decide. He's the type who's kept Europe back for a thousand years. Every moment of his life, he's forming you, telling
you what's charming or amusing or laid alike, telling you what a man thinks womanly. And you, you of all women,
listen to his voice instead of to your own. So it was at the rectory when I met you both again. So it has been the whole
of this afternoon. Therefore, not therefore I kissed you because the book made me do that and I wish to goodness I
had more self-control. I'm not ashamed. I don't apologize. But it has frightened you and
you may not have noticed that I love you. Or would you have told me to go and dealt with a tremendous thing so
lightly? But therefore, therefore I settled to fight him. Lucy thought of a very good remark. You say Mr. Vice wants
me to listen to him, Mr. Emerson. Pardon me for suggesting that you have caught the habit. And he took the shoddy
reproof and touched it into immortality. He said, "Yes, I have." And sank down as if suddenly weary. I'm the
same kind of brood at bottom. This desire to govern a woman, it lies very deep and men and women must fight it
together before they shall enter the garden. But I do love you surely in a better way than he does. He thought,
"Yes, really in a better way. I want you to have your own thoughts even when I hold you in my arms." He stretched them
towards her. Lucy, be quick. There's no time for us to talk now. Come to me as you came in the spring, and afterwards I
will be gentle and explain. I have cared for you since that man died. I cannot live without you. No good, I thought.
She is marrying someone else. But I meet you again when all the world is glorious water and sun. As you
came through the wood, I saw that nothing else mattered. I called, I wanted to live and have my chance of
joy. And Mr. Vice, said Lucy, who kept commendably calm. Does he not matter that I love Cecil and shall be his wife
shortly? A detail of no importance, I suppose. But he stretched his arms over the table towards her. May I ask what
you intend to gain by this exhibition? He said it is our last chance. I shall do all that I can. And as if he had done
all else, he turned to Miss Bartlett, who sat like some poor tent against the skies of the evening. You wouldn't stop
us the second time if you understood, he said. I have been into the dark and I am going back into it unless you will try
to understand her long narrow head drove backwards and forwards as though demolishing some invisible obstacle. She
did not answer. It is being young, he said quietly, picking up his racket from the floor and preparing to go. It is
being certain that Lucy cares for me really. It is that love and youth matter intellectually. In silence, the two
women watched him. His last remark they knew was nonsense, but was he going after it or not? Would not he, the CAD,
the charlatan, attempt a more dramatic finish? No. He was apparently content.
He left them carefully closing the front door. And when they looked through the hall window, they saw him go up the
drive and begin to climb the slopes of withered fern behind the house. Their tongues were loosed, and they burst into
stealthy rejoicings. Oh, Lucia, come back here. Oh, what an awful man. Lucy had no
reaction. At least not yet. Well, he amuses me, she said. Either I'm mad or else he is. And I'm inclined to think
it's the latter. One more fuss through with you, Charlotte. Many thanks. I think though that this is the last. My
admirer will hardly trouble me again. And Miss Bartlett, too, essay the roguish. Well, it isn't everyone who
could boast such a conquest, dearest, is it? Oh, one oughten to laugh really. It might have been very serious. But you
were so sensible and brave, so unlike the girls of my day. Let's go down to them. But once in the open air, she
paused. Some emotion, pity, terror, love, but the emotion was strong, seized her, and she was aware of autumn. Summer
was ending and the evening brought her odors of decay. the more pathetic because they were
reminiscent of spring that something or other mattered intellectually. A leaf violently
agitated danced past her while other leaves lay motionless that the earth was hastening to reenter
darkness and the shadows of those trees over windy corner. Hello, Lucy. There's still light enough for another set if
you tool hurry. Mr. Emerson has had to go. What a nuisance. That spoils the four. I say, Cecil, do play do. There's
a good chap. It's Floyd's last day. Do you play tennis with us just this once? Cecil's voice
came. My dear Freddy, I am no athlete. As you well remarked this very morning, "There are some chaps who are no good
for anything but books, I plead guilty to being such a chap, and will not inflict myself on you." The scales fell
from Lucy's eyes. How had she stood Cecil for a moment? He was absolutely intolerable, and the same evening she
broke off her engagement. Chapter 17. lying to Cecil. He was bewildered. He had nothing to say. He was not even
angry, but stood with a glass of whiskey between his hands, trying to think what had led her to such a conclusion. She
had chosen the moment before bed, when, in accordance with their bajgeoa habit, she always dispensed drinks to the men.
Freddy and Mr. Floyd were sure to retire with their glasses while Cecil invariably lingered,
sipping at his while she locked up the sideboard. "I am very sorry about it," she said. "I have carefully thought
things over. We are too different. I must ask you to release me and try to forget that there ever was such a
foolish girl." It was a suitable speech, but she was more angry than sorry, and her voice showed it different. How how I
haven't had a really good education for one thing, she continued, still on her knees by the sideboard. My Italian trip
came too late, and I am forgetting all that I learned there. I shall never be able to talk to your friends or behave
as a wife of yours should. I don't understand you. You aren't like yourself. You're tired, Lucy. Tired? She
retorted kindling at once. That is exactly like you. You always think women don't mean what they say. Well, you
sound tired, as if something has worried you. What if I do? It doesn't prevent me from realizing the truth. I can't marry
you and you will thank me for saying so someday. Well, you sound tired as if something has worried you. What if I do?
It doesn't prevent me from realizing the truth. I can't marry you, and you will thank me for saying so someday. You had
that bad headache yesterday, all right? for she had exclaimed indignantly. I see it's much more than
headaches, but give me a moment's time. He closed his eyes. You must excuse me if I say stupid things, but my brain has
gone to pieces. Part of it lives 3 minutes back when I was sure that you loved me and the other part I find it
difficult. I am likely to say the wrong thing. It struck her that he was not behaving so badly and her irritation
increased. She again desired a struggle, not a discussion. To bring on the crisis, she said, "There are days when
one sees clearly, and this is one of them. Things must come to a breaking point sometime, and it happens to be
today. If you want to know, quite a little thing decided me to speak to you when you wouldn't play tennis with
Freddy. I never do play tennis, said Cecil, painfully bewildered. I never could play. I don't
understand a word you say. You can play well enough to make up a four. I thought it abominably selfish of you. No, I
can't. Well, never mind the tennis. Why couldn't you? Couldn't you have warned me if you felt anything wrong? You
talked of our wedding at lunch. At least you let me talk. I knew you wouldn't understand, said Lucy quite crossly. I
might have known there would have been these dreadful explanations. Of course, it isn't the
tennis. That was only the last straw to all I have been feeling for weeks. Surely it was better not to speak until
I felt certain. She developed this position often before. I have wondered if I was fitted for your wife, for
instance, in London. And are you fitted to be my husband? I don't think so. You don't like Freddy nor my mother. There
was always a lot against our engagement, Cecil, but all our relations seemed pleased, and we met so often, and it was
no good mentioning it until, well, until all things came to a point. They have today. I see clearly. I must speak.
That's all. I cannot think you were right, said Cecil gently. I cannot tell why, but though all that you say sounds
true, I feel that you are not treating me fairly. It's all too horrible. What's the good of a scene? No good, but surely
I have a right to hear a little more." He put down his glass and opened the window. From where she knelt, jangling
her keys, she could see a slit of darkness and peering into it as if it would tell him that little more. His
long, thoughtful face. "Don't open the window, and you'd better draw the curtain, too." "Freddy, or anyone might
be outside." He obeyed. "I really think we had better go to bed, if you don't mind. I shall only say things that will
make me unhappy afterwards. As you say, it is all too horrible, and it is no good talking. But to Cecil, now that he
was about to lose her, she seemed each moment more desirable. He looked at her instead of through her for the first
time since they were engaged. From a Leonardo she had become a living woman with mysteries and forces of her own
with qualities that even eluded art. His brain recovered from the shock and in a burst of genuine devotion he
cried. But I love you and I did think you loved me. I did not, she said. I thought I did at first. I am sorry and
ought to have refused you this last time too. He began to walk up and down the room and she grew more and more vexed at
his dignified behavior. She had counted on his being petty. It would have made things easier for her. By a cruel irony
she was drawing out all that was finest in his disposition. You don't love me evidently. I dare say you are right not
to. But it would hurt a little less if I knew why. Because a phrase came to her and she accepted it. You're the sword
who can't know anyone intimately. A horrified look came into his eyes. I don't mean exactly that, but you will
question me, though I beg you not to, and I must say something. It is that more or less. When we were only
acquaintances, you let me be myself, but now you're always protecting me. Her voice swelled. I won't be protected. I
will choose for myself what is laid alike and right. To shield me is an insult. Can't I be trusted to face the
truth? But I must get it secondhand through you. A woman's place. You despise my mother. I know you do because
she's conventional and bothers over puddings. But oh goodness, she rose to her
feet. Conventional Cecil, you're that. For you may understand beautiful things, but you don't know how to use them, and
you wrap yourself up in art and books and music, and would try to wrap up me. I won't be
stifled. Not by the most glorious music, for people are more glorious, and you hide them from me. That's why I break
off my engagement. You were all right as long as you kept to things. But when you came to people, she stopped. There was a
pause. Then Cecil said with great emotion, "It is true. True on the whole, she corrected full of some vague shame.
True every word it is a revelation. It is I. Anyhow, those are my reasons for not being your wife. He
repeated the sort that can know no one intimately. It is true. I felt a pieces the very first day we were engaged. I
behave like a cat to BB and to your brother. You are even greater than I thought. She withdrew a step. I'm not
going to worry you. You are far too good to me. I shall never forget your insight. And dear, I only blame you for
this. You might have warned me in the early stages before you felt you wouldn't marry me and so have given me a
chance to improve. I have never known you till this evening. I have just used you as a peg for my silly notions of
what a woman should be. But this evening you are a different person, new thoughts, even a new voice. What do you
mean by a new voice? She asked, seized with incontrollable anger. I mean that a new
person seems speaking through you, said he. Then she lost her balance. She cried. If you think I am in love with
someone else, you are very much mistaken. Of course, I don't think that. You are not that kind, Lucy. Oh, yes,
you do think it. It's your old idea. The idea that has kept Europe back. I mean, the idea that women are always thinking
of men. If a girl breaks off her engagement, everyone says, "Oh, she had someone else in her
mind. She hopes to get someone else. It's disgusting, brutal, as if a girl can't break it off for the sake of
freedom." He answered reverently. "I may have said that in the past. I shall never say it again. You have taught me
better." She began to reen and pretended to examine the windows again. Of course, there is no question of someone else in
this no jilting or any such nauseous stupidity. I beg your pardon most humbly if my words suggested that there was. I
only meant that there was a force in you that I hadn't known of up till now. All right, Cecil, that will do. Don't
apologize to me. It was my mistake. It is a question between ideals, yours and mine, pure abstract
ideals, and yours are the nobler. I was bound up in the old vicious notions. And all the time you were
splendid and new. His voice broke. I must actually thank you for what you have done, for showing me what I really
am. solemnly. I thank you for showing me a true woman. Will you shake hands? Of course I will, said Lucy, twisting up
her other hand in the curtains. Good night, Cecil. Goodbye. That's all right. I'm sorry about it. Thank you very much
for your gentleness. Let me light your candle, shall I? They went into the hall. Thank
you. Good night again. God bless you, Lucy. Goodbye, Cecil. She watched him steal
upstairs, while the shadows from three banisters passed over her face like the beat of wings. On the landing, he paused
strong in his renunciation, and gave her a look of memorable beauty. For all his culture,
Cecil was an aesthetic at heart, and nothing in his love became him like the leaving of it. She could never marry in
the tumult of her soul that stood firm. Cecil believed in her. She must someday believe in herself. She must be one of
the women whom she had praised so eloquently, who care for liberty and not for men.
She must forget that George loved her, that George had been thinking through her and gained her this honorable
release, that George had gone away into what was it? The darkness. She put out the lamp. It did not do to thank, nor
for the matter of that to feel. She gave up trying to understand herself and joined the vast armies of the Benited
who follow neither the heart nor the brain and march to their destiny by catch words. The armies are full of
pleasant and pious folk. But they have yielded to the only enemy that matters, the enemy within. They have sinned
against passion and truth, and vain will be their strife after virtue. As the years pass, they are censured. Their
pleasantry and their piety show cracks. Their wit becomes cynicism. Their unselfishness
hypocrisy. They feel and produce discomfort wherever they go. They have sinned against aeros and against palace
Athen. and not by any heavenly intervention, but by the ordinary course of nature. Those allied deities will be
avenged. Lucy entered this army when she pretended to George that she did not love him and pretended to Cecil that she
loved no one. The night received her as it had received Miss Bartlett 30 years before. Chapter 18. Lying to Mr. BB,
Mrs. Honey Church, Freddy and the servants. Windy corner lay not on the summit of the ridge, but a few hundred
ft down the southern slope at the springing of one of the great buttresses that supported the hill. On either side
of it was a shallow ravine filled with ferns and pine trees, and down the ravine on the left ran the highway into
the wield. Whenever Mr. BB crossed the ridge and caught sight of these noble dispositions of the earth and poised in
the middle of them windy corner. He laughed. The situation was so glorious. The house so commonplace, not
to say impertinent. The late Mr. Honey Church had affected the cube because it gave him the most accommodation for his
money, and the only addition made by his widow had been a small turret shaped like a rhinoceros horn where she could
sit in wet weather and watch the carts going up and down the road. So impertinent, and yet the house did, for
it was the home of people who loved their surroundings honestly. Other houses in the neighborhood had been
built by expensive architects. Over others their inmates had fidgeted
sedulously. Yet all these suggested the accidental, the temporary, while windy corner seemed as inevitable as an
ugliness of nature's own creation. One might laugh at the house, but one never shuddered. Mr. BBE was bicycling over
this Monday afternoon with a piece of gossip. He had heard from the Miss Allens. These admirable ladies, since
they could not go to Villa, had changed their plans. They were going to Greece instead. Since Florence did my
poor sister so much good, wrote Miss Catherine. We do not see why we should not try Athens this winter. Of course,
Athens is a plunge, and the doctor has ordered her special digestive bread. But after all, we can take that with us, and
it is only getting first into a steamer and then into a train. But is there an English church? And the letter went on
to say, "I do not expect we shall go any further than Athens, but if you knew of
a really comfortable pension at Constantinople, we should be so grateful." Lucy would enjoy this letter,
and the smile with which Mr. BB greeted Windy Corner was partly for her. She would see the fun of it, and some of its
beauty, for she must see some beauty. though she was hopeless about pictures and though she dressed so
unevenly. Oh, that s frock yesterday at church. She must see some beauty in life or she could not play the piano as she
did. He had a theory that musicians are incredibly complex and know far less than other artists what they want and
what they are. That they puzzle themselves as well as their friends. That their psychology is a modern
development and has not yet been understood. This theory, had he known it, had possibly just been illustrated
by facts. Ignorant of the events of yesterday, he was only riding over to get some tea, to see his niece, and to
observe whether Miss Honey Church saw anything beautiful in the desire of two old ladies to visit Athens. A carriage
was drawn up outside Windy Corner, and just as he caught sight of the house that started, bowled up the drive, and
stopped abruptly when it reached the main road. Therefore, it must be the horse who always expected people to walk
up the hill in case they tired him. The door opened obediently, and two men emerged whom Mr. BB recognized as Cecil
and Freddy. They were an odd couple to go driving. But he saw a trunk beside the coachman's legs. Cecil, who wore a
bowler, must be going away while Freddy a cap, was seeing him to the station. They walked rapidly, taking the
shortcuts, and reached the summit while the carriage was still pursuing the windings of the road. They shook hands
with the clergymen, but did not speak. "So, you're off for a minute, Mr. Vice?" he asked. Cecil said. Yes. While Freddy
edged away, I was coming to show you this delightful letter from those friends of Miss Honey Church, he quoted
from it. Isn't it wonderful? Isn't it romance? Most certainly they will go to Constantinople. They are taken in a
snare that cannot fail. They will end by going round the world. Cecil listened civily and said he was sure that Lucy
would be amused and interested. Isn't romance capricious? I never notice it in you young people. You do nothing but
play lawn tennis and say that romance is dead while the Miss Allens are struggling with all the weapons of
propriety against the terrible thing. A really comfortable pension at Constantinople.
So they call it out of decency, but in their hearts they want a pension with magic windows opening on
the foam of perilous seas in Fairyland for Lauren. No ordinary view will content the Miss Allens. They want the
pension keys. I'm awfully sorry to interrupt Mr. BBE, said Freddy. But have you any matches? I have, said Cecil, and
it did not escape Mr. BB's noticed that he spoke to the boy more kindly. You have never met these Miss Allens, have
you, Mr. Vice? Never. Then you don't see the wonder of this Greek visit. I haven't been to Greece myself and don't
mean to go, and I can't imagine any of my friends going. It is altogether too big for a little lot. Don't you think
so? Italy is just about as much as we can manage. Italy is heroic, but Greece is godlike or devilish. I am not sure
which, and in either case, absolutely out of our suburban focus. All right, Freddy. I am not being clever. Upon my
word, I am not. I took the idea from another fellow. And give me those matches when you've done with them. He
lit a cigarette and went on talking to the two young men. I was saying if our poor little cochnney lives must have a
background let it be Italian big enough in all conscience the ceiling of a cyine chapel for me there the contrast is just
as much as I can realize but not the parthonon not the freeze of Fidius at any
price and here comes the Victoria you're quite right said Cecil Greece This is not for our little lot. And he got in.
Freddy followed, nodding to the clergyman, whom he trusted not to be pulling one's leg really. And before
they had gone a dozen yards, he jumped out, and came running back for Vice Matchbox, which had not been returned.
As he took it, he said, "I'm so glad you only talked about books. Cecil's hard hit. Lucy won't marry him. If you'd gone
on about her as you did about them, he might have broken down. But when late last night, I must go. Perhaps they
won't want me down there. No. Go on. Goodbye. Thank goodness, exclaimed Mr. BB to himself, and struck the saddle of
his bicycle approvingly. It was the one foolish thing she ever did. Oh, what a glorious
riddance. And after a little thought, he negotiated the slope into windy corner, light of heart. The house was again, as
it ought to be, cut off forever from Cecil's pretentious world. He would find Miss Minnie down in the garden. In the
drawing room, Lucy was tinkling at a Mozart sonata. He hesitated a moment, but went down the garden as requested.
There he found a mournful company. It was a blustering day, and the wind had taken and broken the das. Mrs. Honey
Church, who looked cross, was tying them up, while Miss Bartlett, unsuitably dressed, impeded her with offers of
assistance. At a little distance stood many and the garden child, a minute
importation, each holding either end of a long piece of base. Oh, how do you do, Mr. BB? Gracious, what a mess everything
is. Look at my scarlet pompoms and the wind blowing your skirts about and the ground so hard that not a prop will
stick in and then the carriage having to go out when I had counted on having Powell who give everyone their due
dupas properly. Evidently Mrs. Honey Church was shattered. How do you do? said Miss Bartlett with a meaning
glance, as though conveying that more than Das had been broken off by the autumn gales. Here, Lenny the base,
cried Mrs. Honeyurch, the garden child, who did not know what base was, stood rooted to the path with horror. Minnie
slipped to her uncle and whispered that everyone was very disagreeable today and that it was not her fault if Dalia
strings would tear long ways instead of a cross. "Come for a walk with me," he told her. "You have worried them as much
as they can stand." "Mrs. Honey Church, I only called him aimlessly. I shall take her up to tea at the Beehive
Tavern, if I may." Oh, must you? Yes, dude. Not the scissors. Thank you, Charlotte. When both my hands are full
already, I'm perfectly certain that the orange cactus will go before I can get to it. Mr. B, who is an adept at
relieving situations, invited Miss Bartlett to accompany them to this mild festivity.
Yes, Charlotte, I don't want you to go. There's nothing to stop about for either in the house or out of it. Miss Bartlett
said that her duty lay in the Dalia bed. But when she had exasperated everyone, except Minnie by a
refusal, she turned round and exasperated Minnie by an acceptance. As they walked up the garden, the orange
cactus fell, and Mr. BB's last vision was of the garden child clasping it like a lover, his dark head buried in a
wealth of blossom. It is terrible this havoc among the flowers, he remarked. It is always terrible when the promise of
months is destroyed in a moment, enunciated Miss Bartlett. Perhaps we ought to send Miss Honey Church down to
her mother. Or will she come with us? I think we had better leave Lucy to herself and to her own pursuits. They're
angry with Miss Honey Church because she was late for breakfast, whispered Minnie, and Floyd has gone and Mr. Vice
is gone and Freddy won't play with me. In fact, Uncle Arthur, the house is not at all what it was yesterday. Don't be a
pri, said her uncle Arthur. Go and put on your boots. He stepped into the drawing room where Lucy was still
attentively pursuing the sonatas of Mozart. She stopped when he entered. How do you do? Miss Bartlett and Minnie are
coming with me to tea at the beehive. Would you come too? I don't think I will. Thank you. No, I didn't suppose
you would care to much. Lucy turned to the piano and struck a few chords. How delicate those sonatas are, said Mr. BB,
though at the bottom of his heart he thought them silly little things. Lucy passed into Schuman. Miss Honey Church.
Yes, I met them on the hill. Your brother told me. Oh, he did. She sounded annoyed. Mr. B felt hurt, for he had
thought that she would like him to be told. I needn't say that it will go no further. Mother, Charlotte, Cecil,
Freddy, you said Lucy, playing a note for each person who knew, and then playing a sixth note. If you'll let me
say so, I am very glad, and I am certain that you have done the right thing. So, I hoped other people would think, but
they don't seem to. I could see that Miss Bartlett thought it unwise. So does mother. Mother minds
dreadfully. I am very sorry for that, said Mr. B with feeling. Mrs. Honey Church, who hated all changes, did mind,
but not nearly as much as her daughter pretended, and only for the minute. It was really a ruse of Lucy's to justify
her dispondency, a ruse of which she was not herself conscious, for she was marching
in the armies of darkness, and Freddy Mines. Still, Freddy never hit it off with vice much, did he? I gathered that
he disliked the engagement and felt it might separate him from you. Boys are so odd. Many could be heard arguing with
Miss Bartlett through the floor. Tea at the beehive apparently involved a complete change of apparel. Mr. BB saw
that Lucy very properly did not wish to discuss her action. So after a sincere expression of sympathy, he said, "I have
had an absurd letter from Miss Allen. That was really what brought me over. I thought it might amuse you all. How
delightful," said Lucy in a dull voice. For the sake of something to do, he began to read her the letter. After a
few words, her eyes grew alert, and soon she interrupted him with going abroad. "When do they start?" "Next week, I
gather." Did Freddy say whether he was driving straight back? No, he didn't. Because I do hope he won't
gossiping. So she did want to talk about her broken engagement, always complent, he put the letter away, but she at once
exclaimed in a high voice, "Oh, do tell me more about the Miss Allens. How perfectly splendid of them to go abroad.
I want them to start from Venice and go in a cargo steamer down the Yrian coast." She laughed heartily. Oh,
delightful. I wish they'd take me. Has Italy filled you with a fever of travel? Perhaps George Emerson is right. He says
that Italy is only in yuism for fate. Oh, not Italy, but Constantinople. I have always longed to
go to Constantinople. Constantinople is practically Asia, isn't it? Mr. BB
reminded her that Constantinople was still unlikely and that the Miss Allens only aimed at
Athens with Deli perhaps if the roads are safe. But this made no difference to her
enthusiasm. She had always longed to go to Greece even more it seemed. He saw to his surprise that she was apparently
serious. I didn't realize that you and the Miss Allens were still such friends after Villa. Oh, that's nothing. I
assure you Villa's nothing to me. I would give anything to go with them. Would your mother spare you again so
soon? You have scarcely been home 3 months. She must spare me, cried Lucy in growing excitement. I simply must go
away. I have to. She ran her fingers hysterically through her hair. Don't you see that I have to go away? I didn't
realize at the time. And of course, I want to see Constantinople so particularly. You mean that since you
have broken off your engagement, you feel? Yes. Yes. I knew you'd understand. Mr. B did not quite understand.
Why could not Miss Honey Church repose in the bosom of her family? Cecil had evidently taken up the dignified line
and was not going to annoy her. Then it struck him that her family itself might be annoying. He hinted this to her and
she accepted the hint eagerly. Yes, of course. To go to Constantinople until they are used to the idea and everything
has calmed down. I am afraid it has been a bothersome business, he said gently. No, not at all. Cecil was very kind
indeed. Only I had better tell you the whole truth since you have heard a little. It was that he is so masterful.
I found that he wouldn't let me go my own way. He would improve me in places where I can't be improved. Cecil won't
let a woman decide for herself. In fact, he dared. What nonsense I do talk. But that is the kind of thing. It is what I
gathered from my own observation of Mr. Vice. It is what I gather from all that I have known of you. I do sympathize and
agree most profoundly. I agree so much that you must let me make one little criticism. Is it worthwhile rushing off
to Greece? But I must go somewhere, she cried. I have been worrying all the morning, and here comes the very thing.
She struck her knees with clenched fists and repeated, "I must, and the time I shall have with mother, and all the
money she spent on me last spring. You all think much too highly of me. I wish you weren't so kind." At this moment,
Miss Bartlett entered, and her nervousness increased. "I must get away ever so far. I must know my own mind and
where I want to go." "Come along, T," said Mr. Bi, and bustled his guests out of the front door. He hustled them
so quickly that he forgot his hat. When he returned for it, he heard to his relief and surprise the tinkling of a
Mozart sonata. "She is playing again," he said to Miss Bartlett. "Lucy can always play," was the acid reply. One is
very thankful that she has such a resource. She is evidently much worried, as of course she ought to be. I know all
about it. The marriage was so near that it must have been a hard struggle before she could wind herself up to speak. Miss
Bartlett gave a kind of wrigle, and he prepared for a discussion. He had never fathomemed Miss Bartlett, as he had put
it to himself at Florence. She might yet reveal depths of strangeness, if not of meaning, but she
was so unsympathetic that she must be reliable. He assumed that much and he had no hesitation in discussing Lucy
with her. Minnie was fortunately collecting ferns. She opened the discussion with, "We had much better let
the matter drop. I wonder it is of the highest importance that there should be no gossip in Summer Street. It would be
death to gossip about Mr. Vice dismissal at the present moment." Mr. BB raised his eyebrows. Death is a strong word,
surely too strong. There was no question of tragedy, he said. Of course, Miss Honey Church will make the fact public
in her own way and when she chooses. Freddy only told me because he knew she would not mind. I know, said Miss
Bartlett civily. Yet Freddy ought not to have told even you. One cannot be too careful. Quite so. I do implore absolute
secrecy, a chance word to a chattering friend. And exactly. He was used to these
nervous old maids and to the exaggerated importance that they attach to words. A recctor lives in a web of petty secrets
and confidences and warnings, and the wiser he is, the less he will regard them. He will change the subject as did
Mr. BB saying cheerfully. Have you heard from any Berlini people lately? I believe you
keep up with Miss Lavish. It is odd how we of that pension who seemed such a fortuitous
collection have been working into one another's lives. Two, three, four, six of us. No, eight. I had forgotten the
Emersons have kept more or less in touch. We must really give a senora a testimonial. And Miss Bartlett, not
favoring the scheme, they walked up the hill in a silence which was only broken by the recctor naming some fern. On the
summit they paused. The sky had grown wilder since he stood there last hour, giving to the land a tragic greatness
that is rare in Suriri. Gray clouds were charging across tissues of white, which stretched and shredded and tore slowly
until through their final layers there gleamed a hint of the disappearing blue. Summer was retreating. The wind roared,
the trees groaned, yet the noise seemed insufficient for those vast operations in heaven. The weather was breaking up,
breaking, broken, and it is a sense of the fit rather than of the supernatural that equips such crises with the salvos
of angelic artillery. Mr. BB's eyes rested on windy corner, where Lucy sat practicing Mozart. No smile came to his
lips, and changing the subject again, he said, "We shan have rain, but we shall have darkness, so let us hurry on." The
darkness last night was appalling. They reached the beehive tavern at about 5:00. That amiable hostelry possesses a
veranda in which the young and the unwise do dearly love to sit, while guests of more mature years seek a
pleasant sanded room, and have tea at a table comfortably. Mr. BB saw that Miss Bartlett would be cold if she sat out,
and that Minnie would be dull if she sat in, so he proposed a division of forces. They would hand the child her food
through the window. Thus he was incidentally unable to discuss the fortunes of Lucy. I have been thinking,
Miss Bartlett, he said, "And unless you very much object, I would like to reopen that discussion." She bowed. Nothing
about the past. I know little and care less about that. I am absolutely certain that it is to your cousin's credit. She
has acted loftily and rightly, and it is like her gentle modesty to say that we think too highly of her, but the future.
Seriously, what do you think of this Greek plan? He pulled out the letter again. I don't know whether you
overheard, but she wants to join the Miss Allens in their mad career. It's all I can't explain. It's wrong. Miss
Bartlett read the letter in silence, laid it down, seemed to hesitate, and then read it again. I can't see the
point of it myself. To his astonishment, she replied there. I cannot agree with you.
In it, I spy Lucy salvation. Really? Now, why? She wanted to leave Windy Corner. I know, but it
seems so odd, so unlike her, so I was going to say selfish. It is natural, surely after such painful scenes, that
she should desire a change. Here, apparently was one of those points that the male intellect misses, Mr. B
exclaimed. So she says herself. And since another lady agrees with her, I must own that I am partially convinced.
Perhaps she must have a change. I have no sisters or and I don't understand these things. But why need she go as far
as Greece? You may well ask that, replied Miss Bartlett, who was evidently interested, and had almost dropped her
evasive manner. Why, Greece? What is it, Mini? Dear Jam, why not Tumbridge Wells? Oh, Mr. BB, I had a long and most
unsatisfactory interview with Dear Lucy this morning. I cannot help her. I will say no more. Perhaps I have already said
too much. I am not to talk. I wanted her to spend 6 months with me at Tbridge Wells and she refused. Mr. BB poked at a
crumb with his knife, but my feelings are of no importance. I know too well that I get on Lucy's nerves. Our tour
was a failure. She wanted to leave Florence, and when we got to Rome, she did not want to be in Rome, and all the
time I felt that I was spending her mother's money. "Let us keep to the future, though," interrupted Mr. B. I
want your advice. Very well, said Charlotte, with a chokey abruptness that was new to him, though familiar to Lucy.
I, for one, will help her to go to Greece. Will you, Mr. B considered, "It is absolutely
necessary," she continued, lowering her veil and whispering through it with a passion, an intensity that surprised
him. I know. I know. The darkness was coming on and he felt that this odd woman really did know. She must not stop
here a moment, and we must keep quiet till she goes. I trust that the servants know nothing afterwards, but I may have
said too much already. Only Lucy and I are helpless against Mrs. Honey Church alone. If you help, we may succeed.
Otherwise, otherwise, otherwise, she repeated as if the word held finality. Yes, I will help her,
said the clergyman, setting his jaw firm. Come, let us go back now and settle the whole thing up. Miss Bartlett
burst into floor gratitude. the tavern sign. A beehive trimmed evenly with bees, creaked in the wind outside as she
thanked him. Mr. BB did not quite understand the situation, but then he did not desire to understand it, nor to
jump to the conclusion of another man that would have attracted a grosser mind. He only felt that Miss Bartlett
knew of some vague influence from which the girl desired to be delivered and which might well be clothed in the
fleshly form. Its very vagueness spurred him into night erantry. His belief in celibacy, so
reticent, so carefully concealed beneath his tolerance and culture, now came to the surface and expanded like some
delicate flower. They that marry do well, but they that refrain do better. So ran his belief, and he never heard
that an engagement was broken off, but with a slight feeling of pleasure. In the case of Lucy, the feeling was
intensified through dislike of Cecil, and he was willing to go further to place her out of danger until she
could confirm her resolution of virginity. The feeling was very subtle and quite
undogmatic, and he never imparted it to any other of the characters in this entanglement. Yet it existed, and it
alone explains his actions subsequently and his influence on the action of others. The compact that he made with
Miss Bartlett in the tavern was to help not only Lucy but religion also. They hurried home through a world of black
and gray. He conversed on in different topics. The Emerson's Need of a
Housekeeper, servants, Italian servants, novels about Italy, novels with a purpose. Could
literature influence life? Windy Corner glimmered in the garden. Mrs. Honey Church, now helped by Freddy, still
wrestled with the lives of her flowers. It gets too dark, she said hopelessly. This comes of putting off. We might have
known the weather would break up soon. And now Lucy wants to go to Greece. I don't know what the world's coming to.
Mrs. Honey Church, he said. Go to Greece. She must come up to the house and let's talk it over. Do you in the
first place? Mind her breaking with vice? Mr. B, I'm thankful. Simply thankful. So am I, said Freddy. Good.
Now come up to the house. They conferred in the dining room for half an hour. Lucy would never have carried the Greek
scheme alone. It was expensive and dramatic, both qualities that her mother loathed, nor would Charlotte have
succeeded. The honors of the day rested with Mr. BB by his tact and common sense and by his influence as a clergyman. For
a clergyman who was not a fool influenced Mrs. Honey Church greatly, he bent her to their
purpose. I don't see why Greece is necessary, she said. But as you do, I suppose it is all right. It must be
something I can't understand. Lucy, let's tell her. Lucy, she is playing the piano, Mr. BB said. He opened the door
and heard the words of a song. Look not thou on beauty's charming. I didn't know that Miss Honey Church sang too. Sit
thou still when kings are arming. Taste not when the wine cup glistens. It's a song that Cecil gave
her. How odd girls are. What's that? called Lucy, stopping short. All right, dear, said Mrs. Honey Church
kindly. She went into the drawing room, and Mr. BB heard her kiss Lucy and say, "I am sorry I was so cross about Greece,
but it came on the top of the DAS." Rather, a hard voice said, "Thank you, mother. That doesn't matter a bit. And
you are right too. Greece will be all right. You can go if the Miss Allens will have you. Oh, splendid. Oh, thank
you. Mr. BB followed. Lucy still sat at the piano with her hands over the keys. She was glad, but he had expected
greater gladness. Her mother bent over her. Freddy, to whom she had been singing, reclined on the floor with his
head against her and an unlit pipe between his lips. Oddly enough, the group was beautiful. Mr. BB, who loved
the art of the past, was reminded of a favorite theme, the Santa conversion, in which people who care for
one another are painted chatting together about noble things. a theme neither sensual nor
sensational and therefore ignored by the art of today. Why should Lucy want either to marry or to travel when she
had such friends at home? Taste not when the wine cup glistens speak not when the people
listens. She continued, "Here's Mr. B. Mr. B knows my rude ways. It's a beautiful song and a wise one, said he.
Go on. It isn't very good, she said listlessly. I forget why. Harmony or something. I suspected it was
unscolarly. It's so beautiful. The tune's right enough, said Freddy. But the words are rotten. Why throw up the
sponge? How stupidly you talk? said his sister. The Santa conversation was broken up. After all, there was no
reason that Lucy should talk about Greece or thank him for persuading her mother. So, he said goodbye. Freddy lit
his bicycle lamp for him in the porch, and with his usual felicity of phrase, said, "This has been a day and a half.
Stop thine ear against the singer. Wait a minute. She is finishing from the red gold keep thy finger vacant heart and
hand and eye. Easy live and quiet die. I love weather like this, said Freddy. Mr. BB passed into it. The two main facts
were clear. She had behaved splendidly and he had helped her. He could not expect to master the details of so big a
change in a girl's life. If here and there he was dissatisfied or puzzled, he must
acquies, she was choosing the better part, vacant heart and hand and eye. Perhaps the song stated the better part
rather too strongly. He half fancied that the saring accompaniment, which he did not lose in the shout of the gale,
really agreed with Freddy, and was gently criticizing the words that it adorned. Vacant hard and hand and eye.
Easy live and quiet die. However, for the fourth time windy corner lay poised below him now as a beacon in the roaring
tides of darkness.
Lucy’s piano playing is marked by passion and subtle tragedy rather than technical brilliance, revealing her emotional depth and resilience. She interprets Beethoven’s sonatas with a triumphant spirit instead of despair, symbolizing her inner strength and desire to overcome personal chaos through music.
Lucy’s interactions with characters like Mr. BB, Miss Bartlett, and the Emerson family highlight the friction between youthful ideals and rigid social expectations. These encounters showcase class distinctions and the complexities of navigating societal norms in different cultural settings, emphasizing the challenges Lucy faces in finding her place.
The dramatic moment near the Arno river, where Lucy faints and loses her photographs, symbolizes her internal struggle and the crossing of personal boundaries. It reflects her emotional turmoil, the secrecy she wrestles with, and the tension between her true self and the façade she maintains to conform to societal pressures.
Lucy’s journey centers on seeking autonomy amidst gender roles and societal expectations, balancing love and duty, and reconciling reality with pretense. Through music and travel, she broadens her worldview but also experiences alienation, illustrating the complex process of self-discovery and growth within a restrictive social environment.
Family members like Mrs. Honey Church and Freddy embody generational and class contrasts that underscore societal changes impacting Lucy. The arrival of new neighbors, the Miss Allens, at Windy Corner further shifts social dynamics, intensifying Lucy’s sense of displacement and highlighting broader cultural transformations.
Cecil Vice represents traditional societal values and expected norms, embodying stability and conformity, whereas George Emerson challenges these conventions with a more unconventional, free-spirited approach. Lucy’s emotional conflict between these two men underlines the central tension between societal duty and personal desire in her development.
Music provides Lucy an escape from social labels and personal chaos, offering access to a realm beyond class and intellect. It accepts those marginalized by society and allows Lucy to experience a deeper, more meaningful form of expression, which aids her self-discovery and resilience amidst life’s challenges.
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